Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other Chapter 31: (complete)

When I grew up, I only tried to be cared for, but never cared for others.

And he was a man other than the concubine.

However, in life, there are more than one or two things that are immeasurable?

After Xu Fang drank the bowl of medicine, he vomited blood, and Qing Gu spent a lot of effort to suppress the poison that was occurring in his body, but he never woke up after that.

Qing Gu said that if he does not improve within three days, he is afraid that he will not be able to recover.

I stayed by the bedside bed day and night, wiping him, and feeding him porridge.

Xu Fang's face was getting worse every day, and his pulse became weaker and weaker. Qing Gu didn't say anything more than shaking her head.

Out of the room, I asked her if there was no other remedy?

Qing Gu said, he himself has no will to survive, what can I do?

I said blankly: "He promised that I would try to wake up, how could he not have the awareness of survival?"

Qinggu said: "Although he is in a coma right now, he may not be unaware, but every time he detects his pulse, he is still silent. Alas, what if he wakes up? Your guilt towards him is even an outsider like me. If you can see him, how can you not? If he wakes up, it will only put you in a dilemma, so you might as well just leave it like this, maybe you will still have some thoughts in your heart.”

Me: "..."

Qing Gu said: "Do you believe it? Do you believe it or not, you have been saying 'I will marry you as long as you wake up' in his ear from now on, maybe you will wake up tomorrow?"

Me: "...Qing Gu, if you say this, I will suspect that you are colluding..."

Although I knew that Qing Gu was a dead horse and a living horse doctor, I was persuaded.

It is a night with a full moon and few stars, and the evening breeze is leisurely.

I watched Xu Fang in the moonlight beside the bed for a long time, made up my mind, and then slowly said, "Xu Fang?"

His brows didn't move.

"I've known you for so long, I don't think I ever told you my name?"

"Well...when I was born, the garden in front of my house was full of begonia flowers. The flowers were beautiful and beautiful. My father wanted me to be like his begonia, so he called me his begonia."

"Actually, I was very happy every day when I was young. My parents loved me very much. There was also a big brother who loved me very much. He was so fond of me that he was willing to pick the stars in the sky for me."

"But for some reason, later, my father became more and more busy, and my mother became more and more indifferent to me. My elder brother was busy sharing my worries for my father. I felt so lost and had nowhere to say. Falling into the trap in the mountains, I have never felt helpless in my life.”

"At that time, a man fell from the sky and saved me."

"My heart never left him."

"After a lot of things, I'm no longer an ignorant little girl, but even if he treats me badly and treats me very badly, I have never lost the heart that I delivered." /

"Xu Fang, you are the second person who rescued me when I felt helpless and lost."

"You treat me well, really well. In all my life, this is the first time I've ever heard someone tell me that I deserve to be treated better than anyone else in the world."

"In the past few days...I occasionally think, if the person I met when I was thirteen was you..."

I deliberately stopped and said nothing. After a while, Fang continued:

"If you fall asleep like this, your past and your future will all vanish. You are devoted to me, but I don't necessarily cry for such a strange you. If you wake up, It's hard to predict what the future will be, but at least there is a future."

I pondered for a long time, but did not say the last word after all.

Although, I am afraid that I will never forget him.

In the end, I said that I was tired and fell asleep beside the bed. The next morning I let the sun shine, and when I opened my eyes, I met another pair of eyes, clear and bright.

When Qing Gu came and showed a smile, I asked Xu Fang with a sour nose, "Aren't you going back to the light?"

Xu Fang's pale paper face burst into a warm smile.

I always thought that when Xu Fang woke up, I could tell him frankly. In fact, all I told that night were white lies. I was there to save you. Now that you are cured, I feel at ease. Go, don't be sad, tomorrow will be better.

Say that and you're good to go.

But the fact is that after he woke up that day, he fainted again shortly after waking up, dizzy, dizzy, dizzy, Qing Gu said: "The sequelae of poisoning, this is a normal phenomenon, don't worry, he slowly It will heal, but not too much stimulation, especially mentally."

When I heard the words, I silently retracted my hand to collect the burden.

In a flash, I lived in this town for another month. My leg injury was almost healed, and I was able to go shopping for groceries without the need for crutches.

Although Xu Fang won't let me act alone, I'm afraid that the victims who flee from time to time will be infected.

