I’m Really Not Targeting the Mages Chapter 306: It’s your turn!
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"It is detected that 'Death Fight' is a feat acquired in 'Legacy of Time', so this feat ignores the seal effect and is directly incorporated into 'Spirituality: Knife'..."
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"You can now use 'Fight to the Death' in 'Legend of Yuanwang Town'!"
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"Complete the Ascension Ceremony for the first time, your inspiration has been improved (two stars or more, less than three stars)"
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"Can you use it in this world?"
Roger is overjoyed.
He certainly knows the value of this feat.
In Mystra.
Behind the dazzling but shameless specialties of Roger's body.
It may appear less eye-catching.
But in the power system of Yuanwang Town.
A guy who can burst out extremely powerful in the dying phase and can also **** blood.
No doubt he is a terrifying monster!
Sure enough.
After gaining this feat.
Roger's combat power has been directly increased to three and a half stars.
In Yuanwang Town.
This kind of combat power is definitely a master.
Of course.
The structure of this world is unique, and combat power is not the deciding factor.
Before the strength reaches the level of "Stack Master".
Roger is not too flamboyant.
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Roger was very pleased with the results of his first ascension.
This means that the Legacy of Time will be another way for him to gain his personality.
Knife, spring, frost, furnace, breath.
These five psychic laws cover essentially all persons in the world.
There may be other fish that slip through the net.
But that would require Roger to find his own way on the cliff of the spirit world.
As a future round warrior.
Roger's ambitions are huge.
Completing the accumulation of Killing Personas is only his first goal.
As long as conditions allow.
He will do everything in his power to grab as many personalities as possible in the world of Yuanwang!
Person determines authority.
After promotion.
These additional personalities will also be Roger's extraordinary treasure.
And it's all based on the Ascension Ritual.
So he immediately prioritized this over everything else!
However, the number of "Ascension" is not always better.
The process of ascension consumes a lot of mental energy and will of the psychic.
Even with plank protection.
The pressure on the cliffs of the spiritual world cannot be underestimated.
The consequence of entering and exiting the plank road many times in a short period of time may be that the practice does not advance but retreats.
According to the Barber's Apprentice Notes.
Psychologists tend to retry spiritual ascension only after a "great inspirational advance".
Other than that.
They just keep building up their strength.
Prepare for the subsequent Ascension.
And at times like this.
"Dream ceremony" has become the most common choice.
Dreaming isn't just about exercising your own inspiration.
It also fully translates the psychic's achievements in the ascension ritual into tangible benefits.
In contrast to Ascension.
Dreaming consumes less energy.
Possible benefits are greater.
But there are also hidden risks.
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After becoming a psychic.
Roger wasn't in a hurry to dream.
He first let himself rest for three days—
Paddle and stalk during the day, relax and sleep well at night.
For this.
He also made a special trip to the little-known **** in town to inspect for a while.
After returning.
The mood is really relaxed.
Even the outliers were reduced quite a bit.
This made Roger have a vague guess when he secretly called the evil door.
While he was watching a striptease.
I sensed the aura of many psychics.
He suspects the club is connected to some secret psychic order-
Maybe a Furnace Pie or a Spring Pie!
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The Furnace sect is extremely aggressive due to its radical teachings.
Always known for being a lunatic.
To effectively alleviate this.
Most of the work that the people of the Furnace School do or organize is about making people relax.
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As for the Spring School, it is not difficult to understand.
The medium of their major has always been life-related.
The Spring Lord himself is praised by his followers as the father of all things.
Although there is only one father.
But there are thousands of mothers.
This shows the teachings of the majority of the Spring Sect.
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All in all.
Roger uses various means to adjust his body and mind to the best state.
Midnight after three days.
It's still an old and empty attic.
In the incense of sagebrush.
Roger is lying on the bed.
Before going to bed.
What came to his mind was the scenes given to him by the "Country People":
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Fawn, creek;
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Monkey, jungle;
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Giant python, water pool;
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These are natural 'psychics'.
Because of the existence of these dream objects, it also saves Roger the effort of collecting and purchasing psychic mediums.
Not long.
He fell asleep surrounded by these images.
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On the cliffs of the spiritual world lit by the stars.
Roger is here again.
Only this time he wasn't at the bottom.
