When The Flowers Falls, I’ll See You Again: Love’s Trio Variation: 1. Don’t have a taste in my heart
Walking up to the west building alone, the moon is like a hook, and the lonely Wutong deep courtyard is locked in Qingqiu. It's a great feeling to be cut off without interruption or in disorder, or parting with sorrow!
——Li Yu's "Happy Meeting? Going to the West Building Alone"
Sanada opened his eyes and looked at the alarm clock at 4:16. He got up and walked to another room. The flat bed was neatly stacked and the futon was clean and unpopular. This all proved that its owner did not come back yesterday.
Sanada Yi sighed helplessly at the door. It's been a week since yesterday and she hasn't come back for a whole week. Originally, after graduating from university, he would only come here occasionally to live for a day or two. He has been living here since the last time he was drunk, but she has disappeared. Her disappearance has unknowingly changed from indifference at the beginning to anger later to worry until today. He's used to looking at her room when he wakes up in the morning and then leaning against the door, and he doesn't even know why.
Sighed heavily and walked into the bathroom. Swish... The water from the sprinkler fell onto his head and shoulders with a little light. Sanada, who was standing in the water, suddenly wanted to laugh a little bit like she liked to take a shower after getting up in the morning. This is her habit, which she once called an idiot, but she learned this habit unknowingly and learned her habit. There was a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth, and the water kept flowing on his face. He rubbed his face and head with his palms and reached out to the shelf.
Uh, no more detergent. Later, I remembered that I had used up yesterday and I still remember the result of buying it yesterday... Sanada shook his head helplessly. Closing the water valve, I wiped my body with a towel, and my life seems to have become a little messy recently, an indescribable messy feeling.
Sanada Kanagawa Kendo Branch.
"Genichiro!" A tall and straight man with sharp and sharp features stood at the door of the dojo.
"Ah good morning brother!" Sanada salutes his brother Keiichiro.
"Genichiro, you've been very unmotivated recently! Is it because of Wakaba?" Keiichiro frowned and asked the nationally sensational confession Genichiro didn't know, but he felt that his statement was actually like this Inconclusive.
"Huh?" Sanada glanced at his brother as if thinking, then nodded again, "Hmm." But is it true? It seems that Ruo Ye hasn't thought of her for a long time. From the last time we met to now, I haven't thought about it once. What she has been thinking about recently has always been that smiling fool! The face that smiled without fear of cramping and the sad look that day.
"Hey! Genichiro pay attention to adjust! Otherwise, leave the guidance to me today! You can take a day off." Keiichiro patted his brother's shoulder and said.
"No thanks, brother. I made you worry!" Sanada walked into the dojo.
Looking at Sanada's back, Keiichiro can't help but sigh. He looks indifferent and inhuman, but he's actually an infatuation! It's just that he confirmed that it was really Ruo Ye? Keiichiro couldn't help but think of the Chinese girl with a bright smile. She was the second person who could make Genichiro change his face! Maybe it's not just a face change, Genichiro.
Today is Sanada's Mentoring Day, which is to have a one-on-one test with the students to point out the shortcomings of each person.
"Master Sanada, please give me more advice!" The student stepped forward and saluted Sanada.
"Yeah!" Sanada returned the gift.
Keiichiro frowned as he watched Sanada on the field. Today's Genichiro was not only in poor condition, but also his pace was a little chaotic. In the past, no matter how big things happened, as long as he stood on the dojo, he could completely abandon all distracting thoughts, but today's Genichiro is completely out of state. It can be said that today's himself can kill him with one move! What happened to make him like this!
"Crack!"
"Ah! Genichiro!" Keiichiro shouted, what's the matter with this guy, who actually used a "face" in the guidance!
"I'm sorry!" Sanada, like the student who was knocked to the ground, said that he was really in a hurry just now, but he resorted to "fake face", which is the ninth style. Instructing students is mainly the basic movements of the first to seventh poses. The eighth poses and above cannot be used. The first is because of the lethality. The second is because it is not a one-time thing to master these three profound tricks of the eighth and more.
"No, it doesn't matter, please advise!" The student got up and hurriedly said that Master Sanada at that moment was so terrifying, like Shura, who felt like he could cut himself in half with a single blow.
"Genichiro, go to rest today! Leave the guidance here to me." Keiichiro said in a low voice but with an irresistible power.
