Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2025: Vortex of Roots, Hole of Jialan
All the attacks from the Nazis on this crazy battlefield are transferred to the "human collective subconscious." Whether it is the right choice, it is difficult for Gao Chuan to make a judgment. In terms of effect, it will definitely affect the doomsday fantasy. "All human beings" in, have an impact, but how serious will it be? Observing the doomsday illusion from the level of ideology, these Nazis are undoubtedly part of human consciousness, and may be understood as "everyone has a Nazi deep in his heart", which can also explain why the Nazi soldiers are so eloquent. , And it is hard to resist. Once the mystery produced by the Nazis is returned to the concept of "human nature" in the doomsday fantasy, will it lead to the explosion of all negative consciousness represented by the meaning of "Nazis" in human consciousness? It cannot be confirmed until there is definite practical proof. After all, the research on human consciousness is so superficial that all the current theories cannot go deep into this level.
Perhaps, the mystery involving these Nazis in this doomsday illusion is only a small part of the consciousness of all mankind in the doom The mystery full of offensive and destructive power is completely digested.
In the short period of only a few tenths of a second, what Yitai Gaochuan can do is to risk thinking in a good direction. On this battlefield, he is the only one who possesses this ability. For others, such a short time is not even enough to react, or even though he has sufficient thinking time in his brain, he does not have the ability to execute.
Even in the “doomsday illusion” environment that is more ideological than the “hospital reality”, people who can become conscious walkers or even penetrate into the “human collective subconsciousness” are rare. Heyi body Gaochuan can not only enter the "human collective subconscious", but also has enough connections to mobilize the "repeater", and even under certain extreme conditions, can use the name of "Gaochuan" to traverse all the past Gaochuan. People who do not exist at all.
Yi Tai Gao Chuan does not regard himself highly, but he does not demean himself. He is very clear that there are many things in this world that are not "only one can do", but he is in those things that many people can do. It also does not appear special. However, its own particularity is still doomed, and under certain limited conditions, there are still "things that only one can do."
It's like what I'm doing right now, even if it's a boy Gao Chuan can't do it.
Gao Chuan's consciousness is sinking. His thinking is like a flood that has broken the dam. He could still see the direction of the flow, but it quickly turned into a turbid wave with countless sands. Everything is swallowed. This is a feeling of clearly knowing that my mind is running, I am thinking, but I can't know what I am thinking of. He couldn't even control his own thoughts, and couldn't see clearly, his soul broke away from the body, but did not reach the realm of emptiness, but plunged deep into the dark and muddy swamp, suffocating in essence.
He wanted to struggle, but when this idea came out of his life, it was overwhelmed by things that were constantly being used from below the darkness. He couldn't even tell what it was. Although the concept of "I am thinking" still existed, the idea of "I am thinking" was soon washed away without a trace.
This is the horror and pressure that no conscious walking in the past has experienced. However, after being surrounded by these fears and pressures, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan was wrapped tightly, instead of being able to recognize the so-called "terror." And what exactly is "stress". The reference is rapidly disappearing in his world, and the conscious act of referencing to construct cognition is also covered by something indescribable and indescribable.
——Ah, we are going in, the human collective subconscious...
It is not appropriate to say "into". There are no words in human vocabulary to describe this process and this feeling. The concept of "human collective subconsciousness" is actually very far away from the normal impression. It's like people making a wish by pointing at a meteor, but they don't know what kind of astronomy the distance these meteors have traveled when they come in front of them. The data is the same. However, in terms of the actual feelings produced by the prosthetic body Gao Chuan at this moment, the process from the idea of "entering the human collective subconscious" to "feeling has entered the human collective subconscious" is extremely short.
Although it can’t be described by normal time standards, if you insist on doing this, even one hundred millionths of a second is still quite sufficient. In other words, it is also faster than ever, as if the related work was already ready. He just moved his thoughts, and all the chain reactions were completed in an instant. I've been eagerly waiting, waiting for myself to have such a thought.
Before the conscious body, Gao Chuan could not be sure that he would be successful, nor could he determine what strange things would happen to him, but the actual experience was still far beyond his expectations—because he had already Even the perception of this kind of accident is gone.
...fragments.
...Darkness.
...creeping.
...red, blue, yellow, various colors.
...Partial cube, cube, rectangular parallelepiped, various regular structures and various irregular structures.
...gears, guns, flames, collapses, all sorts of collapsed scenes.
...Anger, sadness, despair, madness, all kinds of hysterical, paranoid and stubborn emotions.
...screaming, wailing, crying, screaming, different heart-piercing sounds entangled.
When Gao Chuan recognized the existence of self again, his first thought was:
——Is the human collective subconsciousness so muddy and dark? Does it have such obvious tendencies and colors? Is it so emotional, superficial and visual?
Then, from the bottom of his heart, he answered like his own voice: No.
So, this is like a dream, but it is full of real experience afterwards, what exactly is it? Is it just part of the subconscious mind of the human group? Or has the human collective subconsciousness deteriorated to this appearance? Or is it that I have been thrown into the human collective subconscious, but I can only observe this corner full of negativity?