Instead, it appears next to the knife owner's plank road.
Because it's not an Ascension.
So he can't advance on the plank road.
Climbing up is even more risky.
He can only choose from the three doors of light that appear in front of him.
Each door of light leads to a spiritual treasure.
And each spiritual world treasure has its own uniqueness, and the specific mystery inside varies from person to person, so it is difficult to explain clearly.
However, there are some general rules.
The lowest level of spiritual world treasures are the fusion of two spiritual world laws.
These laws, when fused, will appear on the gate of light in various forms of markings.
Because this combination is exactly the same as the way this world names constellations.
Therefore, these gates are also known as the gates of the stars.
Take the three doors in front of Roger as an example.
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The mark on the far left door of light is a frozen knife.
Its name is "Honeysuckle".
The psychic law is "knife + frost".
Roger enters.
It is possible to encounter a psychic opportunity related to the knife/frost.
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A charred wood is painted on the middle door.
The name of this door is "Scented Oak".
The psychic law is "spring + furnace".
The things given in the treasure land behind the door are also related to these two laws.
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The door on the far right has two staggered knives painted on it.
This gate is called "Chaos"!
This is a very unique constellation gate.
The psychic law is "Knife + Knife".
This is the best door for a swordsman!
Actually.
If it weren't for this door.
Roger's dream tonight will probably come to nothing.
There is nothing behind the "Gate of Incense Oak".
Unless he modifies the spring or furnace now.
And because there is "Frost" in the "Honeysuckle Gate", you can't go there.
In the boundary of Yuanwang Town.
Unless you can join the Church of the Rain God.
Otherwise, avoid any spiritual realm related to frost.
Otherwise, it is easy to be targeted by the frost master.
With the arrogance and attitude of the **** named Meng.
Roger doesn't know how friendly he is to the wild psychics he catches.
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In between thoughts.
Roger opened the door of chaos with the most basic "psychics: open".
Then step into it.
A treasure land of the spiritual world with magnificent scenery and beautiful scenery was displayed in front of him.
This is a pristine wilderness with a wide view.
Shrub.
The creek.
Butterfly.
Dandelion.
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Everything Roger sees is dotted with a gentle, pure white light.
Looks like it's being highlighted.
The atmosphere here is harmonious and natural.
But didn't take a few steps.
Roger sensed the murderous intent hidden in nature!
"Wow!"
A grumpy cry rang out.
Suddenly, a two-foot-long bulldog jumped out of the bushes not far away!
The bulldog is somewhat similar in appearance to a bulldog.
It's just that the facial expressions are more vicious!
It's extremely explosive.
A vertical leap.
Appeared directly in front of Roger.
Fortunately, psychics can carry a weapon when they enter the spirit world.
As time goes by.
Roger pulled out a machete with a thick back and cut it down at the hound with one knife!
He's a seasoned veteran of killing monsters.
This machete, which was temporarily purchased from the black market, is not easy enough.
But it's more than enough for this bulldog!
A knife fell.
The bulldog is crippled.
One more shot.
Bulldogs die!
On the data bar.
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"You killed a Sumerian bulldog"
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"History Panel: Your Inspiration Gets a Slight Boost"
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"The World Panel: The space for your storage item (designated 1) has been slightly improved"
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"Sin mark can be used anywhere!"
Roger's face brightened.
A bulldog.
Not only has the inspiration attribute of the characters in Yuanwang Town been improved, but also the characters in the world can be marked with sin!
What kind of bulldog is this?
Ah!
Is this the legendary "one fish and two eats"?
Better yet.
Roger discovered that if the designated storage item is the same item, then all of its single units will enjoy the boosting effect!
In this case.
He didn't hesitate to designate the "Tinder Bag" as a boosted item!
"I just don't know if the newly made velvet bag will be full or not to be promoted."
Thinking about it.
Roger gradually entered the wilderness of chaos with a machete.
Deep in the bushes.
He encounters some Xumi bulldogs again.
After several encounters.
Roger also has a count of his current combat power.
Just don't get mauled by more than 10 bulldogs.
He was able to get out.
If there are more than 10.
He is afraid that he can only rely on "death struggle" to confront the opponent head-on.
Fortunately, there are not many Xumi bulldogs.
Roger spent the night wandering around.
Only 16 were killed.
And beyond that.
