Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2150: Decay and Rebirth
Although he still couldn't believe what the color center claimed without being a husband, he began to feel that the color center wasn't going crazy, and he just let the researchers get in touch with the theoretical knowledge that is very unusual for humans. And these researchers are not completely caught up in a certain kind of spiritual fanaticism to study such weird theories. The discourse of the color center is logical and efficient. It is the most in-depth study of "virus" so far. In today's hospital, no one has come up with a more credible conjecture than its hypothesis. From a theoretical point of view, people can get closer to what the color center has done. Regardless of whether the chromatic center can really reset the entire galaxy, its existing theories, hypotheses, and conjectures have already made people want to give it a try.
If there are other people who can come up with a more reliable and executory plan, I don’t think they will necessarily join the research of the color center. However, no one can come up with such a plan. In fact, as the color center said, for all researchers, there are not too many choices. In the limited time, if they can't make real achievements, and don't mention the whole world, just being enclosed in the isolated island hospital will be as painful and helpless as watching themselves suffocated to death.
Under this circumstance, any plan with a little feasibility may be executed, not to mention that the theoretical research of the **** center is full of an attractive alternative.
Even if you are not being a husband, even if you have prejudiced before the conversation, you can't help but be moved after the conversation. Referring to the changes in his own heart, Buzuohu felt that he understood a little bit why the outside researchers looked like that. He still doesn't think he will fall into that kind of fanaticism. He can feel the vigilance deep in his heart, and then feel that he should treat other people more calmly and set an example for them. If other researchers make unwise behaviors due to temporary fever, he must find opportunities to stop them-and the basis for this idea is to join the research, and even become the core personnel, with the ability to guide others qualifications.
Of course, not being a husband does not think that his scientific literacy can surpass other people. He believes that his abilities are only average among all researchers. Even so, he must be sober that everyone is drunk and I am sober. The key point is not one’s own research abilities, but a political perspective to look at today’s research team. Just like the old Doctor Ender.
Dr. Ander became the leader and person in charge of the hospital, but he was not appointed by mankind, but he defeated all other competitors to reach the top. And his approach, just like the model of political struggle in scientific research departments in the past, is not only hateful, but also compelling to admire. Not being a husband, Dr. Ender is his best role model.
In the past, the best thing about being a husband was killing. After entering the hospital, the best thing about being a husband was research. Now, killing and research are outdated. Fuzuo believes that he should change his mindset and become a member of the research team from the point of view he most disdainful in the past.
Of course, you will feel depressed if you don't be a husband. What you do best is declared useless. No matter who you are doing, it is difficult to change your thinking and concepts all at once. Shizuo is deeply aware of how difficult it is to "transform" and how much a word that makes people feel "painful". This means that all the past successes, as well as some habits that have long been accustomed to, will become a stumbling block to regain success. Even so, you have to do it without being a husband.
"I understand, I will join the research." Fufu said to the color center categorically. If you don't say that, nothing can start. Whether or not he can join a research team is not his final say, let alone just talking. If you can’t get the relevant information about the research work, and you can’t cooperate with other researchers, and join the research with tangible work performance, even claiming to be a "member of the team" is meaningless. And these materials and job opportunities are completely in the hands of the color center.
"What kind of project do you intend me to be responsible for?" Fufu asked.
"I have never defined who should be responsible for a project." The color center said: "I will make the existing information public, and you will decide the direction of project filing and related theoretical research. But you must remember No matter how perfect my theory looks, it is actually imperfect, and every result you can achieve will push this new scientific system forward. In this process, I can do What I got here is to sum up the research results of each of you, just like a puzzle, put them into the correct position in the whole theoretical system, and then verify the right and wrong." The color center said, "You were before. I may have misunderstood me, thinking that the research projects of other people are all assigned by me, but in fact, the research I assigned only occupies one-tenth of the total research projects. Others are following their own ideas From my own point of view, to prove or apply this new theoretical system. In essence, what everyone is doing is no different from the past. It is just the person in charge of the most core part, from Dr. Ender to me. ."Wo
"If their research has not become such a dangerous thing because of your designation, it is even more proof that your new theoretical system has a terrible influence on mankind, enough to cause terrible consequences." The answer was: "Forcing someone to do one thing, and prompting many people to do one thing, have completely different meanings, and the latter is often more scary than the former."
"Are you afraid? Don't be a husband." The color center asked.
"Of course I am afraid. No matter what you say, I can only see what I can see, and everything I see further deepens this sense of fear." He said bluntly: "Even so, I will still help you because I have no choice."
"Yes, you have no choice. Don't be a husband." The sound of the color center is rippling, spreading in the form of a visible ripple into the space that can be perceived by being a husband, making him feel, It's like this deep basement suddenly sinks into the water. There is a kind of buoyancy pushing your body, as if you can float in mid-air with just a light jump—this seems to be just an illusion, and there is no feeling of jumping up without effort. .
No, it's not like being in space without gravity, it's more like being in deep water. The buoyancy of water does act on the body, but as it sinks, the greater pressure makes the body unable to move freely.
