I’m Being Held Captive by Demons Chapter 345: I love Su Yan
"Is this old-fashioned queen hateful? Not really."
"The man who was beaten to death with a stick is the culprit of his own death."
Konning sat by the campfire and told the story of the Queen.
The conversation changed and he said, "Although soft rice is delicious, it's not in my hands. That kind of security and enjoyment is nothing but a castle in the air."
"Once the storm comes, it will collapse in an instant."
"I obey Su Yan now, which is the real way to die."
"My relationship with her has never been equal. She has always been strong and weak. In such a situation, she can knead and play with me at will, but I can't do anything about it."
"Although she has always been very restrained, even when she played with me in a bad way, she did not really do anything irreparable."
"For example, killing Wan'er or Liu Ruxue, cutting off their heads and cooking them for me..."
Kong Ning spread his hands and said helplessly: "Because of her restraint, our relationship has always maintained a delicate distance, and there has never been a real rivalry."
"But who can guarantee she'll keep it under control?"
"Everyone knows that the Six Desires are the most chaotic and disorderly, and their actions are all based on personal preference."
"In case after I eat soft rice, she suddenly has a whim and wants to cook Wan'er or Liu Ruxue for me to eat. Do you think I should eat it? Or not?"
"Or make you into bibimbap and ask me to eat two bowls...Do you think I can swallow?"
Kong Ning's question made the urn laugh out loud.
said: "Thank you brother for your concern, but my ashes should taste good for bibimbap. You won't have diarrhea after eating a meal."
Kong Ning rolled his eyes and continued.
"So it's impossible to eat soft rice, and it's impossible for me to give all my life to Su Yan."
Speaking, Kong Ning paused, then continued.
"Fearing her is one reason, but the main reason is that I don't want to lose her."
"Or, I'm afraid of losing her..."
The change in Kong Ning's tone made the urn laugh out loud again.
It smiled and said: "How do you say?"
Kong Ning looked at the urn and said seriously, "I've thought about it a lot over the past few years."
"After leaving Hejian Mansion, I often watched all the things that happened by myself, using illusions to retrace the days and nights spent with Su Yan, and re-watched the experience between us from the perspective of a bystander. "
"Also thought about it over and over again."
"In the end, I made sure of one thing. That is my love for Su Yan, it's true."
"Whether it's her disguising as a mortal to approach me, or she's showing the appearance of a scorpion trying to kill me, or when she's playing with me in Hejianfu...I can be sure that I love her, from I love her from the bottom of my heart."
"My heart is full of her shadow."
"Even if she approached me to kill me in the first place, even if she has been teasing me, and even now, I'm not sure how real or fake her love for me is."
"But I'm sure I love her."
"Whether she really loves me or not, but my heart has been filled with her, and there is no place for other women."
"In my heart, she is my wife, the lover I want to live with forever and ever."
"So I can't eat her soft rice, and I can't be soft on her."
Kong Ning said in a calm but serious tone: "An unequal relationship is the most terrible poison in relationships, and it will destroy everything at any time."
"Now she is interested in me, maybe she won't get tired of it, she is happy to play games with me. But what if she gets tired of it in the future?"
"Toys can never be truly loved. Toys are often kicked away when they get tired of playing with them."
"I can't accept that after she gets bored in the future, she kills me to find other fun."
"I cannot be the face of the Queen."
"I want to be her only man and go to the end with her."
"So I have to become strong, and become strong enough, strong enough to be comparable to her, not to be squashed by her casually, so she must respect and care about my opinion, and can't kick me at will. "
"Only then can I be qualified and truly get her love."
"Therefore I must never eat her soft rice, and I must never submit to her soft food."
"It has nothing to do with face or backbone, but I really love her."
"I don't eat her soft food, and it's not because I have strong self-esteem. It's because I don't want to lose her, I want to be her only one."
"That's the only reason I don't want to compromise with her."
Kong Ning looked at the urn and said so.
Besides the campfire, there is silence.
Caiwei, who should have fallen asleep, sat up at some point and was looking at Kong Ning with radiant eyes.
Like a young girl who is fascinated by a love story.
In the dark forest, it was also silent.
Under the moonlight, everything is silent, and it seems that even the common summer insects have disappeared.
Everything in the world is silent.
After a while, the columbarium slowly spoke.
"Brother, you still said that you can't talk about love... Who will say you're a boring gourd in the future~IndoMTL.com~ I'm worried about her!"
Speaking, the urn couldn't help laughing again.
"Unfortunately, your daughter-in-law didn't hear these words."
"If that goddess heard what you said, I'm afraid she would be so happy that her tail would be lifted up and she would be happy...hehe...it's a pity...a pity..."
The urn laughed and sighed.
Kong Ning shrugged and said calmly.
"These are my thoughts, and some of my insights in the past few years after I left Hejian Mansion. They are not love words."
"I speak my heart, not rhetoric."
"If there is a chance to see you in the future, it's not a big deal to repeat it to her."
"Or, these words will definitely be pointed out to her in the future, and they will definitely be told to her again."
"Maybe more than once."
"After all, I love her, there's nothing to be ashamed of and nothing to say."
"What if I let the whole world know that I love Su Yan? I do love her, which is not ashamed."
Kong Ning's tone was calm, and the urn suddenly laughed out loud.
In my ear, the sound transmission of the urn sounded.
"Fuck! Brother, you are too good at this."
"I bet that the witch was absolutely fascinated when she heard what you said that day! I won't come to trouble you in a short time! Maybe she will come to help you!"
The columbarium was quite happy, after all, it was a lively event.
Kong Ning silently shook his head and sat down without answering.
Because what he said was really from his heart...
And he also knew that the witch might be nearby.
But he still said these words.
He just wanted her to hear.
—Whether the witch really loves him or not.