He also collected some psychic mediums and herbs.
Even got a tile with a psychic reference to it.
A "Bleeding Knife Technique" is recorded on it.
The number of ways of his swordsmanship is very strange.
In the real world.
Roger is definitely not interested.
But for the growth of the role.
He is still learning the sword technique.
There is nothing special about this sword technique.
The essence of it is one word - "mang!".
So reckless that the enemy is afraid.
This swordsmanship is a successful practice.
In actual combat.
This swordsmanship is blessed with the power of the swordsmanship by fighting for your life.
Have to say.
This style of play is a serious departure from Roger's style of play.
He was very conflicted.
But consider the historical world here.
The opportunity to let him experience the advantages and disadvantages of other fighting styles for free is also an experience.
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At dawn.
Roger wakes up from his sleep.
Because of the dream ritual.
He is in poor spirits.
However, the reward for dreaming is very generous.
Except for materials and mediums.
His inspiration has also come a long way.
"No wonder those psychics tend to get addicted to it..."
Roger thought to himself.
Honestly.
He also has an impulse in his heart - it's better to be dreaming all the time, don't waste time in reality - translate it as:
Not at work!
But reason tells him.
This is obviously not possible.
Let's not talk about how the revenue stream is resolved.
Long-term obsession with spiritual things results in physical weakness.
Whether it's a dream or an ascension.
It has to be in moderation.
The result of addiction is a high probability of sudden death.
At the moment he tidyed up his grooming.
Reluctantly rallied to go to work.
In the next period of time.
Roger made a series of training rules for himself——
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Dreaming aspects.
Have a dream every 3 days.
Sleep well and work hard the rest of the time.
Be sure to exercise when you're not dreaming.
Strive to get healthy stars up.
And in Ascension.
Inspiration boosts by one star.
He will try to ascend.
Otherwise it is a waste of energy.
Now Roger is no longer the psychic noob when he first arrived.
Months of inquiries let him know that the real reason for the high mortality rate of psychics is their addiction to power!
The spirit has long been attached to the spiritual world.
The physical body of the real world is ignored.
Long time ago.
All kinds of evils will explode:
Sickness, sudden death, stupor, misbehavior, conflict...
These are the real causes of death for most low-level psychics!
Because it is a "descendant".
Roger isn't that obsessed with the power of this.
This makes his self-discipline much easier to do.
Not to mention.
He can playfully choose to "skip."
That's it.
Days go by.
Winter goes to spring.
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1 year later.
The treasure of the spirit world.
Astral Gate: Rusty Sword.
The Psychic Law: Spring and the Sword.
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The stars gathered in the canopy of the dense forest.
Freshly fluorescent dandelions are floating among the strange giant tree species.
Click!
Click!
Click!
The sound of logging is heard deep in the jungle.
Roger was delighted.
Then crept closer.
He saw a headless horseman with a rusted sword mechanically chopping down trees!
The knight's armor was already in tatters.
Only the rusted sword in the hand remains sharp.
The rusted sword slashed several times.
The giant tree crumbled instantly.
When it is.
Roger looked around and made sure that there was no ambush, and then he raised his knife and went up!
The Headless Horseman was naturally aware of his surprise attack.
The former suddenly slashed back with a sword.
Roger quickly lowered his body, rolled one by one and calmly dodged the sword, and the machete in his hand lifted up and slashed the knight's shackled wrist with great precision!
Clang.
Wrist chopped off by Keegan.
After the rust sword fell to the ground.
The Headless Horseman has no room to struggle.
Roger got up and made two cuts.
To kill it completely!
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"You killed 1 rusty sword ghost, killing 131 rusted sword ghosts in total"
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"History Panel: Your Swordsman aptitude (hidden attribute) has been slightly improved"
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"The World Panel: Your Sword Attack Speed Has Been Slightly Increased"
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"Your sword attack speed has exceeded 300 points, and you have achieved a new milestone: such a fast sword!"
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"What a fast knife: suitable for painless self-government, eunuch, are you ready?"
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"Corresponding title: Sword, Light, Sword and Shadow (When you use sword-like weapons, there will be a certain probability that the sword, light, sword and shadow will 'turn the virtual into reality')"
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"Finally broke 300 points!"
"My current swing speed is almost six knives a second!"
