Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other Chapter 47: (complete)

It was an incredible day.

Tomorrow morning, the sun will be in the sky, and snow will drift for hundreds of miles, and the snow will fly all day long. In the evening, it will stop. It seems to be covered with a thin red shirt, magnificent and beautiful.

Song Langsheng picked me up without warning, and walked in the white world, with the snow-capped twilight behind him.

I looked at him apprehensively, and the words he just said were repeated in my mind, and I felt as if the whole person was floating, "You...are you in my dream at this moment?"

Song Langsheng smiled, "It's not a dream."

My mind was stunned, "Every time you enter my dream, you say it's not a dream."

His smile is warm and soft, "It's not a dream."

The emptiness in my heart seemed to be filled with this smile, I shook my head and murmured: "No, you, why are you smiling at me like this, you are obviously very angry with me, and I If I didn't tell you, how would you know that I'm a little sister..."

Song Langsheng took a look, "Why didn't you tell me? I've been hiding it from me for so many years, and I'm naturally very angry."

Walking in the snow for too long, my tongue was so cold that I couldn't use it very well, "I didn't mean to hide from you..." Seeing his smile seemed to add a bit of sadness, "When you... get angry If you never laugh, even if it is a dream, you must learn to be more real..."

Song Langsheng stopped again after hearing this, he put me down carefully, let my feet step on his shoes, wrapped me in his arms with one hand, and gently stroked me with the other hand "If it's a dream, can it fulfill my will?"

I froze for a while. Before I could answer his words, he bowed his head and kissed my lips gently.

My mind is blank, and I can't get back some sanity, "You..."

With a chuckle, the warm lips were covered again, with a hint of coolness, rushing to the heart in circles.

The lips and the lips were tossing and rubbing, at first it was a soft kiss, and then gradually deepened, I couldn't tell whether it was gentle or wanton, a flame spread around my body, almost swallowed, but I was reluctant to put it He pushes away.

I can't tell if it's a dream or reality, my lips and heart are kissed hot, I feel his tongue swirl flexibly on my palate, conveying each other's warmth numbly , separation and reunion, irresistible, irreplaceable.

I don't know how long it took, the long kiss gradually stopped, and when the lips parted, he asked in a low voice: "So, is it true?"

My thoughts melted into a mush, "I..."

He gently rubbed the tip of his nose against my cheek, "Or...the princess often has such dreams?"

I just feel like my whole being is ignited by this rubbing, "...you often have this kind of dream!"

"I've done more than that with the princess in my dreams..."

What does it mean to do with me...my face is on fire, "You, you—"

Seeing that I was embarrassed, Song Langsheng was snickering and thinking of something back to me. When he saw the dagger in my hand, the smile on his lips was suffocated. I followed his gaze and fixed it. He felt the hands around his waist tighten, and when he looked up again, he saw that his pale face was covered with hoarfrost, "A-Tang..."

I know what he's going to say. He tried so hard to send back the antidote. Naturally, it's only after I take it to feel at ease, but... I shook my head, "I know, where did you get this medicine , What will happen after taking it, these Xiuzhu have all told me, Song Langsheng, I have a lot of things I want to ask you, a lot of things I want to tell you, I can't just put all these two years in such a vague way. Forgot all about it, do you understand?"

The fluffy snow slowly fell on his head, and the snow began to fall again. I heard him sigh softly. The next moment, I felt his body rise again, and he hugged me again. "It's getting dark, now, let's find a place to stay."

I was held by Song Langsheng all the way. I didn't know how long I walked, and before the snow got worse, I finally found a cave in the mountainside.

The cave is quiet and tactful. It is indeed the only place to hide from the snow on this mountain. Song Langsheng let me sit down and rest. It only took me a while to go out. I don't know where to find dry wood and branches, and hug me after lighting a fire. I sat down by the fire, saw my bare feet sticking out of the fox fur, I stretched out my hand to cover it, and with the warmth of my palm, I regained consciousness little by little, I stared at him blankly, as if in my heart The cold was so warmed up by him that I suddenly felt that it was not so important to have a lot of confusion. This moment was such a good time. With him by my side, why should I worry too much.

