Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2068: Illusion walks into reality

As Dr. Ender thought, the fog in the hallway was ebb and flow, gradually covering the knees, and the flowing gray fog made the things that were nothing more than dead seem to be coming back to life. ·Wood, stone, sand, cement, alloy, porcelain...Those things that are ubiquitous in life are immersed in the gray mist under the deep red moonlight, no matter the surface is smooth or rough, they are given to Dr. Ander A feeling that can be described as "melting". Not only visually, when Dr. Ender touched them subconsciously, trying to confirm whether that was really the case, the soft touch was like a flashlight. Dr. Ender was taken aback. Although he had guessed in advance, he was taken aback. The synchronization of touch and vision told him that the changes he perceive were not illusions. No, no, he shook his head vigorously. Don't want to believe this is true. He prefers to believe that this is because his own illness has worsened, which has caused a neurological problem. Not only the sense of sight and touch, but also the sense of taste and hearing, have shown the difference in daily life.

　　 People who rely on their senses to observe the world, after the senses change, the world they observe also changes. Dr. Ender used this reason to comfort himself. Compared with "the world has changed", "the person himself has changed" is more able to comfort himself. However, he is also very clear that for others, no matter what kind of change it is, it is not a good thing.

　　Who in this hospital can accept these changes in the environment and people themselves? Although the changes are not always painful, the changes that have occurred in this isolated island hospital are completely painful and make people vaguely aware that there is even more behind this pain. fear.

　　 After saying goodbye to the principal of the research team, Dr. Ender kept walking, walking through the corridor, and at a whim, opening the door of a nearby room. He was not sure what he could find, but his instinct told him that it was meaningful. Of course, he does not need to believe in this inexplicable intuition. As a researcher, his past brought him richer and more rigorous logic, not intuition. This intuition and the inspiration needed to break through the difficulties of scientific research flashed. It's not the same thing at all, he can clearly distinguish this point.

　　 Even so, the thoughts and emotions tumbling in his mind, the temperature that seems to rise from the cellular level, that is like some kind of unwilling activity and impulse that penetrates into the genes, makes him unable to realize his behavior At the time, to prevent such behavior. He felt that a ghost that did not belong to his subjective consciousness appeared in his body, and he was using another physiological system that was different from the dominant system of human behavior in common sense to interfere with this body.

　　 He finally understood what was going on with "a terrible secret hidden in the human body", and suddenly understood that "the subjective consciousness of mankind is not the master of himself", and he suddenly realized what a "ghost" is. It is obvious to interfere with the operation of this body. Although the secrets of the human body have not been completely solved by the scientific frontiers he knows, there are still many hypotheses to deny the "biological composition of humans" that has been believed by the world. The explanation, those assumptions are often scary, I don’t want to believe it, and there is not much evidence to prove its correctness, because those assumptions do not constitute a complete and practical system. ·In other words, those unsystematics seem to magnify one-sided factors, take out of context to frighten people, and create entertaining fear. The assumptions have always been just assumptions. There is neither practical proof nor actual examples.

　　 However, a real case seems to have happened. No, it happens all the time, in patients with doomsday syndrome, and Dr. Ender was still dubious in the past. He did not regard those assumptions as the focus of explaining these cases, but now he can’t help but want to find out from these assumptions. A sense of peace of mind that "you can understand."

　　 Whether it’s the mitochondrial riots, or the sleeping fragments of genes, or the tens of thousands of years of evolutionary history used to show off how superior humans are and the parts that were intentionally or unintentionally discarded in this evolution... these are in the past It seems that it is just a kind of after-dinner talk about capital, which is eroding Dr. Ander’s brain full of skepticism and logical priority. Even if he himself knows very well, this is not good, this is wrong, and if this continues, it will only make his state worse. The worse it came, until it was completely fallen into the illusion that followed.

　　 But, when "are these hallucinations really just hallucinations? Isn't it impossible, this is just the other side of the same thing seen from different perspectives?" Such thoughts flooded my mind uncontrollably, then With his strong impulse and curiosity, he can no longer suppress these things that he used to dismiss in the corners of his thoughts.

　　Doctor Ande does not feel that he has entered a dead end of thinking, nor does he feel that he has been on the tip of a horn, nor does he feel that this kind of bizarre, at the same time affects his mental and physical pain, and makes his thinking fall into a painful pause. . On the contrary, he feels that he is getting smarter and awake, and the forgotten memories in his brain are awakened, just like those areas accumulated in the cerebral cortex that have been sleeping. In this kind of getting hotter and hotter, it seems to melt itself. Or in the burning stimulus, it becomes active again.

　　 He had to think that the memories that emerged from his mind came from his past cognition. He knew that there was such a theory in biology, and he is believed by the world today: the human brain does not forget what it has recorded The past information is only frozen in a certain area when the information is useless. The human brain hides important secrets. Those areas that seem to be asleep or have low activity rates are not really useless or not working. The completely different changes that I have made in the behavior of "thinking" today seem to be the abnormalities brought about by these inactive areas being reactivated and highly active.

