I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 51:

&nb"Dude, if you don't get in the car, please help me to close the door," the taxi driver said. "Just leave some heating for me."

&nbYuan Wu finally recovered, got into the car, and reported his home address.

&nbAir tickets?

&nbWhere do I go to study?

&nbA chef, do you need to buy a plane ticket for a repair?

&nbGo to New Oriental?

&nb Yuan Wu's cell phone was in his hand, and he tossed it from time to time, turning it around between his fingers from time to time.

&nb When he got home and got out of the car, he didn't call again to ask Lin Chengbu if he was going to New Oriental. He threw the phone back in his pocket and went upstairs.

&nbWhen the door was halfway open, he suddenly froze again.

&nb Wouldn't it be going abroad?

&nb After thinking about it, he continued to unscrew the door lock. As a Chinese cook, New Oriental is still the first choice for further education.

&nb I don't know what's wrong, Yuan Wu seems to have an obsessive-compulsive disorder. From answering Lin Chengbu's call to going home to take a shower and change clothes to sleep, he has been thinking about the new Oriental education.

&nb It didn't stop after falling asleep. He had several dreams about Xindongfang, all of which were quite chaotic. His dreams were always chaotic, but there was one episode that was particularly clear.

&nbLin Chengbu had an advertising smile on his face and said earnestly: "If you meet a chef from New Oriental, just marry him."

&nbOh shit.

&nbYuan Wu let Lin Chengbu's smirk wake him up, check the time, it was noon.

&nbMy head is a little stuffy, I don't know if it's because I had too many dreams and didn't sleep well all night.

&nb I have nothing to do today. Yuan Wu is now practicing calligraphy at home when he is not going out. The method that Dr. Liang gave him in the past was not for meditation or something, but to study or do something that requires concentration. Attention can be diverted from something that is unnecessary to think over and over again.

&nbHe got used to it over time.

&nb In fact, there are quite a lot of choices, calligraphy, painting, embroidery and even playing games are all fine, but he chose to practice calligraphy, because the writing is too ugly, sometimes he writes something on the calendar and sees it again the next day At that time, I wanted to tear up this month.

&nbWrite something... Yuan Wu spread out the paper, holding a writing brush.

&nbNew, East, Fang.

&nbThen threw the laugh on the table.

&nb He didn't know what happened to him. In fact, as long as he made a phone call and asked where Lin Chengbu went to study, he could break the barrier of New Oriental and jump out.

&nb But he has never contacted Lin Chengbu since yesterday.

&nb I don't know why they didn't contact him.

&nbJust a phone call.

&nbHe seems to be used to the rhythm of waiting for Lin Chengbu to call him?

&nbBut Lin Chengbu went to work today, so he should be busy...

&nbYuan Wu turned on the TV, picked a random station that wasn't an advertisement, picked up the brush and continued to write on the paper.

&nbNew Oriental.

&nbGood Chef.

&nbFather.

&nbThe Lord.

&nbSince you can't get out of this vicious circle, feel free to write down.

&nbLinLinLinLinLinLin

&nb city city city city city city

&nbstep by step

&nb "Master! I can't climb up so high!" said a stout voice on the TV.

&nbYuan Wu glanced at the TV, a young man with the same sturdy appearance and voice looked at a tree that was not very tall and had several branches along the way.

&nbIf you can't climb up, who will believe it, the big head will soon be able to climb up.

&nb"You have to believe in yourself!" said an old man, "this is your test!"

&nbTest?

&nbAnd such a mentally retarded test?

&nb...the test?

&nbYuan Wu put down his pen.

&nb It seemed that he suddenly understood why he hadn't called Lin Chengbu and asked him about going to study.

&nbHe didn't believe it at all.

&nbA chef, the signature chef in the store, doing a good job, the boss has to rush out to study?

&nbIt's hard to believe.

&nb Or go to a place where you need to buy a plane ticket and fly there.

&nbYes.

&nbYuan Wu picked up the cup and took a sip of tea.

&nbHeavenly Father suddenly has a heart, it's amazing.

&nb After discovering this, Yuan Wu wanted to laugh a little, so he stood by the window with the cup in his hand, and after looking out for a while, he felt that he couldn't laugh much.

&nbMaybe Lin Chengbu was trying to impress him?

&nbBut he... didn't feel anything.

&nb I don't know why I don't believe it at all, or because I really don't feel it.

&nbHe was suddenly a little afraid of his state, and stared at the chair that Lin Chengbuxiao always sat on for a long time without moving.

&nb "This is the key to my house, this is the key to the car," Lin Chengbu put the key on Jiang Chengyu's table, "if you have time, go and check for me, if there are thieves in or not, just water the flowers by the way. , I have two pots of cycads on my balcony..."

&nb"Should I go?" Jiang Chengyu looked at him, "Why not let Xiaowu go?"