The plague in Lincun has not been resolved yet. Nearly half of the people in the village have died from the disease. The epidemic spread so quickly that even the imperial physicians in Beijing were helpless. I guess it is time for the imperial court to be cruel.

Thinking about it, I went out while Xu Fang was resting and met the local magistrate.

Although there is no object that can identify me, Huang Zhixian trembled and knelt down when he saw me. I expected it to be good. With the temperament of the father, if I run away alone, he will send someone to paint it. Well, send my portrait to the government offices all over the world.

I just wanted to know about the situation of the epidemic and disaster relief. Unexpectedly, I learned the news that the father, the emperor, and the daughter were sick.

I can't wait to rush back to Beijing right away. Seeing the sunset, I can't catch the boat in time, so I plan to return early tomorrow morning.

Because I was so anxious, I was thinking **** the way back. I couldn't care about the front, back, left, right, and left.

When I looked up, I found that the person was Xu Fang.

A closer look found that there was also a person lying on his body. The man was dying, and the next moment he fell to the ground and foamed at the mouth automatically.

The surrounding passersby have long since fled in fright.

Seeing that I was safe, Xu Fang hurriedly let go of me. He seemed to be afraid that he might be infected, so that he could infect me. He took two steps back cautiously, frowning at the collapsed refugee.

I took a few more glances and said, "Relax, his hands and feet are white, and there is no sign of measles on his neck. He just fainted from hunger and did not contract the disease. Besides, it is impossible for him to be an official. It will make the sick leave the village."

He then looked relieved, "You're fine, why did you just go out on the street alone?"

I looked up and saw the sun shine on his face through the shade of the tree, the light spots were deep and shallow, it was really beautiful.

It was at that moment that I realized what a big mistake I had made.

In order to save people, I said so many specious words, I couldn't bear to tell the truth for more than a month.

Princess Xiangyi's dream can be awake at any time, but the dream she weaves for Xu Fang will never come true.

I carried a basket of vegetables and stuck out my tongue: "I wanted to add some meat, but the plague caused the chickens and dogs to be disturbed, so I had to continue to be vegetarian."

Xu Fang took over the vegetable basket, as if my hand would break if I carried it for a while, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

He took me to the riverside to buy fish.

I watched him walk towards the distant sky, and remembered the first time I met him, the river was still the same.

In the shade of the trees next to the river bank, there are a few girls who paste paper and weave lanterns. Xu Fang has returned from buying the fish. Seeing me stunned, he asks, "Are they making sky lanterns?"

"Huh?"

He said: "In two days, it will be the Qiqiao Festival. We have a custom here. Unmarried girls will make sky lanterns and write their names and wishes and let them fly into the sky. If the man finds it, he can go to the girl with the lamp, and if the girl likes it, she may end up with a marriage."

I said incredulously: "What if it was picked up by an ugly monster?"

Xu Fang smiled and said, "She can refuse."

"If the girl who puts out the sky lantern is not in the man's mind, could it be that she can go back and regret it if she comes to the door?"

Xu Fang thought about it and said: "I guess the person who came to the door was probably secretly in love..."

I said: "Isn't this a bit more difficult? Since it is a custom, there must be sky lanterns that night. They are looking for a needle in a haystack?"

Xu Fang smiled when he heard the words: "Then, I don't know, but I heard that in the past, a man really found the sky lantern made by his sweetheart in the sky, and it was a good story. Go, or go wherever you can."

I laughed without saying a word.

Xu Fang joked: "What? You want to try it too?"

I shook my head and said: "Didn't you just say that this is all played by unmarried girls...I'm married and it's not kind to me..."

Xu Fang was about to stop talking, so I said first: "... Besides, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for the Qiqiao Festival."

Xu Fang looked at me in confusion.

I said: "Tomorrow I'm going home."

Xu Fang was stunned, as if he didn't understand what I said.

I pretended not to see his expression, naturally turned my head and looked at the sky ahead, "I wrote a letter to my father some time ago, I originally wanted to report safety, but I received a report from him today. Unsafe letter, he said that he thought I was going to get sick, and if I didn’t go back, I would be an unfilial daughter, and I would be expelled from the house, alas.” I sighed and said in one breath, “So tomorrow morning, I will take the first flight. The boat has crossed the river, um, it may be very early, if you can't get up, you don't have to send me off, tonight... eat grilled fish and see me off?"

