Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1969: Man in a bottle
What Gao Chuan saw was not a human figure, nor did he touch a human body. He thought it was a certain form of "Jiang", but he really didn't know what it was. There is no temperature, no touch, no smell, nothing, as if it is just a layer of "blank" that appears independently, but the idea of "I have grasped it" is very profound. The question of "it's gone" is all strangled as it breeds.
He believes, and must believe that he did not waste countless sacrifices, countless coincidences, countless plots and plots, and finally achieved this miracle—if it doesn’t work this time, then, even if it’s still One can look forward to the "Omi Trap", but how likely is the "Omi Trap" to succeed?
The speed of Gao Chuan is so fast that the whole world seems to only be left in motion with him and the "thing" he believes he has come into contact with. He is full of confidence in his "speed", but when he touches the target, the necessity of "speed" has begun to disappear. He didn't feel that he had started to slow down, but he did feel that he was no longer accelerating.
Quick-grabbing superpower seems to have disappeared, the power of the magic pattern is like an illusion, and the prosthetic body has never existed. What is here is his most original flesh and blood and thoughts, and all these are constantly speeding in a certain inertia. I was able to confirm that I was "forward" before, but now I can't judge whether I am forward or backward, or even left and right, up or down.
As the sense of speed disappears, followed by the disappearance of the sense of space, and then the disappearance of the sense of time. The "sense of proximity" relative to the target has also begun to become less clear. I clearly feel that I have touched it. According to the normal logic, I should continue to approach it. If the opponent does not dodge, of course it is directly into its arms. However, this logic also collapsed.
Does "contact" mean that the "distance" is getting closer? If even "distance" disappears along with the sense of space, will the meaning of the term "close" also disappear?
Obviously, he was in contact, but he began to move away again—the contradictory and incomprehensible feeling was spreading in Gao Chuan's heart, causing him to get goose bumps and shudder.
The program hasn't started yet? Why? Is it because the activation speed has slowed down relative to the contact speed? Many thoughts flashed in the mind of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, and suddenly, he realized that his current feeling of "self" was a complete and original flesh and blood body, and the prosthetic body seemed to have disappeared. I can't feel its existence at all, so where is the "brain hardware" that belongs to the external object like the "prosthetic body" at this moment?
The trembling sensation once again rushed through Gao Chuan's heart like a cold wave, causing his heart and brain to twitch. As if mocking, my own voice or some other voice, or even the voice of "young Takakawa", in short, there is such a "voice of heart", with a powerful sense of presence that overwhelms all other thoughts, whispering in the bottom of my heart. Writing:
"From the perspective of the reality of the hospital, the prosthetic body and the brain hardware are just an illusion and do not exist at all."
"The only thing that exists is the painful body and mind of patients with doomsday syndrome."
"How cruel and true this is, all the'strong men' are just patients whose self-structure has collapsed."
"Gao Chuan is just a sickly child who has collapsed into LCL."
"The strength in the illusion, in front of the most real murderer, will eventually be restored to the same real weakness."
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Countless heartfelt voices are like a swarm of demons dancing wildly, tearing at the consciousness of Gao Chuan. Yes, even if you can operate Sanxiandao, even after the strongest prosthetic body and brain hardware transformation, even if you get the magic pattern, even if you have been in good condition, even if the "doomsday illusion" is not completely the real "land of illusion" "These powers have never changed the fact that in the "hospital reality", everyone, including myself, is just "sick patients", and "serious patients" whose "body and consciousness" cannot be maintained normally. However, the weirdness and inconceivability of "virus" has always run through "hospital reality" and "doomsday fantasy."
Failure... This idea seemed to come out of the thinking of the prosthetic Gao Chuan in a wobbly manner, but it was forcibly suppressed by him with absolutely strong willpower and perseverance.
No, it shouldn't be a complete failure-even if you get overwhelmed, have you forgotten Dorothy and Shise? Yi Tai Gao Chuan trusts Dorothy and the color so much, even the boy Gao Chuan feels that he is full of feasibility plans that he does not agree with, but chooses to continue to support Dorothy and the color, in this trust It is full of extremely complex factors, both perceptual and rational, but there is a very important basis that he has not forgotten: Compared with Gao Chuan who stayed in the "doomsday illusion" for a long time, and occasionally in important experiments For Dorothy who hacked into the "Doomsday Illusion", the consciousness and perspective of **** existed in the "hospital reality" for more time.
The color and super color in the doomsday illusion are just a small part of the human end of the powerful consciousness of color color.
So, she can never forget the weakness and pain of everyone in the "Hospital Reality", and Dorothy, who is closely related to her, will never make such a mistake.
So, since both Dorothy and Omi have said that "program" is effective, then "program" will definitely take effect-it has nothing to do with whether you are strong or weak. Rather, Dorothy They must have made sufficient preparations. Even if "the body of Gao Chuan turned into that sick and weak boy at the moment of contact with Jiang", there is a mechanism for the "program" to work. Even when deciding on this plan, the immediate situation has been taken into consideration.
Yiyi Gaochuan is faster and stronger than any doubt and self-doubt, using such unreasonable, unreasonable, persistent and strong beliefs to dig out the seeds of doubt from his heart and crush them to pieces.
The self-ridiculing voice with a strong sense of existence is still going its own way, but the subjective consciousness of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is more self-directed, even if the absolute powerful processing power of the brain hardware is lost, it still uses a "high river" way. Made many choices that Gao Chuan often makes: self-hypnosis.
Now all his feelings involving relative motion have disappeared, and he can no longer judge what his relative motion is like, but before the sense of contact disappears, before the sense of self-existence disappears, He imagined banishing himself to a deeper place-an instinct full of sight caught him, and he began to fall downward.