Song Langsheng saw that I was gradually recovering a little temperature, so he let go of his hand, lifted the corner of the fox fur, and the whole person also got in. I thought that in the middle of the winter we would be like this in the princess mansion, just like They hid in my quilt, hugged me tightly, covered the quilt, and used each other's body heat to warm each other. But now our former dormitory has disappeared, and my heart is inevitably sour. After a while, I heard him say, "Do you want to ask first, or shall I speak first?"

I looked up at him, and the flames flickered in his eyes, "When did you know that I was...that little sister back then?"

He looked at me and said, "Yesterday, when I took you out of the carriage."

At that time?

"I didn't say anything on the carriage..." I was at a loss, "Why did you find out at that moment? Besides, the honey was still lying beside you at that time..."

Seeing me so surprised, he smiled lightly, "I knew she wasn't the little sister she used to be when she first appeared in the Princess Mansion from the beginning of collecting honey." He held my hand, "You can I still remember, that day she appeared in vain, I asked her why she came here, how did she answer?"

I tried my best to recall, "She... seems to be saying that she can't find her big brother, ahem, that's you, and I was afraid that her disappearance would make me worry, so I came to the Princess Mansion. ... right?"

Song Langsheng hummed, "Then do you remember, back then... that little girl who always likes to sneak out of Yulong Villa to meet me privately always likes to pretend to be someone's palace maid?"

I glared at him, what does it mean to like a private meeting, "At that time, I was worried that you would see Ni Tuan, so I told you that I was the first emperor's brother... serving the palace maid..." At this point, I suddenly realized , "So..."

"So," Song Langsheng continued my words, "since she is the servant of the former crown prince's servant in the East Palace, you shouldn't go to the princess' mansion to search for the deceased. Suspicion came out to test, and she prepared for her to be entangled, but she was pretending, you let her stay and she stayed..." His fingertips swiped on my palm, "That little boy who knew and fell in love with me. Sister, how high is your heart, if you see me change your mind and leave without saying a word, how can you succumb to living in the princess mansion for a long time?"

I have mixed feelings in my heart, no wonder Song Langsheng's attitude towards "little sister" was so decisive at that time, and I was still unhappy about it. Thinking about it this time, I was extremely ignorant. I slowly asked: "You have seen through it. Why don't she tell me?"

"The appearance of honey-picking made me wonder if there was another mastermind or plan for the escape back then. I don't want you to participate in it. According to your temperament, if you know it, you will never let it go, but it is very likely Stepping into a trap set by others..."

Hearing this, I avoided his eyes with a guilty conscience. If I let him know that I did act arbitrarily and was led by Feng Li by the nose, would he be more annoyed at me? Thinking back to yesterday, thinking of how desperate he looked when he saw "me" buried in the sand, I asked embarrassingly, "So... are you still angry with me at this moment? Calling my name but not you..."

Song Langsheng said: "Naturally I am very angry."

I already felt guilty in my heart, seeing that he didn't comfort me, and thinking of the heartless words he said to me when he was in the princess' mansion, I couldn't help but say: "But you already knew that honey picking was fake, but yesterday Why do you want to be so cruel to me, and say things like 'kindness and justice' to me..."

"I didn't believe her at first, but you're fine, nothing to say. Seven years ago, you have been deliberately approaching me, investigating me, and sending thousands of troops to kill my father and my mother, and to gather honey." At that time, I was already in a mess, and I haven't figured out what happened to He Pingzhao's honey collection, but you came to add fuel to the fire to confuse the public..."

I said: "All I said were angry words..."

He squinted: "What I said was also angry."

I stared at him unhappily, "You still say I'm a snake-hearted!"

"Who called me a scoundrel?"

Me: "..."

Seeing that I was about to cry, he reached out and ruffled my hair, "However, seeing you safe and sound by my side, what could be more important than that?"