Xu Fang was silent.

I looked back at him: "Would you like to buy a drink?"

He still didn't speak. Just when I was thinking about something to adjust the atmosphere, his voice sounded above his head: "You finally, or say it."

I was stunned.

"From the day I woke up to today, I finally found a reason to go, didn't I?"

When the words were cleared, I sighed in relief.

Xu Fang asked: "Are we...will we never see each other again?"

The night wind is blowing the broken hair on his forehead. It's fluttering. I'm a little flustered. It became: "Well, it would be better to never see you again."

Compared to ethereal fantasy.

I closed my eyes: "Xu Fang, we will never see each other again."

I waited for his answer, but I didn't hear it. In the silence, he asked, "Why?"

"I won't force you to do what you don't want to do, you know that very well." Xu Fang's voice showed no emotion: "I think we are at least friends, why would you treat a friend to a friend? Say something like never seeing each other again?"

His eyes overflowed with sadness, and I dared not look at him.

"Because with a friend like this," I said, "I feel guilty."

He looked at me quietly: "If you were afraid of guilt, would you say such a thing to me at this moment?"

I don't know how to respond.

"You are not guilty, but afraid." He stared at me, "You are afraid that if I am by your side, one day, it will shake the position of that person in your heart."

At that moment, I was terrified, and Xu Fang's words, like the tip of a needle, pointed to the confusion and uneasiness of the past few days.

His dark eyes rippled, "You think you've been deceiving me these days, but in fact..."

I don't like him talking to me like this, "Stop it."

He continued: "You lied to yourself."

I said impatiently: "Who do you think you are? Do you know who I am? Yes, you saved my life, I am very grateful to you, but without me, you can be fine today. Are you standing here? Xu Fang, even if we are even, we don't owe each other." I turned around and left.

But let him grab it.

He didn't speak, but I couldn't shake his hand, so I had to turn around: "Yes, I'm afraid. The better you treat me, the more afraid I will be of you, the better you treat me, the more he will appear. The worse it is, he has saved me, but he is not like you to save me with his life, he is occasionally considerate, but not as meticulous as you are, he has so many good things in my heart, once compared with you , looks so weak and so small. Do you think I am afraid that I like you?" I shook my head, "No, Xu Fang, no."

"I'm afraid that I won't like him anymore." Tears fell unconsciously as he spoke, "Xu Fang, I can't imagine, I can't imagine that one day I won't like him, I already like it. He has reached this point, what do you want me to do?"

The strength in my hands gradually diminishes.

Xu Fang looked at me with an almost withdrawn look.

I let go of his hand, dried my tears with my sleeve, ignored him and walked back, he followed me quietly and said nothing.

Until I got to the door of the house, I didn't think I could eat the fish tonight, but he suddenly stopped in front of me, "The night when my life was dying, I heard your words and tried my best to open it. Open your eyes."

I look up very slowly.

"You said, if the person I met when I was thirteen was me, and I didn't meet anyone else, just me..." he asked, "Would you like me?"

I feel a sadness in my heart, and I have asked myself this question countless times...

I finally sighed: "I don't know. I only know that in this world, there is no if."

I didn't sleep that night. The strange thing was that Qing Gu didn't come back all night. I heard the **** crowing in the morning. I left a letter and left with my luggage.

Xu Fang didn't come to see me off, although I expected it, but every time I think about it, if he came that day, I wouldn't have experienced such a terrible aftermath.

On the way to the pier, I accidentally caught a glimpse of Qing Gu's hurrying figure. I saw that it was still early, and thinking about her care and the treatment of her leg injury during these days, it would be better to say hello and leave.

She stopped in the woods, and I was about to catch up. I took a closer look and found someone standing in front of her. The next moment I saw Qing Gu kneeling on one knee and respectfully saying, "Master."

The man stood in a black robe with his hands behind his back, with a low and old voice: "How's the young master?"

I hid behind the tree for a while, stunned, young master? What young master?

Only listen to Qing Gu said: "The poison in the body has been mostly resolved, and the body is also recovering."

Poison? Could it be that Qing Gu said Xu Fang?

The man asked, "Did he remember anything?"

Qing Gu replied: "The memory after the forced detoxification has not recovered as expected, or it will take a while."

The man reprimanded: "Do your best."

Qinggu said yes, and then said: "Why didn't the master meet him in person and tell him the truth of the incident..."