Thinking about it.
Under the giant tree.
Roger hurried to pick up the rusty iron sword - since he entered the historical world, he had to pick up all the spoils by himself. He was somewhat unaccustomed, which made him miss Sandy like never before.
At this moment.
The rusted sword in his hand is a psychic material.
If this thing is used in a dream ritual.
Increases the probability of finding the "Rust Sword Gate" in the spirit world.
This is for Roger who found his new brother behind the Rusty Sword Gate.
Critical stuff of course!
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Over the past year or so.
Roger has maintained a regular life rhythm.
Aspects of spiritual exploration.
He is not reckless, no matter what gate of the stars he encounters, he will only taste it.
As of now.
He has explored 3 spiritual treasures, namely, the Wilderness of Chaos, where the Sumerian Bulldogs are produced, the Rusty Sword Forest, where the ghost of the Rusted Sword is born, and the Deadwood Cave, where a large number of jumping mushrooms linger.
The active monsters in these three spiritual treasures provide useful attributes.
Especially "Jumping Mushroom"!
The "Dark World" attribute it provides is an attribute that Roger has always wanted to brush but has no time to brush.
He had previously spotted jumping mushrooms in some parts of Mystra.
But there are not as many as the treasures of the spiritual world.
This was a surprise for Roger.
It's more satisfying for him.
Up to now, the attributes given by the monsters he encountered in the spiritual world are all useful!
If this rule is not broken.
Roger can't imagine how cool he is behind him!
Nevertheless.
He's still on track to complete his plan.
Because it's not every dream you can find useful treasures.
So his monster spawning efficiency is not particularly high.
Except for the beginning of the Xumi Bulldog brushing more, the progress bar has reached 50%.
The other two have just reached 20% progress.
Only speaking.
Roger still has a lot of work to do.
But he wasn't in a hurry.
He is satisfied with his life now.
The work in the hospital is completely under his control, usually paddling in the morning, leaving at 3 o'clock in the afternoon, and all the time and energy after 3 o'clock is his own.
This allows him to constantly exercise his fitness and inspiration.
It doesn't matter if the accumulation of wealth is a little slower.
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"At the current rate."
"Inspiration and energy will soon be on the rise."
Check the data column.
Roger is about to leave.
Fighting in a dream requires extra energy.
Don't look at his sassy monster-killing actions.
Actually, every step is quite laborious.
Roger learned from the communication with his colleagues.
Lack of energy is often a common problem preventing psychics from going further.
Sometimes it goes too far in the spiritual world.
Loss of energy.
It will lead to a real mess.
Eventually brewing tragedy.
Since Roger has decided to take this life steadily, he will never do anything more than planned.
Now.
His consciousness gradually sank, trying to return to reality.
But at this time.
A sharp white light suddenly appeared in his field of vision!
"Someone!"
Roger interrupted the return trip immediately.
He jumped onto the branch neatly and watched the movement in the forest not far away - the treasure land of the spiritual world is like a vast sea, and it is difficult for psychics to come across here.
But if the psychics are geographically close at the time of dreaming, their heights on the cliffs of the spiritual world are similar, and the doors chosen are exactly the same, then there is indeed a chance to collide!
Over the past year.
Roger has only met one member of the Sword Cult in "Wild Wilderness".
But at that time, the two sides were separated by a large river.
After looking at each other for a moment.
They left.
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This is the first time he has come so close to another person in the spirit world!
"Are you a fellow Daoist of the Sword Sect?"
Thinking about it.
Roger takes a close look.
But seeing that edge flashed fast, it rushed towards the tree stump in the open space like a hungry tiger!
That 'stump' can't be disguised.
Simply stood up and turned into a young man who looked like a thin scholar.
He wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses, and his movements are a little flustered, but his eyes are calm.
"Dead!"
A sharp shout came from the edge.
After the light fades.
Roger saw a sturdy young man with a fierce face and two short knives in his hands!
The two sides fought fiercely in the clearing.
The black-rimmed glasses are obviously no match.
Soon to be down!
"Give me the stuff!"
The two-knife man said viciously.
Black-rimmed glasses are silent.
The former's attack is even more vicious!
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"The knife sect's pursuit of the spring sect should have nothing to do with me."
Roger's first reaction was to get away.
But suddenly.