"It's my fault," I wiped my tears with the back of my hand, "I know I shouldn't talk to you like that, and I shouldn't fall into other people's traps, but when you said that, I was really heartbroken. , so..."

Song Langsheng said softly: "You are not ignorant of the situation at the time. If I stay at the mercy of others and don't turn against you, how can I force you to escape?"

I asked, "You did it on purpose?"

"Although I'm very angry with you, I won't jump to conclusions without knowing the truth." Song Langsheng's brows relaxed slightly, "I just wanted to take you away, and there's only the two of us here. I'll talk to you in detail at the place where you live." He paused for a while, "Actually, I've been with the princess for so many years. It's not that I've never thought about the possibility that you are a little girl, but... two years ago, on the top of Lingshan, you What I have said with Nie Ran is what I have heard, no matter what I think..."

I hurriedly interrupted: "At that time, I didn't say what I said to him, I was..."

"You told me." Song Langsheng smiled confidently, "The person you met on the mountain that day was me, not him. Is that right?"

I pursed my lips and tried my best to suppress the choked sobs that almost broke my throat, "But yesterday you were on the carriage...how did you figure it out?"

The fire crackled, Song Langsheng stretched out a hand to add some firewood, "Just after jumping out of the car, we rolled into the grass, you thought I was in trouble, I saw you look scared , you are so afraid of losing me, at that moment, I realized that I was wrong, that my Princess Xiangyi cares about me so much, how could she ruthlessly set up ambush and kill me?"

I looked at him blankly, he looked at me quietly, and said, "Whether it's a trap set by the crown prince, or Feng Li's calculations, no matter how conclusive the 'evidence' of collecting honey is, or What other people say, as long as I believe in the princess, as long as I understand your heart, how difficult is it to see through those conspiracies?"

I never thought that Song Langsheng's answer to me would be like this.

He was silent for a moment, then said: "Because I believe in you, then it means that the person who did these things must be someone else; Honey gathering can count the letter from that year to me at the right time, I'm afraid you I haven't even seen it, and she didn't forget to tell me that you met me in her name, but it wasn't a guilty conscience? Thinking of this, what reason do I have for not knowing who is who? My little girl?"

Even through all kinds of hardships, I still remember it deeply.

It was still snowing heavily outside the cave. When I closed my eyes, I felt the warmth and warmth I had never felt before. Seeing that I had not spoken for a long time, Song Langsheng tilted his head and looked at me: "I said so much, you I haven't answered my question yet. Why have you never mentioned to me for so many years that you were the little girl back then?"

I leaned against his shoulder and told him the whole story.

When I was thirteen years old, I waited hard under the maple leaf tree, I longed for Sauvignon Blanc for many years after missing an appointment, and the amazing reunion at the banquet, and... that year, when the father and the emperor gave him the marriage, he was righteous and righteous. Said that he had already married his dead wife and vowed not to marry for the rest of his life.

Thousands of times, the sun lives in the moon, and it turns out that it was only because I was cowardly that we misunderstood so many times and missed so many years in vain.

When Song Langsheng heard my story about the appearance of honey picking, and I was afraid to confess the truth because of the sudden letter, he was so angry that he wanted to crush me to death.

I can't lower my head any further: "...Many girls in this world react like this when they encounter such a situation... After all, if you see that letter, if I can't explain the misunderstanding, then What should I do..."

Song Langsheng clasped my head with his knuckles, "To put it bluntly, you don't believe me?"

I tugged at his sleeve, "Song Langsheng..."

He turned his head away, "Humph."

I shook his arm, "The concubine..."

He said in a muffled voice, "The princess doesn't believe me? Why doesn't she ask me what happened two years ago? Why did I have a secret meeting with the remnants of the previous dynasty? Why did I collude with Marquis Xiayang? Why are you in the company of Fengli?"

He said this, but I suddenly thought of another thing, "There is something, you must tell me the truth and never lie to me again." I poured the antidote hidden in the dagger on the Palm, "Xiu Zhu said that you made a deal with Nie Guang in order to get the antidote. What was the deal?"

