Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1951: Coming towards the solar system

Omi is falling into an abnormal state that has been recorded for a long time. In the past, the situation of "Takakawa" was only conceived from literal and data. There is always a feeling of looking at flowers in the mist. Now I have experienced the horror of it and understood it. That is not controlled by one's own subjective will. Completely controlling one's body physically does not help to cope with such a state, and doing something mentally and psychologically does not help to escape from this kind of torture. All theories that try to make oneself their own, trying to control the operation of every cell, every muscle and nerve of oneself, seem superficial at this time, and even false all are based on the observation of oneself and the observation of others who are similar to oneself. , The logical system that was finally established, collapsed like a sandcastle being beaten by the waves in this intense and involuntary feeling.

The self-proclaimed rationality in the past, in today’s self-observation and self-feeling, appears superficial and narrow, just like the meaning of the word "rationality" itself, which restrains one’s growth, thus creating a kind of escape from rationality in the bottom of my heart. Strongly impulsive.

This impulse contains violent chaotic negative emotions, a kind of perceptual germination as if you should be so, bathed in an atmosphere that can only be called "mystery", and thrive. Accompanying it are more and more, more and more clear, more and more profound anomalies: hearing sounds that are not usually heard, seeing things that are completely illusions in a rational sense, but even assuming that All are auditory hallucinations, or using strong logic to deny the authenticity of these abnormalities does not help you to escape from them. And, because of the sounds he hears, the hallucinations he sees, and the various reactions he produces, whether they are good or bad, are real.

Alternatively, there is a deep feeling of oppression, and I have to believe that these abnormalities, and the impact of these abnormalities on me, are the real fact that I will fear and die because of them, not believing I will die, so I will die. It is a more objective fact. All the evidence and clues I can observe point to the truth of this fear and death. The more rational people are, the more suspicious they are not found. Before, the more quickly I fell into this authenticity.

Obviously, I should not be shaken by this vague dream-like dynamic, and I have a set of my own theories to explain it from the bottom of my heart, but the intense sense of fear still involuntarily erupted in Omi’s heart, wave after wave A wave.

Omi’s eyeballs twitched and pained, and the scene he saw had ghost images, as if the two worlds were close to each other in an almost overlapping form, but they did not overlap completely from time to time. From the physiological system of vision and the brain, many theories can be found to explain this situation. However, the intense emotions force Omi to subconsciously deny these theories. Become a subjective mysticist.

Omi was in such a dilemma full of contradictions, but unable to get rid of it on his own, he saw the man who used to be a foggy form full of tentacles in the observation of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, and changed back again. The gesture of the person. However, there is an unusual background, hazy around this human figure, floating like an illusion in the mist. When she looks over, she seems to have seen a deep and dark universe in which light escapes, but It seemed so slow again, her sight seemed to be stuck on some meteors of different sizes, along a huge indescribable orbit, sliding towards the depths of the universe. They were so firm, as if they had a clear destination. .

That voice, as if Omi’s heartfelt voice, sounded again: When the stars are in the right position...

The voice that doesn’t know where it is, but has been squirming towards him is clearer. Omi stared at the deep and dark universe, and only felt that the squirming thing was crawling in the universe. It was squirming. Ignoring the long distance between each other and the coldness and darkness of the universe, he walked through a channel or path that he could not observe on his side, and crawled towards him slowly but firmly.

Omi felt again that he was wrong to describe the "slowness" of this feeling for the first time. Because the thing is not moving slowly, it’s just that its sense of existence is so huge, it’s so unpredictable, and the distance between it and itself is too far, and it’s only under the background of so many factors. The feeling of "it is creeping slowly".

In fact, it is very fast, even faster than ordinary constellations, because it cannot be directly observed, and it has not reached the end, so it is impossible to measure the number of that astronomical unit.

In Omi’s mind, the confusion about "kaekesa" was her own fantasy or real information, and it kept replaying in her heart as if she was talking to herself. There is a strong sense of persecution that is holding her rationality and distorting her most basic worldview, and the questions that arise in those dreamlike and true illusions will eventually become a kind of self-existence cognition. Negation is also on the most basic level to disintegrate one's own outlook on life and morality.

The mysterious and distorted power is distorting a person’s self-perception. Whether thinking or not, there seems to be a new cognition germinating from the heart. It is so heart-shaking, terrifying and exciting. . Omi feels this mysterious and distorted power, and only feels that this power is like the magnificent shore of the universe galaxy, as if confirming that the source of this power is exactly what I had previously guessed, that is located in the Pleiades star cluster, which has an astronomical unit volume. The unknown.

It's impossible to define its location using common sense three-dimensional coordinates. It wriggles in an invisible "channel", seemingly slow but in fact approaching the earth very fast, approaching itself on the earth. No, it has already come, feeling that it is still wriggling at the other end of a distant universe. At that time, its "future" has reached the edge of the solar system, and it seems that in a certain second, it will be close to the earth. It has never been so close to this planet, the sun in its shadow, like sesame dust. Then, in a certain second in the future, this planet that nurtures intelligent life will completely collapse. It is not a disintegration of the physical structure, but an unpredictable metamorphosis of the structure.