He was attracted by the double-knife man's skill.
"This knife technique..."
"Ghost of the day?"
As if to confirm his idea.
The data bar is shaking violently!
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"The clue (past life) has been triggered!"
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"You have encountered an enemy in a previous life: a person from the Sword Sect (from the Ghost Sect of the Day)"
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"You can't find a place to break through the iron shoes..."
Roger narrowed his eyes.
Next second.
He jumped down from the tree without hesitation, and charged with a machete in his hand!
Now he's a 4-star fighter.
And the man with two swords in front of him died and was a two-star younger brother.
It's okay to stab the barber apprentice with that knife.
In front of the current Roger.
It's a scumbag!
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When it is.
Both men in the heat of battle spot a menacing Roger.
Both were taken aback at the same time!
Their inspiration is very high, and they judged Roger's strength almost in an instant, which made them feel very wrong-generally, experts of this level have already gone to higher spiritual world treasures through spiritual ascension. .
How come there are still four-star macho men staying in Rusty Sword Forest?
But reality doesn't allow them to think.
Roger's cry came quickly:
"You're entangling the guy with the knife!"
"I have a grudge against him!"
The black-rimmed glasses responded quickly, and immediately a psychic summoned tentacle-like ivy to bind the two-knife man in place!
Replace as usual.
This level of psychic skills is simply not enough to get a man with two swords.
The weapon in his hand is extremely sharp.
Unlock these ivy in seconds!
But in front of Roger.
A few seconds is enough to send the other party on the road!
Pfft!
A crisp sound.
Heads fall!
The man with two knives screamed and disappeared!
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"You wrecked the spirit of your enemy"
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After killing the two-knife man.
Roger slowly put away the knife.
Killing someone in the spirit world doesn't make a difference.
At most, the opponent has been hit mentally.
If the medication is sufficient.
There is a chance to recover after recuperating for a period of time.
But that's enough for Roger.
As for the person in the Spring Sect.
Roger just nodded at him.
Then left alone.
The two sides couldn't even say a word.
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After leaving the spirit world.
Roger continues to live the life of a good citizen.
After half a month.
The psychic gathering at the Docklands Waste Distillery has resumed.
As always, Roger attended with a low profile.
After purchasing some essential items.
He left.
And in the process.
He only focused on one thing-
Count the heads!
There are not many wild psychics in Yuanwang Town.
Almost everyone who dares to show up is here.
Among them, there are 11 swordsmen.
Because the party is only once every three months, basically everyone will come.
But this time.
Two swordsmen 'friends' did not come.
The code names for the two at the party were "The Coachman" and "The Fire Gun".
Roger suspects that one of them is the murderer of his previous life!
And the reason for not being able to attend the party is naturally Roger's knife in the spirit world!
Considering that "Fire Gun" is a newcomer to Yuanwang Town.
And Roger once had his words-
He doesn't seem to have decided which Swordsman's order to join.
This does not match the "ghost of the day" inference given in "Clues".
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"Furthermore, the fire gun is very tall, and the image of the spiritual world basically refers to the real image..."
The more Roger thought about it, the more suspicious the coachman became.
Although I already knew it.
But Roger still didn't act rashly.
He still waited patiently for 3 months.
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The psychic party after 3 months.
The driver shows up as expected.
It was a stocky man in a crying mask.
The first time I saw him.
Roger decisively gave him a "kill order" in order to achieve the effect of tracking + highlighting.
After the party.
Roger trailed the driver all the way to a deep alley in the town.
Then Thunder strikes.
Although the driver's response was quick.
But under the gap of combat power stars.
His resistance was still in vain.
The night is dark and windy.
In a deserted alley.
Roger in the chaotic battle splits the driver's crying mask with one knife, revealing his true face!
"It's really you!"
After Roger determined that this guy was the barber's apprentice's enemy.
Involuntary slashing.
Let the man beg for mercy.
After 13 knives.
Roger finally cut off his head!
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"You completed the 'revenge' in 'Past and Present'"
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"You've been rewarded: Roots"
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"Xuangen: You will gain an additional Legendary Destiny Trait in your next Legacy of Time!"
