Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The third bowl of soup (fifteen)
It stands to reason that so far, the wish of the female ghost Zhu Cai has been fulfilled. For Concubine Ke Shu, living in such an undisturbed life made her more uncomfortable than dying. Whenever she is awake, she will think of her original pride, but it has been completely broken before it can be realized, but she still doesn't know why.
Because Qing Huan liked those poems, Emperor Jing Heng ordered people to look at Concubine Ke Shu all the time. When she wrote a poem, she would give her a meal, otherwise there would be nothing. But how much stock can Concubine Ke Shu have in her belly? It didn't take long for Qing Huan to thoroughly understand her.
What's the use of keeping the worthless Concubine Ke Shu?
Qing Huan sighed lowly. Emperor Jingheng is ruthless, he never shows mercy to his enemies, which is why he can live to this day and hold the power tightly in his hands. Qing Huan promised to accompany him for the rest of his life, and he will not break his promise. So even if she fulfilled the wish of the female ghost Zhu Cai, she did not turn around and leave, but continued to stay in this world.
Emperor Jing Heng treats her very well. This kind of goodness is completely without impurities. He loves her, misses her, and respects her, but he doesn't actually have much time with her. Qing Huan is not a hard-hearted person. Emperor Jing Heng treats her so sincerely, how can she not be soft-hearted? After all, he was with him for more than twenty years. Emperor Jingheng was lonely and bumpy in his childhood, and his eyes were hazy, and he was doomed to die young. When he was fifty years old, he held Qing Huan's hand reluctantly and refused to close his eyes no matter what.
The prince is young and promising, and he is very smart, and when Da Wei is handed over to him, he will not be buried. In this life, he has been famous for eternity, he has worked hard, has a lover, and has all his deep affection and love. What else can he not let go of?
Probably, it's just the grievance of leaving her alone in this world, right?
Qing Huan was not sad about the death of Emperor Jingheng, because she knew that his life was full of merits and virtues, and he would be reborn in a good family in the next life. It's just that the two never had the chance to see each other again.
But it doesn't matter what you see or not, life is just like that. If she can't see it and let it go, how can she be worthy of Emperor Jingheng's full of love?
After becoming the Queen Mother, Qing Huan no longer needs to take care of Emperor Jing Heng, because he has long since left. The new emperor is talented and intelligent, and many things do not need her to teach, but whenever he encounters a major event that is difficult to choose, the new emperor will still come to ask his mother for advice. In his heart, the mother and the father are the smartest people in the world. . It's just that since the death of the father and emperor, the spirit of the mother and queen has not been very good. I hope he can find something to make the mother not so depressed.
Qing Huan thinks this is her luck. So far, her four children in the two worlds have all been considerate and filial to her. The first three were born from the female ghost Hongluan's body, but the new emperor was solidly born from her new body. Strictly speaking, Xindi is her first child. And Emperor Jingheng is also the only person in these worlds who is sincere to her, so Qing Huan is also very concerned about the new emperor, especially when she learns that the so-called difficult decisions of the new emperor are all afraid of her. I miss the excuse that Emperor Jingheng found too much, and I feel even more gratified in my heart.
She has lived in this world for another ten years, and when the new emperor completely controls the government, she can finally feel at ease.
The death of the Empress Dowager Xiaoxian made the whole country mourning. Every household is locked out, white flags hang in front of the door, and the emperor never went to court in March. After Li Wufu, who was far away in the rivers and lakes, learned the news, he was still alone so far, and he couldn't tell how he felt in his heart. After so many years, he also had many confidantes, but the only thing he never forgot in his heart was the affectionate conversation between Qing Huan and Emperor Jing Heng that night.
Maybe he's a demon.
As for the other people who love Ke Molan, they all married and had children, and no one ever mentioned Ke Molan again. This woman has become an unspeakable stain in their lives.
However, Ke Molan lived to be eighty years old. On the day she died, she kept shouting unfair! Even when she died, she refused to accept her own destiny. She looks forward to being able to die once, re-travel, and start all over again. This time, she will never fail again!
Opportunities don't come your way. Because of her wishful thinking, there are naturally bitter fruits waiting for her.
This time back at Naihe Bridge, Qing Huan still glanced at the emperor sitting by the stone. Perhaps because of Emperor Jingheng, she felt some pity for this person inexplicably. With a flip of the palm, the karma stone appeared, but nothing related to this person could be seen inside. Neither his past life nor his present life can be seen. Qing Huan frowned slightly, put away the Karma Stone, and slowly walked to the bridge.
