Blackstone Code Chapter 769: As you think

The old Countess sat on a chair a little further away from Lynch, raising her hand to stroke her hair.

Her hair is not messy, and there is a jeweled hairpin on it. It doesn't look childish, but it looks like she has caught the last tail of youth.

"My husband's bad luck..." She started with this sentence, and Lynch listened quietly.

"It was just a fever. We didn't pay much attention to his condition. After taking some medicine, the fever was relieved. He told us that everything would be fine."

"Can you imagine that in the morning he told me what he was going to do for the children, but then he fell into a coma at noon, and he died before he even survived the night."

The old Countess had no sorrow in her eyes when she spoke about it. It might have been painful at first, or tears, but as it faded away, in the end it seemed like a long and short life. A trivial symbol.

This symbol only represents this page in life, it does not represent everything, it does not dominate joy and sorrow.

"I'm so sorry, ma'am..." Lynch said nonsense because he couldn't say "I'm glad" at this time.

The old Countess raised her hand to stop Lynch from continuing. She shook her head, "It's nothing. I used to be sad, but now I'm used to facing these things."

"Maybe some people think I am an indifferent woman, but I know that my indifference is because life makes me have to."

"After the death of the old earl, his younger brother, sister, and children of his younger siblings were all vying for the position of heir."

"We had a tough time when he left so suddenly without leaving any will."

The old countess sighed, "Can you understand that feeling?"

"He didn't give me any power, he didn't give any power to his son, but he let his siblings and even nephews hold the key points of the family. We have no chance of winning."

"I took him with me and tried everything I could to finally get back what belonged to us."

"During this period of his growth, he was always restless, everyone was better than us, everyone seemed to have a way to kill us, but he lacked a father to rely on."

"We had a hard time, like I said, but in the end we won, and that's the only thing to be thankful for."

Speaking of her own child, the old countess's face revealed a kind of nostalgia for her child's growth, as well as some longing for the future.

She stayed like this for a while, then smiled and apologized to Lynch, "I lost my mind..."

Lynch forgave her very gently, "It's okay, I understand."

The old Countess smiled. "He's been strong all these years. Sometimes he's not like a child at all. I know he wants me to feel supported."

"The only person I can rely on now is him. He is forcing himself to become mature, which may be a good thing in many people's eyes. He has not caused me too much trouble in life and work."

"But I also know that this is not the real him. He seems to be fine. In fact, he has severe insomnia and often can't fall asleep until two or three o'clock at night..."

Anxiety.

Lynch immediately understood the reason why the little Earl had insomnia, because of anxiety.

Through these simple descriptions of the old Countess, a picture appeared in his heart. All his relatives wanted to steal what belonged to him. He had no one to rely on. Young people are always full of future. confused.

Especially in the teenage years, the secretion of hormones in the body is accelerated, and the emotional influence is deepened, and he will have a kind of anxiety, fearing that he will suddenly lose the things he insists on, or be hurt by others.

This anxiety has continued to this day, and the psychological changes are not so easy to reverse. This is not like people often say that it will be better after a while.

All sensuous and sensitive people are the most likely to drive themselves into a dead end.

When a person lies in bed at night and is dominated by anxiety, all he can think about is how his relatives will harm him, how he can protect himself, his mother, and the inheritance left by his father.

He has no way to slow down his emotions and nerves, and let himself enter a state of rest normally!

Lynch once had such an experience. After he was arrested, he did not relax from his tense state as some people said, but he became more tense.

Those who can say such things often have relatively simple problems, or even simple ones. For example, only one or two problems have been mastered.

Even the official grasp of the details is more detailed than they themselves, and they can really relax after being caught.

But Lynch has more than a few dozen secrets. He has been nervous about how those people will pry his mouth open. He also has insomnia all night, difficulty falling asleep, hair loss, and yellow urine.

But later he figured it out, anyway, he can't get out for the rest of his life, so why bother himself?

The ones who are mastered are explained, those who are not mastered are treated negatively, and it kills me.

