I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 525: Last day
"I heard you crushed Zhou A's fingers?"
In the room of the Hanzhou villa, Zhong Lei asked curiously.
Chen Feng nodded, "Yeah. I crushed one. He had promised never to return to China, but he was caught by me, so I should teach him a lesson."
"Good."
Lei Zhong smiled.
"Hey, why don't you say I'm too cruel?" Chen Feng asked in confusion.
Zhong Lei shook her head, "I think it's okay, it's not cruel. I believe that you must have your reasons for everything you do. A person like Zhou A should really keep him from coming back for the rest of his life. It's just that I think You don't have to be angry about it, it's not worth it, and it doesn't fit who you are now."
Chen Feng shook his head, "Identity? What kind of identity can I have? Isn't it still a person with one nose and two eyes? But I'm not angry. You may not believe it when I say it, I was thinking only about the spirit of the contract. He breached the contract. , should pay the price, it's that simple."
Zhong Lei burst out laughing, "The spirit of the contract? Your explanation is novel. But I just think your time is precious and shouldn't be spent on such trivial matters."
Chen Feng smiled, "It only took me less than three minutes to get together, I've done all the things that need to be done. Besides, don't care who I am, then I have to eat and drink. It's like Now the outside world regards you as a goddess, but as a goddess, you have to go to the toilet yourself, right?"
Zhong Lei blushed first, then laughed wildly.
After a long time, she poked Chen Feng's forehead and said, "Okay you guy, now you are full of nonsense and nothing is right."
Chen Feng smiled.
A moment later, Zhong Lei broke the secret.
"Are you worried about losing your relationship? So you deliberately let yourself get away from major events and return to ordinary life?"
Chen Feng was stunned, "I was discovered by you. That's right."
Now Chen Feng's biological lifespan is 138 years old, but his mind has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.
His mental age is actually very old.
His will is very firm, but after so many years of thinking into another life, the long time will eventually leave more or less traces in his heart.
These traces are eroding his emotions little by little.
This is the active indifference of the personality, which is completely different from the passive dissipation of the quantum life.
In these days, Chen Feng gradually found that he could only have relatively strong emotional fluctuations when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei sing, but when facing other people and things, although he could still use complex He speaks in a changeable tone and looks like a person, but in fact, as far as he knows, this is all an illusion of his own disguise.
I am becoming as "cold" as the stars.
These are the sequelae that have to be faced after the quantization of thinking.
Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew that she had grasped the truth.
She leaned up gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.
"You're tired."
Chen Feng nodded: "It's a little bit, but it's okay."
"You need a break."
"But I don't have time for real rest, I feel like I'm too busy every day."
Zhong Lei: "You're pushing yourself too hard."
Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's okay, it's just that some things have become what they are today."
"Tell me what's going on. I can handle it."
……
About half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng with a distressed expression, "You have lived in a black hole for a thousand years by yourself?"
Chen Feng nodded, "Yes."
"Is it hard? Are you lonely?"
"It's okay. I had two people with me at the beginning, and I could listen to your songs. Later, I started to actively contact the resistance army outside and participated in the cause of the resistance army. There is a paragraph in the middle. Time, I had a hard time, but then my mood gradually faded, and I don't know what loneliness is."
He said things very plainly, but Zhong Lei substituted herself into that scene unconsciously.
"So what do you think will happen this time? Do you want to repeat it?"
Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's very possible, if we want to win this war, mankind needs me. I have to keep watching the victory in my heart before I can feel at ease."
Zhong Lei: "In the form of a living person or in the form of a quantum life?"
"If I was opportunistic, I could change form as soon as I passed. But..."
Zhong Lei: "But you have new worries?"
"Yes, when I understood Xiaofu's grand unification formula in the form of quantum life, my understanding of the universe reached a new stage. After coming back I have been thinking about a problem, and then I found a point The mystery of my energy through time and space."
"What mystery?"
Chen Feng: "At first I thought it was the will of the universe supporting me to reset time and possessing infinite energy. But I found that was not the case. What supports me is a force that conforms to the laws of science and the laws of the universe. It is just that our current research does not understand it. But this power is limited. Since it is a limited thing, it will be exhausted sooner or later."
Zhong Lei: "What will happen after exhaustion?"
Chen Feng thought for a while, "You should lose the ability to tamper with the time of the universe."
"Huh? Then what?"
Chen Feng said with a smile: "Then maybe this is the last attempt I can make. After I die in the future, I should not come back this time."
Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "This... you want to leave?"
Chen Feng blinked, "I can't say I'm going to leave. I'm still going to grow old with you? Now is the present, and the future is the future."
Zhong Lei: "Uh... so this time your life may be like this. First grow old with us in the 21st century, then resurrect in the 31st century, and then usher in real death?"
It was a bit confusing before, she didn't understand it, but after Chen Feng explained it, she understood.
Chen Feng nodded, "So I didn't plan to commit suicide to take chances. I often walk by the river, how can I not wet my shoes. I always gamble like this, if I lose the bet, I will lose everything. Although I have mastered it. I have a lot of knowledge, but my greatest talent is in the charge. I can play a thousand-strong effect by myself. So, I will go to war with all my strength, even if I get old in the war, it doesn't matter. Then I will be as When the life of ordinary people comes to an end, when they are about to die of old age, they will transform themselves into a more stable quantum intelligence, and they can live as long as they can.”
Zhong Lei: "It's all in one battle?"
"Yes."
Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "Why didn't you worry about this before?"
Chen Feng looked up at the ceiling, "My tone became melancholy, probably because I was finally getting old this time. This incident exposed the boundaries of mystical energy's ability and proved some of the answers I wanted."
Zhong Lei asked in a solemn tone, "What should I do now?"
Chen Feng spread his hands and said, "Nothing to do, the soldiers will stop the water and cover the soil. In fact, I have always regarded each time as the last time. I always say 'next time', but I just have to encourage myself." /
Chen Feng confessed a fact.
He himself is probably the greatest pessimist in all of history.
I only think about failure every time, and I firmly believe that every time may be the last time.
But his thoughts in the past ~IndoMTL.com~ were not as strong as they are now.
Chen Feng took another deep breath and patted Zhong Lei on the shoulder, "So now I have to adjust my state, make myself perfect, and make the best preparations for my personal and civilization's final war. Tomorrow I will I went to see some old people, put down all my burdens little by little, and then walked lightly and moved forward.”
Zhong Lei is getting closer and closer.
"Let me write you a new song."
"What song?"
Zhong Lei: "The last thousand years. I have already thought about the first sentence of the lyrics."
"What?"
"Every time I open my eyes, today is the last day."
"Good."
"I will also take this time as my last time to work hard. I hope my song can resound throughout the universe. This is the only way to live up to my life."
"Hahaha. Good!"