Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2005: 1 Mar Jones

I don’t know her, all my knowledge of her comes from diaries—the diaries I keep writing, don’t know when, even if I don’t know them, they keep increasing The word count itself has also become a mystery. Obviously it seems to be only the thickness of an ordinary notebook, but I can't finish it. Even things that are not written in this diary will appear in this diary, whether it is "Hospital Reality" or "Doomsday Fantasy", when I think of it When it comes, it will always be there. Is it a real thing? Or is it only in my hallucinations? I can't tell the difference anymore. Even so, in terms of the style of wording and sentence making, I can still see my own shadow... I don’t know if other Gaochuan also has the habit of writing diaries, and I don’t know under what circumstances this diary will be used by them. However, I confirm that I am the first writer of this diary, and before I die, I did think of passing it down.

I write a diary, read the diary, weave my adventures in it, and find other messages left by Gaochuan in it. When I read these stories, I feel more and more commonality between other Gaochuan and me, and I will not regret the choices I made before death. I feel more and more that even if I don't have the current recovery, "Gao Chuan" is indeed transmitted in a deep philosophical world. What I left, what I knew, and the choices I made continued in this extremely complex and extremely simple transmission.

I no longer have too strong emotions about whether I am still alive. I think that my existence at this moment is not to replace another Gaochuan that exists today, but just to add some options to "Gaochuan". Of course, what the "Jiang" who made me resurrect is thinking, I am very sure that I cannot understand it, and of course other people do not necessarily view my resurrection from a positive perspective. On the contrary, I can understand all of these. In these understandable and incomprehensible situations, I feel that my unresistible destiny has been revealed.

Even if I don't think about anything or do nothing, I will appear-a power that no one can understand, from a perspective that no one can understand, to interpret a need that no one can understand.

But there is very little I can do.

My limitation lies in the few things I can do.

Similarly, all these things I did to Yu, every word I said to her, my thoughts and suggestions about her, and my understanding of her all reflected their own limitations. I don't think that I must be right, but if I don't want to stand on the sidelines, I must help even if I can't be sure if I am right.

I rescued her, took her away, let her think with me-does she need these? I am not sure. From an objective point of view, her gratitude to me now, in the environment of the doomsday illusion, will probably become the source of her suffering in the future, but, at least for the moment, she is not that so. Think, I think, this is enough.

I am full of limitations. In this dark and unknown world, I can’t see through the future and make absolutely correct choices. Therefore, I cannot be a real hero. I can only rely on my own narrow and ignorant Guidelines to protect what is within reach.

But for me, this is enough. I think anyone who can feel their own stupidity will have this idea.

I am special, but also not unique.

Me and I were walking swiftly in the pipeline like a maze. For me, this speed is probably very fast, but compared to the speed of sweeping, it is extremely slow. However, there are benefits of being fast, and there are reasons for being slow. For each specific goal and for each special environment, what is needed is a proper rhythm, not a simple speed-it is precisely because there have been in the past. Too many fast Mercedes-Benzs made me think like this.

At the moment, what you need is not an established goal, but to find it by yourself. Before that, any fast movement was aimless and exhausting, and it was easy to fall into a trap—whether it be psychologically or in other ways.

We don't have the strong combat power of mine and the support of my companions, but we need to face a large group of physical beings. The contrast between the strengths and weaknesses of the two sides has opened a qualitative gap. Even so, she still wants to go deep into it. Therefore, she must think about what she can do and what is within her ability.

I use my personal experience and my understanding of Doomsday Truth to guide her continuously. Of course, I can help her make decisions directly and tell her that a certain goal is important, but what's the point? Fighting in accordance with my instructions will not allow her to grow, nor will it allow her to win, and it will not promote my personal plan. On the contrary, although I interfered in it, if the main reason that prompted her to make a decision was her, then no matter how much she could do, it must be very important to her.

We couldn't understand why the body beings hunted her with such a big fanfare, and used her as a sacrifice so deliberately—compared to other aborigines, she didn't think she had a special place. Naturally, I couldn’t find out what is special about her compared to other people, which drove the fierce movement of the elementary life. However, since the shadow of the doomsday truth cult is hidden behind the action of the elementary life, then I am used to it. Think about it from another angle: it’s not that the body of life is thirsty for sex, but the doomsday truth cult is thirsting for sex. However, if it has irreplaceable importance and particularity, then the doomsday truth of truth should not just use the body of life. The hand of the hand, but also acted by oneself.

In the previous battle, it was true that the Doomsday Sect did not interfere.

If you think about it in this way, you can come to the conclusion: 畀 itself is not important, what is important is that she is the center of things that may be implicated. Simply put, for the Doomsday Truth Sect, 畀 is a bait, so the Doomsday Truth teaches the illusion of the elementary life, causing them to misunderstand the particularity and importance of 畀, and carry out fierce actions against it. , Thereby triggering those situations that will be related to 畀.

Take the previous battle as an example: The Doomsday Shinrikyo does not care about whether 畀 will become a sacrifice, but the action of the elementary life with 畀 as the center of gravity has caused me to come forward in the process. Perhaps, As far as the Doomsday Truth Sect is concerned, my appearance and action are exactly what they want to see, and they are also likely to be waiting for the chain of events that will be triggered by our actions at this moment and me.

