I Am Your Little Sunshine Chapter 55: I am not alone
Ma Yangyang, who originally wanted to go shopping with Xie Tian, finally proposed to go home and study. Although Xie Tian wanted to go shopping for a while, Ma Yangyang's embarrassment was written on his face, thank you Tim didn't want to see him uncomfortable either.
I didn't even go to the bus station together, but they said goodbye after the evening tuition continued.
Just now, I was walking with the people I liked, watching the neon lights on the street and listening to the laughter. At this time, my hands and hearts were empty, and the warm lights and love songs seemed to be a lot colder. Boundless, the man on the apex of his heart didn't know where he was.
The window reflects a slightly lost face, and the lyrics that I hear in my ear seem to be written for myself - "I am not alone, I am alone when I am alone...I sing while thinking of you. , imagine you watching, being moved, and being held."
Ma Yangyang tried his best to raise a smile, but felt that his usually suppressed love was magnified several times at this moment. He always thought that he had never thought about being able to be with Xie Tian as a couple. Now But he found that it was just self-deception. He really wasn't that great. He liked Xie Tian and wanted to be with Xie Tian, so much that he wanted to hold his hand and never let go.
However, as for Xie Tian, if Xie Tian realized that he was so unbearable, would not even his friends be willing to do it.
Ma Yangyang was thinking of buying a scarf for Xie Tian just now, but now he can see the scarf he is satisfied with at a glance, but he can't walk into the store to buy it, even if he does, he dares to give it away go out? Xie Tian is so smart, he will definitely notice when he gives him a scarf at this time.
Ma Yangyang stood outside the store and changed three or four songs until he was accidentally bumped by a passing couple. The next step was to enter the store.
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It was an hour and a half after arriving home. Ma Yangyang hurriedly turned on the computer while blaming himself for the delay. Xie Tian was already online. Ma Yangyang hurriedly sent a message: "I'm sorry, I came back too late, wait a long time."
Xie Tian replied quickly: "It's alright, I just went online, the road is blocked today."
Ma Yangyang is not sure whether Xie Tian is really online, or is comforting him, but he feels that he is not angry anymore.
Xie Tian sent a video, it was getting late, Ma Yangyang was embarrassed to ask Xie Tian to wait for him to change his clothes, but he took off his jacket and accepted it.
Seeing that he was still wearing his outer clothes, Xie Tian guessed that he was going home and turned on the computer, so he said, "Do you want to tidy it up first?"
At first, Ma Yangyang didn't realize what he meant. He thought he was talking about the study materials, and hurriedly said, "Then wait for me for a minute, and I'll be ready soon." .
Xie Tian looked at him in a hurry and knew that he wanted to be distracted, "Don't worry, I'll go to the bathroom, you first change your clothes and then look for it slowly." After speaking, he got up and left the room.
Ma Yangyang reacted this time, and was busy sorting out the information. He saw that the person on the opposite side of the screen had not returned before he went to get the home clothes, and changed them as quickly as possible. As soon as he looked up, he saw that Xie Tian had already When I came back, I sat in front of the computer with a book and looked at it.
Thinking that he might look at him in a hurry, Ma Yangyang refused in his heart.
Xie Tian's lecture was the same as before. Ma Yangyang was relieved at this time. Xie Tian was unhappy just now, probably because he didn't like what the girl said, and didn't have bad associations with him.
Tonight will be a chemistry question. The chemistry teacher has not had time to finish the test paper. Xie Tian asked Ma Yangyang to mark the parts that he did not understand before, and explained it to him again. The physics and chemistry students came to Ma Yangyang. To say that it is a beast, especially in chemistry, it takes almost three times to understand a topic. After an hour passed, less than two questions were covered. Fortunately, the next day was a weekend. Xie Tian extended more than half an hour to finish the two questions, and made an appointment to talk about the rest tomorrow.
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It was only after 8 o'clock when Xie Tian woke up. The sun was bright and distant. Xie Tian glanced at his phone and realized that he didn't have to go to Li Shiqin's studio for a part-time job today. He only went to three weekends, but he seemed to be there. It's the same as working with Ma Yangyang for a long time. Even though we've only known each other for a short period of four months, it seems like we've been together for a long time.
Opening the album, there are almost all photos with Ma Yangyang. There are not many, but Ma Yangyang sent him. Tim thought it was strange how he looked, and he didn't save a single one. On the other hand, Ma Yangyang in the group photo was naturally cute and energetic no matter how he looked at it, like a little sun. The world lights up.
It turns out that before he knew it, he had already had such a deep influence on him.
Xie Tian had the habit of staying in bed since he was a child, but at this moment he was a little confused by warmth, and he didn't even want to get up. Some time ago, he was very busy every day, and sometimes Xie Tian wondered if he could carry it, but now he is suddenly idle, and he has an indescribable sense of weightlessness, and he doesn't know the unreal moment without Ma Yangyang's company. Still have him by his side in the past.
If there is no more Ma Yangyang in his future life, will his world be all cloudy? Can people really survive without the sun?
The result of staying in bed for the first time was that I fell asleep in a daze. It seemed that I was with Ma Yangyang in the dream. The two clasped each other's hands in a dark place and groped for a way out. It took a long time for the two of them to discover a faint light. Ma Yangyang happily ran towards the light, his warm fingers broke free from his cold palms, Xie Tian stumbled after a burst of heart palpitations, and Ma Yang heard in his ears. With laughter, he stood under the beam and waved to Xie Tian in the dark: "Xie Tian, I found the exit, I'm going out, goodbye."
Xie Tian felt that he had never been so panicked before, so he hurriedly pulled him. Ma Yangyang, who was being held tightly by him, tilted his head and looked at him, "Don't you want me to go?"
Xie Tian stared at him and said viciously: "You are not allowed to leave, you don't want to leave me."
Ma Yangyang pouted his lips in annoyance, and laughed even more brilliantly than Chunhua. He approached Xie Tian, his nasal voice provocative, "I won't leave you, you can go with me." He dragged Xie Tian and ran forward. It became brighter and brighter along the way. At last, it was so bright that Xie Tian couldn't see anything. Ma Yangyang ran faster and faster, and seemed to run away from him again. Xie Tian I dragged him into my arms, only to see him smiling wildly, "I'm going out soon, let's go."
Xie Tian had a feeling that once he went out, Ma Yangyang would leave him, so he tightly imprisoned him in his arms, "I won't let you go, right here, we are together."
It was past ten o'clock when I woke up again. As soon as I moved, I noticed the slippery between my legs. Xie Tian closed his eyes and stiffened.
After a long time, he put his wrist on his eyes and sighed thickly. The moment he took a deep breath, Xie Tian suddenly felt that all the struggles were meaningless. He needed Ma Yangyang more than he thought, so, Ma Yangyang, you have a year and a half left, after which I will let us be together.
This Christmas, Xie Tian rediscovered the meaning of hard work in the warm light of the room.
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Well, what's up with Tim Xie? Well, I actually drove, although it's only a toddler's walker level [cover your face
The second update is a little short, coming soon.