Facts have proved that no one dares to do that. Indeed, some people will consider whether it is more appropriate to silence them. However, considering the cost of failure, this idea is finally given up.

On the contrary, Lynch lived very well in the small room, and those people outside made money from his bank card every now and then to ensure that he could enjoy the best of everything inside.

Except that you can't go out casually, and you can't take the initiative to contact others, there is no difference between being inside and outside.

After his clothes were sewn with that number, he was completely relaxed, even presumptuous.

He regards the inner life as a kind of further study, a kind of learning, a necessary way for self-sublimation.

Thinking of the past, a smile appeared on Lynch's face, a kind of smile that only people who come here can understand. Some people call this kind of smile free and easy.

The old Countess didn't quite understand, she just felt that the atmosphere in the room had become lighter.

She didn't even know that in such an instant, Lynch thought of so many things.

She continued, "This period of time is the best time for him to rest. Every night around eleven o'clock, he will fall asleep on time, and he will sleep with the lights off."

"It's been a long time since I saw him with a faint smile in his sleep, just like when he was a child, like a baby."

"No panic, no anxiety, no sadness, just a faint smile."

"It's all because of you, Mr. Lynch."

The old Countess looked at Lynch, "He admires you a lot. He always says you can solve some problems, and he trusts you a lot."

She looked at Lynch, but she was thinking about what a great noble in the Privy Council had said.

The old man and her grandfather are friends, and the two families are relatively close. When she went to the Privy Council recently, the old nobleman chatted with her.

The main object of their conversation was Lynch. In the eyes of the old nobles, Lynch was a very special person. Before anyone else found out, he had already mastered a noble force.

Among them, there is the little earl.

The old countess talked about the fear that the little earl and Lynch would get too close, which would affect the future status of the title - it is very difficult for non-hereditary nobles to inherit the title and need the emperor's grace.

If their relationship with the Emperor isn't close enough, it's up to the Privy Council.

She was afraid that the little earl would be disliked by the emperor, causing the title to end in his generation.

However, the old aristocrat gave the old countess another way of thinking. In the future, the problem of inheritance of non-hereditary aristocrats will become more and more difficult, so why not try to jump out?

The development of the Federation is getting better and better now. It is far from the Federation that people think it is. Even Gefra's invincible navy has lost to them.

If you don't have the possibility of being enshrined in the future, going to the Federation is a very good choice.

They have enough wealth to live a very prosperous life in the Commonwealth, where money is better than power.

Even if you don't plan to go to the Federation, with the relationship between Lynch and Princess Jenia, if there are members of the royal family who are willing to intercede for them, at least there is a high possibility that the title will be passed down to one generation.

So no matter which option is trending, maintaining a good relationship with Lynch is the best option.

"In any case, he will be your firm supporter in the future, and I would also like to thank you for these changes..."

The old Countess stood up and walked in front of Lynch, "You are very young and amazing, you may have seen a lot of things, some things I don't know, but I believe that there is one Something you must have never seen before!"

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The little Count looked a little dazed when he came to the racing salon~IndoMTL.com~ He didn't hear when someone called him several times, until he touched his arm, and he didn't respond.

For the nobles, "Cheating" is a very interesting game. "Cheating" and "Cheating" are two completely different concepts at some point.

Little Earl He vaguely knew what his mother was going to do. He should have hated Lynch very much, but somehow he didn't hate Lynch so much.

On the one hand, Lynch helped him solve the problem that he has had since he inherited the title, the problem of insufficient funds, and now he makes enough money to run everything and start to be self-sufficient.

Secondly, Lynch's ability, that kind of tolerance, also broke his heart. He admired Lynch very much, and admired Lynch from all aspects.

Lynch has been able to do a lot of great things, he is still like a child, which makes him feel a little inferior, at the same time very trusting but admiring Lynch.

It doesn't matter, isn't this a noble tradition?

He told himself this, smoothing out the slight discomfort in his heart.