He frowned slightly, but when I saw that he didn't answer, my heart tensed, "Have you agreed to anything he didn't want to agree to? Did he want you to be a scapegoat? Shouldn't he give you any poison? right?"

Song Lang naturally squeezed my cheeks, "Princess's imagination really goes a long way..."

I looked at him and said, "Don't judge him."

"Do I look like I'm that easy to be controlled by others?" Song Langsheng's eyes narrowed slightly, "No, please relax."

"Then... how could Nie Guang..."

"I just told him the secret family names of the previous royal family." Song Langsheng smiled calmly, "I know, that is the key to unlocking the secret treasure, although Nie Guang and Feng Li have both met in the past two years. I've been knocking on the side, and I've always pretended not to know... Now, I'm afraid that Nie Guang can't think that Feng Li was one step ahead of him, and found a way to open the stone gate from you..."

I was stunned, and my doubts were even greater, "You already knew about the existence of the former secret place? How did you know? Your father... clearly didn't tell you about the secret place, so he did it. If you are killed by Feng Li, the Wu family will be destroyed... Or do you know the identity of the emperor's heir from the previous dynasty?"

Song Langsheng hesitated before saying, "Princess...do you really want to know the truth?"

"Yes," I said.

"A Tang." Song Langsheng looked at me deeply for a moment, then looked at me, "Tell me that the secret existence of the previous dynasty was not someone else, but the emperor."

I was shocked.

"Tell me my father, Jun Jinzhi, belonged to King Rui of the previous dynasty, and is also the current emperor."

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I stared at him dumbfounded, not knowing what expression to make, Song Langsheng blinked extremely slowly, "Just over two years ago, not long after I brought the princess back to the capital from Chenjiacun, then the emperor The serious illness was not healed, and one day he called me into the imperial study alone. He told me that the prince had told him that my father was Jun Jinzhi in the treason case. The emperor asked, 'What do you have to say about this? Can you say?'"

Song Langsheng at that time had already expected this day to come, and he knew even more that his father and emperor would not let him die, and the only person who could not let go was me, so he said: "My minister, no It can be said that I just ask the emperor not to take anger on the princess, the princess has no knowledge of the past of the minister, if the emperor can execute the minister in private, that would be even better."

The father was silent for a long time, and then slowly asked: "Song Langsheng, do you know who Jun Jinzhi is?"

Song Langsheng raised his head suspiciously.

The father told him that Jun Jinzhi was the famous King Rui in the previous dynasty. Seeing Song Langsheng's disbelief, his father indifferently asked him to open several boxes of old things from the previous dynasty, including many of King Rui's antique calligraphy and paintings, which were originally the spoils of war that his father occupied the palace when he seized the country.

How could Song Langsheng not recognize his father's handwriting?

The father said that when the prince told him, he was not surprised at all. Do you know why? Because, he has long known who his precious princess is marrying.

Song Langsheng asked his father and emperor: "How can the emperor know so clearly about these things even the ministers themselves don't know?"

The emperor asked Song Langsheng to open the last box. The box is full of pictures.

Song Langsheng unfolds the picture scroll, and each picture is of one person, it is his mother.

He looked at his father in disbelief, and there was a bit of bitterness in his eyes, "Your mother's real name is Wen Chu, a native of Cai County, Huainan, and she is my...young wife who never came before." /

Father, tell a story.

The boy and girl in the story are playmates of childhood sweethearts. The girl is the most beautiful girl in the town. There are many men who fall in love with her, but she only loves the boy. It's just good luck to trick people. When the girl passed the age of 笄, the most powerful king of the dynasty, Rui Wang, passed through Huainan and fell in love with her, and forced her.

The girl lost her virginity, she was in pain, and she no longer had the face to face the boy. She wanted to die, but after she found out that she was pregnant with King Rui's flesh and blood, she decided to give birth to a baby.

The young man knew everything, and he didn't want the woman he loved to give birth to someone else's child. He quietly put an abortion pill in her meal. Unexpectedly, the medicine not only caused her to lose the child in her womb, the doctor Said that she will not be able to have children of her own in this life.

