The Epic Revenge Chapter 1012: softhearted
Chapter 1012 Softhearted
Si Xingpei has always loved and tolerant of Gu Qingzhou.
But at this moment, he just wanted to get angry.
His heart is half filled with his ideals and half filled with Gu Qingzhou. He treats other people and things with cold blood and cruelty.
He knew it, he just didn't care.
The last time I went back to Nanjing, the commander-in-chief happened to have a weekend. Maybe it was because he was too busy.
The Overseer is really old, with a half-grey beard and a nightgown that makes him look bloated than usual.
It looks like a poor and despairing worm.
After the death of Simu and Fangfei, the chief inspector's health was not as good as before, and his mental state was also not good.
Si Xingpei's mother has been dead for many years. Those hatreds deeper than the sea seem to be just obsessions in the heart. When this obsession was answered, he seemed to feel relieved.
If the Warden was still so powerful, he might torture him to death.
However, the commander-in-chief is old, haggard, and weak, and Si Xingpei's heart is not happy.
He's a little overwhelmed.
Si Xingpei always thinks of his father's gray hair and Fang Fei who died in Pingcheng, and his heart is always unspeakably sour.
The reason why he's angry is that he's soft-hearted - a soft heart that would fail his mother and cause her to die in vain.
But he thought again that his mother committed suicide, and he couldn't figure it out for a while.
Thinking like this makes me feel even more unfilial.
However, filial piety can also be given to the father...
Si Xingpei has always been reluctant to recall all kinds of Nanjing, because these will make him painful. Si Xingpei never had the emotion of thinking for others.
He didn't know what to do, so he lost his temper.
Si Xingpei hoped that Gu Qingzhou would persuade him, but he was afraid that Gu Qingzhou would really open his mouth to persuade him, but Gu Qingzhou was so well-behaved and keen, she was silent as expected-this also made Si Xingpei angry.
In short, he was in a bad mood. Even his most beloved Gu Qingzhou somehow wanted her to show some courage and say a word or two of the truth.
He buried his head and face in Gu Qingzhou's hair, put his face against her ear, and gently kissed her ear.
"Qingzhou, what do you think?" he asked again.
Gu Qingzhou didn't understand the complicated thoughts in Si Xingpei's heart at that time.
She didn't speak.
Waking up early the next day, when Gu Qingzhou got up and went downstairs, he walked to the door of Si Xingpei's study and heard the adjutant asking him, "Master, go to Nanjing first, or go back to Pingcheng first?"
Si Xingpei said: "Back to Pingcheng."
The adjutant said: "Master, you can go to Nanjing first. There are still a few documents to be signed by the government, and just bring it back to Pingcheng."
Si Xingpei suddenly got angry: "Go back to Pingcheng first, let's make arrangements!"
The adjutant was silent, saluting yes.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhou was enlightened and understood that he was different last night.
He doesn't want to go back to Nanjing.
He didn't try or joke, he really wanted to let the governor and Cai Jingshu go, but he felt sorry for his mother by doing so, so he hesitated.
Gu Qingzhou always feels that this is a taboo and doesn't want to talk about it.
At this moment, she understood Si Xingpei's mood and walked into the study.
"Let's go down to eat, breakfast is ready." Si Xingpei said to Gu Qingzhou casually, and then went to sort out the documents again, not paying much attention to her.
Gu Qingzhou walked behind him.
She wraps her arms around him.
Her cheeks were against his back. The nylon uniform was a little stiff and cold. Gu Qingzhou had a cold fight.
With such an intimate hug, all Si Xingpei's anger disappeared, and he pulled her to him.
Holding up her waist and sitting her on the desk, Si Xingpei lowered his head and kissed her lips.
Gu Qingzhou said: "Si Xingpei, let go of the Overseer? At fifty, Ai knows Tianming. He is over fifty years old and can call himself an 'old man'.
When you reach the age group of 'old people', you cross all kinds of boundaries. Mistakes made in the past should also be forgiven, right? "
She raised her eyes and looked at Si Xingpei.
Sure enough, there was no anger in Si Xingpei's eyes, but a stream of light flashing, a kind of relief.
He quickly reined in the ease.
Gu Qingzhou said again: "The Overseer has always been very supportive of me. If it wasn't for his help, I would not have been able to gain a foothold in the Gu Mansion. If it wasn't for the Overseer, how would I be qualified to fight with the Gu family?"
She only said Warden.
Gu Qingzhou is very clear that the person Si Xingpei wants to forgive is only the commander-in-chief.
It's not that he thinks the Commander's guilt is shallow, but that the Commander is his biological father.
Father, there is always a special meaning, and this father is not bad enough.
Gu Qingzhou also thought of Simu and Fangfei.
It was two living beings, another continuation of the life of the Warden.
But these two lives are gone, it seems to cut off another meaning of the existence of the commander. He had a very difficult life.
"It's not good for us." Si Xingpei said slowly.
Gu Qingzhou is unknown.
Si Xingpei said: "Good intentions will only bring endless trouble..."
Gu Qingzhou put his face on his cheek.
Si Xingpei said: "Qingzhou, I hope I can accumulate some virtue."
When he said this, he thought his words were ridiculous, and said, "A warlord like us, who wants to say that Jade is deceiving himself."
Incoherent is the refusal to admit that he is soft-hearted.
Emotions are like this. Once you relax, you can't stop them.
Si Xingpei has softened his heart.
"We will all change. What we want may not be right. But since we want it, do it." Gu Qingzhou said, "You used to be like this."
Let go of the commander-in-chief, it may not be right for Si Xingpei, who bears his mother's hatred, but if he wants to forgive, it is understandable.
Gu Qingzhou remembered a long love between children: a very important person has already lost one, do you want to lose another because of the loss of that one?
Si Xingpei seemed to think so at this moment.
He held Gu Qingzhou, and what floated in his heart was Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse.
He also does miss things.
Although Gu Qingzhou's master and wet nurse were members of the royalist party, they raised her. At that time, he acted resolutely and did not consider Gu Qingzhou's feelings.
He did something wrong, and Gu Qingzhou also forgave him.
"When I got married, I told myself in my heart that I would be a good person in the future." Si Xingpei whispered in Gu Qingzhou's ear, "If you are a good person, God will treat my family well. "
So, he made a decision.
The Governor and Cai Jingshu, let them live in their sins.
Si Xingpei won't kill them.
As for those sins, even panic, whether it will kill them, Si Xingpei doesn't think about it, he doesn't plan to do it.
This is his greatest mercy.
He raised his head and said to Gu Qingzhou: "When you finish this matter, let's go back to Pingcheng together. I want to take you to give mum incense.
I want to tell Mommy that this matter is over, and we will all live peacefully in the future. Please bless you for a safe and smooth life. "