Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1950: KAEKESA 3 of the Pleiades Star Cluster

Omi was both excited and frightened. It was a brand new experience for her to come. Even when Dorothy narrated the information about the "Omi Trap" and tried to convince Omi and promote the plan subjectively, Omi did not produce such excitement. . The fastest update or, for the first time in her life, Omi knew what fear is. At first, she was still a little puzzled. She didn't understand what was still there after the excitement, and even after the excitement passed, and it continued to grow strong enough to affect her. What is the emotion of thinking, however, she will understand in the next moment. This is fear. She is afraid of what she recognizes and observes, not because she can’t understand it, but because she is afraid I think I can draw the slightest outline of that thing, so I am afraid of this outline.

She even understood instinctively that she is different from others. This difference is reflected in "no one has seen something similar through Gaochuan before her." Or, there is such a force through an unobservable channel to force her to instill some complicated concepts in an unpredictable way. This unique concept, which is not in the same perspective as common sense, has a brand-new concept. Yes, she had never thought this way before, expounding some vague knowledge to her. The terrifying life hidden deep in the essence of "Gaochuan" and also existing on the far side of the galaxy matched her signal at that moment, allowing her to peek a little clue from it.

However, Omi is also very aware that when he develops such a perception and observes such a thing, if his assumptions are not wrong, then he will also "go crazy" in a short period of time. Because I have established an information channel with the other party through the method of "observation", and information about it will flow in an endless stream. It may be possible to limit the flow, but it is absolutely impossible to close this information circulation channel. The way of instilling information is exactly in line with what I have imagined, regarding the malicious explanations that exist in this world.

For Omi, it is not a bad thing to be able to have one more perspective, to be able to use more perspectives to examine the world, and to obtain huge information. However, just like her contempt for other "stupid people", she knows very well that she is only a little bit "smarter" than others. In front of the kaekesa of this Pleiades star cluster that she has observed, her "little cleverness" is so clear. The trivial. Now that I have established a connection with this thing that cannot be described with existing concepts under accidental or inevitable circumstances, it means that I will be more severely eroded than others.

Doroth has described the condition of "Takakawa" and the condition of "Mae". Compared with these two, they obviously have special features. Omi doesn't think her condition will be better than the two. Where to go, and even, she can only guess that even "Gaochuan" did not really observe kaekesa, and did not establish a direct connection with it, but used something called "Jiang" as a relay, which really has a deep and deep relationship with kaekesa. The existence of direct contact should be the original "Zhenjiang".

Perhaps the situation of the lesion back then was like this. Omi frantically sketched a vague scene in his mind: a woman named Mae was infected with a "virus" and became a unique patient. In a unique way that is no longer known, the image of kaekesa is further recognized in the pathological state, and a connection is thus established. Regardless of the "virus" or kaekesa, they are all the same thing, but on different sides, and Mae, who has established an extraordinary connection with kaekesa, has resisted the erosion of the "virus" to a certain extent, and this process, In fact, it is the result of the erosion of different manifestations with the help of different properties of the same force.

Patients with doomsday syndrome are eroded by the nature of the "virus" side, while Mae has become eroded by the power of the "kaekesa" side, and then shows a situation that no other patient has ever seen. As a result, the former doomsday patient "Zhen Jiang" became "Jiang".

If this crazy conjecture is true, then the relationship between "Jiang" and "Virus" may be deeper than the young Gao Chuan understood, but it deviates from what Dorothy and others understand.

If you insist on describing it, then, from Omi’s point of view, perhaps "Jiang" should be regarded as a family member or believer of "kaekesa". This is a peculiar relationship. It is clear that "kaekesa of the Pleiades" and "virus" are different aspects of the same thing, but there are quite a few patients who are eroded by kaekesa, or "jiang" who believes in kaekesa, and other patients who are eroded by "virus". Difference, even if this difference exists only in the superficial phenomenon, not in the essence. Moreover, to a certain extent, "Jiang" is opposed to "virus".

However, Omi can understand why this opposition exists. In her understanding, this is evidence that "kaekesa" and "virus" are different sides. The so-called "different sides" are naturally between each other. There is a dividing line, whether it occurs naturally or when it is observed, this dividing line exists, and to ensure that the two will not be confused. Therefore, to a certain extent, "kaekesa" and "Virus" has a certain natural difference or opposition.

If "Jiang" is the manifestation of "kaekesa" different from "virus", then it is completely okay. Conversely, if there is no "Jiang", there will definitely be something else to show "the boundary between kaekesa and the virus."

These thoughts are all crazy conjectures based on known information. When Omi realized what she was thinking, when she started thinking like this, she understood without being able to immediately notice the essence of these thoughts. It is the manifestation of the influence and erosion of Kaekesa. The speed at which the mental illness showed up was so fast, Omi couldn’t help but think that the period from when he observed that thing to when he had these thoughts hadn’t been more than a minute, right? The faster the thinking speed, the faster the erosion seems to be. Omi is not sure when he will become a mental patient in the eyes of others.

Omi began to feel exhausted. He wanted to be calm but was always excited. The thinking ability that was originally strictly controlled is showing a state of uncontrollable divergence, and these characteristics are all indistinguishable from "Takakawa." Consistent with his condition. Omi Takakawa left a lot of data in Omi’s experiment. All the anomalies he can observe are familiar to Omi. The more so, the more he compares what he has learned, the more he can’t help it. He thinks he is undergoing a disease similar to "Gaochuan". But at the same time, she couldn't help but recall her previous fantasies, and she couldn't help but think that her disease was actually similar to the situation of "Gaochuan" and "Jiang", and she was more inclined to kaekesa rather than a "virus."