Unable to answer. Can't understand. Unrecognizable.
Can't continue thinking.
Yi Ti Gao Chuan felt that he had forgotten something, but he couldn’t figure out what he wanted to do. He knew that he actually knew why he was in this place and why he was in such a situation. However, whenever he If you want to think deeply, you will be caught by a kind of chaos, horror and heaviness, which is like a heavy and solid wall, preventing him from moving forward to deeper thinking. Moreover, he immediately understood that this kind of obstacle was not a hindrance to himself by any foreign object, but came from himself-as if he was warning himself.
Should I really stop here? Is there really no need to continue thinking? Faced with this powerful barrier, is it right to step back? In a turbid mind, such thoughts emerged, but these thoughts came and went quickly, and they were washed away by the turbid things in a blink of an eye.
Immediately, this thought suddenly appeared in his thoughts: "I'm going to stop here." This was a thought that made him feel relaxed and weird. As if this is a beautiful result, it is the end of all pain and sorrow, and it will be a long and distant time, there will be a new beginning, but this kind of beauty is so for him. Out-of-fit-This kind of out-of-fit is like saying to yourself that this relaxed way of ending is not in line with your own aesthetics, and the result is not what you want.
But, it’s really relaxing. That relaxing feeling is the most tempting one of the things I know, and it is also vaguely what I have always wanted to pursue—isn’t it weird? Obviously what I desire, what I desperately want, is beautiful, but I still have such a feeling of incompatibility.
This kind of incompatibility is proof that this ease is just an illusion and illusion? No, it is not, he is a direct feeler, and he is sure of this. It is really a relief from an extremely heavy and painful yoke. It is the ease and beauty of relief, and it is indeed the end of all pain. Or maybe it really is a new beginning.
However, he has realized one thing: While he yearns for this kind of relaxation, relief and beauty, he really wants to be free from this heavy and painful yoke? Or is it the only one who is so liberated?
——No!
——No!
——Not so. If you want to do this, you have had many choices in the past to achieve this desire. There is no need to do it now.
——What I want is more, more, more...not just my own relief.
It is my choice to let people all over the world, at least the ones I love, be free from the painful and heavy shackles-even though I can’t say it’s what I want most, I can’t say It is the best for oneself, and it cannot be said to be completely correct, but this is one's own choice. It is precisely because I made such an unwise choice that I have not been relieved, but in any case, this is also the choice I made.
No matter how painful, no matter how close to happiness, but before taking full responsibility for this choice, before reaching the end of this choice, before completely dying...I am not I will give up!
A huge impulsive power emerged from a place that could not be described. It was not in the heart, in the body, or in a certain place outside, but the rush of this power was so strong that it made The prosthetic body Gao Chuan opened his eyes suddenly, and then opened his eyes again, as if opening his eyes continuously from a series of dreams. Every time he opened his eyes, he woke up in a new dream, although he kept waking up, But I feel like I'm always in a circle of dreams.
Such a repetition, each time it is close to "really waking up", but it seems that it will never be able to truly wake up.
Even so, every time I opened my eyes, Gao Chuan could feel a clear thought, and the muddy and complicated surging unrecognizable thinking became clear. He began to sort out what he was like earlier, what he was like at this time, and why he was in such a situation.
The original goal that caused one to fall into such a chaotic situation was re-recognized in this constant wakefulness.
——I transferred all the Nazis' unknowable concentrated offensive to the collective subconscious of mankind.
As if echoing the idea of being re-recognized, when the prosthetic body Gao Chuan opened his eyes again, he saw an incomparably huge vortex standing in front of him. He himself was in a position parallel to the vortex eye, but he couldn't judge how far away he was from the vortex eye. Everything in front is covered by this huge vortex. In other words, this indescribable vortex is the embodiment of all existence except oneself. A very classic description in occultism appeared in his mind: the vortex of roots, the hole of Jialan, and the void in the sky.
——The sky is empty, empty...it is impossible to count its meaning at all, is it such a thing?
Gao Chuan couldn't help but think so.
But in the next moment ~IndoMTL.com~ the meaning of "empty" was broken by the anomaly displayed before his eyes. Compared with the mysterious meaning of "empty and empty", the degree of this abnormality has become unimaginable and unreasonable.
In the center of the huge whirlpool in front of Gao Chuan's eyes, a certain image suddenly appeared in the depths of the whirlpool eyes. At first, this image can only be described as "shadows in the depths of the vortex eyes", but it soon became tangible, plumped, imaged, and understandable even by myself, it is no longer a generality. The concept, but a real existence.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan has been staring, and has been staring, and then feels that it is an eye, and it is a "dark red eyeball" that perfectly fits the vortex eye. That crimson is such a familiar color, that eyeball is such a familiar eyeball, and the mystery hidden in that eyeball is obviously not real, but it is so familiar and unreal.
That is in the true sense. In human cognition, it can completely represent everything about "monsters".
That is the source of fear, the manifestation, the appearance, and the allegorical essence hidden deep under the appearance.
That is...
"Monsters in the human collective subconscious!?"