　　 However, this kind of activity is not a good change even if it is explained by the current biology. At least one thing, Dr. Ander understands that active activity requires a huge amount of energy, and humans maintain normal physiology. The energy required for activity is absolutely difficult to support the inactive parts of the body to maintain an active level. The human body is a very delicate and complicated machine. Which place is used most, which place is used less, which place is active, which place is dormant, has its regularity and necessity. It is a long-term choice to adapt to changes. . When one of the links is broken, violating the original mechanism, it will inevitably affect the other mechanisms, and it is likely to cause structural collapse of people, just like those machines with complex structures that are overloaded.

　　 Even so, this kind of "sleeping part is gradually awakened" is highly active, allowing him to look at the information he once received from a more comprehensive perspective that cannot be remembered, filling in some confusing information The blankness of, is connected with the information that has not been forgotten, creating a new logic. This new seemingly more comprehensive logic and cognition is making Dr. Ander feel an illusion like "evolution" and "sublimation".

　　 Dr. Ande is definitely an illusion, precisely because he never felt that the part of the human body that seems to be sleeping, and the information contained in this part of the body, is really "sleeping" and "not working" "of. On the contrary, Dr. Ender has always believed that they are always in contact with other active parts of the human body, and that this connection will come from people's own subconscious behavior, from subconscious responses, and from what seems to be taken for granted. Reflected in his actions.

　　Since all seemingly sleepy and useless structures are actually working, the evolution and sublimation of their work today is naturally an illusion, because their work has not produced "qualitative" changes. They are just more active and more abundant, so they are more "main" and "important" compared to the past. And this is the illusion, which has never become important and important, because they have never been unimportant or unimportant.

　　 is like describing mitochondria with a questioning and harsh attitude in some science fiction works. However, it is impossible for humans to remove mitochondria. If mitochondria are not important, not the main one, then it should be surgically removed like the cecum It doesn't matter if you drop it. In fact, if humans lose their mitochondria, they will collapse completely. Even though today’s science treats the cecum as a dispensable thing, Dr. Ender has always questioned this. During his Ph.D. studies, he did detailed research on this aspect and published several papers. However, they were all overshadowed by mainstream voices. Even so, he still believes that his experiments have a complementary effect to human research that cannot be ignored.

　　 Now, Dr. Ender feels that he is so excited, impulsive, and dizzy, like having a high fever, and like being drunk, and his thinking is accelerating in such an improper state. . He kept thinking back and thinking, and constantly tore the past cognition and logic to pieces, and constantly added the information that recalled, and then formed new logic and cognition. At the end, he suddenly felt that he was in a kind of ignorance and trance, not knowing where those new logics and cognitions, those terrible involuntary thoughts took him.

　　 Doomsday syndrome is terrible. All those who study this kind of disease will not object to this recognition. After Dr. Ender feels that he has become a patient with Doomsday syndrome, he can really realize how terrible this kind of disease is. . The dual morbidity of mental and physiological levels, like a chemical reaction between each other, is faster than expected and more complicated than externally observed. Therefore, the special medicines developed by the hospital can only be researched and developed in a targeted manner. And it will be invalid after the patient has taken it once. This may not be a "virus" at work, but a manifestation of the distorted adaptability of the doomsday syndrome patient's own alienation.

　　 Yes, in rigorous science, things that seem good are not always good.

The collapse of 　　 patients with doomsday syndrome may not be a disease in common sense, but a price of rapid evolution. Those internal structures that have become active for some reason are going to take thousands of years to accumulate and adapt. The changes were compressed in less than a year or even dozens of days.

　　 Dr. Ande thought of this, and suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction, like trying to understand a certain problem that has always been troublesome. At this time, he suddenly realized what he was going to do and his thinking was no longer controlled by his subjective consciousness. How long did he spend in this dormitory building? And separated from others, what I wanted to do, nothing was done.

　　Where is you? He looked around in confusion. Although from the outline, it was still in the dormitory where the girls had stayed, the scenery he saw seemed to fluctuate in steam, with a paradoxical distortion. The ground is soft, and the iron railings are also soft, with a fleshy texture and color, only the crimson moon and misty fog remain unchanged.

　　 The flashing corridor lights bring not only the sound of electric current~IndoMTL.com~, but also the frightening silence brought out by these fragmentary sounds, as if the whole building is only me left A person, it seems that outside of himself, there is something else that cannot be described peeping.

　　 Dr. Ander once again remembered the performance of those doomsday patients he had seen in the past: they would suddenly go crazy and run violently, as if they were escaping from something terrible, they would curl up and shiver in the corner.

　　 Yes, that's it. Dr. Ender said to himself that he was also ill, and he saw the scenes that the patients had seen.

　　 Looking out from the corridor, everything within the hospital area that can be seen has been shrouded in gray mist. The terrifying and looming hallucinations will flash in the corners of the field of vision from time to time. When subconsciously catching them, When the time, it disappeared again. And these hallucinations, it seems that they will never appear directly in front of the field of vision, being observed in a more real way.

　　 So, Dr. Ender comforted himself. All of this is an illusion, and it will not bring harm to himself. This is the core of the "Human Completion Project" that he researched and promoted in the hospital. , And he hopes more than ever that this influence will be smaller than he had imagined in the past, because his own spirit has been strongly influenced, and according to his philosophy, this influence will be fed back to his real Physically, it causes terrible consequences.

　　 Even if it is an illusion, it has become something that can actually hurt oneself.

　　The more you can understand this, the more it makes Dr. Ender feel dangerous.

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