Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The twenty-sixth bowl of soup (nine)

Qing Huan didn't answer.

"I now have an eternal lifespan, and I can even control the life and death of others. You said, should I be happy about this?" "Everyone is afraid of me, no one can betray me again, that's what I deserve, isn't it?"

Qing Huan didn't answer.

Qing Huan whispered: "In my opinion, all of this stems from your inferiority complex."

"I now have an eternal lifespan, and I can even control the life and death of others. You said, should I be happy about this?" "Everyone is afraid of me, no one can betray me again, that's what I deserve, isn't it?"

Her voice was soft, but it really hit Mi Li's point of anger: "What did you say?!"

Qing Huan whispered: "In my opinion, all of this stems from your inferiority complex."

"Because you are afraid of yourself with nothing, resist all the memories of the past, forcibly beautify the past that even your own soul feels pain and remorse. You are denying yourself, and it all stems from low self-esteem, you feel You can't get love yourself, but you never give your love."

Her voice was soft, but it really hit Mi Li's point of anger: "What did you say?!"

Shili stared at Qing Huan tremblingly.

"Because you are afraid of yourself with nothing, resist all the memories of the past, forcibly beautify the past that even your own soul feels pain and remorse. You are denying yourself, and it all stems from low self-esteem, you feel You can't get love yourself, but you never give your love."

Qing Huan continued: "I am a little different from you. I am a person from a long, long time ago. In that world, my fate is even more tragic than yours."

Shili stared at Qing Huan tremblingly.

"Don't preach to me! I've told you all, I used to be kind and simple! I used to be full of hope for human beings, and I was soft-hearted, but this switch is all about knives! Poke in my heart They will only betray, they will only demand! Human hearts, like their lifespans, have a time limit. After a certain period of time, they will forget everything. It's important!" Milli Li seemed to want to convince Qing Huan. "Don't you understand? I have already experienced what you are going through now! Sooner or later you will become like me, and now you still have beautiful fantasies about these worlds, but one day you will know, no People are worthy of love, no one is worthy of trust, only you are the most important. When you stand at the pinnacle of power, these worlds are like ants that you can rub! At that time, whether there is love, whether there is self, and whether there is What's important?"

Qing Huan continued: "I am a little different from you. I am a person from a long, long time ago. In that world, my fate is even more tragic than yours."

Qing Huan looked at Shu Li like she was looking at a wounded child, tolerant and gentle: "I used to dare not face the memories of my life. Do you know? What kind of person I used to be? I was humiliated, and I am still humiliated after death. In the first world, I was weak and ignorant. For one reason, in order to fulfill the wish of a ghost, I was tortured and humiliated, both physically and mentally, and even As for my soul, I have never recovered from redemption, and my body is covered with bruises. I loved a person before my death, and I didn't change my infatuation before I died. Betrayed, fell into the enemy's army, her body was completely ruined, she could no longer be called a woman, she married an old man before she died and became his wife, and she died after a few days of happiness."

"Don't preach to me! I've told you all, I used to be kind and simple! I used to be full of hope for human beings, and I was soft-hearted, but this switch is all about knives! Poke in my heart They will only betray, they will only demand! Human hearts, like their lifespans, have a time limit. After a certain period of time, they will forget everything. It's important!" Milli Li seemed to want to convince Qing Huan. "Don't you understand? I have already experienced what you are going through now! Sooner or later you will become like me, and now you still have beautiful fantasies about these worlds, but one day you will know, no People are worthy of love, no one is worthy of trust, only you are the most important. When you stand at the pinnacle of power, these worlds are like ants that you can rub! At that time, whether there is love, whether there is self, and whether there is What's important?"

"I took over after my death. My previous one was a woman. She still couldn't let go, so she left after I came. I also hated and resented. I was pressed by a man and couldn't resist. Lowness, like mud on the ground, is meant to be trampled on. I hated even the heavens, and was as cynical as you were, and nearly went astray."

Qing Huan looked at Shu Li like she was looking at a wounded child, tolerant and gentle: "I used to dare not face the memories of my life. Do you know? What kind of person I used to be? I was humiliated, and I am still humiliated after death. In the first world, I was weak and ignorant. For one reason, in order to fulfill the wish of a ghost, I was tortured and humiliated, both physically and mentally, and even As for my soul, I have never recovered from redemption, and my body is covered with bruises. I loved a person before my death, and I didn't change my infatuation before I died. Betrayed, fell into the enemy's army, her body was completely ruined, she could no longer be called a woman, she married an old man before she died and became his wife, and she died after a few days of happiness."

"But do you know that existences like us are not in the way of heaven, not in any world, the place where we exist is nothingness, we come from the darkness, belong to the darkness, how strong our ability is, the bottom line in our heart is How strong it should be. If you can’t go beyond the way of heaven, you should live in harmony with the way of heaven, be righteous, be kind, and live forever.”

"I took over after my death. My previous one was a woman. She still couldn't let go, so she left after I came. I also hated and resented. I was pressed by a man and couldn't resist. Lowness, like mud on the ground, is meant to be trampled on. I hated even the heavens, and was as cynical as you were, and nearly went astray."

"We don't have hearts, but you know, hearts can come back."

"But do you know that existences like us are not in the way of heaven, not in any world, the place where we exist is nothingness, we come from the darkness, belong to the darkness, how strong our ability is, the bottom line in our heart is How strong it should be. If you can’t go beyond the way of heaven, you should live in harmony with the way of heaven, be righteous, be kind, and live forever.”

Shili didn't appreciate it. Although she was a little touched by Qinghuan's words, she did not soften.

"We don't have hearts, but you know, hearts can come back."

