Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2104: Malignant Spread II

Gao Chuan knows that there is something wrong with his state. With the passage of time, his thoughts are also changing. Although it is still not "shaking", it was a long, long time ago—in fact, it was not so long. Time, but he still felt that it was extremely remote—he would never examine the correctness and possibility of the young Gao Chuan. If you were just holding an idea to stand firmly beside Dorothy at that time, then standing beside Dorothy and the others now is more because of the responsibilities that you must shoulder. Today’s self has more ideas, more insights and cognitions than the past self. Maybe in normal times, all this seems to be "growth", just like when human beings grow up, they don’t look at things. Recovering the innocence of childhood... However, in today's environment, can this be regarded as "normal" and "growth"?

Isn't it because of being corroded by "virus" or "jiang"? Isn't it because of the "young Gaochuan" factor in the more ideas that I have generated now? Isn't it his narration, his transmission, and the sympathy that he produces? As long as there is only one "Gaochuan", then, whether mentally or materially, the connection with the other Gaochuan will never be interrupted. No, it should be said that there has never been a momentary interruption.

The young Gao Chuan is undoubtedly affected by "Jiang" unusually. Then, of course, this kind of influence will be injected into his spirit along the tenacious connection between "Kao Chuan"-the prostitution Gao Chuan wants to know Whether every time you think about it, the erosion from the "Jiang" will inject venom into your own thoughts along this obscure channel.

"Infectious and aggressive, the worst malignancy for humans is presented in this process. Everything produced in this process is not beneficial. No matter what form of expression it is, it will eventually lead to humans. Disintegrate from the basic structure level. You know LcL, and you should know that LcL is not a carbon-based substance at all, but only reflects the properties of a part of the carbon-based substance. The changes at the microscopic level completely change the body." Dorothy repeatedly emphasized, “When a person’s basic structure deteriorates and the material carrier is deformed, the spirit must undergo an adaptive change. A Chuan, you treat every thought, every thought, every cognition you think of yourself. Be cautious... You think that is what you thought of and understood, but it is probably not an active generation, but a forced deterioration."

"...This is not surprising, because'virus' has the characteristics of viruses in common sense, so it is called'virus'." Gao Chuan was not surprised by Dorothy’s slightly fierce attitude. But these things Dorothy said now, he himself had thought about it. But, as Dorothy said, he was wary of all these thoughts, and more and more details made him wonder whether the thoughts he had produced were a kind of self-inquiry or a passive deterioration. .

The term "virus" has not changed since the beginning, and it is not without reason. It is always normal for those who know later to analyze the nature of existence from the title and to pursue the meaning of this title. Prosthetic body Gao Chuan himself is based on the term "virus", and has conducted a rational analysis of all situations related to "virus". The hospital has also been doing related work in reality, but there has never been a way to perfect it into a system that can be called a theory.

Nowadays, coloring seems to have done it. The tone that Dorothy revealed, it seems that she has come from the source of the term "virus", with the core meaning of the term "virus" being so called, combining the various phenomena that can be observed in the hospital and the sorted out. Many materials have constructed a complete theory to try to explain the "virus".

"When people recognize the existence of this thing and call it a "virus", the connection between the two has already occurred. Why is it called a "virus" and not something else There must be a profound reason for this manifestation of consciousness. We believe that this is the result of communication between the information of this thing and people’s thinking from a certain grassroots level. It is not that people take the initiative to define and name it, but that people are in After subconsciously processing the relevant interactive information, it gives itself a strong warning in a subtle way. We now believe that people call it a "virus", which is a forced self-defense behavior. Before we named it , We have already felt the threat brought by it and feared for it. Therefore, we still fear everything brought about by it—not afraid of those strange and mysterious appearances. This kind of fear is It has existed earlier, and the corresponding is more essential, a kind of hazy cognition that lies deeper in the consciousness structure.

I know that many people agree with the two sides of things. They believe that every thing has both malignancy and goodness at the same time, but when the standpoint is different, the observation angle is different, and the needs are different, they can often only recognize one side. However, A Chuan, you must be wary of such thoughts. This kind of overly ambiguous attitude is a loophole in your spiritual thinking-the'virus' will come from this loophole, from a loophole that we cannot subjectively recognize, but mostly exists in the subconscious mind. In the channel to infect people. "

"I know...I know..." Yi Ti Gao Chuan murmured, "But I feel that I can't follow it, even if I know this situation exists, but how should I treat the thoughts that I have generated? When those thoughts appear in my mind, they are like germs in the air that I can never get rid of. It enters and exits my spirit as natural as air enters and exits my lungs, and its impact on me , It’s as important as the impact of inhaling air on me. Dorothy, Dorothy, Dorothy... When I can think, I can’t give up thinking anymore, when I think I have self-awareness. , I can no longer see things from a non-self-aware perspective."

The image of Dorothy swayed in the mind of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, as if the brain hardware was undergoing an invisible flow of information. The retinal screen of the prosthetic Gao Chuan produced more illusions, but the brain hardware seemed to think that these illusions existed and began to analyze them-the prosthetic Gao Chuan subconsciously pressed his eyes, the kind of forced confusion and Pain, even if you close your eyes, you can’t break free, even if you cut off the nervous system of the prosthetic body, you can’t be paralyzed.