&nb"I thought about giving him the key," Lin Chengbu frowned, "but I'm afraid he thinks I'm deliberately using this to irritate him."

&nb"Aren't you?" Jiang Chengyu smiled.

&nb "It's not really, this time, if I don't go, I'll go to another kid. I'm not very good at dealing with him. I don't want him to come back and get mad at me." Lin Chengbu frowned, "This Well, even if it has something to do with Yuan Wu, it's because I really don't want him to be so accommodating to me. He also told me that he likes it very much. Is it unfair that I keep talking about him and forcibly fall in love? ?"

&nb "What if he just doesn't know how he feels?" Jiang Chengyu said.

&nb "That's just enough distance to let him think about it," Lin Chengbu took a sip of beer, "and I asked Dr. Liang, there is no problem with his current state, and Dr. Liang said don't deliberately correct it. He has a special performance, which will make him habitually feel that he is not normal. I can only understand this point. Anyway, when Dr. Liang talks, I always feel confused..."

&nb "It can probably be understood like this, Yuan Wu feels that he doesn't understand feelings, but he feels that it is a kind of psychological inertia," Jiang Chengyu said, "When faced with new emotional experiences, he will choose to escape, the reason is 'this kind of feeling' I don't have '."

&nb "I can't think of it so profoundly," Lin Chengbu said, "Actually, I just think that if he really just 'likes' me a lot, and because he doesn't want to disappoint me, he always follows me, and it's been a long time. It's not fair to say whether he will have an idea or not."

&nb"It's not fair to you either." Jiang Chengyu said.

&nb "Is it for me?" Lin Chengbu smiled, "Maybe, I can't tell, I just sometimes... I really want to see... see... in him... how do I say it? , to love someone there will be a desire, to the other person will..."

&nb"Are you eager to go to bed?" Jiang Chengyu raised his eyebrows.

&nb "That's you," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue and looked at the wound on his brow, which was not yet healed, "it's just a desire, I can't tell, anyway, there's something about going to bed, but Not at the top."

&nb"I understand what you mean," Jiang Chengyu laughed, "I love each other, it's all mutual, otherwise it's not fair to anyone."

&nb"Also," Lin Chengbu looked at him, "you help me watch Yuanwu, just pay attention..."

&nb"Hey, I know, I know," Jiang Chengyu waved his hand, "I'll tell you what's wrong with him."

&nb"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, "he is supposed to be fine, I just like to worry about it."

&nb "How did he react when you told him about it?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

&nbLin Chengbu was silent for a while: "No reaction at all."

&nb"No reaction at all?" Jiang Chengyu was stunned, "How long have you been going? Where are you going?"

&nb"No, I didn't ask," Lin Chengbu smiled, "Maybe I haven't recovered. I said it quite suddenly."

&nb"You didn't ask after that?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

&nb "...No." Lin Chengbu bit his lip.

&nb"His reflex arc is quite long," Jiang Chengyu sighed, "Am I the only one who takes you to the airport?"

&nb"I'll go by myself, I don't need to send it," Lin Chengbu said, "I'm not going abroad, I want to come back and fly back in two hours."

&nb Yuan Wu heard the phone ringing in his dream, he reached out and touched it for a long time in a daze, then he fell asleep again after swiping it casually.

&nb "Hello? Hello? Yuan Wu?" He didn't open his eyes until he heard a very distant and familiar voice, and took a look at his phone.

&nbLin Chengbu's phone number.

&nb"Huh?" He responded.

&nb"Scared me," Lin Chengbu said, "You haven't gotten up, have you?"

&nb"Well," Yuan Wu looked at the time, it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, "I slept a little longer when I went back to sleep today."

&nb "That... I'm at the airport, and I'll be boarding the plane in a while," Lin Chengbu said, "I'll let you know."

&nb"Airport?" Yuan Wu pricked up his ears and listened, but did not hear the background voice, "Oh, what time is the plane?"

&nb"Two thirty." Lin Chengbu said.

&nb"Well," Yuan Wu replied, "then you... study hard."

&nb"...Okay." Lin Chengbu said.

&nb After hanging up the phone, Yuan Wu sighed that Lin Chengbu's brain was still not very good, and he had to prepare a background sound first to deceive people. There are so many online...

&nbBut thinking so, Yuan Wu still got up and turned on the computer to check the flight.

&nbThere is really a flight at 2:30 to a city that is like spring all year round.

&nbYuan Wu suddenly felt a little inexplicable in his heart. He didn't know whether he was lamenting Lin Cheng's high and low IQ or he found this to be true.

&nbAfter washing up, he ate some bread casually, spread out the paper and began to practice calligraphy.

&nbWhen it was 3:20, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Lin Chengbu's number.

&nbThe phone you dialed is off.

