Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2135: You don’t know about World 1
The stat ball floating in the palm of Omi's hand, as if being eaten by an invisible big mouth, disappeared within a few mouthfuls.
"Our plan has always been to have the highest possible fault tolerance rate." Dorothy replied.
"What is the reality of the hospital?" Omi asked.
"Very bad. In short, if we can’t complete the last step of the plan, it’s impossible to prevent everything from getting worse." Dorothy said: "However, we still have to delay the rate of deterioration. Put more energy over there, and I’m up to you for the situation here."
After saying that, without waiting for Omi to answer, Dorothy's figure has disappeared from the screen.
"...It's really coming and going in a hurry." Omi smiled indifferently, and thought in his heart: Anyway, let's continue to act according to her plan. The current deviation can be handled easily. I hope that the handling there will be faster. If asato arrives completely, it is the end in a complete sense, and the permanent deviation that cannot be corrected is the embodiment of the source of chaos. The inevitable end of the doomsday and the eternal and endless deviation chaos are fundamentally opposed. I think even if it’s a ‘virus’, you don’t want to be swallowed by such chaos, right? Therefore, from now on, we and this world, and the enemies so far, are considered to be on the same front.
The fluctuations of deviations have a greater impact every minute and every second. These effects exist before people are aware of them, and when people are aware, the abnormalities caused by those effects are completely It caught people off guard. "Sha" experienced this kind of sudden change that seemed to have no signs, but in fact the signs had already occurred on a level that she couldn't realize. For her, all of this happened only in a moment, but after this moment, the various factors that led to this moment converged into a terrible torrent. When she tried to find out the cause, it was just like nothing. Appeared in her thinking.
The unprepared "Sha" almost went down. No, it should be said that although she did not feel that she was down, when she came back to her senses, the scenery she had observed, and the self she had observed, had undergone completely uncontinuous changes. Only in terms of the observable situation, it makes people think whether oneself has instantly transferred to another non-self body in another different space, but all the results of observing the self are not incompatible with the non-self. .
The only thing "Sha" can realize now is: she seems to be in a vast ocean, the sea is flowing like air, and there is no clear physical touch. Numerous foreign objects like marine life are swimming up and down and around him. It is said that they are foreign objects, precisely because they have some of the characteristics of known marine organisms, but as a whole, they have nothing in common with known marine organisms. As a result, their characteristics are judged only from the form. It is also completely different from normal marine life.
What’s even more strange is that "Sha" has never seen the sea, and the word "ocean" and similar meaning is not in the ruling bureau, but she can understand it at this time and use it to describe the sight of her own eyes. .
This "ocean" is so wide and infinite, only from the first sense of the observed scene, it seems that there is no so-called "sea surface" and "undersea" at all, no matter which direction it spreads, It's all sea water like the air. Because there is no "sea surface" and no "sea floor", it is impossible to confirm the "depth" at all. There is a wave of water quality, and this wave is not caused by sunlight or a luminous source on the bottom of the sea, but the sea itself is glowing, which is completely different from the darkness and depth of the normal bottom of the sea. There are also ripples, which are different from the "sea waves" that she suddenly knew. They are more like ripples when the lake is blown by the wind, and these ripples are generated in the sea.
If all the cognitions about the "ocean" that she suddenly knew belonged to "common sense", then the abnormal "ocean" in front of her was very knowledgeable. The knowledge she knew suddenly did not help her to understand the anomalies in front of her.
Obviously, a moment ago, he and others were already preparing to attack the Nazis, but in the next moment, without even blinking an eye, suddenly, his situation became such an abnormal environment. Even though it has become the night of Valpus and possesses beyond-human cognition and understanding ability, it took longer than usual for "Sha" to get over.
Then, there was another situation she had to accept: She had a body again, and was no longer in the form of Valpus Night. This body is not the body that I used before becoming the night of Valpus, but the body of "Yu", and it is the body of the fragile aboriginal girl before "Yu" has undergone transformation.
If it weren’t for the extraordinary flood of information that suddenly appeared and entered her mind, and she had indeed accepted and processed this extraordinary amount of information, otherwise she really felt that what she used to observe all this now The perspective and way of thinking are all "King". Even the transformed "King" cannot receive and process information of this scale in such a short period of time. The hardware structure that carries her consciousness and thinking will be instantaneous. Will burn.
Only this kind of information processing ability allows "Sha" to confirm that she has never become the "aboriginal girl of the Domination Bureau" she saw during self-observation, but a "Valpus night" . There is a huge difference between what she can observe and her own essence at this time. However, she can't find all these differences in a short time and separate the "illusion" and "reality" from them.
Because of this, "Sha" further realized that she was in a state of chaos, a terrible deviation, distorting all aspects of her knowledge of the world and contact with the world from the level of her ignorance. This is an all-round deviation, which exceeds all the categories that I have known from the past to the present, which proves that everything I know in the past is still full of limitations, narrow, and the comprehensiveness of things. It's broader than what I thought, and all the theories I know are full of loopholes in the face of this fact.