Yes, he realized that he was falling into a bottomless, dark abyss, and this was the nightmare he had most often. Now, he took the initiative to plunge into this nightmare.
The feeling of deja vu is changing from vague to clear, making everything seem to have just happened. Yitai Gaochuan knew that it was not the first time that he had this feeling, but he began to feel that it was the first time that he had fallen into this dark abyss. Because this time is different from everything I have experienced in the past.
The same dark abyss, but still a different abyss.
Why is it different? The answer to this instinctive feeling is some flashing illusions and illusions. These illusions and illusions did not completely disappear after flashing, but like stars, hung in the distance above and flickered, and like a revolving lantern, surround Leading himself and leading himself--sometimes, Yitai Gaochuan feels that he has seen these illusions clearly and can experience the orthodoxy hidden behind the vague illusion.
That is: Dorothy, Seiro, Sakuya, Marceau, File, Ms. Mayne, Gregory, Father Sisson, Jung, Shepherd, Magician, Locke, Gunner, Mischief, Edward The priest, the witch VV...There are many people who have only met a few faces, and many people who don't even know their names.
These people are not clear, or even in human form. There is no evidence that they exist here. They seem to be temporary hallucinations, but Gao Chuan thinks it is them.
Then Gao Chuan felt that he had become something else instead of being a "person".
What has become? When this question surfaced, the answer also surfaced.
——The Crow
Yibo Gaochuan noticed that he had become a crow.
This is a crow swooping toward the depths of the abyss. The speed keeps accelerating, as if it will be broken to pieces by accident. The non-existent air also begins to scream, forming a strong resistance. That is "wind". The gust of wind that seemed to indicate the "storm is coming" blew from below the abyss, causing the crow to sway, unable to shuttle as easily as it used to, as if these winds formed a "giant hand", trying to catch it . However, it staggered through the fingers of this "giant hand", passed through the interval of the squally wind, and leaped towards the accumulated invisible storm pig.
The "wind" became sharp, leaving strips of blood on the crow's body, and large swaths of crow feathers were stripped off and scattered in the endless darkness. In the end, even the outline seemed to be melted by the deep darkness. However, the black crow still maintained its outline in the darkness, because the scarlet blood had covered its body.
It's down, and it keeps going down, its wings can't move, it just maintains its balance and dives on the inertia of the fall.
The extremely strong storm of foreboding finally appeared before its eyes. The chaotic airflow is also full of presence in the dark background, intertwined into a huge net, welcoming the swooping crows, as if as soon as it rushes into it, it will be caught, torn, and scattered by the huge net. In the dark abyss, leaving no trace of existence.
Even so, the swooping posture of the crow remained unshakable.
In mid-air, the body of the crow began to deform, and a figure was born from the posture of a bird. The prosthetic body Gao Chuan rushed into the storm with such a vaguely human figure. He didn’t know why he was so. Change, however, he believes that he must be like this, he must take the posture of "a human" instead of the posture of "a crow" to meet this perhaps extremely fierce storm.
People, not Haiyan.
So when Haiyan was soaring in the storm, people were swept, thrown up, and fell into the cold sea.
The body Gaochuan tasted the taste of cold and bitter sea water, and his skin was soaked in the cold feeling. The body was completely stiff, unable to breathe, drifting with the flow, sometimes sinking and sometimes floating. He felt that he was going to die, but even at such a moment, his strongest idea was still the plan entrusted to him by Dorothy and others, the trust and expectation of the "program".
Did you do it yourself? I have already completed the contact, and indeed contacted, so, does the "program" work? I have persisted till now, can the "procedure" succeed? Before death, thoughts related to "programs" filled Gao Chuan's thinking of the prosthetic body.
So, it was like an illusion, very vivid, and I couldn't understand it, but at a glance I knew it was "program code". It sprouted and stretched before his eyes, just like bursting out of an infinitely small volume. , Instantly opened up a huge area: formulas, numbers, symbols, garbled codes... layer upon layer spreading in all directions.
Prosthetic body Gao Chuan opened his eyes wide, watching this increasingly magnificent spectacle.
——Contact confirmation, element capture 3%, has reached the minimum standard.
——The initialization of the program is completed, and it is under construction.
——The instruction is triggered and the structure will be expanded to the maximum extent.
They are all unclear heartfelt voices, which sometimes make the prostitution Gao Chuan feel that this is a "dubbing" of his own random thoughts, but the phenomenon that he can observe is precisely the structure of this unfolding program. When these numbers, symbols, formulas and garbled codes pass through my body-as if I have no body and only an inaccessible soul-the cold soaked in the sea water, the feeling of being too weak to move gradually gradually It was filled with warmth.
Gao Chuan feels that he is "live".
My soul is being held up by a force as powerful as "Storm".
He raised his head~IndoMTL.com~ He wanted to "see" more, so the concept of up and down appeared again, the sky and the earth were separated again, and the feeling of "sea water" became the texture of sea water—— He really felt that he was in the ocean, being dragged up by an undercurrent. The surface of the water was shimmering, and a faint light shone from the surface of the sea, penetrating a depth of more than ten meters.
The elegant light seems to be welcoming oneself.
This beautiful feeling makes it difficult to regard it as an illusion and an illusion—because, after that cruel pain, he wanted to capture this calm and beautiful light so much, how much he hoped , That is the light of hope, not the symbol of continuing suffering.
Gao Chuan was so moved by the light that he was about to shed tears. However, when he struggled to swim and finally got out of the water, he was surprised to find that the source of the light was red, not so much hanging on the sky. Rather than saying that it was originally part of the canopy-it is not high, heavy, like an eye on the mouth of a bottle.
Yes, those are eyes!
One is looking maliciously at the huge eyes of the plaything inside the bottle from outside the bottle.
"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah -" He couldn't help screaming in pain and hoarsely.