Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1993: Unexpected Confluence
The persistence of the cyberball made "Sha" feel that these outsiders are approaching the past rule. She has no special feeling about this, and will not feel angry or uneasy because of it, and it can also be seen from the situation of the war. I understand this change, but from the perspective of my own thinking, I can't applaud it. However, it is useless to say anything now. This is a grand and tragic war that has not been seen since the collapse of the ruling bureau. There are many people who have died, and there are more people on the verge of death, even if you recognize this. It can’t be ended, because “ending all this” is not the idea of most people. From the perspective of group consciousness, there are more guys who want to promote the end than those who want to fight for peace-the first thing that war destroys is Those who want peace in the world are basically lunatics who survived.
"...there are still five hours before the plan is executed, if they can catch up." Sha said irresponsibly.
"You will see them in two hours." Netball replied.
On the other side, the warehouse provided for the magical girls to rest has also entered the most efficient operation. Huge robotic arms and crawlers are transporting and assembling parts, and those functions that were originally hidden by the strengthening of the security network have been fully opened. In terms of the number of magical girls, the materials they need are relative to those stored in this warehouse. , And the supplies that are constantly being transported in are almost just a drop in the bucket. Although from the current cognition point of view, the raw material of the gray fog is "people", and in the ruling bureau area, the raw material of the gray fog is the "indigenous people", but no matter when and where, you can always see a lot of gray fog. , The gray fog in this warehouse is endless. Compared with the number of aboriginal people I have seen today, the meaning behind it can’t help but make people shudder.
How many aborigines have been used as raw materials in the past to create a fog that can't be used up for how to use it now? After the gray mist is generated, no matter how it changes its properties, it becomes a part of energy, structure material, gray mist demon, and even elemental life. Can it be transformed into gray mist under certain conditions? The entire ruling bureau can be said to have been covered by gray mist. If this surging gray mist can be regarded as a certain gesture of the source of life, then people always feel that they are surrounded by some kind of life information full of negative intelligence. ——For human beings who still possess sensibility, magical girls can always easily associate the "gray fog" into pieces of evil spirits. In the illusion that has always existed, there are always shadows in the gray fog. It seems that there are so many ambiguous, vivid but cold things. And the more I can understand how the fog is produced, the more I feel that what I see is not an illusion.
The longer you survive on this battlefield, the more you can feel the madness of this world, and even people can't help but wonder, is it correct if such a world is destroyed?
Although I have never returned to Earth after entering the area of the Domination Bureau, nor can I obtain information about the original world from the past channels, it is precisely because I have personally experienced the terrible state of consciousness of the repeater collision. Surviving the impact of, the more I feel that there will not be too many people who can survive it-including the people I love, people who have always vowed to protect, the reason why I want to become a magical girl is very likely All suffered misfortune in that shock-even though I did not want to think this way, this kind of thinking could not be stopped at all, because it existed in its own poor logic, and it was a conclusion that must be reached no matter what. Therefore, nowadays there are also magical girls expecting that since the world is full of mysterious powers, there should be things beyond their own logic. In that situation beyond their own logic, they vowed to protect what they love. Those of you are still alive.
If everyone is dead, then what is the significance of what I have done so far? This world is too cruel, and if it can't be made beautiful again, then this world might as well be destroyed like this.
Such pessimistic thoughts and emotions are hidden deep in everyone's hearts, and no one wants to say it in person, because it will make oneself vulnerable. These uneasiness and fears build up in their hearts, making them understand that they will collapse sooner or later, but before the limit of collapse, it makes them feel that they are becoming stronger-whether this is an illusion or not, they also feel that they need this. Kind of feeling.
If you don't chew on the strong and negative emotions in your heart, and because of the existence of these strong negative emotions, the vision that is more beautiful, you can't continue to survive on this terrible battlefield.
Everyone here knows that everyone here is in pain, and there is something in his heart that he cannot let go, and he can't even let it go when he died. But what can it do? Countless people like them had already died before, and it was probably his turn in the next battle. How dangerous is the plan to attack Nazi repeaters? It is hard for them to imagine, but it is definitely not "maybe unexpectedly simple", but it must be "difficulty beyond their imagination." If you just rely on your own thinking, even if you want to break your head, you can’t come up with a way to break through the Nazi line of defense and attack the repeater. What should you do after entering the repeater? They also didn't even have a rough outline, and they didn't even know what the inside of the Nazi repeater was like.
Although I have lived inside the London repeater, and the prototype of each repeater comes from Doomsday Shinrikyo, structurally speaking, it should have a great similarity, but in fact, people can observe The internal situation of the repeater is different. To these magical girls, the inside of the Nazi repeater is like an unknown world, and it is also the base camp of the enemy. Thinking along this logic, can people like you really take on this important task? Such questions are also difficult to answer.
Sometimes, it's not whether you can do it, but only you and others can do it. The magical girls are already mentally prepared to die in this mission.
They took off the repaired power armor, put the parts on, untied, adjusted, and re-weared. This was repeated several times, but still some people couldn’t stop, as if they couldn’t reach perfection no matter how they arranged it. There are always mistakes and omissions that I can't speak of and make myself uneasy. When you see other people make adjustments repeatedly, if you don't do anything, you will feel uneasy and anxious. A few magical girls simply bury their heads and back to their companions, blindly seeing them.