"It's my brother!" Sanada salutes his brother and walks out of the dojo. What's going on today is so slack!
Sanada, who had nothing to do, returned to the Sanada Annex and opened the door, still the same. Some messy living room eyebrows could not help but wrinkle. When I walked back to the room, the books I read a few days ago were scattered on the bed and desk. He frowned and threw himself on the bed. How could the unspeakable uncomfortable days in my heart become like this? Chaos and even some confusion, I always feel that there is something less confusing, and everything in myself has become chaotic! It might be good to tap her forehead with her hand and sleep for a while. Maybe she won't be able to sleep again when she comes back.
Suddenly, Sanada's heart throbbed. How could such a thought pop up? He was actually looking forward to her appearance! Why would she feel a sense of loss in her absence! What the **** does this happen!
The sound of the phone ringing interrupted Sanada's thoughts.
"もしもし...Lianji what's the matter... uh alright... um." Sanada got up and briefly sorted out Lianji. He said that there was nothing to do if he wanted to meet. At the moment when the door closed, there was a little hope that maybe everything would be back to normal when I came back.
"Genichiro?" Liu waved his hand for the fifth time to arouse the soul who had slipped away in front of him.
"Huh?" Yuanshen successfully reset "Continue Lian Er."
Liu sighed helplessly, "Please, I've finished speaking and now I'm waiting for your answer!"
"Eh? What answer?" Sanada Jian frowned slightly.
"Are you listening to me?" Liu said helplessly.
"95% is not listening and 5% is not thinking." said Gan on the side.
"Cough" Sanada coughed lightly to hide his embarrassment. He was used to facing two data men at the same time, but sometimes this kind of probable rant is really annoying.
"Genichiro, what happened to you lately?" Liu asked.
"Nothing just feels like life is messed up," Sanada said.
"Since when?"
"Uh April 13th."
Liu and Gan exchanged glances. After that day, Situ never showed up with him again, and I heard that she seemed to be interviewing outside the city. Sure enough, this change was related to her.
"Sanada, do you feel that life has suddenly become very uncomfortable?" Gan asked while holding his glasses, trying to hide his excitement. He didn't expect to have the opportunity to see such an abnormal Sanada.
"Well" Sanada felt very tired. "When I went back, I didn't see anything pleasing to the eye. The living room was messy and the alarm clock always sounded at the wrong time. The soap and shower gel in the bathroom were gone, and the towels were not in a fixed position! Outside! The bento that I bring is always too strong, the soy sauce in the ramen is always too much, anyway, everything becomes a mess!" Sanada was completely unaware that he was complaining like a grudge.
"The most important thing is that Situ is not there." Liu said.
"Well, that guy doesn't know where he went. He didn't even say hello and didn't even say hello. I don't know if this is very worrying!" Sanada said subconsciously, his face slightly angry.
"Uh, the prescription for Sanada is ready," Gan said.
"Prescription? What prescription?" Sanada looked at Gan and asked.
"The remedy for your current confusion." Kan said the piece of paper torn from the pen and placed in front of Sanada.
"What? This is a prescription?" Sanada looked at the four characters "Situ Lishang" on it and asked back in surprise, "Is it too much of a joke?"
"Xianichiro, think carefully about what happened after Situ was gone?" Liu said.
"Uh...it seems so." Sanada replied with some lack of confidence. In fact, when he came back that night, he didn't see her shadow, and he felt a little unspeakable in his heart.
"According to the data, the probability of Situ's absence causing confusion in your living habits is 85%, the probability that you miss her is 92%, and the probability that you like her is 98%." Table of identification results.
Sanada's face became a little ugly. "I like her. I like that guy with a smiley face who is not afraid of cramping his face all day long? What a joke! It's so lax!"
"According to the data, you have been eating ramen without soy sauce for two years. Your preference for Chinese cuisine has risen to 55%. The chance of choosing a drink with orange juice has risen to 65%. Mineral water has dropped to 35%. There is a 95% chance of picking a seat by the window and a 95% chance of reading "Sports Weekly"." The data from Liu Bao is bigger than the last. "Xianichiro These changes fully prove that you really like Situ Li. Sad."
