Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The fourteenth bowl of soup (1)

What is love?

Qing Huan doesn't know.

She really doesn't know. In fact, now, she has begun to doubt whether there is such a thing in the world, but facing the sad eyes of the female ghost, Qing Huan calmly said: "This question, you will naturally know in the future."

"But, I want to know now." The female ghost's eyes were sad, but after a few seconds, she suddenly smiled, "Oh, maybe, it's the best not to know. If I don't get a result, how can I expect others to tell me?"

Qing Huan saw the sadness in her eyes. Since this female ghost appeared on the bridge, she was neither surprised nor happy, her face was flat, Qing Huan looked at her, and sighed lowly.

What's the point of being so trapped by love?

"Girl, how long have you been here?"

The first person to talk to her and take the initiative to care about her. Qing Huan smiled slightly, and was willing to speak with this female ghost who seemed to be taciturn and silent, but her eyes were very gentle: "It's been too long, I don't remember." She looked into the distance. "I don't remember how long I've been here, how old I am."

"Isn't it lonely?" the female ghost asked softly. "I often feel lonely. When His Majesty is not here, I am lonely. When His Majesty comes down, I am still lonely. I am very lonely even when he is not by my side. He is so close to me, why do I feel so far away? "

Qing Huan really has no say in love, she doesn't know what she can say about this ghost. Persuade her not to be obsessed and turn back to the shore? What qualifications and confidence does she have to comfort others who have also fallen into madness? The wound is not on his own body, no one knows how painful it is. The first thing she learned was that she never asked others about her own standards.

"Did you know, girl, my name is Ruolan, and it was given to me by Your Majesty." The female ghost Ruolan seemed to be lost in memory, and a sweet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, one could imagine what she was like in her lifetime of the beautiful city. "At that time, I was just a singing singer. His Majesty made a private visit in private, and when he liked me, he took me back to the palace and made me a concubine."

The smile on her face was so sweet that Qing Huan couldn't even bear to interrupt her, so she quietly let her continue.

"That time was my happiest time. I had money to bury my parents, and a husband who was very good to me. It was really... a day like a dream." The smile became softer, and after a while, she seemed to think of something, and smiled again. "My birth name is Shang'er. Your Majesty changed my name for me, made me Concubine Lan, and let me live in the Qilan Palace. There are so many orchids in the palace. I'm so happy. I think I have the whole The world. Therefore, even if other concubines and concubines poisoned me, causing the fetus in my womb to die, and it would be difficult to conceive children, I would not care. Because as long as there is your majesty, it is enough, as long as your majesty can keep watching me.”

"He stayed in my palace for more than ten days for a month. Except for the first half year, and later, he would not touch me. I don't know why, but everyone thinks that I am the most important emperor of the emperor. The beloved woman." The female ghost Ruolan's tears fell drop by drop, her eyes had the sourness and sweetness of memories, but they were also extremely empty. "Isn't it okay to let me be deceived like this? Why do you want me to know the truth? Let me know... In fact, I'm just such an unbearable existence."

"The emperor has long been in love. In the first half year, he favored me because I was a substitute, because he hadn't gotten that woman yet. Half a year later, he came to my palace but didn't touch me because he I have obtained that person, just to hide people's eyes and ears, so I used me as a cover, afraid that the queen and other concubines would focus on that woman. Girl, look, I can't even laugh, because Your Majesty doesn't like it Watching me laugh, I always thought it was because I didn't look good when I laughed, but it turned out that it was because I was the least like her when I laughed."

"You are beautiful." Qing Huan said sincerely.

"What's the use of beauty? After all, what Your Majesty loves is not me, but the queen of the enemy country." The female ghost Ruolan smiled softly, and Qing Huan realized that when she laughed, there was a playful little girl at the corner of her mouth. Huya, and a sweet pear vortex.

"Your Majesty made me a target. He knew that I was pregnant, but he still let me lose my child and lose my body, just because the woman was angry with him, because he had promised her that in the harem, I will never touch another person. I was pregnant, and the woman was angry, so His Majesty pushed the boat and asked the Queen to drug me."

"I thought this was the ultimate tragedy. But I didn't expect that His Majesty was more cruel than I thought."

"He ordered someone to kill me after I was raped, send the body back to the enemy country, and let the queen of the enemy country take my place." The female ghost Ruolan laughed bleakly. "The Laner he kept shouting was not me. He planned to save me and help me, and it wasn't me. He had no affection for me. The corpse was whipped and its head cut off and hung on the city wall to show the public. His Majesty always insisted that his concubine Lan was in the palace, girl, you say... Can I blame him?"

