Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1947: KAEKESA of the Pleiades Star Cluster
Yi Gao Chuan was unable to determine exactly what kind of reaction he was in. His voice and perception of his actions were all swallowed by a turbid torrent of noise and excitement. The strong stimulation is not completely painful, but any excessive stimulation will only put a huge load on the senses. It was as if red hot molten iron was poured into the blood vessels, as if there were invisible front lines sewing nerves, and there were many things that were sometimes flexible and sometimes hard, mixed in the flesh and blood in a fragmented way. He didn't feel that he could bear not fainting, but he realized that it was impossible for him to faint. When he was in such a state that could only be described as "waking up", the physiological crisis instinct processing system had completely failed. , From the level of consciousness, he can no longer enter the state of being lost and losing all senses.
Yi Shi Gao Chuan began to think, and had to resist this strong stimulus through extreme depth or chaotic and disordered thinking. This is the only thing he can do when he is awake. However, it is useless. Thinking belongs to thinking, and perception belongs to perception. The two are becoming distinct, as if there is such a force forcing oneself to experience this terrible process.
Comparing everything he has suffered at this time with the pain he has suffered in the past, he cannot tell which one is more painful, but it is certain that if this painful stimulation is unnecessary Yes, then, he believes that Dorothy and others are definitely more than that. On the other hand, if "the need to endure pain in exchange for greater strength" is the limit they can do, then they must bear this limit.
Being "Gao Chuan" is not easy at all, and it has never been good. From the realization that there are always many unbearable pains in the body, the prosthetic Gao Chuan just regards the pains he is facing now as one A symbol of trials. He must force himself to believe that these pains can make him stronger and able to face more harsh environments, otherwise his personality will collapse in pain.
Yi Ti Gao Chuan thought of Father Edward in pain, and the other side’s asceticism was imprinted on him in a clear way at this moment. Even so, Yi Ti Gao Chuan still felt that he and Father Edward It's not the same-the fundamental difference in the initiative to create pain and endure pain.
He also thought of more people and more things, as if everything he had experienced since his birth, so far, and everything he has encountered is like the mud and sand at the bottom of the river churning up, and memory The river was so turbid that he could no longer see any clear places, and could no longer actively find the beautiful memories that he wanted to see. All he felt was pain, only pain, only pain...
The terrifying and mysterious Fangcube device is injected with a huge amount of things-it looks like energy, but it is also not lacking in physical matter. The overall color is blue-black, and in some kind of violent reaction, it transitions to a deep red. , The entire injection process makes the surface of the cube body full of visible radiation phenomena, with fluctuations, light, and impact. If it were not locked by a thicker chamber, these forces would probably melt through all known metals in one breath.
However, these radiation phenomena pass through the surrounding protective measures in the form of dense filaments, spill out from the tiny holes, and will eventually be directed back to the secret room where the Fangcube device is placed, and so on. repeatedly. From the cube device to the secret room, many visible and invisible pipes and gear structures are flooded with it, and on the periphery of this structure, there are multiple cube structures surrounding it. No matter in terms of scale or quality, this secret room seems to be just one of these cube structures. Only this cube structure has content. Other cube structures seem to be empty, but their existence must have its purpose and meaning, and this meaning can only be understood by Omi and "Sha" who hold the prosthetic transformation with one hand.
"The progress is eighty-three... he is almost unable to bear it." The voice came from the side of Omi, but there was no one there. The body of "Sha" is not here, and as the night of Valpus, her way of existence and scale are also destined to be impossible to be accommodated by any ship of the Universe Joint Experimental Fleet. However, "Sha", who has obtained the permission of Sanxian Island, is indeed carrying out this transformation remotely. Omi, who performed the key operation with her, did not personally arrive at Sanxian Island. However, at this time, Omi has an entity-one A quality projection that once existed in science fiction works is presented in this huge operating area in a posture that is completely different from the theories of those science fiction works.
In front of Omi, a large number of seemingly loose and chaotic cube structures are presenting the whole picture in the form of images, and some images show what is happening inside-more specific pictures are unnecessary, Omi sees through With the data constantly flowing in front of you, you can directly construct the most vivid and deepest changing essence model in your mind.
"Achuan's limit is higher than his own thoughts, and far beyond our limit." Omi looked expressionless, but his tone was full of satisfaction and joy. At the beginning, she married Gao Chuan with a strong and active attitude, precisely because she saw what she needed most from Gao Chuan-love may also exist, but that was neither the earliest reason nor the most fundamental. reason. As a mysterious researcher, what exactly is the other half that he desires most? Omi believes that the most important point is the "limit height of endurance."
Gao Chuan is very tough. No matter physically or consciously, whether it is treated as an organic creature, or stripped of its personality consciousness, only from the purest physical structure, he has an extraordinary patience and adaptability. . At that time, only Omi was aware of this trait through his unique perspective, and even surprised that he was still "human"-from a mysterious point of view, this extraordinary patience and adaptability had already It goes beyond the scope of "human beings", or one has to look at the strength and possibilities of "human beings" differently.
In short, Takakawa is special, and this particularity is more important to Omi than the sensibility of "love". To say whether Omi has "love" and whether she loves Gao Chuan in the sense of common sense, she thinks she has it. However, these sensibility is ultimately inferior to the importance of reason. From the final result of the two people getting along and falling in love, Omi believes that his research has achieved important results, and this is the most important and final result. She believes that a large part of the credit for all her achievements lies in Gao Chuan. Without the experimental subject Gao Chuan, without the sense of responsibility and tolerance that the "husband and wife" relationship is the link, she feels that she is unlikely to achieve what she is today.