The man said: "His temperament has changed greatly due to amnesia, and it is impossible to guarantee what he will do after knowing the truth. During this time, the emperor has been keeping an eye on it. If it is not because he is suddenly ill and has no time to take care of it, I am afraid that it will be difficult for me to get out. The young master lives in seclusion here, or you can take good care of him and don't want to cause any trouble again."

"Yes."

Because the man was always standing on his back, I couldn't see what he looked like. I saw Qing Gu hesitated for a while, but the man didn't turn his head and asked coldly, "What else?"

Qing Gu said: "Young Master saved a woman with a broken leg a few months ago, and seems... to have feelings for her."

"Woman? What's the origin?"

Qing Gu said: "I don't know, but she is definitely not an ordinary woman in her dress and behavior..."

The story develops to this point, usually the eavesdropper will accidentally step on some branch and make a noise, and I am naturally not stupid to this point. Unfortunately, when I focus my whole attention on the front, I can't Be aware of the person coming behind you in time.

When I heard "Who are you, why are you hiding behind a tree and listening to others?", I looked back and saw a little girl with pigtails looking up at me ignorantly. My heart skipped a beat. The next two are dead.

When I turned my head again, I happened to meet Qing Gu's eyes, and the man in black also turned around. Although I couldn't see his appearance with a mask, I could see it accurately from his sharp eyes. - Killing intent.

When I was about to run away, Qing Gu had already fluttered to me. She glanced at me and didn't give me a chance to speak, so I fainted.

There is darkness between heaven and earth.

I vaguely feel myself being dragged around in sacks.

I don't know how long I've been so groggy, and when I can barely open my eyes, I find myself lying on the bed of a wooden house.

The wooden house is dilapidated, not Qing Gu's wooden house.

But Qing Gu was sitting in the wooden hut and seemed to be waiting for me to wake up.

I tried to prop myself up, but I found that I couldn't use my hands and feet, my body was hot like fire, and every breath seemed to be blocked and extremely depressed.

Qinggu didn't come over, but just looked at me quietly. I wanted to speak, but I found that it was extremely difficult for me to even make a sound.

She was silent for a long time, then said: "Don't waste your energy anymore, you have been infected with the plague. I personally gave you the plague virus. Within two days, you will definitely die."

I lifted my sleeves and looked at my red sores on my arm.

Qing Gu said: "Originally, we also planned to kill you and that little girl and bury you directly. I don't want to know that the county has already seen you. If you disappear out of thin air, I'm afraid that the first person who comes down from the imperial city will be the first to search. It is here, rather than ruining the master's plan, it is better for you to die here from the plague..."

She actually killed the little girl?

My palms were sweating, and I asked hoarsely, "This is... Chenjia Village?"

"You really are smart."

Chenjia Village has been sealed off, and there is no way I can escape from a situation like this.

"Princess, you are already dying." Qing Gu's brows and eyes were full of pity, "You and I finally got to know each other. If you have any doubts or unfulfilled wishes, you can talk about it, it is better than dying."

There was a sudden blockage in my chest, and I wanted to take a few breaths, but I couldn't help coughing.

She said: "If you don't want to go in too much pain, you can't get angry."

I slowed down and leaned back on the pillow weakly, "You can go."

"You don't ask?"

I am dumbfounded: "Ask what? Ask your master Xia Yanghou what conspiracy is, or why your young master lost his memory?"

Qinggu said in shock: "You..."

I looked at the ceiling and said, "Those who can recognize me at a glance, but I can't hear a voice, must not be the officials who are often seen in Beijing. Since they are called Young Master Xu Fang, then the ten are father and son, and Xu Fang has amnesia. In a year, if you count the time, only one of the officials in the Lingnan area lost his son a year ago."

"Xiayang Hou Nie Guang."

My weak voice said word by word: "And Xu Fang is the prince, Nie Ran."

Qing Gu almost looked at me with horror.

"Although Marquis Xiayang was a hero of the founding of the country, he was also a descendant of the previous dynasty," I met her eyes. "It's just one reason why my father and emperor can watch but dare not move."

"Keep a low profile, wait for the opportunity, and resist."

In the house, there is a dead silence.

"Princess Xiangyi really lives up to her reputation."

The next moment, the short knife in her sleeve stabbed me in the neck.