The love that belongs to them has come to an end because of this.

Later, the young man was drafted into the army, left Cai County, and returned to his hometown after many years. I heard that shortly after he left, King Rui returned and took her out of Cai County.

Since then, times have changed, and he has conquered this land and ascended the throne as emperor, never seeing the girl again.

Only every night I dream back in the middle of the night, the heartache is unbearable, and I put my thoughts in the painting.

Until one day, he paid a private visit and reunited with her in a small teahouse in the capital.

He couldn't help but be overjoyed and wanted to tell his love for years, only to find that she and her husband raised their eyebrows and even had a son.

As a romantic person like King Rui in the previous dynasty, he was willing to give up everything for that girl, but now that the dynasty has changed, she is still guarding him, and that love has long been shaken by outsiders.

After he returned to the palace, he sent personnel to investigate them, not only to find out the identity of Jun Jinzhi, but also to learn that the boy was not their own, but a sickly abandoned baby picked up on a snowy night many years ago.

The abandoned baby who was raised as his own flesh and blood was Song Langsheng.

After listening to his father's memory, Song Langsheng sat quietly beside the portrait again, speechless for a long time.

The royal father sighed and said, "This is also the reason why I didn't send people to kill you when your family fled the capital. I...after all, I owe your mother too much."

Song Langsheng closed the scroll and asked, "It wasn't the emperor who sent people to hunt down my parents back then?"

Royal father said: "If I want to kill, I will kill, why should I send someone to assassinate after returning to the mountain?"

Song Langsheng's heart is cold and cold. He took great pains to get this position. He originally wanted to reconcile his father's injustice. Now not only did he know his father's identity as the heir of the previous dynasty, but he also realized that he was not his own. The belief he had held for a long time collapsed suddenly. "Since the emperor knew about my background early in the morning, why did he recruit me as an official in the court and betrothed the princess to me?"

The royal father did not answer. He stared at Song Langsheng for a while, and then said, "You are honest, you have been an official for several years, you have done what you did for the court and the people, and I see it all in your eyes."

Of course this would not be the real reason.

The father said again: "In order to protect you, Xiangyi would rather hide it from me, and even marry you at the risk of deceiving the king. In the world, how can there be parents who can't beat their children."

Even if you dote on a princess, as an emperor, how can you easily marry your daughter to someone who has entanglements with the previous dynasty.

What's more, this princess is also responsible for supervising the power of the country.

Seeing his father's remarks, Song Langsheng obviously did not want to talk deeply, "Since the emperor does not want to investigate the background of his subjects, why did he call his subjects into the palace today?"

The royal father was slightly startled.

Song Langsheng learned about his life experience in vain. Not only did he not feel resentment or anger as he imagined, but he was clear and calm. After accepting the facts, he calmly asked about the real intentions of the father and the emperor. This kind of hills and valleys in his chest are very human beings. and.

Royal father slowly stood up, passed Song Langsheng, and said with his hands behind his back: "I really wanted you and Xiangyi to stay together, but if it wasn't for the oil and the lamp, I really didn't want to see you. Xiangyi is very sad."

“Nowadays, court officials are in power, loyal and treacherous in the army are indistinguishable, the Marquis of Xiayang is very ambitious outside, and the rest of the party in the previous dynasty is even more eye-catching, even some of my brothers are waiting for me to fall, and then wait for the opportunity to move.” The royal father sighed, "Prince is young enough to deal with this mess."

Royal father turned his head slowly, Twilight reflected on his pale hair, "I...need your strength."

Song Langsheng said quietly: "I'm just a mere minister of Dali Temple, I'm afraid I can't share the emperor's worries."

"Perhaps other people can't, but you can." The father said: "You are the only emperor in the eyes of the rest of the previous dynasty. As long as you find the secret place that King Rui left for you, you will be able to respond with a thousand responses and bring the greatest All the hidden dangers are wiped out.”