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"You have received a reward: Clue (The Secret Book of the Secret Society of the Forest)"
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"Clue (The Secret Book of the Forest Society): You can obtain the Secret Book of the Forest Society at the following locations—
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1. Second-order spiritual world treasure: Icefield (knife/frost)
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2. Third-order spiritual world treasure: polar (knife/frost)
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3. Yuanwang Town, Dock Area, Beluga Bookstore
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Remarks: This tome can be carried into the world, and records a thematic enhancement method in the world"
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"Rubang?"
"This is good..."
Roger carefully examines the reward items.
The reward for revenge is still great.
The secret scriptures of the Secret Society of the Forest can actually be brought to reality and can enhance the theme - this is undoubtedly great news for Roger, who is facing the promotion ceremony!
It's just that the location of this thing is a bit of a headache.
In the spirit world.
Can only be obtained in places where "Knife" and "Frost" meet.
But that's Frost Lord's territory!
In Yuanwang Town.
Breaking into the Frost Lord's territory without reporting, I'm afraid even the outliers that return to zero can't save him!
Especially after killing the enemy.
History panel is displayed.
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"You are considered an enemy by the Psychic Order: Ghosts of the Day"
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"Your outlier +1"
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"In this world, killing people is trouble..."
Roger sighed softly.
Now he quickly cleans up the scene.
It is very difficult to leave no traces in places where there are gods.
He could only do his best to cover his tracks.
But while he's cleaning up.
Good news for the delayed live panel!
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"Execution Order: You killed Oleg, a believer of the Two-Star Sword Sect, and you obtained the psychic technique - self-immolation"
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"The conversion is complete, the psychic (self-immolation) has been transformed into a feat: self-immolation"
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"Self-Immolation (Void Specialty): You can increase your combat power by burning some of your limbs (the boost attribute depends on the burning part)"
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"Burning, burning hair?"
"Or burn your nails?"
"It's okay, I can't burn myself, can I?"
See here.
Roger's head is full of question marks.
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After hastily dealt with the traces in the deep alley.
Roger quietly disappeared.
In the coming days.
He's more low-key.
Not even at work.
He just maintains the frequency of regular spiritual exploration, and occasionally sells some gems to maintain the needs of psychic supplies.
Because he stayed in the low-level spiritual gate for a long time.
So the consumption is not particularly large.
That's it.
Time goes by like water.
Due to due diligence at work.
Roger has had several promotions.
In the fourth year after Advent.
He successfully became one of the senior stewards of the church hospital, and his actual power is second only to the dean Jenny himself——
All of this is the result of his hard work.
One of the hardest parts of it was the year-end prayer meeting inside the church hospital last year.
He did his best to finally get to know Mrs. Ogland-
It was a woman who was well-known in Yuanwang Town and within the church.
Mrs. Ogland is over fifty years old, rich and powerful.
She has always had a passion for good-looking, strong young men.
She patiently guides them through this wonderful world.
For Roger.
Mrs. Ogland didn't like it very much at first.
Because of his appearance only two stars.
But later.
She loved Roger to death.
After all, his fitness has been working out to four stars over the past few years!
It didn't take long ~IndoMTL.com~ to announce their marriage happily and happily.
So Roger became Ogland's fifth husband.
Promotions and raises at work have naturally become a matter of course.
In Roger's view.
His wife has no faults other than being older and fatter.
Anyway, he just clicked "skip" when he encountered discordant parts.
Important.
With the support of Mrs. Ogland.
Roger was able to successfully join the Church of the Rain God and became an official psychic!
As such.
He has become an officially registered psychic and no longer has to hide his head and show his tail to avoid the Frost Master.
This is important for his subsequent promotion!
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Honestly.
Roger is happy with his life now.
He has figured it out.
As long as the sense of substitution is not too strong.
You can do whatever you want.
According to his plan.
He'll keep a low profile.
Until the five-year term expires!
The first seal on her body was released during the introduction.
It's time to try something!
It backfired.
Just three months before the seal is lifted.
Roger suddenly received two letters in his office at the mission hospital!
He casually opened one of the letters.
There is only one line above:
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"It's your turn!"
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The moment Roger opened the envelope.
The data bar immediately begins to jump.
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"Hint: Fate Trait (Curse of the Castle) has been triggered!
You must complete the assigned tasks within 1 month.
Otherwise you will be killed by a curse attack! "
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"Clue: You received a 'best friend's suicide note', did you read it?"
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