Today’s transformation of the prosthetic body is just a small matter. Earlier, she had completed the most important research "time machine" in her life so far. Perhaps in the eyes of others, the importance of this research, The degree of completion and use are far behind her other research in the Internet ball, but for her, this coveted result is almost complete the meaning of her life-and because of this, she is accepting After saying "Omi Trap", he didn't feel any movement. Instead, he accepted the "setting" very easily.
The "time machine" that is so significant to her has been completed. In her opinion, Gao Chuan, who has exceeded the profound meaning of the concept of "husband" in name and in fact, is undoubtedly the most Good facilitator. In the practice of countless multiple methods, she has deeply understood how terrifying the monster Gao Chuan is in front of her. She has never felt that the transformation in front of her will make him collapse—the same and even more painful experiments in the past. He has passed, and every time he passes, he is getting stronger.
"He is my man." Omi said to "Sa" with a slightly proud tone: "I understand his limits better than anyone. His essence is far beyond your imagination."
After saying this, it’s as easy as a joke. Omi never changed the color of the control data in front of him again-the monitoring data that was fed back began to change drastically, and relying on the complex and intuitive structure formed directly in the mind by these data There is also a reaction like "melting". The incomprehensible theory and the incomprehensible phenomenon were played in Omi's mind, and she knew the meaning of all this, and only she knew it.
In her mind, Gao Chuan, the latest prosthetic body, has lost the shape of a "human", but a hazy and changeable volume, loose and huge, like a cloud of mist spreading countless tentacles, but in a deeper essence. , Is an indeterminate and indefinite structure, and finally converges back to the appearance of "human form".
Omi murmured in his heart with a voice that only he could hear, as if facing a masterpiece like a god, he couldn't help but raise up praise:
Cross the shore, through the clouds,
The twin sun sinks into a dark and invincible abyss,
The invisible shadow is shrouded,
That was the dim KAEKESA.
The black crow is flying in the wonderful night,
There is a wonderful moon in the night,
But the more amazing thing is that
The invisible KAEKESA.
No one hears the singing of Ang Xing Tuan,
The queen's robe sways in the wind,
The singing silently fades into the abyss,
It's the lost KAEKESA.
This is a wonderful poem that only sounded in Omi's heart. Even if she couldn't improvise a second poem, even this one never made her feel improvised at all. She knew very well that she had never had a literary cell, but at this moment, this poem suddenly appeared in her heart. With her voice singing, even if she herself could not fully understand the meaning, she could Understand that the metaphors that exist throughout the text and the terrible facts revealed by these metaphors, she cannot fully express this terrible fact in her own language-only the one that even she does not know is completely self-made The general word "KAEKESA" seems to refer to a comprehensive meaning of a specific place, thing, state, etc., but it is completely singular. Yes, she knows that the part of speech of this word is single, which is a description of a specific thing.
KAEKESA, an incredible word, but what is it and where does it exist? It is incomprehensible just to delve into this kind of patchwork pronunciation, because when these letters are used to form a pictophone, the true pronunciation and true meaning of the sound have a huge deviation. Omi suddenly understood. Although she didn't know how she understood it, she just understood that KAEKESA is not a "human", and this is definitely not a sound that humans can make.
And, more importantly, after completing this impromptu poem that even she herself did not expect, she understood that this is not a description of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, she used the data in her mind before The hazy mist that stretches out countless tentacles is definitely not the Gaochuan of the Prosthetic Body-it is already a part of the Gaochuan of the Prosthetic Body from the very beginning, it is very essential and basic. But it is definitely not Gao Chuan.
If he insists on making associations, only one referential term emerges in Omi's mind: "virus".
What I saw was the “virus” that formed the bottom layer of the existence of the “prosthetic body Gaochuan”, and the visualized posture was only one aspect of it.
It is entirely possible to see the "virus" through "Gaochuan". Of course, if you think of it in a more superficial way, ~IndoMTL.com~, it may also be a "monster in the collective subconsciousness of mankind".
With the help of such associations, or in other words, the associations that Omi could not help but complete, in a moment of out-of-control thoughts, a splicing is completed: the meaning contained in KAEKESA is all aimed at the "virus". The meaning of this word that cannot be correctly and completely expressed in human language and cannot be pronounced correctly in human voice is its name, the place where it exists, the meaning and state of its existence, and everything used to describe it. The most basic and direct vocabulary.
The clue in the entire poem is the name "Pleiades" the easiest to recognize and understand.
Is the "virus" KAEKESA from the Pleiades? After cognizing this poem in a way she could understand--she knew subconsciously that it was not a complete poem, but she couldn’t understand why it was so straightforward after she had such a scene in her mind. Obtaining this seems to contain a huge and significant poem-Omi’s impression of this poem is fading at a terrifying speed. She still remembers that she knows the poem, but she soon cannot repeat its details. The content is, but she is very sure that when a clue appears, she must be able to remember that at that time, the stars in the Pleiades must be in a "correct" position, enough to use the meaning of KAEKESA with humans. The way the observed matter or energy is presented, it may be reflected in the burst of brightness of the constellation.