For a moment of silence, I saw her full of turbulent eyes.

She should have killed me without hesitation.

Why can't you do it?

However, she didn't give me an answer and walked away without a trace.

I feel a little sorry for Nie Guang in my heart, I really raised a subordinate who did not perform his duties.

But when I finally moved to the door and tried to push it out to see the scene outside, I realized that I was wrong.

The door is tightly locked, leaving only a wooden window that cannot be climbed out even if the frame is removed.

Rumble.

As if I thought I wasn't miserable enough, the thunderstorm followed, and the torrential rain poured down.

I stuck my head out the window, and there was not a single living person in the ruined village except for the corpses lying on the ground.

The sky and the earth are dark and gloomy, filled with the breath of death.

Torrential rain seeped in through the cracks in the roof, the raindrops wet my hair, and the bone-chilling wind blew my already hot body.

I stared blankly at the dampness that spread along the fabric and dripped along the corner of the clothes. I supported the table with one hand, staggered a few steps, and fell down on the couch. My hands and feet were so soft that I could no longer use it One point of strength.

That was the first time in my life that I was truly conscious of death, and that even though I was powerless, I realized that the worst thing than death is waiting to die.

I thought and thought. From running away from home to leaving Xufang, I tried very hard to understand how I tossed myself to death and then died.

Who would have thought, God wouldn't even give me this right, I woke up and fainted, and I would wake up again, and in the end I couldn't think any more except to feel my life passing little by little.

After a day and a night like this, I found myself regaining some strength when the sun came through the window and dried all my soaked clothes.

But that's not because my body has overcome the disease. When I took off my clothes and saw my body covered with rashes, when every inch of my skin was like thousands of insects and ants, I thought I was real. Consummation, I finally experienced the return of light and light in this life.

So I didn't feel the joy of escaping when I discovered that the sealed door had been blown open by last night's storm.

I didn't even want to move even curled up in the corner.

Going out is a corpse on the street, it's really ugly to die like that.

It was the commotion outside the door that eventually led me out.

The court has given an ultimatum to burn the village at sunset.

So the villagers in the whole village who had breath left went crazy and wanted to break through the officers and soldiers and rushed out, but the end was just a dead soul earlier.

I leaned against the door frame, thinking that instead of being burned to death, I thought about a quick way to kill myself. A ten-year-old girl came out of the log cabin opposite, holding a few bamboo grates in her hands. , the rash has spread to the cheeks.

Her expression was calmer than mine: "Sister, are you not dead yet?"

The dilapidated room is filled with cotton paper of various colors.

She said her name was Xiaoning.

Her mother and father died in the earthquake, and her grandmother, who had been taking care of her, died not long ago.

She said she wanted to make a kongming lantern to pray for her relatives in the sky.

Thinking about that day when Xu Fang invited me to spend the Qiqiao Festival together, I swore that I would refuse.

I sit and paste paper for Xiaoning.

Missing, she couldn't help laughing.

...Laughing at that good fortune.

The time to die always flies faster than studying.

As the sunset turned red, the two of us finally completed a lamp.

Xiao Ning was impressed by my red-orange-yellow-green-blue-blue-purple lampshade, saying that she had never seen such a unique sky lantern in such a big size.

I proudly say that this is a rainbow light. Isn't it a beautiful thing to see the rainbow at night? As she spoke, she asked her to quickly write her wish on it.

—it will be too late.

It rained heavily yesterday, and today is dry and dry, which is a good time to set off lights and fires.

The mountain light suddenly fell to the west, and the new moon gradually rose to the east.

Going out the door, I saw the square sky lanterns, like a starry sky, full of brilliance.

Among them, most of them are young girls who are looking for a good husband.

The head of the village is already burning with flames, and the smell of * is blowing with the east wind.

Xiao Ning came out holding the lamp.

I sigh in my heart. There are also dying girls who are released by their heavenly parents.

She handed me the pen and smiled brightly despite her breathing difficulties: "Sister, write your wish on it as well."

Wish?

I shook my head, "I have no wishes."

She tilted her head and shoved the pen into my hand, "I was thinking about something when I watched you make a lamp."

I'm thinking about something?

As of now, there is nothing I can't let go of. I clearly remember that I didn't think about anyone.

Oh, yes, Xu Fang.

I was thinking about what Xu Fang said about looking for a sky lantern. When he saw the sky lantern, would he realize that I put it there?