Song Langsheng's heart froze, his father's intention could not be more obvious. If he became the leader of the rebel army, he would know who the rebel party was lurking in the court, so as to lead the snake out of the hole and seek victory in danger.

Song Langsheng said without hesitation: "Even if the minister is not his own, my father has treated me like a parent and son for many years, and the kindness of parenting cannot be repaid, let alone using it, it is an injustice to trap my father. Difficult to obey.”

Royal father said: "Can't you just watch the treacherous officials and thieves set off a **** storm, let the people who live comfortably get caught in the war, and let Xiangyi be in danger in order to protect my country?"

Song Langsheng said: "If there is such a day, all the minister can do is to take the princess away and fly high. As for the rest, the minister is a mediocre person, unable to return to the sky."

"What a powerless man, you know that you--" The royal father's voice stopped, but he was so angry that he couldn't even stand up straight. Song Langsheng hurriedly stood up to support him, and called someone to summon the imperial doctor. At this time, the royal father gasped and said, "I thought that your heart was with the common people, and you would never abandon the public for personal reasons, and sacrifice the righteousness for the sake of trivial matters. Now, it seems that I... is wrong."

My father's words not only shocked Song Langsheng at that time, but also made me speechless for a long time after hearing the truth.

I never knew my father's ideological awareness was so high, and I didn't know that his expectations for Song Langsheng were so great.

I said: "My father will never give up on this. If it can't be used by him, according to his skill, he probably won't be able to keep you... So, is this why you neglected me in the future?"

Song Langsheng's eyes flashed slightly, and he said, "If you knew everything, you would definitely try to save me. I really don't want to hurt you again."

I remembered that cold rainy night, when the royal father somehow punished him to kneel in front of the imperial palace. I wanted to accompany him, but he said indifferently and distantly: "Those words were always said by the princess, I didn't." /

At that time, what kind of mood did he have to reject my love?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help hugging Song Langsheng tightly. He saw me being so sticky, but he smiled slightly, "It's all over, isn't I here now?"

"Um..." I whispered: "Just later, why did you..."

"Later, Nie Guang learned out of nowhere that I was Jun Jin's son, and found me, and said some generous words with me, huh... Maybe the emperor was right, the so-called restoration of the former dynasty, this It's the lie that Nie Guang wove to achieve his ambition," Song Langsheng said slowly, "But no matter what is true or false, I have no way out."

There is no way out.

Even if he insists to the end, the father will kill him, and announce that the blood of the previous emperor's heir has been cut off, and Nie Guang's name of restoring the old master will be eliminated.

If the imperial concubine were executed in this name, even I would be implicated in losing power, and could not even save my life.

Song Langsheng said: "If this conspiracy cannot be stopped, how can the world be at peace."

My eyes never left him. "Two years ago on the top of Lingshan Mountain, you pretended to prescribe medicine to win the trust of Nie Guang?"

"Hmm."

I felt a little uneasy in my heart, "But now you are looking for an antidote to save my life. Nie Guang knows that you still care about my life and death, so why would you believe in you again? If things fail..."

If things fail, they can only be eliminated as chaotic officials and thieves.

Song Langsheng smiled, "You don't believe me again? The meticulous subordinates for the past two years are fighting for this. I have the confidence to win."

I looked at him fixedly, his smile was still the same, his eyes were quiet and soft, as if he really had a plan.

I closed my eyes, "But I still don't understand why the royal father didn't tell the crown prince about the whole plan and let you fight alone..."

"Of course he has his own considerations."

I panicked, "Yes, but he has been in a coma. If the prince keeps misunderstanding, if..."

A light kiss blocked my words to my lips.

I slowly opened my eyes, and the tenderness in my close pupils melted with a trace of tiredness. He smiled and said, "Even if there is, with you by my side, what would I be afraid of?"

To me, he is just such a person.

A person who speaks softly to me can't be ruthless, a person who smiles at me and can't take my eyes off.

In an instant, all my thoughts turned into peace of mind. What was the feeling in my chest, what was there to be afraid of when he was there?

