Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2193: The fire goes up and down

The London repeater releases a powerful force field in the form of matter, and all observable motions are inevitably disturbed. Even so, the huge sense of fluidity formed by Father Sisson’s disguised form continues to seep into it. It has been enough to prove that there are factors in this "flow" that cannot be observed by the London repeater. The entanglement of the influence of the two sides, coupled with the distortions on the material level formed by the deviation ritual, has become so complicated that words cannot describe it: whether it is a second or a thousandth of a second, it is beyond observable here. Within an instant of scope, countless factors have undergone changes that are completely different from their original features. All the constants that have been proved by mathematics have become invalid. Even if the observation base point is corrected again, it will become invalid after this short moment.

Only from the observable data, the "constant" no longer exists. However, the weird part is that even if the “constant” does not exist anymore, the change looks uncertain whether it is macroscopic or microscopic. But in the naked eye, after removing most of the unobservable factors, there is nothing left. The following part still has a fairly clear outline, which is enough to stimulate people's imagination: these parts where adjectives can be found are all described by "tentacles" and "some kind of creature", whether it is accurate or not, but it can be said It is quite vivid.

As the "subjective factor" of the current London repeater dynamics, fire escape is of course impossible to ignore the huge and unusual sense of flow that is coming to the London repeater. After all, the scope of this flow is already one-third the size of the London repeater. In his current state, both the observation ability and the cognitive angle are already hugely different from normal people. The common sense and concepts in his mind that were originally close to ordinary people, during this period of chasing, offensive and defensive, Has been gradually replaced by new cognition.

However, Shihuo didn't have the energy to confirm what changes had taken place in himself and inside. When he guided the travel of the London repeater with his own consciousness, the mere identification and judgment of things other than the repeater made him feel as if he was about to be drained.

It is very difficult to decide what the repeater should do with one's own consciousness and will. Although he had been psychologically prepared for a long time, when he really did this, he knew that his psychological preparation was less than one ten thousandth of the degree of difficulty and pain.

The original idea of ​​the fire escape was very "correct". First grasp the general movement, gain time to adapt to the external environment, and then control the internal details, treat the entire repeater as your own body, and control the operation of every cell and every nerve. A certain degree of refinement must be done to be able to truly exert the power of the repeater.

However, this correct idea is beyond the scope of what he can do. Even if there have been many arrangements in advance, but in real action, to be able to generally guide the direction of the operation of the London repeater, it is already doing its best.

There are many things I want to do, and there are many things I feel must be done, but I can’t do it. When I try my best, I can feel my limits even more, even if I abandon the normal way of existence, abandon the past stereotypes and common sense, and are forced to expand the perspective to even the concept of "oneself or human" This limit still exists to the extent of its extinction, and it is very obvious.

Climbing over a mountain, there is a mountain, as if there is a voice saying that I have to give up more things that I have been insisting on in the past, and I must renovate myself from head to toe, and become another kind that even I can’t Imagine things to be able to go on. However, another voice could not help but ask himself: How much do I have to give up?

Although the amount you give is not the same as the amount you get, however, you can't get the gain if you don't give it. Zhao Huo himself believes in this sentence, but how much do you have to pay to get what you want? And do you have so much to give?

A sense of cheapness.

After controlling the London repeater and fighting against these ensuing enemies, in this cruel and weird battle beyond imagination, I only felt a sharp sense of cheapness.

The existence of oneself and the value of the concept of "people" are so cheap that even after paying all of them as a price, it is not enough to return the scale of disaster to the position that one wants. This kind of cheapness is not to say that it makes people feel disappointed, angry and painful. Even the emotions that should have been generated after being stimulated cannot be produced normally.

It's too cheap, it's like seeing a penny on the road and too lazy to pick it up.

I and human beings are placed in front of this huge cataclysm. Is this the extent?

"It's a horrible joke." The fire gnashed his teeth, but I didn't know whether he was gnashing his teeth for the feeling of cheapness, or gnashing his teeth for everything that seems to be constantly proving how cheap he and human beings are. He even couldn't figure out whether this feeling of gritted teeth was sadness, pain, anger, or something else. Or, this was not originally an emotion, but just because it was once a human in the sense of common sense, but now it is not, so this illusion remains—just like phantom limb pain.

In order to fight against the visible influence of the deviant ritual, to fight against the distorted things that are visible, to fight against enemies who do not know when they will appear, and can attack their own side even if they do not appear. Awareness is placed on the changes in the outside world. However, even if you do this, you still can't figure out every detail of the changes in the outside world. And once I withdraw some of my attention from the outside world, try to put it inside the repeater, or even terminate the connection between myself and the repeater, I will immediately feel a huge pressure bottoming out, enough to tear my consciousness. Shattered-the pressure from the outside was so clear that he couldn't act according to his own expectations anyway.

I have not figured out the fire accident. Is it right to connect myself to the London repeater? Even though this was originally his own proposal.

