Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2136: Different corners

In the deep ocean, which is as ubiquitous as air, but does not feel the slightest weight, the huge and strong sense of existence is enough to make people unable to question its existence, even if you don't see it with your own eyes. What exactly is this? Because it cannot be observed, and there is no sign of its appearance, no answer can be obtained, and it can only be imagined out of thin air. And the more you imagine, the more pressure it will bring.

"Sha" had also guessed that perhaps the abnormal world he was in was a world constructed by some kind of powerful consciousness, and even a dream of this huge existence in the depths of the deep sea. Go further and guess whether it is what those outsiders say, the monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind? However, there are too many existences in this world that can be named "monsters" from all angles. From one angle, "Sha" himself is now a "monster".

This world is mysterious and unpredictable. Even the ruling bureau, which was at its peak, eventually fell into the mystery they found. The mysterious gray fog made the ruling bureau create many incredible miracles. There was an incredible horror, and the rest of the poison still remains in the ruling bureau ruins, and people continue to come one after another to re-excavate these incredible things, and even, in a very large sense, people cannot avoid these mysteries. And dangerous things, just like these things are the air that is indispensable to human beings.

The world has begun the doomsday process since its birth, and this doomsday process is constantly accelerating. This is the concept put forward by the rare wise man "Father Xisen" among outsiders. All things prove the correctness of this concept.

In this doomsday process, everything will inevitably develop in a direction not expected by a person who is chasing survival. If this behemoth under the deep sea is not the so-called "monster in the collective human subconscious", its role in this doomsday process is no different from that of the "monster in the collective human subconscious mind". It is a link in the doomsday process. .

It is huge, huge, terrifying, and full of incomparable destructiveness. Although it is still in the unobservable distance, the pressure and influence it brings can already be felt strongly. This kind of embodiment is full of symbolism. significance.

It doesn't really matter whether this abnormal deep ocean is an ideological world or not. What is this mysterious thing full of great presence? It is also not important. The important thing is that it is having an impact, and its appearance is a terrible meaning, a symbolic omen.

In these days of cooperation, Father Sisson would always say "No matter what people do, they are only accelerating the process of the end." A long time ago, even when "Sha" became Valpugi Before the night of Sizhi, it was difficult to personally feel the meaning of this sentence. Nowadays, she understands and understands more deeply than ever before, but she can't fully describe and explain in words why this is the case.

From a small point of view, this sudden change interrupted all planned changes. It was not an accident, but something happened in a corner that I didn't know, and the aftermath of this event spread. , It became the fuse--however, I couldn't know in advance what exactly was a **** like thing, at which exact place and time it happened.

The things you can know are limited, everything you know is limited, but assuming that what everyone knows is known by others, a huge intelligence network opens up, this intelligence The net is not unlimited. There will always be some bad things that happen without people knowing. The knowledge of people, the sum of the knowledge of many people, is always small and limited compared to the endless mystery and unknown.

When something happens, when its influence begins to spread, when the process is rushing in a bad direction, then, what a person can do is just struggling in it, and even oneself is the spread A link in the process.

Full of fatalism, it's almost like a script that has already been written, but it is not myself who wrote the script. "Sha" couldn't help but think so. This feeling is terrible. How much does it cost to get out of the script? How much time do I have left to get rid of this script?

The script of the doomsday has such a fast pace, but it does not make people suffocate without feeling, but is in a rhythm that people know but there is no time to break free.

Just like this huge existence right now, it can affect itself, but it cannot affect it. This real gap makes "Sha" know that she can only choose to escape. However, where can I escape? To all around? Floating up? No way, its sense of existence is so strong, even if "Sha" has begun to try to stay away from it, it has not substantially reduced the intensity of this sense of existence.

After another while, "Sha" felt that she could roughly think that this huge existence might be because of the distance from her too far. Although it gave her a strong sense of existence and oppression, it would not go further. The real impact. It just exists there, and it's just that. Even so, it is absolutely impossible for oneself to ignore the bad effects that it might bring.

Although this understanding may not be correct, in any case, you must think so.

She has never had such a mood swing since becoming the night of Valpus. She felt that perhaps it was because she used the original image of "畀" in this unusual landscape. This image implies that she does not have the existence of the night of Valpus here. All kinds of abilities, but they are not completely absent. At least in terms of receiving and processing information, humans cannot achieve her efficiency at this time.

"What should I do next?" Sha fell into an unprecedented meditation, even if this meditation would only reveal a terrible, desperate and powerless situation to her, she could only do so. Besides doing this, she didn't know what else she could do. Through thinking, I am immersed in the incomparable fear, and expand my known knowledge bit by bit, until one day I understand the unknown at the moment, and then solve the problem. Or maybe there is a new change, a new opportunity, maybe reinforcements, and this is the only thing I can do.

"Sha" curled up her cracked body and hugged her calf in the sea like air like a baby. She closed her eyes and fell into the contemplation that didn't know how long it would take.

She started to think, and she could only think.