I thought so, but didn't realize that my hand had unconsciously dropped a pen on the lampshade.

"Song, Lang Sheng?" Xiao Ning's voice interrupted my thoughts, "Who is he?"

Song Langsheng.

These three words on the rainbow lantern are clear and unforgettable.

Even though the mind tries hard to think of another person, the body betrays the will.

My vision suddenly became hazy, tears welling up, covering everything in front of my eyes.

I still remember that during the Lantern Festival this year, the palace was decorated with lanterns.

When my concubine and I came out of the palace banquet, we had to walk back to the palace because of the thick snow.

He is in the front and I am in the back.

I don't know if he was in an inexplicably good mood or something, but he walked alongside me as he walked.

The distant sky sets off with fireworks.

He suddenly said: "I have seen fireworks during the day in the folk, and the scenery is no less than the night."

I turned my head to look at him, the corner of his mouth was smiling, and when he thought of his former lover, I was very unhappy and said, "What's so amazing, this princess has seen rainbows at night." /

Song Langsheng sneered, he didn't even bother to talk to me.

I stomped to stop, "What are you laughing at, you don't believe it."

Song Langsheng continued to walk forward. I was busy and followed up again and said, "I mean, the rainbow at night is much prettier than the daytime rainbow."

Song Langsheng simply laughed.

Xiao Ning lit the lamp oil, I looked up and watched the sky lantern slowly lift into the sky.

Rainbow shines brightly.

If the concubine was here, I would definitely say to him, look, I didn't lie to you, the rainbow at night is a thousand times more beautiful than the daytime.

Even if the night moon disappears, even if the flames burn, even if the rainbow lights are gone with the wind...

"Sister! Be careful!"

Xiao Ning's voice was so small that it seemed to come from far, far away.

As soon as I turned my head, what I saw in my pupils was the beams of the flaming flames falling towards me.

I didn't dodge.

Close your eyes instead.

Thinking of a person, crazy thinking about that person.

When I think about that person, the world suddenly becomes far away, everything disappears, and there is only one person left.

However, his waist tightened suddenly, his body lightened, and he heard the roar of horses' hooves.

"Princess..."

The familiar voice sounded.

I dare not open my eyes.

Can't believe it.

Feeling being hugged tightly, feeling the warm body temperature, feeling the ups and downs on horseback, these are not hallucinations.

When the horse arrived at the fence at the entrance of the village, officers and soldiers stepped forward to stop me, and the man holding me said in a majestic manner: "I am Song Langsheng, the concubine of Daqing! Who dares to stop me!"

I turn my head.

There are thousands of sky lanterns behind him, but when the firelight shines on his face, it seems that the light from the sky is crushed by such clear pupils.

Such a style, this kind of beauty is unparalleled, there is no second in the world.

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I couldn't help but want to touch his face to see if it all came to nothing.

But he saw the back of his hand covered with red sores.

When she was healing at Qinggu's house, she once said: "The infectious power of this plague, anyone who has contact with patients will be unavoidable."

I stopped my hand reaching out to him.

He rode on his horse intently, light and shadow on his face.

The road was bumpy and rickety, and I didn't notice my deeds.

Actually, I really want to ask him, aren't you gone? Why is it here?

Tremblingly, I untied the hairpin on my head, and my long hair was blown away in the wind.

But do these still matter? What could be more important than his presence?

I stabbed the hairpin into his arm that was holding me, and jumped up the **** of the mountain road while taking advantage of the gap, without fear.

However, I heard a shout: "A Tang—"

The body didn't fall down the mountain, I looked back and saw the hand, the **** hand holding me firmly.

In a moment's absence, he also jumped off the horse's back, and the other hand also circled around me, pressing me into his arms, and he fell on his back, rubbing against the potholes all the way. , but never let go of me.

Wait until it stops, for a long, long time.

He didn't slack off when he held my hand.

I turned my head and saw blood all the way, his entire back, his entire legs were soaked with blood.

The strongest and softest part of my heart was defeated by him.

I couldn't control my tears. I don't know if it was because of fear or anger, I almost yelled at him: "Song Langsheng! Are you crazy?"