The female ghost Zhu Cai is still standing in front of the fire. Qing Huan has been in the world for decades, but the bridge is only a snap of her fingers, but the Wangchuan River has passed thousands of years. She scooped out the soup and handed it to the female ghost Zhu Cai. The female ghost Zhu Cai took it with emotion and slowly drank it. Qing Huan looked at her with a smile and pointed behind her: "Go there."
The female ghost Zhu Cai looked at her blankly: "Where is that?"
Qing Huan thought about it and said, "It's a better place, you won't regret it if you go."
"Then... can I not go?"
"I'm afraid not." Qing Huan said. "If you don't go, you'll have to jump from here."
The female ghost Zhu Cai looked at the calm Wangchuan River, and Qing Huan put **** between her eyebrows. In an instant, the female ghost Zhu Cai saw countless ghosts in the Wangchuan River. She was frightened. He took a deep breath and said no more words.
After sending off the female ghost Zhu Cai, Qing Huan stood alone on the bridge. She now has a certainty in her heart. Although there is no one to guide her, she can still successfully fulfill each ghost's wish. That little girl... Qing Huan has not thought of it for a long time. She felt that she was in such a good state, that it would be better to forget some things that she did not want to remember. The past is over, what can she not let go of? The decades she spent with Emperor Jingheng made her understand that she should not despise the love between men and women in this world, but it was difficult for her to believe it. If Emperor Jingheng didn't meet her now, what would happen?
That will always be an unknown, no one will ever know.
Thinking of the world in Ke Molan's mouth, Qing Huan has never heard of it or seen it. She is full of curiosity about that world. Qing Huan can't imagine the existence of such a world, but unfortunately, the world is not something she can choose to go to, but to He has been guarding the Naihe Bridge, waiting, waiting for someone to come.
This time, she waited a long, long time. It was so long that she didn't even remember how long it had been. During this time, she re-engraved the three characters of Naihe Bridge hidden on the bridge pier on the bridge body, so that it can be seen at a glance. On the soul-inducing banner of the tea stall, she wrote the four characters of "Get to the other side early".
This time the soup boiled for a long time and no one came. There was nothing on the bridge except a tea stall.
Qing Huan doesn't know where her body is at the moment, nor where the mysterious little girl is. It was as if she was the only one left in this world, and there were countless ghosts in the Wangchuan River. She stayed quietly, sometimes walking back and forth from one end of the bridge to the other, back and forth.
One day, someone will come.
The soup has boiled, but the man's obsession is to be with the man he loves in the next life.
This is impossible. They have no fate in this life, and they will not be able to stay together in the next life. That man was full of evil and murdered like numbness. He should have fallen into the eighteenth **** and suffered untold suffering, and then he was transferred to the animal realm and reincarnated for ten lifetimes before he could be reborn as a human being. But this woman has great merits and virtues. In the next life, she will be reborn in the family of the emperor, become the eldest princess, and recruit a talented consort who loves her deeply. She will have children and live a happy life.
However, she has only one wish.
This can't be done, and it's not allowed in the book of life and death. Qing Huan had seen her present life and present life, but the female ghost refused to drink the soup. She looked at Qing Huan stubbornly, her resolute eyes full of persistence and desire for love.
Qing Huan sighed: "Have you really thought about it?"
The female ghost nodded, looking determined.
"It's okay not to drink, but you can't go any further." Qing Huan said lightly, looking down at the Wangchuan River. Countless ghosts were crying and howling, but the female ghost couldn't see them at all, but Qing Huan could see clearly. She glanced at the female ghost again. The female ghost was beautiful and haggard. She asked, "If you don't want to go, how do you know he won't go too?"
The female ghost bit her lip and said, "I keep my love, and I want to wait for a result."
Then why bother walking on this bridge of Naihe? It is better to learn from the emperor and stop at the bridge of Naihe. Even if it will disappear one day, it will still retain its memory and appearance. "You don't have to drink it, but if so, you have to jump off this bridge and endure a thousand years of suffering inside. If you don't change your mind after a thousand years, you can use your merits in exchange for staying with him forever. Only one life."
The female ghost nodded without hesitation.
Qing Huan looked at her desperate appearance for love, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and she said with pity: "One day in the world, the Wangchuan River is a thousand years, and a thousand years in the world. Do you know how long you will suffer in it?"
"No matter how long it takes, I'll be happy."
After saying that, he jumped down without hesitation. The moment she jumped off, the ghosts stretched out their hands and pulled her in, and they were torn into thousands of pieces in an instant. The female ghost screamed and was in pain, but this was all she had to endure. Her intact flesh and body are what those ghosts who have long been mutilated long for. Sooner or later, she will fight with other ghosts for an eyeball and become one of them.