&nbYuan Wu put down his mobile phone and looked at his words like a dog crawling in a trance.

&nbUgly, so ugly.

&nbHe made up his mind that this afternoon, he must write the three words "Xin Dongfang" like one word.

&nbSometimes, when I'm concentrating on one thing, time will pass quickly. When Lin Chengbu called, he was still writing, but it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

&nb"I'm here," Lin Cheng walked, panting a little, "Let me tell you."

&nb"Just arrived?" Yuan Wu sat in front of the computer.

&nb"Yeah, it's late," Lin Chengbu said, "I saw the sign to pick me up...it's embarrassing, and I wrote my name and held it up..."

&nb"Then you go." Yuan Wu said.

&nbAfter Lin Chengbu hung up the phone, he looked at the real-time information displayed on the computer. The flight was delayed by half an hour.

&nbHe frowned, Lin Chengbu really did this to make him a little touched? so meticulous?

&nbHe suddenly got a little irritable.

&nb I was a little irritable for not knowing why.

&nbIs it because Lin Chengbu was too careful about fooling him, or was it because... this might be true?

&nbIn the next week, Lin Chengbu only made two calls. One was that the teacher who took him was very strict like a devil, and the other was that he was tired and didn't have time to rest.

&nb Yuan Wu didn't ask much about this matter. He seemed to be tense, but also to escape. He himself didn't quite understand what he was thinking.

&nbLin Chengbu said that Jiang Chengyu knew about this.

&nbJiang Chengyu sits with him several nights a week. He only needs to ask a question and he will know. Moreover, Jiang Chengyu will not collude with Lin Chengbu in this matter, he will tell the truth.

&nb But he never asked.

&nbWhy not ask?

&nbI don't know.

&nb I just feel uneasy.

&nbIt's a terrible thing to get used to. He's used to not going after it, and he's used to not facing the truth. Dr. Liang clearly said that he must correct his mentality.

&nbHe still occasionally pulls back on key issues.

&nb keeps shrinking.

&nb Shrinking and irritated.

&nb It was very cold tonight. After the Yuan lunch work was done, I couldn't even get a taxi. There were people in the taxis going back and forth on the street, and no one took the order after adding money to the software.

&nbYuan Wu had to go back to Jiang Chengyu's office on the 18th.

&nb"Huh?" Jiang Chengyu just made tea to drink, "I thought you were gone? Do you want tea?"

&nb"Don't drink," Yuan Wu said, "borrow me your car, I won't be able to hit the car."

&nb"Oh," Jiang Chengyu lowered his head and opened the drawer, took out a bunch of car keys and handed it to him, "Let's drive Lin Chengbu's car, it happens to be empty, I've filled up the gas."

&nb Yuan Wu looked at the key and was stunned: "Is his car here with you?"

&nb "Yeah, isn't their downstairs parking in the open air? If they haven't driven for so long, I'm afraid they'll touch it," Jiang Chengyu nodded, "Just park in my original parking space and turn the corner."

&nb Yuan Wu was silent for a long time.

&nbJiang Chengyu walked up to him: "What's wrong?"

&nb"No," Yuan Wu tossed the keys in his hand, turned and walked towards the door of the office, "Then let me drive his car."

&nb"That's right," Jiang Chengyu stopped him, "if you are free...you have nothing to do during the day, do me a favor."

&nb"Huh?" Yuan Wu turned around.

&nb "He asked me to go to his place to see if I had nothing to do and help me water a flower or something. I've been too busy to take care of it," Jiang Chengyu took out another set of keys, "Why don't you help him? Take a look?"

&nb"...Oh." Yuan Wu took the key.

&nb "Let's go when you have free time in the past two days. I haven't been there all the time. It took a while for him to follow me." Jiang Chengyu looked at the calendar, "Let's go last week...how many days?"

&nb"Nine days." Yuan Wu said.

&nbJiang Chengyu turned to look at him: "Ah, nine days."

&nbLin Chengbu's car was parked behind No. 18, but he had to turn a corner, so he never noticed it.

&nb I got into the car, and Yuan Wu didn't drive immediately after the fire started. He sat in the cab for a long time, until he saw Jiang Chengyu walking over, he flashed his headlights and drove the car away. go out.

&nb"Fuck it, it's been so long," Jiang Chengyu dipped his cigarette and shrank his neck, "I thought you couldn't drive anymore."

&nb"Go back," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "frozen you to death."

&nbAfter the car turned out of the small street, Yuan Wu turned on the music, and the familiar singing came out.

&nbLin Chengbu has no particular hobby for listening to music. It's fine if there is any movement, so I put a disc in for several months without changing it.

&nbYuan Wu feels like a conditioned reflex is about to form. As soon as he hears it, he will have the illusion that Lin Chengbu is sitting next to him.