Suddenly, Omi knew a lot of knowledge about a certain change in the earth’s past, and also knew a certain change in the future of the earth. However, this information was extremely vague, as if he had been affected by it. The fright was only conjectured from the information known in the past, and I couldn't find their basis at all. Even so, my instinct was still screaming, making myself believe in this knowledge and information.

Omi does not know whether other patients with doomsday syndrome, including "Takakawa" and the former "Zhenjiang", are like her now, forced to instill such a huge amount of information, she even suspects that in her own world The so-called "prophets" in this doomsday illusion are the recipients of these future information.

The existence of that huge and stalwart thing, as well as the time and space that constitutes itself, are not linear, and it even makes people doubt whether there really is such a thing as "time" and "space" in its perspective. concept. It is only instinctively accustomed to activities, but it cannot be described by human common sense concepts. The meaning of dimensionality and quantum is not reflected in their existence. Therefore, it is extremely chaotic in the perspective of three or four dimensions. Its very different way of existence has caused humans to produce abnormal feelings that are difficult to describe and understand when they unconsciously touch it or when they consciously try to observe it. These abnormal feelings are not meant for people to clearly recognize it. , But to protect human beings, it is an operation of survival instinct.

Omi didn’t understand. The things she knew suddenly now were too heavy in terms of weight. Whether the things she suddenly understood were true or false, the load on her weight was obvious. of. Even if they are as smart as oneself, they seem to be completely different from their past cognition at any time, but they cannot deny their knowledge of losing the perspective of common sense. It seems that these intelligences are forcing oneself to observe and perceive the world from an inhuman perspective, thereby turning oneself into an inhuman existence.

If both "Gao Chuan" and "Zhen Jiang" have experienced such a scale of information erosion, let alone for the time being "Jiang" who has obviously changed the way of existence, how did "Gao Chuan" maintain its own cognition? Basically? Just rely on the ability of that personality to reincarnate? Omi found it impossible, and could only guess that it was "Jiang" who was sharing the pressure of "Gao Chuan". It is precisely because "Jiang" has completely changed its existence, that it can share most of the pressure for "Kao Chuan".

Omi is not sure, why did she suddenly come into contact with part of the truth about this terrible monster more deeply than everyone else. This kind of doubt finally made her wonder if this terrible monster was herself or not? Suddenly I understood it like this. However, perhaps it was because of his identity as a "Omi trap" and an unclear relationship with "Eki" that caused this special situation. This idea emerged from Omi's heart, but when did this idea appear? It was such a coincidence that she had to doubt, it was just another imaginary excuse.

However, Omi couldn’t help but examine the “Omi Trap” further: If his trap succeeded in capturing “Jiang”, does the loss of “Jiang” and “Gaochuan” mean the loss of mentality, What about the "buffer" in cognitive and physical structure? Dorothy's "Super Takakawa Project" is not only a bait for the "Omi Trap", but also a successor plan that can be truly completed after the "Omi Trap" is successful. If the "Jiang" cannot be captured, or if it is temporarily "isolated", the "Super Gaochuan" may still be contaminated by the "Jiang". Such a finished product still fails in Dorothy's standards. Therefore, in these In the plan, to induce or forcefully separate "Jiang" from "Gaochuan" is an inevitable result. It seemed necessary in the past, but now, in the huge amount of new information, a new understanding makes Omi began to worry about the feasibility of the "Omi Trap".

However, these worries are temporarily not directly related to the transformation of Gao Chuan. Even in the absence of Omi, all the procedures are still executed in an orderly manner in accordance with the established standards. It is like pre-determining every variable, and all possible mutations and accidents are strictly controlled by a mechanical standard. Lived, in the "mystery", this kind of 100% certainty is simply the greatest "mystery".

"Sha" didn't pay attention to Omi's situation, and could not directly understand her situation through the other party's virtual projection. Therefore, she noticed the result of such a standard transformation, and felt from it the risk of a kind of inevitability for the transformation of the prosthetic body. She couldn't understand it better. The transformation based on the mystery of the gray fog itself could not be. It’s 100% accidental, and even if the whole process of the transformation of Father Xi Sen has been rigorously calculated and planned, there will still be unforeseen situations that happen~IndoMTL.com~ and you must take the initiative to think, manually To solve these accidents.

However, its cognition that "some accidents will inevitably occur" was broken by the transformation of the prosthetic body in front of Gao Chuan. It suddenly felt terrified, as if it was falling into an established script, and everything was running at the rhythm planned by the script. It tries to use what it knows to find the existence of this "script". It feels that if there is such a "script", then it must determine its own position in this "script" because this is The basis of all confrontation.

However, it did not find it, everything is so natural, a kind of naturalness that makes an inhuman existence like it feel creepy.

Just as Yitai Gaochuan is destined to complete this transformation, and he is also destined to receive a large amount of support from outsiders, and it is also as if he is destined for everything that will happen afterwards. That will happen inevitably, and the self who doesn't know the result, no matter whether it is good or bad, can't stop and reverse it, and can only naturally accept the result that is unknown to him but has been destined for a long time.

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