The only thing that made him feel fortunate was that his magic pattern superpower was indeed as expected before, and it could still be effective on the London repeater. As a magicweave messenger, his ability to awaken from the fire is not full of offensive mystery, but it allows him to use any kind of utensils at a level that is difficult for others to reach.

The magic pattern super power of fire escape, in simple terms, can overcome most known limitations and allow artifacts to be overclocked without any additional burden. In the past practice, he has surpassed the limit of the authority of critical weapons, amplifying the power of critical weapons to 120% of the destructive power of the current authority. No matter what kind of equipment is used, whether it is a common sense weapon or a very familiar critical weapon, even on a repeater, this overclocking operation is effective.

The mysterious effect of this form is the core reason for the misfire to become the master of the repeater. When he connects himself to the repeater and becomes the subjective driving force of the repeater, the mystery of this superpower is already at work. Although it was inferior in the subsequent confrontation with the doomsday truth cult repeater, it was removed from the human collective subconscious and had to return to the material world, but this is only because the doomsday truth cult repeater is in performance It is true that the London repeater that operates more than 120% efficiently in its current state.

Conversely speaking, if the basic capabilities of the London repeater cannot be improved, and the internal operation cannot be reconciled to make its state rise, then no matter how hard the fire escapes, the limit of the London repeater is now.

However, this kind of internal improvement is beyond control. He wanted to contact the insider of the repeater to see if others could do anything else. However, he did not receive any useful response. The internal operation of the repeater is still the same as before, neither weakened nor enhanced, but there is a silence that makes him feel helpless, making him feel that perhaps others have also tried their best and still cannot find a better way.

The fire escape did not notice the abnormality inside the London repeater, because the data fed back to his cognition was in the normal range. Moreover, compared with the fluctuation of internal data, the fluctuation of external data is more violent, which makes people even more concerned and dare not make any negligence.

In the huge sense of fluidity formed before the eyes of the fire escape, there is no figure of Father Xisen. The silhouette of Father Xisen that can be seen with human eyes is just another kind of data in his eyes. It's just form. It is even impossible to fit an independent formula for calculation and understanding. At best, it is just one of countless variables that are constantly changing.

Fr. Sisson’s human form is superficial, which means that it can be completely ignored in the cognition of fire escape.

Fr. Sisson’s penetration of the London repeater was slow, but quite stable, and this stability is where the most energy is used to escape the fire. If we want to prevent this kind of external flow that constantly penetrates into the repeater, we must understand the reasons for this penetration. The cognition of Mi Huo does not play any role in this analysis and understanding process, but he does not. It can be roughly felt whether the repeater is working in this area-if there is, then the efficiency of this kind of work has undoubtedly reached 120%, if not, he will do it consciously. guide.

However, even with the ability to escape fire, a 120% London repeater still cannot complete the job in a short time.

Did you limit the ability of the repeater? I can't help but think so.

I thought I was connected to the repeater and could exert 120% of the power of the repeater. However, it seems that he has become a shortcoming of the repeater. When there is this shortcoming, even if it is 120% in its current state, it is still not as good as there is no shortcoming, and there is no repeater for any increase?

Zhuohu couldn't help asking himself that.

——If this continues, isn’t he doing nothing?

When such self-questioning appeared, more doubts also emerged from his thinking.

The fire escape will not be shaken by this questioning of himself, but the current situation is so severe that under his control, the London repeater has not reached the expected level at all. If you say that the London repeater is of such a degree, you will never believe it if you go wrong.

However, if you just interrupted the connection between yourself and the repeater here, the terrible pressure from the outside might really shatter your consciousness, right? Such a sense of fear also actually exists. No matter how you choose, whether you continue or give up, you will make yourself as ridiculous as a clown.

Once the connection is interrupted, and I will die consciously, then there is no chance of even regaining the reputation—that’s not the case!

If you have a normal body~IndoMTL.com~I really want to slap myself at this time. At this moment, he suddenly realized that his limitations are still human limitations. The previous thoughts, worries, irritability and depreciation are not the cheapness of human beings, but their own cheapness.

My selfish thoughts are making myself cheap.

When can I represent "all mankind"? What I am like never proves what a "human" is like. Because the concept of human beings has never been based on "self" as a template, nor is it a concept with "self" at its core. A person's narrowness lies in the fact that people will always regard their own individuality and the things that exist in themselves as the commonality of all human beings. However, this is not the case.

All those human and non-human thoughts of giving and gaining are nothing more than the thoughts that arise when looking at things from their own perspective, and the cognition in them is nothing but "I think so". Its essence, good or bad, is viewed from the perspective of "selfishness", and the meaning contained in "selfishness" is meant for individuals.

If you really think from a human perspective, there is no actual "self", because if the "human" as a whole can describe "self", it means that the human being is a complete individual, which proves There is no individual person, and everyone’s self-consciousness is just an illusion.

So, does oneself exist as a person? Is your own self-awareness an illusion? The so-called "self" does not actually exist. Is there just that huge "human" whole?

No, of course not. Mistakes are certain that the existence of self is true.

So, all the concepts that originate from one's own cannot actually be correctly applied to the concept of "human".