I Am Your Little Sunshine Chapter 79: Never leave
In fact, Ma Yangyang's legs are no longer a problem, but he can't walk for a long time, but Xie Tian is better. As long as no elders are staring at him, he always carries him on his back, and Ma Yangyang is also happy to be held by him. I love him, but after the exam, Ma Yangyang is unwilling to continue to be a patient.
After the exam, Xie Tian can't continue to stay at Ma Yangyang's house. Ma Yangyang is used to seeing his sweetheart every day when he opens his eyes. He is depressed when he sees Xie Tian pack his clothes seriously. , Recently, he was spoiled by Xie Tian, and when they came again, he remembered that he had finally "chased" this person, and he was reluctant to let him go.
According to the custom, Xie Tian was going to visit Chen Xueping in City A during the holiday. He would not see anyone for at least four or five days.
Xie Tian doesn't need to look to know that he must have a gloomy face. In fact, why would he give up? He is used to a sunny day with a small sun every day. Who would want to be rainy. But the mother is going to see, and the home is also going back.
Putting his hands on his chest, Xie Tian pressed his forehead against his forehead and said softly, "I'll be back soon."
Ma Yangyang hummed, took out his hand and hugged the person in front of him, and said dullly: "But you won't live here after you come back, I really want to go to college soon, so that we can live together every day. "
Xie Tian doesn't think there's anything wrong with the wayward Ma Yangyang, and even thinks that now this Ma Yangyang, who is always tired of his nonsense and coquettishness, is more exciting than the sensible and restrained one in the past. Such a horse Only the closest people can see Yang Yang, which is different from what everyone sees, so he cooperated with him and said, "Well, then we will be together every day."
How can Ma Yangyang not know that he is messing around, he sometimes hates himself being so awkward, but he has always called himself a gentleman. Willful, but even so, Xie Tian still follows him, making him more and more unable to live without him. Xie Tian always said that he was his little sun, but Xie Tian was not a source of warmth in his heart.
He is different from all his friends and brothers, and from the elders and peers in the family. Why doesn't he make up for the small piece of his heart that is missing.
As if being bewitched, Ma Yangyang took a light bite at the corner of Xie Tian's mouth and said, "I'll bring Pupu back in the past two days, go and come back early to see Pupu." Don't wait for Xie Tian The answer added, "No, forget it, don't be too hasty, and be careful on the road."
Xie Tian's heart was bitten by him, and he whispered, "I will come back as soon as possible and bring you special products from City A."
The two were tired of being together for a long time, until Li Shiqin knocked on the door, and then pretended to separate as if nothing had happened. At the moment when he went out, Ma Yangyang even had the urge to come out now, so he didn't have to hide. , but he knew better than anyone what it meant to come out.
On the first day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang followed Grandma Ma to his aunt's house to pick up Pupu and Moon and the others.
Xie Tian took the train alone for more than ten hours.
The day after Xie Tian left, Wang Yuelei and Xue Wei came to visit. The three of them played games in the living room for several hours. After they left, Ma Yangyang did a whole geography test by himself, and took pictures for Xie Tian to ask for praise. .
Xie Tian got up early in the morning, and it took him several hours to get to the prison. Chen Xueping lost weight again, but her spirits looked okay, and she became much calmer, but she was a little anxious when she heard that Xie Tian never came home. Xie Tian explained and said that he was doing well now and his grades were also good. Chen Xueping was relieved after seeing that he was indeed a lot more cheerful than the last time he came here.
On the third day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang accompanied Grandma Ma to the square dance. A group of lovely old ladies were dancing happily, while Ma Yangyang and Pupu were playing UFO games.
Xie Tian visited Xie Haojun for the first time. Xie Haojun looked much worse than Chen Xueping, at least five or six years older. Xie Tian's visit surprised him a bit. Before the accident, the two father and son had a bad fight, and it would be even more difficult to speak softly. After being silent for a long time, Xie Tian said that I am leaving, you should pay attention to your body. Xie Haojun was a little excited and asked him if he was doing well and whether he had enough money. Xie Tian said indifferently that it was fine, but there was another silence. Before leaving, Xie Haojun mentioned Tao Yuan. He left all the property he could control to Xie Tian. Tao Yuan visited him some time ago. He vaguely knew that Tao Yuan had gone to Xie Tian, but he also felt that I'm sorry Tao Yuan, so I asked Xie Tian to give her the writing money. Although it was shameful to make such a request to Xie Tian, he still said it. Xie Tian's heart was blank after hearing it, and he didn't know if it was funny or sad, or if he really didn't feel anything.
On the fourth day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang baked several trays of cookies at home, and the fragrance permeated the whole house. Pupu and Moon ran to the kitchen several times.
Xie Tian spent a long time in City A alone. This is the city he is most familiar with. After leaving for less than a year, it gradually became unfamiliar. The shops on the street have changed a lot. High-rise buildings have been built on the flat land that used to be. Some streets have completely changed. The taste of the dialect is not accustomed to speaking with people. He clearly stood here, but he felt that he was getting farther and farther away from this city, and the city he was concerned about was becoming more and more clear in his mind.
He bought some specialty products and gadgets. The train left the city where he grew up far behind. The lights went out and he looked at the face full of chest in his mobile phone. This time, he really wanted to restart Let's start, not running away or going with the flow, but really starting a new life with his beloved and their future.
Xie Tian arrived at five in the morning on the fifth day. He wanted to go home and make some repairs, but he got into the car to Ma Yangyang's house.
On the fifth day of Xie Tian's departure, Ma Yangyang suddenly wanted to eat beef noodles, but when he went downstairs, he saw Xie Tian standing beside the Hibiscus, with the rising sun reflected on his face, as if he was heartbroken for the first time. . Ma Yangyang suddenly felt that he fell in love with him again, obviously, he already loved him so much in his heart, but he fell in love with him again.
They burned each other with their own eyes in the still-scorching sunlight of the summer morning, approached step by step, but couldn't hug in the sunlight, couldn't hold each other's hands.
But what about that!
One day, they will be able to stand upright together.
If the brief goodbye was a test of how much they missed each other, then their answer was -- never goodbye.
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A very hypocritical chapter, but I just want to write about the psychology of them yearning for the sun in the dark and obsessed with moving in the direction of the sun.