The terrifying illusion whizzed in, conveying his mind from his eyes, and breeding thoughts from his mind, and then swept his whole body with the physical discomfort of his body. This terrible influence prevented him from simply treating it as an "illusion." However, to say what he saw, he was completely unable to describe it in words.

And he was obviously making such a painful performance, but in his mind, the image of Dorothy, which was constantly shaking and flickering as if it would shut down at any time, seemed to have no relevant data detected at all—it’s not here. What a harsh external environment, and inside the alliance comrade "Sha", is a highly independent space that the influence of the London repeater can be involved, but other external environments are difficult to influence.

However, Yiti Gaochuan now only feels that his information situation has been completely blocked.

In pain, in a moment of trance, he seemed to see a certain imaginary outline, he felt that it was a human form, and then felt that it was a female posture, and then involuntarily produced thoughts to outline the specifics of this woman Image. This image gradually became clear in his mind, as if she took the initiative to walk towards him. At the next moment, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan seemed to hear the rattling sound when the brain hardware load was working. He knew that when the brain hardware load was running, there would be no sound, but it would give the prosthetic body, the brain, and other This kind of organ tissue brings damage-but this voice is so clear that it gradually evolved into the footsteps of the female image in a kind of psychedelic.

DaDa...DaDaDa...DaDaDaDa...

Yitita Gaochuan heard the voice of illusion, heard the poem like praise, and the song full of melancholy and dream. It was not the sound that was conveyed to one's ears from the outside, but the sound that came out directly from the depths of one's heart, as if the sound was actually the voice of one's own heart.

"Ah--ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh All of this cannot be passed on to other people through existing channels.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan is very clear. Dorothy is always monitoring her prosthetic body status. However, what is the situation now?

"Everything we do in the doomsday illusion, no matter how superficial, is also communicating with the'virus', and its response, no matter how vicious, is also a reaction. From this communication, Finding out the grassroots level of her communication is the work of sex-she did the most basic analysis, and I was irritated by the "virus" reaction. We have always cooperated in this way." In the painful trance, Gao Chuan seemed to hear Dorothy say this.

Superficial, communicative, vicious, reaction... The vocabulary that has been split from the sentence seems to contain the deep meaning of the sentence, rolling in his chaotic thinking, and it seems to explain his current situation.

If...this is a vicious reaction from communication, then when did the communication begin? Was it just trance? Was it when you felt sensitive to the situation in the boy Gaochuan? Or was it earlier?

Gao Chuan knows that this is his morbid condition as a patient with doomsday syndrome, but he cannot understand the more specific situation. He couldn't help thinking: Is the female silhouette he saw "Jiang"? The sound of that da da footsteps, is it that it is walking into the mind and spirit of the young boy Gao Chuan and himself? No... he denied these suspicions on his own, because he felt that in fact there was always "Jiang" in his body, because he was "Gaochuan".

Intermittently, he heard more of Dorothy's voice:

"In fact, the hospital has been working hard in this direction. I and the department are also cooperating. However, when the information is passed through us and then re-interpreted in a way that experts can understand, the process is extremely serious. The distortion of information has made it difficult for the hospital’s work to make progress. It is difficult for people to understand something intuitively, but the existence of me and the relationship has undergone a qualitative change, which allows us to have a more intuitive way to accept And understand these things, but we can’t use human language to fully explain what we understand. Believe us, A Chuan, we may not be completely correct, but it must be more correct than the fake boy Gao Chuan."

Correct... yes... more correct... hope so...

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan can only respond intermittently. He knew very well that if Dorothy could not observe the situation she was born into now, it meant that the knowledge she applied now was still not enough to fight against "Jiang" and "Virus." Strictly speaking, if you regard yourself as an experimental subject, then if the person doing the experiment cannot even observe the reaction of the experimental subject, it means a great defect in technical ability. If you think about it in this way, Tao Those words that Rose said before are undoubtedly questionable.

However, this time, Yitai Gaochuan still did not question. Because, he doesn’t think it’s what he should do to question Dorothy’s theories and abilities—everything in his body now does not mean or prove that Dorothy and the others are wrong, maybe their progress Not as high, so fast, so deep as expected, but there is no doubt that their actions, dedication and depth are far beyond their own.

Just because of the weird situation at this time, they thought they were wrong, they failed, and instead of leaving their responsibilities that they have always adhered to, standing on their opposite side, insisting on the ideas generated by their stupid brains ——Gao Chuan feels that this is the most ridiculous choice.

"I don’t need to be shaken~IndoMTL.com~ He stopped screaming and said to himself coldly, and then, incredible, all of a sudden, all the feelings that made him feel uncomfortable disappeared. Hallucinations, feelings, Auditory hallucinations... everything that has ever been born seems to have never been born.

Yibo Gaochuan once again woke up from that familiar trance.

"...A Chuan?" He heard Dorothy's voice clearly, and her communication image in the hardware of her brain had returned to its usual stability. It seemed that the previous shaky condition was just an illusion.

"I was disturbed." Gao Chuan said in a deep voice, "I am pretty sure that I was disturbed by'Jiang', but it seems that you have not detected it. She is about to start, and the'virus' is about to start. Now, anyway, there must be something to start."

"..." Dorothy's image finally showed a horrified expression.

　　

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