"I never blame him. Because he's Your Majesty. He's hot and cold, I don't blame him, he doesn't save the child, I don't blame him, he uses me as a stand-in, I don't blame him, he kills I still don't blame him, because I love him. That kind of love has been engraved into my soul, and let me live and die for him. But I still feel sad, I still... still think of all the things I had before I was alive. I feel pain. What did I do wrong? I was poor since I was a child, and my parents loved and loved me, but once the family was in trouble, I had to be a singing singer, but I didn’t steal or rob, and I kept myself clean, why did I end up doing it? Ended up like this?"

Qing Huan looked at her quietly.

The female ghost Ruolan shed blood and tears, and Qing Huan was secretly frightened, but she had seen many ghosts on the bridge, but it was the first time she had seen a ghost like Ruolan even after she died. .

After a while, she sighed softly, brushed her hands over the female ghost Ruolan's face, and said in a low voice, "Then let's have a dream, since you want him to fall in love with you, I'll help you. In this world, how can there be so many happy and upright love.”

This love is too heavy, and it makes Qing Huan feel depressed again.

She has lived in so many worlds, she loves those worlds with great sincerity and enthusiasm, and believes in the beautiful feelings that those beautiful people have, but she herself will never have love again. It's not that she fears or rejects it, but that she really no longer needs love. The family and friendship also made her unable to let go. So far, what she missed the most was the practice of being a Taoist priest.

Children, idiots, sometimes there is something in life, why bother.

And she has long learned and enjoys forgetting. No matter the memory is good or painful, it will eventually pass, and nothing can beat time.

Qing Huan sighed again, she sent Mo Ze out, and Nai He Bridge was instantly deserted. I don't know what happened to which world, maybe there is a problem with time, let's talk about it when Mo Ze returns safely.

Close her eyes and open them again, Qing Huan felt a sharp pain. She subconsciously covered the painful part, and sat up suddenly, sitting on the bed bent over, hugging her stomach tightly.

"Niangniang, Niangniang, are you awake?!" A little palace maid with a round face greeted her, expressing her worries with an excited expression, "Great, you're finally awake! The imperial doctor said you must not move! Quick, lie down!"

Qing Huan's brain hurts a bit. Her arrival has always been random and has no time limit, but it seems to be unreliable every time. Maybe in the next world, she should consider whether to decide the time by herself? At this moment, it was obvious that Ruolan had a small birth, and the emperor had already obtained the so-called enemy queen.

That is to say, before he gets the queen's heart, he will not kill Ruolan, but there is not much time, at most a year or so, until the queen has a heart for him and is willing to be his concubine, then It was Ruolan's death.

How ruthless and cruel this man must be to come up with such a way to take advantage of a woman who loves him so much.

Qing Huan didn't want to think about it so much, because she was really in pain. I have endured all kinds of pain before, but now I am squeamish.

"Niangniang..." The little palace maid called softly. "You, do you want to see His Majesty? Or, should Tuan Cui order someone to urge you?"

"No need." Qing Huan said weakly. "Your Majesty is in a state of affairs, why do you have time to visit this palace? You should retire."

Damn, he's just hiding in the secret room of his bedroom to cultivate feelings with the enemy queen using circles and forks.

Qing Huan has met many people in these worlds, but none of the men she chooses to be with are as disgusting and despicable as this emperor. Since she is not a fellow traveler, Qing Huan will naturally not be polite, so she does not want to keep such a man by her side.

Tuan Cui looked at Qing Huan's pale face, her heart trembled, she responded and retreated.

There was no one else in the hall, Qing Huan moved her fingers lightly, and the pain disappeared instantly. In a world she didn't want to stay, it didn't matter if her heart didn't beat, because there wouldn't be any emotion that could move her. Whether it was the cruel and ruthless emperor, the queen who betrayed her husband and threw herself into the arms of the enemy, or the king who smothered a weak woman's corpse, all of them were the extremes of disgust for Qing Huan.

So, abilities can be used without restrictions.

It's better to use the first one first. Qing Huan tilted her head to think for a while, and there was a strange smile on the corner of her mouth.

Naturally, she would not use the ability that does not exist in this world on the feelings of the emperor and others. If feelings are not wholeheartedly, their wishes will not be fulfilled, and Qinghuan has no will to deceive others, but in other aspects Didn't say it can't be used.