Different from my ignorance, limitation, and shortsightedness, although the doomsday truth cults are evil in terms of human nature and morality, they do have wisdom and perseverance that I cannot match. Facing the same extremely complex causal network, they only need to shake one of the nodes slightly to see more node movements. This is the pressure that everyone who tries to fight the doomsday truth teachings must bear regardless of the doomsday illusion. The more you try to intervene in their arrangement, the more you will feel your own powerlessness and the irresistible doomsday trend that surrounds them.

"Am I the bait?" After a daze, he asked, "Then, who is the real prey?"

"I don't know, maybe it's me, maybe someone else after me, but in my thoughts, you are just the beginning, but not the most important." Doomsday Shinrikyo’s actions have been in my mind more than once In the ups and downs and splicing, I try to organize the clues I know, regardless of which doomsday illusion is, into a whole outline. Perhaps it is because the Doomsday Truth Sect itself is too complicated and deep, and their actions are full of a certain ultimate destructiveness and make people feel extremely pressure and fear. Therefore, people tend to ignore an important one and are often caught by themselves. Information ignored by others: Doomsday Truth also has prophets.

Although in the mysterious world, the "prophet" is often seen as a positive force, a guide of a hero, and a commendatory existence, and almost all mysterious organizations will also package the "prophet" in this way, and It is true that most "prophets" can do many positive things because they can see the end of the world and avoid the destruction they foresee. However, whether in terms of logic or objective facts, the "prophet" is not exactly such a character.

The prophets in the doomsday illusion can foresee and can only foresee the steps of the doomsday. Therefore, different attitudes towards the "doomsday" will cause changes in their own thoughts and positions.

Moreover, judging from the clues generated by the doomsday illusion that I was born, the prophet of the doomsday truth sect is closer to the first prophet in the true sense than the Mayne prophet of the network ball: both in terms of ability and From the time sequence of becoming a prophet, they all have more powerful characteristics than the Prophet Mayne.

Although it is a pity, the cyber prophet "Ms. Mayne" recognized and respected by many mystery experts is only recognized as the "first prophet" in the camp against the Doomsday Shinrikyo. The NOG, who owns the Prophet Mayne and other prophets, does not have an advantage when facing the hidden prophets in the doomsday truth cult.

I’m not sure if Cyberball knows it, but I do know: The Tianmen Project of the Doomsday Sect has four core sacrifices. In the past doomsday fantasy, these four people are also called: base, core, Prophet and guardian.

Since the Doomsday Truth Teaching Repeater is closely related to the Tianmen Project, it means that the "prophet" at the core of these four sacrifices is not just a "prophet" in the usual sense.

Although the repeater construction of all parties are based on the Tianmen plan of the Doomsday Truth cult-because of certain circumstances, the Tianmen plan has flowed out of the Doomsday Truth cult. I think this is the design and promotion of the Tianmen plan." "Old acquaintances" deliberately-but from what I know, most of the network balls, including their own repeaters, have made certain changes in their infrastructure, which will support the four sacrifices of the Tianmen Project. It has become three: It seems that there is a mentality of "the triangle is more stable, and it is closer to the source, but also has a rich expansive mystery." I have made a more detailed analysis of the situation of the sacrificed, and I can almost think that they have chosen to reduce the "prophet".

I don’t know the specifics of the repeater, but since it is built on the Tianmen Project, it means that the foundation of the Tianmen Project affects the foundation of the repeater to a greater extent, and All sacrifices that have become the foundation of the Tianmen Project will have their unique and strong influence. The Heavenly Gate Plan lacking the sacrifice of the "Prophet", in my opinion, is incomplete-perhaps in the eyes of others, it is an optimization that can be advanced or retreated. The understanding of those people who want to make gainful transformations on the basis of geniuses like those people is almost impossible~ IndoMTL.com~ Although, I am very much to the initiator and executor of the “Tianmen Project”. , The cognition of "Mal Jones House" stays in the era of the doomsday illusion in which I was born.

However, since even the file and the fire escape appeared in this doomsday illusion, I don't think that the "Mal Jones House" I know will change much.

Irene: The last heir to the Mar Jones family and the "core" of the Heavenly Gate Project.

Munch: Suspected as the true First Prophet, Irene’s husband, the "cornerstone" of the Heavenly Gate Project.

Sent: Genius, the chief designer of the "Tianmen Project", and the "guardian" of the Tianmen Project.

Little Sent: Sent's son, the promoter of the "Heaven Gate Project", Sent's ideal heir, and the spokesperson of the Mar Jones family after Irene.

Marseille: Irene and Munch’s son, the “door” between the “temporary data hedge space” created by the Tianmen Project and the normal world. The existence of this "door" makes the impact of the Tianmen Project on the normal world deeper and has higher controllability and sustainable development.

Sauron: Unlike Munch, who is suspected of being the first prophet, it is the “First Prophet” who has direct evidence after Munch. Although he looks like a child, his existence is longer than that of “May "Prophet of Grace" is even longer, and, in some clues, its ability is obviously stronger than that of Prophet Mayne. However, he was captured by the "Mal Jones House" since the "Heaven Gate Project" was still in the draft stage. He is a key chess piece of the "Heaven Gate Project" and the sacrifice "Prophet" scheduled by the "Heaven Gate Project".

I don't think that these people do not exist in today's doomsday illusion, in today's Mal Jones house. On the contrary, compared to their final fate in the doomsday illusion I was born, they may be more "successful" in a sense today.