Yu's conclusion hit Sanada hard, did he really have these changes? Why didn't you feel it? He saw that his position at this time was the one he chose to sit by the window and the chair beside him on the outside was empty. Usually, she was sitting there. The orange juice in front of her was stuffed by her, but she got used to the taste. Get used to it? Or is this just liking? Sanada was a little bewildered.
“Situ and Fireworks are in a magazine and that magazine is a meter away,” Liu said.
Sanada "Huo" had to stand up and even he was surprised why he was in such a hurry to go there when he heard that the magazine she worked for was nearby.
"I...I just want to check with her about something...there are some things in the house that are gone. I want to ask where she usually buys the things she is used to and doesn't want to change it!" Sanada explained, "That Renjigan I, I'm leaving first!"
Looking at Sanada's back, Liu said, "Why don't you want to replace someone with something you're used to? Haven't you seen Genichiro? You've become accustomed to Situ's existence unknowingly!"
"The probability that Sanada likes Situ is % the probability of success in love..."
"%" Liu Duangan's analysis "Sadaji must be % this time."
"What do you think is the probability of such a CG?" Gan asked rhetorically.
"Uh...75%"
"Based on the current situation, the success rate is..."
"o%" The two of them are in awe.
Habit is a terrible thing, it is the same existence as breathing, once lost it will die...
"Sanada?" Fireworks were surprised to see this black-faced **** who suddenly came to him.
"Uh that firework." Sanada didn't know what to say.
"What's the matter? If it's a confession to me, it's fine. Although I admit that I'm a person who loves flowers and sees flowers blooming, I've long known that flowers have masters. With a proud face, he said, "My fireworks are really a rare infatuated woman in the world!"
"Hey, you thought you were Lishang! Stop talking nonsense there!" Sanada frowned and said that seeing the fireworks in her usual way of speaking, there was an inexplicable resentment in her heart and an inexplicable fire.
"What?" Fireworks stared, "What did you just say? You said 'you thought you were Li Shang' and you called her Li Shang?"
"Uh..." Sanada turned his face away and blurted out what was going on just now, how lax!
"Blushing? Wow, it's a strange story in the world that you, a black-faced god, can also blush! Tell me, what's your business with me today?" Fireworks raised her eyebrows and asked the woman's persistence, telling her that it must be related to Lishang.
"Well, is she here?" Sanada asked, but suddenly felt a little embarrassed, as if a young boy in love was inquiring about a girl he liked.
"She? Who is it?" Fireworks asked back, why did the black-faced **** have to apologize with such an embarrassed expression? What were you thinking about!
"Uh... Situ Lishang." Sanada felt his heart beat a little out of rhythm when he said that name.
"Lishang? Hehe" Fireworks chuckled and took a lot of effort to ask such an idiot question and thought he could say something nutritious. "Hey Sanada, are you sleeping stupidly? Still thinking She wants to go crazy and Li Shang became a foreign correspondent last week."
"What? Are you going to be a foreign correspondent?" Sanada asked loudly, wide-eyed.
"Eh? You, you... she, she didn't tell you?" Fireworks asked in surprise, "Didn't you just drive her away because you hated her?"
"Who told her I hated her? When did I say I hated her?" Sanada asked sternly with a slightly angry expression. (Parkway holding a placard: You said it when you were drunk. A certain emperor: Wordy!)
"Hey, why are you so fierce towards me! It's obvious that you drove away Lishang yourself. Now you regret it. What are you doing? I really don't understand why Lishang looks at you, a guy with a domineering temperament and a bad attitude. You have to pay so much for you with all your heart, and you end up saying that you hate her. You really have no conscience! Even a stone can be covered in heat for five years! If I had left, I would have waited until now!"
"What is a girl doing in this unfamiliar place alone in Lishang? It's not for you! Do you know how much she has suffered and how many tears she has shed for you? You know she learned how to cook How many times have you burned your hands and how many times have you cut your hands? What about you? What have you done for her except yelling at her? If you don't like her, you should have rejected her sooner! What girl can wait five years? Lishang, she should have left and stayed by your side, she will cry to death sooner or later!" Firework's eyes couldn't help but reddened when she thought of the place where Lishang went.
"Fireworks..." Sanada said that the accusations of the fireworks stabbed in his heart like a needle. Although it wasn't a bone-shattering pain, it gradually spread all over the body for a long time and could not go away.
