Deicide Learning In A Psychiatric Hospital Chapter 22: : Zhao

Lin Qiye frowned, "What do you mean?"

Zhao Kongcheng smiled slightly and took out a cigarette from his pocket, "Do you mind?"

"Mind."

Zhao Kongcheng: ...

Zhao Kongcheng reluctantly put away the cigarette again, leaned his body on the back of the chair, and a flash of reminiscence appeared in his eyes.

"When I was young, I was just like you."

"Seriously, this opening is a bit old-fashioned."

“…”

"It's okay, you continue."

"My father died of illness when I was six years old. My mother worked two jobs by herself, so she barely pulled me up." Zhao Kongcheng's hand was rubbing against the cigarette case, and his voice was very calm.

"The rhythm of that era was very slow. At that time, my mother's expectation for me was to finish junior high school well, then come back to be a village cadre, marry a young daughter-in-law, have a few children, and have a happy family together. life.

You know, young people, there is always a period of rebellion.

When I graduated from junior high school, my grades were pretty good. It would not be difficult if I went back to be a village cadre, but despite her objection, I decided to join the army.

In fact, she didn't object, she just seemed a little unhappy. On the day I left home, she stood at the door and just looked at me silently. When I walked to the back of the house, she was looking at me. When I walked to the gate of the village, she was still looking at me...

Later, when I walked to the station in the city, I couldn't take it easy, so I sneaked back to take a look... I found that she was still standing there, looking in the direction I was going, in a daze.

Seriously, at that time I really thought about staying like this and not leaving, but in the end I was cruel and became a soldier. “

Zhao Kongcheng sighed and continued: "Later, my rank became higher and higher, I joined the special forces, and because I was good at close combat, I was transferred and arranged to be a night watchman.

After that, I also took advantage of the holiday to go home to see my mother, and found out..."

When Zhao Kongcheng said this, he suddenly stopped.

Lin Qiye said cautiously, "Your mother... passed away?"

"No, she remarried."

Lin Qiye: ...

"My mother was too tired from work when she was young, and her body broke down. Originally, she wanted me to return to the village as a cadre, so as to take care of her, but I didn't expect this level at the time, so I chose to join the army.

Later, she couldn't stand it alone, so she got married, at least someone could take care of her when she got old.

It's a pity that I had already joined the night watchman at that time, so I couldn't stay by her side for a long time to give her the elderly. To be honest, I was really relieved when I heard the news of her marriage. “

Lin Qiye pondered for a moment, "So, what's the purpose of you telling me this?"

Zhao Kongcheng slowly stood up and looked into Lin Qiye's eyes, "We all have things we cherish, but as we grow up, we will subconsciously ignore their existence due to habit and turn to other things. Got all the attention...

I was like that back then, but you are different, Lin Qiye.

You are smarter and more sensible than I was in those days. You have your own ideas, and you want to stay by your family's side to accompany them.

This is really good.

Now that you have chosen this path, go ahead.

Protect the world or something, just leave it to us people. “

He turned around and picked up the kraft paper on the table and handed it to Lin Qiye.

"I just met your aunt. In this era, there are really not many people like this. I know the current situation of your family. You can take this money."

Lin Qiye didn't hesitate, "I don't want it."

"I am the night watchman, and I have no shortage of money."

"I don't want it either."

"I gave this to your aunt, you have to ask for it!"

"My aunt won't either."

The corners of Zhao Kongcheng's mouth twitched slightly, and he looked at Lin Qiye for a long time, but no one gave in.

After a long while, Zhao Kongcheng spoke again, "Lin Qiye... I'm getting old, and I can't see the regrets that happened to me, and they happened to me again, even if it happened to others."

"Then you can close your eyes and don't look at it." Lin Qiye's attitude was very firm, "Although our family is poor, we also have our own bottom line. I won't ask for money from soldiers.

What's more, my eyes are good, I have the ability, and I will not let regrets happen. “

Zhao Kongcheng opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just a wry smile.

"You take this money back for your wife and children, isn't it delicious?" Lin Qiye said again.

"I said, the welfare system of the night watchman is very good, even if I die in battle, my wife and children will not worry about food and clothing, and I can go to a good university in the future, and have a bright future. "Seeing that Zhao Kongcheng couldn't convince Lin Qiye, he could only put the cowhide bag back.

"Then you don't have any dreams of your own?"

"My dream?" Zhao Kongcheng sat back in the chair again, his eyebrows raised, "My dream, indeed, has been there since I was a child."

"What is it?"

"Become an officer in the army! Then, with a dazzling medal of merit hanging on his chest, wearing a military uniform, he went back to the village with beautiful scenery, and let those who look down on my mother know that my mother's son... is a commander. !" A dazzling brilliance appeared in Zhao Kongcheng's eyes.

Lin Qiye was startled. For some reason, looking at Zhao Kongcheng in front of him, he seemed to think of Li Yifei again...

They seem to be a kind of person.

"So are you now?"

"No, it's still a long way off." Zhao Kongcheng said with a wry smile, "and as a night watchman, you can't go out with a medal of merit. This dream... can only be a dream after all."

Lin Qiye was silent.

"Okay, since that's the case, then I should go too." Zhao Kongcheng stood up, walked in front of Lin Qiye, and stretched out his right hand.

"I wish you a bright future, Lin Qiye."

Lin Qiye stared blankly at Zhao Kongcheng's face, it seemed that he was not so greasy anymore...

He stretched out his hand and clasped it tightly together, "I wish you the best of luck one day, Mr. Zhao ~IndoMTL.com~ Kongcheng Zhao smiled, turned and walked out of the house.

"Wait, your coat of arms." Lin Qiye stopped him, picked up the coat of arms on the table, and waved it.

Zhao Kongcheng patted his head, "Look at my memory, I almost forgot! This is my life!"

Zhao Kongcheng took the coat of arms, glanced at it, and seemed to think of something, "By the way, did you see the last few sentences?"

"I see."

"How is it? Isn't he handsome?"

"It's handsome, you wrote it?"

"No, this is the oath we made when we entered the Night's Watch." Zhao Kongcheng threw the coat of arms like a coin toss, caught it firmly, and put it into his pocket, "But... I am very Like."

"Wait."

"What's the matter?"

"It's raining heavily outside, so take an umbrella."

"Thank you, I will not return this umbrella."

"You can take it, and treat it as a reward for protecting the Earth."

"Interesting, okay, I'm leaving."

"Goodbye."

Zhao Kongcheng held the black umbrella, opened the door and walked out, while Lin Qiye stood by the window and silently watched him leave.

In the rain, he rubbed his fingers against the coat of arms in his pocket and said softly:

"If the dark night comes,

I will stand before thousands of people,

Heng Dao Xiang Yuan,

Blood stained the sky..."

…

The rain is getting bigger and bigger.

Zhao Kongcheng calmly got into the black van with an umbrella in his hand, took out a cigarette case from his pocket, and prepared to enjoy a brief silence.

Just then, his headset suddenly rang!

A man's voice came out.

His hand holding the cigarette trembled suddenly, and his pupils contracted suddenly!