In this way, whether "monsters in the collective human subconscious mind" is more inclined to the embodiment of "virus" or more inclined to the embodiment of "kaekesa" is questioned again. Although in her crazy theory, "virus" and "kaekesa" are essentially different aspects of the same thing, but the various behaviors and symptoms caused by the two in this world are There is quite a bit of tit-for-tat spearhead. If you want to describe it with examples, Omi happened to have another whim: Will this contradiction between them be the opposition between people's different thoughts? Although it is impossible to use human standards and common sense to measure the "thoughts" of this terrible thing, perhaps there is no such concept of "thoughts" at all, and there is no such thing as "good thoughts" and "evil thoughts", but if you insist on analogy , The obscure tit-for-tat between "virus" and "kaekesa" is the tit-for-tat between "good thoughts" and "evil thoughts".

Just like when a person is dealing with the same thing, he sometimes has descriptions such as "the war between heaven and man", then, perhaps the chaos, ambiguity and contradiction shown in this world today is the culprit. It is a natural attitude of "war between heaven and man".

Omi is very clear that such a description is definitely not appropriate. It is just a forced application of human common sense and cognition. However, if you don’t describe it in this way, then there is no real description in human cognition. The concept of "it".

Omi also knows very well that his own behavior of forcibly describing, even if it is just meditation in his heart, seems to be a natural instinct, but in fact it is already a reflection of the erosion of his own thinking as a researcher. In fact, she has never before forcibly used a specious concept to describe the truth that she did not know. This was originally a behavior that she was very exclusive, and she has always prevented herself from having such thoughts and behaviors, because to forcefully describe something that she does not know will only bring absurdity and error, and once she believes in such forced Describe, then, I will walk into a dead end of absurdity and error. What follows will only be a serious research accident, either the experiment is out of control, or my mental disorder.

Undoubtedly, Omi knows that her spirit is dysfunctional. She must admit that at this time, "recording a diary" is almost the first choice of all rational people: recording their own changes and using these records as a reference Although, in the examples she has seen, these records often do not bring any positive development to the recorder himself, nor can he save the recorder himself, but almost all recorders believe that such records are meaningful Yes, and it is the only thing I can do and the only thing I can keep.

Omi wakes up again in a trance, and the clock has only passed less than two minutes since the last time he noticed. She is aware of her trance, but forcibly forbids herself to analyze this trance. There is an instinctive impulse that forces her to understand more deeply why she enters the trance state, but Omi feels that this impulse is just one thing. A trap: The more you think deeply, the more you will get lost. In the past, people always praised thinking, but now even "thinking" itself has become a kind of mental toxicity.

In the ancient Eastern language, there is a famous saying, "Thinking without worry, but without thinking, neglecting." In the state of: It is not that it is not subjectively not to learn, but that it is impossible to start to learn, and is forced to fall into deeper and deeper confusion. People who try to save themselves will eventually give up thinking and force themselves to fill any of themselves. The knowledge that can be obtained to avoid falling into that chaotic and divergent thinking, and thus into a kind of laziness, and become a kind of alternative walking dead.

Omi tried to get him out of this vicious circle and return to the field he knew best, was best at, and was doing. Her eyeballs rolled like twitches, as if two different wills were struggling in opposite directions, and her body seemed to be deep in a nightmare, unable to move on its own. That powerful force sought the deepest thinking and behavior of this body, and Omi But his subjectiveness diverts his attention from thinking.

Her eyeballs were struggling, and finally returned to the reconstructed prosthetic Gao Chuan again. However, as her eyes moved, many unexplainable hallucinations appeared along the way. Blood-red thick liquid, they spread to every corner of the field of view, as if no matter how the line of sight moves, they only exist in the corners of the field of view, they are squirming, breeding a light yellow translucent hand. . These hands, which were exactly the same as ordinary people, were quickly scattered in front of her field of vision. At her feet, on the instruments, and on the chair, there was a fog that had never appeared in this operating room before. It emerged so quietly that the screen displaying the data and images was frosted. Upon closer inspection, it was suddenly discovered that it was actually a piece of grayish-white ashes.

The eye-catching red viscous liquid~IndoMTL.com~The horrifying translucent human hands, the hazy fog and the scattered ashes, all blur the things in Omi’s vision, making them unreal and weird, as if Both in essence and appearance are becoming something, and all these changes have brought extremely strong emotions and active thoughts to Omi. In the abnormal vision, she began to hear some strange sounds.

It made her think: In this operating room, apart from herself and Gao Chuan, there is also "Sha" who is assisting by remote control, but apart from herself, no one is aware of the weird state. It happened, even "Sha" was a coincidence, immersed in the process of transforming the prosthetic body without paying attention to himself at all. And he seemed to be rejected from the original normal reconstruction operation.

The strange sound was creeping, and it was definitely not the three "people" Omi saw here, including himself. Although I can’t figure out where the sound came from, there is a strong cognition bursting in my heart: this sound approaches oneself again, although the speed is not fast, but there is no deviation, with a very strong purposeful voice master’s goal It's yourself, no doubt.

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