"It's all you, it's all you, the black-faced, ruthless-faced man! Li Shang will only be recruited to go to Baghdad to be a war correspondent! War correspondent, do you know what it means to be a war correspondent? It's all your fault! If Lishang...if there's anything wrong with me...I will never forgive you!" Fireworks shouted to Sanada angrily, turning around and ran in, holding back tears.
"War, war correspondent, she actually went to Baghdad to be a war correspondent?! No, it's impossible..." Sanada stood there at a loss, suddenly a fear of losing her, no, no, I can't lose you, Li Shang! ! ! !
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"Genichiro, please read it after breakfast." Keiichiro frowned while looking at the newspaper that almost covered the table. Why didn't he realize that he was so concerned about international politics these days. He has been living in the main house every morning, and he has to read the international politics pages of almost all the newspapers in Tokyo, especially the war in Baghdad.
"Well, I'll finish reading it soon." Sanada said, "Brother, do you have a senior in the "Oriental Daily"?" He put away the newspaper and asked.
"Yeah. Why do you care about this all of a sudden?" Keiichiro asked. Although Genichiro is still a bit strange these days, it's much more normal than the chaos of the past few days. At least he knows what he's doing.
"I have a friend who is a war correspondent in Baghdad."
"Oh wait, let me ask you. This time, they have organized a war correspondent group with several media. I heard that there is a Chinese girl there. A sports reporter who used to be a supplement is the only reporter who volunteered to go. ." Keiichiro said, taking a sip of coffee.
"Is that Chinese reporter Situ Lishang of "Sports Weekly"?" Sanada asked excitedly.
"I'm not quite sure about the specifics. Let me ask you." Situ Lishang is that person. Could he be so abnormal? There was a smile on the corner of Keiichiro's mouth, and it seemed that Genichiro had already felt his heart.
Sanada was lying on the bed thinking about the news brought by Keiichiro. The war over there was not as tense as he imagined. Tomorrow, they will move in groups and leave to die in Area A, which is closest to the hinterland, where the two sides have just exchanged fire and the safety factor is relatively high. All will return after this interview is over. Although it was far from what I wanted to know, I got two important pieces of information: one is that she is very good, and the other is that she will come back. Thinking of this, I feel a little relieved. It was only when she left that she realized that she would miss her and was worried that she had long been accustomed to being with her and her heartless smile.
"Good morning, brother." Sanada, who came back from running, was a little surprised to see his brother sitting at the dining table, usually when he had finished breakfast, his brother would get up.
"Hagenichiro" Keiichiro looked at him hesitant to say something, "You should read the newspaper after dinner today."
"Huh?" Sanada, who sat down and was about to flip through the newspaper, raised his head and looked at his brother in surprise.
"Ah, I wanted to chat with you. We haven't chatted for a long time." Keiichiro said after taking a sip of coffee.
"Yeah too." Sanada put away the newspaper and took a sip of milk. He didn't like the weird stuff like coffee in the morning.
"Genichiro!" The mother who came in carrying the clothes interrupted Keiichiro.
"What's the matter with Mom?" Sanada looked at the coat in Mom's hand. It was the clothes to be washed today.
"It looks like you have unread messages on your phone. If it wasn't for the beeping I would have thrown it in the washing machine."
"Ah, sorry mom!" Sanada hurriedly took the phone.
"Huh - Mom always throws clothes into the washing machine like this and never checks. I've already washed three cell phones and two credit cards by her." Keiichiro said with a sigh.
"Well, since I can remember, the family has changed a washing machine almost every year." Sanada said that she seemed to like to wash clothes by hand, but she always felt that the shirt she washed was very white and had a sunny smell.
Sanada casually reads the information on the phone after reading three advertisements "Situation - Situ Lishang"! Sanada's heart was excited for a while, but he didn't expect that he was so eager to receive news from her. uh one-blank? Finally, only eight words appeared after a large blank: Genichiro I love you forever!
"Idiot!" Sanada frowned and scolded lightly for such a boring thing. I know that he is indeed a big idiot! But the corners of his mouth could not help but hang a trace of arc. Of course, this look didn't escape Keiichiro's eyes, but he finally swallowed the words that had already reached his lips.
"Yo are here!"
"Good morning Dad!" Keiichiro and Genichiro greeted together.
"Mmmm. Is this today's paper?" asked Sanada's father.