&nbHe didn't drive the car home. At the intersection where the road home and the road for Lin Chengbu's house diverged, he hardly hesitated, and turned the car in the direction of Lin Chengbu's house.

&nbIt feels very familiar.

&nbFamiliar cars, familiar music, familiar roads, and familiar scenery.

&nbThe car drove to the downstairs of Lin Chengbu's house in a familiar atmosphere.

&nbUntil he opened the door of Lin Chengbu's house and turned on the lights, Yuan Wu was finally convinced that Lin Chengbu really left.

&nbA house that hasn't been lived in for a while, even if nothing has changed, even if no dust has fallen, it will be different.

&nbPopularity is a very strange thing, and you can feel it if there is no one in the house for more than three days.

&nb Yuan Wu closed the door, changed his shoes, and walked around the house twice. The two pots of cycads planted on the balcony were still alive. He went over and touched the soil in the flower pot.

&nbWet.

&nbHe clicked.

&nbJiang Chengyu this fox.

&nbYuan Wu sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV.

&nbHe didn't know what he was doing here. Anyway, he came to have a look. There was no problem with it, but he didn't want to leave. He stared at the TV in a daze.

&nbLin Chengbu's house has always been neatly tidy, and everything on the coffee table is well-organized, and the ashtrays have been washed and placed there.

&nbThis is definitely not going to be washed by Jiang Chengyu, it can only be washed by Lin Chengbu himself, before he goes out.

&nb Yuan Wu touched a cigarette, took out the lighter on the coffee table, and lit it. After two puffs, he flicked a little ashes into the ashtray, feeling like this washed ashtray, suddenly empty. Gotta be a little spotless.

&nbLin Chengbu actually went to study, a cook, and a cook who did a good job, went to study, crazy.

&nbYuan Wu was leaning on the sofa, insane.

&nbThere was a small desk calendar under the coffee table. Yuan Wu took it out and took a look. Lin Cheng drew a circle with his pen on the day he walked, and also put several question marks.

&nb Are you hesitating to go?

&nb Yuan Wu turned forward, and there were quite a few circles. He had never noticed this desk calendar under the coffee table before, but now he noticed that all the days he went out with Lin Chengbu, All circles are drawn, and a small mark will be drawn in the grid.

&nb Some are a pot, some are a cup, and some can only be guessed by guessing that it is probably a pizza... The day they went to the movie, they also circled and drew two movie tickets.

&nbYuan Wu smiled, the painter was too bad.

&nb After laughing, he looked at these circles a little dazedly. He didn't expect that he would actually remember what they did in each circle.

&nbYuan Wu took out his mobile phone and turned it up and down.

&nbAfter turning 9981 times, he pressed Lin Chengbu's number.

&nb Listening to the ringing over there for a long time, no one answered the phone, and finally disconnected.

&nbYuan Wu looked at the phone screen, but didn't answer?

&nbHe hesitated to make another call, but after hesitating for 9,981 seconds, the screen turned on and the screen turned on and the screen turned on and off, and then he decided to give up. When he put the phone aside, his finger touched the dial.

&nbHe hurriedly brought the phone over and wanted to hang up, but it suddenly picked up, so he had to clear his throat and put the phone to his ear.

&nb"Hey! Who!" A man's voice came out.

&nb Yuan Wu was stunned when he heard it: "Who are you?"

&nb"Look for Lin Chengbu and call me tomorrow," the man said, "I slept like a dead pig and couldn't wake up."

&nb"...Oh." Yuan Wu responded.

&nb Yuan Wu felt embarrassed for a while after hanging up the phone, and then a little lost.

&nbFor further study, or to study with a special chef in a special hotel, such a high-level action, why don't you live in a single room?

&nbThe person in the same room actually answered Lin Chengbu's phone so smartly... I'm quite impatient.

&nbYuan Wu threw his cell phone aside, took the remote control and pressed it on the TV. After pressing more than 100 sets, he felt that he should go back to sleep.

&nb It was only when he got up from the sofa that he felt very sleepy. Unlike Jiang Chengyu, no matter how long he stayed up late, he couldn't change his biological clock. At this time, he was sleepy.

&nbHe stood in the living room and pondered for a while before entering Lin Chengbu's bedroom.

&nbToday or else...sleep here.

&nbHe was going to find a piece of Lin Chengbu's clothes to take a shower. As soon as he opened the closet door, he suddenly felt someone beside him and staring at him.

&nbHe took two steps back in fright.

&nb When I looked again, I found that Lin Chengbu actually hung the picture of Heavenly Father inside the wardrobe door!

&nbI also used a marker to write two words on the door: Amen.

&nbYou sir!

&nb Yuan Wu angrily pulled out a piece of clothing and slammed the cabinet door.

&nb After taking his clothes into the bathroom, he felt that the more he thought about it, the more laughable he became. He leaned against the wall and laughed like a lunatic for a long time.