Furthermore, "Sha" was already a senior researcher when the Domination Bureau still existed. After such a long time and various changes, she was very convinced that she had reached the Domination Bureau technology. The culmination of one aspect of the situation, and this kind of self is still "ignorant" in the face of this terrible deviation. It must also prove that the superb wisdom, knowledge and technology of the ruling bureau, the seemingly impeccable theory, is now In front of the deviation presented, it is also "ignorant".
The various abnormalities caused by deviations are only superficial. The differences that can be observed and perceived are only the most superficial. However, the differences in these superficial visualizations are enough to make people feel ignorant. Can let "Sha" feel that the meaning behind this "deviation" is so deep and the terrifying world is completely different from what I think. The unknown is more than I can imagine, and how vast the world is. It's completely beyond the range that I can measure.
Even the "Valpus Night" is so small in the "broad", "deep" and "infinite" that this deviation predicts. And this feeling of insignificance is definitely not equivalent to my past perception of "smallness", and it is by no means able to fill in the known concept of time and space. In other words, people don’t know what to do to fill the gap between “infinity” and “tiny”.
Terror, just when she recognized this gap, when she recognized this unknown boundlessness, could not help but emerge from the depths of her heart.
It was an unspeakable amount of pressure, a sense of hopelessness that couldn't be relieved, and a force that constantly eroded one's own will. That is when a person can realize that “no matter how hard you try to think and how fast you grow, there must be accidents, and there must be something born out of infinite unknown, sudden, and struck from a level that you cannot understand. When you are in crisis, and when you can only rely on “luck”, you must endure the sense of collapse. The more you believe that as long as you don’t die and grow, you will be able to overcome everything one day, the more profound your fear will be. Because in the face of this manifested fear, what I had assumed had become false propositions.
No matter how strong you are, there will be something you can’t understand. It strikes from a perspective you can’t predict, and kills yourself from a perspective you can’t recognize. This sense of death is in the infinite unknown. It is so strong, as if he is always in a crisis of "the next moment I will die".
In the face of this heavy fear and pressure, when "Sha" observes herself again, she sees an image of herself occupied by herself, which is covered with cracks like broken porcelain, from the tip of her toes. It began to disintegrate and separate, and the debris fell into this abnormal sea, and immediately disappeared without a trace.
She knew she was in trouble.
In front of her, there is no physical and specific enemy, but a whole unknown, anomalous, and a world full of deviations from her own perception, as well as everything she can observe and feel, and has everything to herself. The impact of ideas. In a sense, what she wants to fight against is precisely this kind of fear that she may have that will never disappear, because this kind of fear stems from her own thinking. So, further speaking, her enemy is also her own thinking and cognition.
This is not an enemy that can be solved with courage and faith. This enemy is like an invisible ghost, always entangled in one's heart when thinking alone and trying to understand the world. It is okay to say that this is an "illusion", but it is meaningless, because no matter what it is, it has already produced a real and effective impact.
Otherwise, "Sha" would not be in such an unusual scenery.
All the current ways of thinking are not helpful for resisting this fear and extracting herself from this abnormal landscape. No matter how she thinks about it, the scene in front of her will not change with her "thinking". Such an abnormal scene, on the contrary, is more like a natural thing that does not operate according to the law of human consciousness. However, whether it is a kind of "natural" beyond the scope of one's own cognition can not be proved.
"Sha" couldn't think of any way to get rid of this kind of crisis. She looked around. The sea, glowing and rippling like the air, was so clear that she seemed to be able to see the bottom at a glance. However, she really couldn’t see the bottom because there was no bottom at all. In the distance, an infinitely extending "line" like the horizon of the sea cuts off the scenery. However, moving toward the "line", can you really reach the "line"? Is that "line" really an illusion in observation?
"Sha" could not understand, but could only act like this. There are obvious laws in all the movements that one can see, such as the expansion and splitting of ripples, the flashing of light, the floating of foreign objects, but under the laws that can be seen, it seems that there are deeper laws hidden , Just like the infinite veil covering the reality and revealing layer after layer, but never reaching the true essence~IndoMTL.com~ These movements seem to be used as references to re-plan time standards. However, Does time really make sense here?
The body of "Sha" in this anomalous landscape is already dissociating, and this body is like the original body of "畀". What is the symbolic meaning of this? What will happen if the dissociation continues? Will you die? Will "畀" die? However, these questions cannot be proven until the answers come by themselves. Just as people can know death because they see death. No one can infer the future of this situation in a situation that has never been seen before. Even if "Sha" is the night of Valpus, this can't be done.
Those large numbers of foreign objects passed by her side, even came straight at her, passed through her body when she couldn't dodge, but no matter how they moved, they did not affect her. As if they were just an illusion. But on the other hand, they will not affect themselves, nor can they affect them, which means that they are almost meaningless things, and I cannot find any use from them.
I need help "Sa" has never felt this so strongly. And, just when she had such feelings, a strong sense of presence suddenly appeared below her, in the depths of the invisible ocean. Although she can clearly feel it, she can't see the entity, as if this thing is too far away from herself, it has exceeded the scope of observation, but it is so huge, that strong sense of existence exceeds the observable distance, still Enough to make her have such a strong reaction. However, this sense of existence and the impact on her proves that no matter what this thing is, it can interfere with oneself to a certain degree. It may be good or bad, but more likely it will only be bad. of.