I shook the pill in my fingertips, "You just don't want to talk to me, you have to take the antidote to feel at ease."

Song Langsheng shook his head repeatedly, holding his forehead: "After you take the antidote, you will still forget what I just said. Don't I have to repeat it? It's really troublesome."

I glanced at him angrily, but my heart was filled with joy and sorrow, "Are you really going to tell me everything that happened in the past two years?"

Song Langsheng sighed helplessly, as if he felt that it would be a dark matter to tell right and wrong for two years with just one mouth, "I will try my best." After a pause, "Oh, but, about Xu Fangzhi I won't say anything about it."

I was startled, "Why?"

Song Langsheng showed a smile, with a bit of slyness, "I was quite concerned about the person you used to love other than me, so it's just right, you forget him completely, from now on, no matter the past or the future, your eyes There is only one person in my heart.”

I was dissatisfied: "Hey, how can you do this..."

Song Langsheng smiled slowly, "Because, so do I."

I stared at him blankly.

"In those days, I promised that little girl to marry her as my daughter-in-law, but I failed to fulfill my promise. Later, I fell in love with the mighty Princess Xiangyi, not only because of my migration Love, and even more ashamed for not being able to treat her wholeheartedly.”

My heart is full of swells. I will definitely look at the gentle luster in his eyes and hear him say: "A Tang, you are that little girl, it's so nice."

"Little girl. It's so nice of you to be Her Royal Highness."

I raised my head and kissed his brow lightly, "Me too. Big brother. Also, the concubine."

We have been able to work together to this day and live up to our promises.

That's great.

I took the antidote in relief. Seeing that Song Langsheng finally breathed a sigh of relief, I couldn't help but ask, "How long will it take for me to lose my memory after taking this antidote?"

Song Langsheng narrowed his eyes and said, "You will feel tired within an hour. After sleeping, you will wake up and everything will be back to normal."

I smiled, "Then I woke up and returned to eighteen years later?"

Song Langsheng snorted, "mentally yes, but not physically."

I tapped him on the head, "No, if I forget everything, maybe you will fool me, then I will be fooled by you, what should I do?"

He laughed loudly, "How about you?"

After saying that, I got up and looked around. In the end, despite his resistance, I took off his outer clothes and wrote on the cloth with charcoal sticks: The consort is the person who likes the princess the most in the world.

Song Langsheng leaned his head over and glanced at it, "It's written backwards."

I ignored him and continued to doodle: From now on, this princess will never distrust her concubine again, and this love will never change.

After I finished writing, I drew a special little flower. It was my own painting method, and it was my own Tanghua.

I put on his clothes with a smile and said, "With this, you don't have to worry about what happened if I wake up and misunderstand your situation."

Song Langsheng's smile remained the same, he rubbed my hair, "Okay, it's up to you."

That was the happiest night I've had in years.

Outside the cave, there is snow in the sky, and the inside of the cave is full of fire.

I cuddled in his arms, until the tiredness hit me and I closed my eyes, I could still feel him beside me, stroking my back softly.

I suddenly felt so reluctant, I just wanted to look at his laughing eyes more in my heart, maybe that way, I can remember this love with no regrets.

So, even though my mind has gradually sunk into the whirlpool, with such a heart, I can open my eyes again with awareness.

Then, I saw him a few steps away from me, and slowly took off the coat with writing on it and threw it into the fire.

The light of the fire reflected on his face, it was a sad and decisive color.

When he turned his head, he just met my eyes, but he was shocked, "Ah, A-Tang..."

I looked at him in disbelief, and all of a sudden my heart seemed to be cut by many thin knives, "Why..."

Song Langsheng quickly approached me, as if using all his strength to shake and hug me, "A Tang...I'm sorry..."

Why?

Why I can't see what he's been trying to hide with his smile.

Why?

Why did I fail to reflect on so many inconsistencies in his conversations with the Emperor.

Why?

Why didn't I figure it out until this moment when I couldn't open my eyes any more and I was about to forget everything.

——(End of this chapter)