I Am Your Little Sunshine Chapter 96: Facing the sun

Li Shiqin is much more ruthless than Grandma Ma about this matter. Although she knows better than Grandma Ma that the attitude of being sympathetic in society is much better than before, it is precisely because of this that she is more aware of some so-called approval It's so fake, there are too many people looking at the scandal of laughter between celebrities or **** men on the Internet saying their blessings, and turning around and seeing the person beside them and saying they are disgusting.

She is a clothing maker. Many male designers in this industry have this tendency. Let's not talk about whether talented people are really not afraid of being suppressed, and whether the environment in the circle allows it. The sharp and talented designers have fallen into the world without art, and there are many people living in embarrassment. This is still in a relatively liberal circle of sexual orientation, not to mention the **** group is too insecure. Ma Yangyang couldn't see or touch those dark sides at a young age. As a parent, she couldn't see him step in. It's better to prevent future troubles now than to regret that there was no way out.

So when Grandma Ma wiped her tears and said that Ma Yangyang was fighting with people at school and her face was hurt, Li Shiqin could only comfort her and persevere, and it would get better in time.

Send Ma Yangyang to school after dinner, but Ma Yangyang didn't speak all the way. Before getting off the bus, Li Shiqin said, "Do you now know what prejudice is? Obviously it didn't interfere with anyone, but someone called it. The banner of justice comes to oppress you, and you still want to resist, but one day you find that all the resistance you have tried to make up for is just a man’s arm and a car, and your feelings will be consumed under the heavy pressure. Yangyang, you said mother Whether it's selfish or narrow-minded, Mom can't watch you go that far!"

Ma Yangyang shrank his hand when he was driving the door, turned around and said, "Mom, when your grandmother insisted on your remarriage, you disagreed, and you haven't completely repaired the relationship with your grandmother. Have you regretted the past? decision? Do you think it's worth it?"

Li Shiqin was startled and couldn't find a word for a long time. Ma Yangyang smiled lightly and said, "Maybe what you said is right, but we don't know where we will go if it doesn't happen one day. As you said, it is what I should bear. No one can live without suffering. If these sufferings are experienced with Xie Tian, ​​then I will be happy."

Turn his head to look out the window, the trees on the side of the road are mottled, and his eyes are much brighter than the street lights.

"I believe that Xie Tian and I will be able to go on safely and steadily. As long as we don't let go, we can overcome all difficulties together. If... in the end it fails, it must be because of us It's not the fault of society, let alone love. Mom, everyone has to pay the same or even more price for their choices, but I'm still willing to gamble, because I really can't let him go ."

"He always said that I was his little sun, but you don't know, he is also my look-up, because of him, I hope I can be a little better and give him eternal sunshine, this is not for He, but for myself. I believe that all your concerns are real, but we are not unavoidable. Maybe you can't understand or trust us now, but I want to prove to you that we can be upright and upright. Walk in the sunshine with dignity."

Li Shiqin was reluctant to answer with tears in her eyes. Ma Yangyang wiped her tears and said softly, "Mom, I'm going to be 18 years old. I've grown up."

Li Shiqin finally couldn't hold back her tears: "Even if you are eighty years old, your mother is a child."

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Ma Yangyang walked silently to the classroom with his head lowered. He would not feel good if his family members were saddened. Besides, what he said to his parents was not to cheer him up. He believed that Xie Tian was also afraid that Li Shiqin's worries would become reality. .

Xie Tim, Xie Tim, Xie Tim, if you were by my side, hug me, let me warm you, and let you calm me.

"Ma Yangyang." A familiar voice sounded behind him, and Ma Yangyang stopped and turned around abruptly.

The man he was thinking about stood under the dim yellow light, his brows were filled with a hint of sadness, and he was even more addictive than before.

Ma Yangyang looked at him and didn't even want to care about the promises that he was not close for the time being, but Xie Tian's actions calmed him down.

Xie Tian took out a thick book from his schoolbag, handed it to him and said, "This is a new question for you these days, take time to do it." He took another book, "Last time you said If you don’t know the problem, you have solved it, and the key points have been written in red, and if you don’t know it, just read it a few times.”

Ma Yangyang walked over to pick up two books and put them in his bag. The bag suddenly became heavier, but his weightless heart returned to its original flavor. After many days, he finally smiled sincerely.

Xie Tian also smiled faintly and said, "Have you grown taller again?" I used to be tired of being together almost every day, and I could hardly see any changes in the people in front of me, but after just a few days of separation It's as if it's not what it was in memory.

The light is in a hurry, the world is changeable, I wish they could bear to witness each other's life every day, how could they bear to separate.

Ma Yangyang looked at Xie Tian up and down and said, "Are you losing weight?"

"You've lost weight too."

"Then eat more," Ma Yangyang said lightly. "The old saying goes that the body is the capital of revolution."

Xie Tian laughed and said, "Well, study hard."

Ma Yangyang couldn't help but think it was funny, it's impossible for them to fall in love like this. It's impossible to affect their studies.

The monthly exam a few days later confirmed Ma Yangyang's idea. The questions Xie Tian gave this time were terrible, especially the last four answers on the math test paper, two of which were drawn on Xie Tian's exercise book. The subject of the key symbol.

Xie Tian continued to sit firmly in the first place without a doubt, and for some reason, this time his score was even more than a dozen points higher than the second place. In a provincial key high school like No. , what does it mean if the total score is more than ten points? ? ?

Although Ma Yangyang's grades have not improved significantly, he still maintains the top ten position in the liberal arts class, and is the third place in their class. The teacher's mood isn't much better either, there are teachers who love talents, but it's hard for them to like Ma Yangyang's puppy love or even this type of person.

In addition to a few girls who were a little bit rotten before, there are gradually more people in the class who are willing to talk to Ma Yangyang. Although most of the time they are discussing homework, there are also some small talk. Ma Yangyang originally It is a person who can improve his favorability by relying on his face. The classmates who have contacted with him think that others are very good. As for who they fall in love with, how much does it have to do with them? Some girls even feel that they are Xie Tian and other girls. Together, they would rather see him and Ma Yangyang together. Ma Yangyang was embarrassed when he heard this, and he didn't know whether to be happy or helpless.

However, Ma Yangyang doesn't care about the opinions of teachers and classmates, he just took another reassurance.

Wait, there is indeed a lot of darkness in the world, but we have to prove that everyone can choose to face the sun.