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Doctor Ender is very busy. He knows that he has run out of time and what he has to do, and what he has to do may not be the decisive key. He just tried his best to do it. In the dark tower, he had many incredible experiences, which had never been imagined to exist in the past. It was not a specific thing, but a process of change. Until now, he is still affected by these incredible experiences. Yes, full of horror and desperate changes. He read "Gaochuan's Diary", sailed in the universe in a state of hallucination, and personally wrote the word "dreamland" with a pen. What does all this mean? He had many conjectures that he could only tremble and felt cold in his brain, but the conjectures are still conjectures to this day.

It took Dr. Ender a great deal of energy to get rid of the expansive speculation, and to return his gaze back to this "shallow, small, superficial" world. He believes that as a researcher, he pays more attention to practical qualities to save himself. However, he also realizes that the illusions and incredible experiences he has produced are more or less the same as himself. "Doomsday syndrome patients" are related to the actual situation. As long as you can’t solve the “virus”, those unrealistic conjectures, those uncontrollable hallucinations and thoughts, and the physical and physiological diseases that accompany this mental psychedelic experience will never be obtained. To a fundamental solution.

In the past, the only thing researchers in hospitals could do for patients with doomsday syndrome was to allocate some special medicines for special situations to temporarily relieve the pain. However, there is no special medicine anymore. There is not enough equipment, no color center, and rich knowledge and brilliant inspiration in related fields. It is not enough to complete the special medicine. Those researchers who have made outstanding contributions to specific medicines, such as Dr. Ruan Li and her mentors, are either dead or not here.

This tower is so dark, so closed, so desperate. For a while-Dr. Ender didn't know how much time he wasted-he was hovering in a muddy state. He has to admit that the incredible experience in the tower has deeply shaken his self-proclaimed strong heart.

In the end, what cheered me up, Dr. Ender believes, was his insignificant self-esteem.

He doesn't want to die like this. He doesn't know what else he can do or whether it is correct, but no matter what is good, he can't do nothing.

So, he began to recall every research he had come into contact with after he came to the hospital, as well as the meaning behind each research, and the different situations it represented. He tried to connect everything he knew, whether it was hallucinations or something more tangible in his own cognition, with a clearer line, trying to get a clearer answer-the answer is not yes Tell yourself why this world has become like this; not to tell yourself how to save yourself; but to let yourself know what else you can do.

After that, he got the answer, and this answer also returned to the original point: the only thing he can do is to continue the research on the "Human Completion Project", and combine the new elements and puzzles with the ones he has obtained in the past. The results are organically combined. In his own view, his approach has begun to deviate from the foundation of scientific research. Because many of those factors and puzzles are just my own conjecture, a fantasy, a voice that suddenly pops out of my mind, and has never been confirmed. If we say that the past "Human Completion Plan" was at least theoretically practical, then even theories are somewhat unrealistic today.

However, Dr. Ender can only do this, he must really do it. Because if he didn’t do this, he would have to continue to write "Gaochuan Diary", and continue to write that terrible and hopeless story full of unknown fatalism and emptiness, which would only make his spirit faster. To collapse. He even felt that if he came here, it was not himself who found Gaochuan's legacy, but other doomsday patients, they would also do the same unconsciously.

When he experienced this involuntary behavior, he had the feeling that all patients with doomsday syndrome were continuing to write "Gaochuan Diary". This seemingly mental patient "Gao Chuan" wrote down his own babblings. He did not write it alone. Maybe he thought it was written by himself. But what motivated him was also a force that made him involuntary. It was all. The morbid comprehensive mental will of patients with doomsday syndrome—the spiritual connection between patients with doomsday syndrome is being fed back to "Gaochuan" in this way.

However, since knowing that this is not a good thing, Dr. Ender will do his best to avoid doing it himself. Fortunately, or rather, it seems to be full of an obscure inevitability, and continuing to study the "Human Completion Plan" is the only way to avoid the continuation of the "Gaochuan Diary". Dr. Ender himself is not sure, this is entirely his own choice, his own will, because he himself is already a patient with doomsday syndrome.

He re-analyzed the legacy of "Gaochuan" according to his own imagination. Including the "Gao Chuan Diary" that resembles a mental patient's babbling and that inexplicable card. From these things he could see and touch, he traced the state of "Gao Chuan" and the three girls in his mind. He could realize that in the process of his own thinking, the darkness in the tall tower he was in was not unchanged, and he was hidden in the darkness, unable to accurately observe and prove it.

Maybe it’s my own illusion~IndoMTL.com~ Something with teeth and claws is about to move in the dark, it is their movement that caused this feeling of dark change, and their appearance and movement, and their own thinking exist A certain relationship-like, the frequency and direction of your own thinking determine their changes. If only this is the case, then these monsters can almost be regarded as an illusion.

Doctor Ender regarded all of this as an illusion and ignored it. However, in his heart, there was an extremely tenacious voice, denying this behavior as an illusion, and he always felt that it was wrong to do so. He must carry this strong, intuitive, feeling like his own heart to do these things.

This is a difficult thing. It is very difficult for people to do something that they feel is wrong, and at the same time does not bring any benefit to themselves-even if it is bad, it must be at least on the surface, Recognizable short-term benefits.

However, Dr. Ender is in a state of going against his own psychology, in a dark environment with insufficient equipment, to continue his thinking and work.

　　

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