"Yes Dad." Genichiro handed his father the newspaper in his hand, and even Dad got up so early today.
"Kiichiro, please tell your friends not to call home at two o'clock in the morning! If your grandfather comes back from vacation and encounters this situation, it will be a big thunder!"
"Ah, I know I'm sorry Dad!" Keiichiro hurriedly said, "Uh, I'm done eating, please use Dad! Can Genichiro come to my room? I have something to ask you."
"Well, okay. Brother. Dad, I've eaten too!" Genichiro stood up and said.
"Uh, let's go!" Dad raised his head and nodded to the two children. "Hey, Bagoda District A was attacked again last night? Didn't you just finish the fight?"
"What?!" Genichiro's body stiffened. "Dad, please show me the newspaper!"
"Genichiro?" Seeing his son's unsightly expression, he couldn't help but worry.
"Bagoda District A was hit by the second largest air raid at 8:00 last night. The news station in District A of our country also killed all two war reporters within the attack range..." The newspaper slipped from Genichiro's hand.
"Uh... Yes, the senior called yesterday to inform Situ Lishang of his death... life and death are uncertain..." Keiichiro looked at his brother's sad eyes and spat out these words slowly.
When Sanada looked at the message: 2:00 AM was the time of the attack on Baghdad. At the last moment of danger, what this heartless grinning fool was trying to say was, "Genichiro, I will forever be I love you!" My heart hurts like a tear!
He always thought he was strong, always thought he would no longer cry for any woman except Ruo Ye but he was wrong and he was wrong all the time! He was too cowardly to escape from his own heart and his own feelings!
That stupid smiling fool is not gentle at all, not strong at all, cooks unpalatable food that can kill people and cheeky kung fu, the number one in the world who clearly cry a lot, but resists crying and smiles desperately in love with himself
Sanada just sat quietly in the room where she used to live in the annex, watching over and over the information she had sorted out about herself, no one wanted to see anything, didn't want to do anything, didn't want to talk, and didn't cry until one day——
"Are you Mr. Genichiro Sanada?" a man in government uniform asked politely at the entrance of the Sanada Annex.
"Uh, I am." Sanada replied, withdrawing from the memory.
"Hello!" The man smiled professionally. "This is a notice for you, please accept it."
"What notice?" Sanada frowned as he looked at the letter and the person coming from the military, and asked if he didn't remember anyone in the military.
"This is Miss Situ Lishang's death notice. She has no relatives here. According to her registered information, the address is here. You are both boyfriends and girlfriends living together, so we have sent the death notice here. Please sign for it. ' said the man.
"What did you say this is?" Sanada asked coldly. He couldn't believe that the piece of paper in his hand represented that fresh life.
"Miss Situ Lishang's death notification. Mr. Sanada, please drop by with your condolences!" The man said that his rich work experience made him more than capable of dealing with any expressions that appeared when he received such a notification.
Sanada doesn't know how he signed the words and how the man left. He felt that his heart was hollowed out, and it was aching to the bone!
"No, it's impossible, absolutely impossible! You won't die!" Sanada finally shouted at the photo that Li Shang had given him when he died.
"Situ Lishang, get me back from Baghdad immediately!! Who agreed that you should die? I don't allow you to die!!! Don't you say I'm your savior? Your life is mine I don't allow you to die! No! Lishang, you can't die, I'll turn around now and wait for me there! Lishang..."
In Nuoda's house, Sanada sat paralyzed on the floor holding the photo of Lishang in his arms, crying, sad, regretting, or blaming himself...
Time is the sand in the palm of your hand that slips away from your fingers inadvertently. Separation of life and death is like a prank child hiding in the corner and suddenly rushes out and hits you by surprise.
"Xianyilang I will always love you!" The text message received at 2:00 in the morning is the farewell left by Li Shang to herself. "Xianyilang I will always love you!" Yes, she will never forget until the last moment of her life. This woman who loved her with her whole life lost her like this!
Why do I have to leave in such a hurry? Why didn't I see my heart earlier? The late words can only be poured out to the Yiren in the photo: "Lishang, I love you!"
Tears fell drop by drop on the still smiling face in the photo, as if she was crying together...
I love you so much...
A lot of grief;
The short song is the end of the moon;
Blood in Yuyujia City;
Bi also sometimes runs out of blood and sometimes disappears;
A ray of fragrance never ends;
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