But when I looked up, I saw that the seldom moved eyes turned red, and shouted even more angrily and out of control than me: "Yes! I am crazy, if I am not crazy, how can it be? Will you run around the streets of the capital when you leave the palace? If I wasn't crazy, how would I have nothing to do but find you for four months? If I wasn't crazy, how would I know you appeared in the yamen? For three days without sleep, five horses ran to the death to find you?!"

He's looking for me?

He's been looking for me all the time?

So shocked that I almost forgot to cry, I murmured, "What are you doing here with me? Don't you hate me so much that you want to poison me and leave me?"

"Hate you? Xiao Qitang, tell me, how do you want me not to hate you?" Song Langsheng's eyes suddenly seemed to be broken by something, "Because of your father, I am peaceful in Beijing. My home is gone, because your father, my parents and my beloved woman died on the way to escape... I was going to Beijing to become an official step by step to clear my injustice for my parents, but you kept appearing in front of me , keep reminding me that you are the daughter of my enemy, how can you tell me not to hate you?"

Although it's a fact that I've known all along, when it comes out of his mouth, it hurts like a knife piercing my heart.

His face was as pale as paper, and he held my hand bleeding and trembling, "I know there are thousands of ways to refuse your coercion, but I still do this consort; obviously I can use this status to do a lot of things. I am afraid that you will do nothing; I just want to wait for the opportunity to find out the truth, and then tell you everything and go away..."

"But the truth is that my father did conspiracy, and the truth is that your father, the emperor, has nothing to blame. What do you want me to do?" When you arranged my birthday for me, the crown prince announced me to enter the palace. He threw all my past in front of me, and gave me a non-fatal forgetting soul powder, ordering me to distance myself from you within half a month. Don't blame you..."

"But I can't do it." Song Langsheng lowered his eyes, "Even if there is no better way than to make you lose your memory, I still can't do it. Have you ever thought that according to my martial arts, how could you not listen to me? Let me hear your footsteps? If I want to poison, how can I let you catch me?"

My mind went blank: "Then...why?"

"Because..." He said very slowly, "If you forget me, there will be no Song Langsheng in this world."

His words, his eyes, at this moment, grabbed my heart like an invisible hand.

"Xiao Qitang, you always say that you like me, but you have fled thousands of miles away to avoid me. Even if I ignore you and ignore you, have you ever left you?" His voice was very, very hoarse, almost to the brink of cracking, "I've been looking for you, all the time, until I saw that sky lantern, that night rainbow..."

The last string in my heart cracked, and I stared at him dumbfounded.

Song Langsheng can say so many words at once, more than the sky lantern on his head, and more than all his words after we got married.

It's all things I've never known, things I've never been able to imagine.

Unfortunately...

It's a pity...I'm going to die...

I tried my best to take a few breaths, trying to keep my tears from falling so fast, and my voice not shaking like that, "... Concubine, if you continue, I really want to die..."

It was as hot as a brand, and I saw his red eyes become wet little by little, and gradually turned into water waves. Die together."

Then die together.

Five words, powerful and unquestionable.

The next instant, the lips were heavily blocked by something soft and moist.

My eyes were wide open all of a sudden.

Is he... kissing me?

He's a fool, doesn't he know that he will really die if he is infected with the plague.

The taste of tears, the domineering occupation, the churning lips, the meaning of despair, at this moment, one after another storm surged towards me, I wanted to push him away, I was trying my best to push him away , However, how could I push him away, how could I push him away!

That day, the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, on the Qiqiao Festival, a raging fire rose in Chenjia Village, and the sky was full of lanterns.

That was the first kiss between Princess Xiangyi and her favorite concubine, and she wasn't the one who took the initiative.

She thought she would never forget the kiss even if she forgot the whole world.

At that time, however, she was still too naive.

She didn't know, not far from them, there was another man who found the rainbow sky lantern, and went crazy to find her in the village full of fire; she didn't know, that man was burning the ruins She picked up the bamboo flute he gave her in the middle, and chased it outside the village full of burns, and witnessed the scene where she kissed her husband.

She didn't know that in three months, she would have forgotten that kiss, that person who was more important than her life, and fell in love with another man.

She doesn't even know that fate is reincarnated. Today, two years later, she will fall into a trap who has lost her memory, and that person is like falling from the sky again, reminding her of so many precious pasts.

So she stood on tiptoe and kissed him with all her might.

So, when the two kisses overlapped, she said to herself:

This person in front of me, heaven and earth, absolutely, will never be separated again.