Heavy, hard to breathe, even suffocated, restrained, floating, very restless... all kinds of feelings that will be produced by being naked in deep water, one by one, is reflected in the feeling of not being a husband at this time. Obviously knowing that the color center will never kill himself, but this sudden change in environmental feelings still makes people feel extremely scared.
Not being a husband is just trying to resist this fear, so that it won't show up on the face. He didn't understand what exactly the color center wanted to do, and how this phenomenon happened.
This feeling of floating in deep water lasted for a while-I felt it was a while without being a husband, but I couldn't determine how long it was-he suddenly realized that he knew a lot. Before realizing this, there was no sign. He was just thinking normally, speculating about the situation at this time with fear. However, when his thoughts were related to the name "color center", the past All kinds of theoretical knowledge and crazy whims related to it that I didn't know, just appeared in the thinking naturally, as if I had already had this kind of thinking. These knowledge and fantasies are fragments, or even unrelated fragments, which are difficult to piece together into a whole at first. Once they are logically considered, they will feel very uncomfortable and make people feel extremely anxious. However, as the "continuous The fragments that "remember" gradually increased, and the relevance between these fragments became more and more prominent.
After a while, these fragments became as if they could be spliced with any other fragment, and every splicing seemed to be correct. And the crazy whims that have never happened before are like the need for different splicing methods to verify, making all splicing methods seem meaningful.
Knowledge is accumulating, and logic is increasing. I feel that more than one is correct. Rather, it seems that no matter which logic is completely wrong, all of them are possible to learn from, and people feel that all of them should be used for reference. It is necessary to use a more flexible way of thinking to effectively organize this knowledge.
The new theoretical system is gradually taking shape in the continuous activities of "thinking" and "imagining" without being a husband. If you describe this system as a big tree, then you just feel that your thinking, movement and all your imagination are the soil and water that nourishes this big tree. Unfortunately, there was already a similar tree in the past. It exists on this piece of soil, and if the new big tree is to grow, it is inevitable to take away the nutrients and land of the previous big tree.
The fear of not being a husband continues to increase. He can clearly feel how the new theoretical system takes away the old theoretical system from his own mind. At the same time, he can clearly feel the old theory of knowledge. Shrinking, it is not a complete forgetting, but I seem to be paying less and less attention to it, feeling more and more ugly, and no longer as good as the past-even those mathematical formulas that have always appeared to be perfect. Under the impact of the knowledge fragments of the new theoretical system, it has become a series of mistakes.
Yes, the old knowledge system has not been forgotten, and it has not been completely denied, but it is not so perfect. The logic it contains has also begun to become narrow, giving people a desire to break free. The urge to open up a new world. These old things are still the basis of their own common sense, but it is like an elderly person who has just entered the era of information explosion in the new century, suddenly discovering that common sense that he thought was correct in the past was suddenly proved to be wrong. The world is different, the times are abandoning themselves, and you must stick to those things that seem really not so good, so as not to be completely denied.
However, a scientist, a researcher, must look at this change more rationally, logically, and objectively. The scientific literacy he insisted on in the past is becoming the culprit that prevents him from sticking to the old knowledge system. , Is prompting him to accept new things in a kind of spiritual pain, to accept new things to transform himself.
This transformation throughout the level of thinking ability, imagination, and thinking direction has made the boss feel more and more unfamiliar with himself. Of course he can’t help but feel scared, but on the other hand, he has always emphasized the logic and literacy. He is telling him that this kind of strangeness is the beginning of a new life. He should accept this change and reposition the old things-the knowledge of the past is not useless or meaningless. On the contrary, the past is very important, but , The present is more important, the future is more important, and now my own changes are the manifestation of breaking away from the limitations of the past and stepping into the new world.
When there was the strongest conflict between the rationality and sensibility of not being a husband, he felt that his heart seemed to stop beating. The deep pressure, the black suffocation in front of people, it was like being stirred into a pulpy head, which made him feel like he had become a group of unknown things, floating in the deep water without force, sinking continuously. , Sinking... sinking towards the endless depths.
I don’t know how long it’s been, just when he feels vague, ignorant, and feels that he doesn’t know anything, understands nothing, understands nothing, as if he is in a half-dream and half-awake state, he suddenly Just wake up~IndoMTL.com~ Once I wake up, I immediately realize the current situation. I still stayed in the basement, and the basement was not flooded. Everything that happened before was like a nightmare. However, no matter what he sees, he will involuntarily analyze it, and the theories on which the analysis is based are completely different from the past-angle, direction, time, space... all things and concepts are The redefinition is more or less different from the past. There is no definition that is exactly the same as the past. The biggest difference is "completely different." He could not describe this state, nor could he describe what kind of world he saw after the redefinition, the old views and concepts, and still let him know what a thing was in the past, for example, what is "The ground", what is the "wall". However, these definitions are full of errors and omissions, and it is unbearable, which makes him unconsciously redefine the boundaries of these specific things and phenomena and redefine them according to the new theoretical system.
Moreover, I have absolutely no thoughts of resistance, dissatisfaction, or rejection of the new definition.
Because, compared to the old cognition, the new cognition is so vast and exquisite, just like the first time he recognized what "mathematically perfect" is.
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