"If there are more people...If you have the ability to attack the Nazi repeater, why not do it in the first place?" There are also magical girls muttering.
However, no one will answer these confusing questions. From joining the war with expectations, to having to speed up the war, to continuing the war with nothing, there are many people like them who eventually die with doubts. They also know that the way they are now, this kind of thought, this kind of death, is definitely not special. It can even be said that I can still live with this kind of question, maybe there is a one in ten thousand possibility that I can survive to the end, and finally understand the truth, is already luckier than most people.
If you can, at least I want to let this kind of luck last until I find the answer...
"Huh...what an extravagant idea." Some magical girl laughed at herself like this.
If you are still fighting, these ideas have almost no chance to get into your brain, but once you stop, once you have time to think about your past, present, and future, you will be confused by your own limitations. It is thinking, the more you can feel the current misfortune. These magical girls have deeply realized this. I don’t know when this world has become like hell. It is clear that the sunny landscapes still remain in their minds so vividly, from the time when nothing happened. How long has it passed before I came into contact with the mystery? It should be very short, two months or three months? Memories will feel incredible, obviously so short, the time that would pass in the blink of an eye in the daily routine of the past, but now it seems to have become so long.
"Wake me up!" The magical girl with the two faces of Xiaomei and Senpai clapped her hands vigorously, attracting the eyes of others to herself, interrupting the sadness, pain and despair that was permeating the warehouse Thoughts. It is precisely because I can deeply understand how abnormal the atmosphere at this time is, that I have to interrupt. However, she should have said something to inspire everyone, but when she came to her lips, she couldn't say any new words, because She herself could not avoid similar emotions from rolling in her heart, and even the strong will honed in the war could not help her at this moment.
"...With less than five hours left, cheer me up!" In the end, she just said in such pale and dry words.
"Yes, it's useless to think about it anymore." Someone also said to help: "Check each other for the same equipment. The other party thinks it is enough, so don't do more."
Because, if you still confirm it by yourself, you can't avoid tossing about in the mood that is gradually becoming turbulent. No matter how you check, you will feel that you have not reached the perfect state. In fact, this is just an illusion that breeds from negative emotions.
Just as the magical girls were fully armed again, and not long after taking a break, the warehouse door opened again. The world outside the warehouse is not gloomy, but the warehouse is brighter and less humane. When the door is opened, the figure that appears outside the door looks vague and surprising. Not to mention that the magical girls have personally reorganized the security mechanism of the warehouse, it is enough to surprise them who will come here at this time alone. It was precisely because of this astonishment that they suddenly awakened. Before they knew it, they already felt that "the only survivor is myself."
And the blurry figure in front of them, following the drop of light, spreading to the warehouse, proved their pessimistic thoughts to be wrong with the actual situation—it seems that the situation is better than what they unconsciously think. It's better. The figure was in human form, and it didn't make them think it was just a human-like monster, but it really smelled like a human. From the bottom of their hearts, they don't want this to be an illusion.
"Sure enough, there are people who are earlier than us." The voice from outside made the magical girls relax a little. It was indeed a human voice, and it was indeed full of humanity. At this moment, the alarm was lifted silently, and the humans who appeared in this place shouldn't be enemies.
It's really not the enemy.
The magical girls not only saw some members who are also the Crusaders of the Magical Girl, but also saw mysterious experts from other NOG member organizations. Although I don’t fully know these mysterious experts, most of them are people who have only met once, or even don’t know them at all. Those who are most frequently seen are probably the well-known persons in charge of external liaison of various mysterious organizations. However, from the breath that the other party exudes, I can instinctively feel that the other party is his own.
"Xiaomei, Senior Sister, you turned out to be like ghosts." The acquaintance in the Magical Girl Crusade said hello, and was full of surprise and puzzlement for Sister Xiaomei's current weird state. However, as far as Xiaomei and the senior sister's experience are concerned, it is a very long story to explain.
"You are still alive, too." Sister Xiaomei's magical girl couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, turning off the power armor that had entered the preheating state again.
"There are so many people~IndoMTL.com~The people on my side didn't think there would be so many people." The figure outside said as he walked into the warehouse.
The warehouse door was lowered again, and the light gap was eliminated. Now, both parties can observe each other's situation more clearly. The magical girls naturally know each other, and those from the various member organizations of NOG are strange but kind. In any case, it is a joy to be able to see so many people again at this time.
"Introduce, we are the Crusader of the Magical Girl." The new magical girl who entered the warehouse with the strange NOG members introduced each other to each other, "They are members of the Mercenary Association, and the sunstriders... Speaking of which, it is not you who have been dealing with us before."
"Are you talking about filing them? Many things have happened, and now we don’t know whether they are alive or dead, but since we survived, they shouldn’t simply die, right? They are very Those who are capable have always had good luck.” The mysterious expert of the Mercenary Association, who is obviously wearing a military-like uniform, said that their costumes and footwear give people a strong sense of consistency. However, these mysterious experts from the Mercenary Association are accompanied by men and women who look like assistants. They are very young, and they are roughly 13 to 23 years old. They have a calm and cautious expression, and they are a little uncomfortable. The feeling of being close to humanity is not as casual as the mystery experts.