"I came from Naihe, and I belong to Naihe. When you want to destroy the world at this time, I can't resist, I can't control myself, nightmares, past, memories, pain, all these make me retreat. So I have to Jumping off the river of ten thousand ghosts, endure the loneliness that ordinary people can't bear, suffer the pain that ordinary people can't bear, and then get the kindness that ordinary people can't understand. Millet Li." Qing Huan called her name seriously. "Let go, give up this world, and come with me."

Shili didn't appreciate it. Although she was a little touched by Qinghuan's words, she did not soften.

“…where?”

"I came from Naihe, and I belong to Naihe. When you want to destroy the world at this time, I can't resist, I can't control myself, nightmares, past, memories, pain, all these make me retreat. So I have to Jumping off the river of ten thousand ghosts, endure the loneliness that ordinary people can't bear, suffer the pain that ordinary people can't bear, and then get the kindness that ordinary people can't understand. Millet Li." Qing Huan called her name seriously. "Let go, give up this world, and come with me."

"I will take you to a place where you can wash away all your sins, and after ten thousand years, you will be able to do it all over again. I will not embarrass you or kill you, just follow me and stay Until you are not controlled by your inner demon, I will give you back your freedom, you can still have your own nothingness and enjoy eternal life, would you like it?"

“…where?”

Shi Li smiled slowly, "Really?..." She laughed, getting bigger and bigger—when she walked slowly to Qing Huan's side, her hand suddenly appeared The round blade, the blade is black, shining with a strange light. Taking advantage of Qing Huan's defense, she quickly wiped it off Qing Huan's neck!

"I will take you to a place where you can wash away all your sins, and after ten thousand years, you will be able to do it all over again. I will not embarrass you or kill you, just follow me and stay Until you are not controlled by your inner demon, I will give you back your freedom, you can still have your own nothingness and enjoy eternal life, would you like it?"

While wiping, he said: "This is the weapon that the previous boss never left. Before he wanted to abandon me, I asked him to hug me, and I killed him with this. Beings like us can be attacked by soldiers. Did you know that the blade kills? This thing is extremely precious, and it is more useful than any weapon in the world. You are really lucky, since the blade was used, you are the second person to taste it."

Shi Li smiled slowly, "Really?..." She laughed, getting bigger and bigger—when she walked slowly to Qing Huan's side, her hand suddenly appeared The round blade, the blade is black, shining with a strange light. Taking advantage of Qing Huan's defense, she quickly wiped it off Qing Huan's neck!

She grabbed Qing Huan's body from behind and wiped it with a round knife!

While wiping, he said: "This is the weapon that the previous boss never left. Before he wanted to abandon me, I asked him to hug me, and I killed him with this. Beings like us can be attacked by soldiers. Did you know that the blade kills? This thing is extremely precious, and it is more useful than any weapon in the world. You are really lucky, since the blade was used, you are the second person to taste it."

Ke Qinghuan's voice suddenly came from behind her: "I'm afraid it doesn't include me."

She grabbed Qing Huan's body from behind and wiped it with a round knife!

What's the matter? Shu Li was shocked and turned around to find that Qing Huan was behind her at some point! She looked at Qing Huan in disbelief: "How is that possible? You, who are you?!"

Ke Qinghuan's voice suddenly came from behind her: "I'm afraid it doesn't include me."

"Didn't I tell you, we are very similar, but in a more common way, I am higher than you." Qing Huan's eyes were no longer gentle. "You let me down."

What's the matter? Shu Li was shocked and turned around to find that Qing Huan was behind her at some point! She looked at Qing Huan in disbelief: "How is that possible? You, who are you?!"

Millet laughed as if he had heard a joke: "Disappointed? What are you, you are also qualified to be disappointed in me?"

"Didn't I tell you, we are very similar, but in a more common way, I am higher than you." Qing Huan's eyes were no longer gentle. "You let me down."

"Stubborn." Qing Huan murmured in a low voice, before Ji Li could see what was going on, Qing Huan restrained her, took the round knife away, and tapped her index finger between her eyebrows.

Millet laughed as if he had heard a joke: "Disappointed? What are you, you are also qualified to be disappointed in me?"

Just so lightly, Mili felt that something was missing from her body. She seems to... lose all abilities and become an ordinary human!

"Stubborn." Qing Huan murmured in a low voice, before Ji Li could see what was going on, Qing Huan restrained her, took the round knife away, and tapped her index finger between her eyebrows.

Qing Huan quickly let go of her, and Milli stood up, frantically trying to use her strength, but her body was empty. She stared at her hands in horror, and she did everything she could, the strength she had come up with—disappeared! It's all gone!

Just so lightly, Mili felt that something was missing from her body. She seems to... lose all abilities and become an ordinary human!

"How could this be?! What did you do to me?!" She yelled at Qing Huan in a broken way. "Give me back my power! Give me back!"

Qing Huan quickly let go of her, and Milli stood up, frantically trying to use her strength, but her body was empty. She stared at her hands in horror, and she did everything she could, the strength she had come up with—disappeared! It's all gone!

"You've lived long enough, this body has twenty years left, I wish you good luck." After speaking, Qing Huan turned around and left.

"How could this be?! What did you do to me?!" She yelled at Qing Huan in a broken way. "Give me back my power! Give me back!"

Shili shouted: "Stop! Don't go! You are not allowed to go!" She frantically caught up and grabbed Qing Huan's wrist, "Don't go! Give it back! Give me back my strength! Please! Give it back to me!"

"You've lived long enough, this body has twenty years left, I wish you good luck." After speaking, Qing Huan turned around and left.

"Everything comes from low self-esteem. Look at yourself. After losing your strength, you and the millet just now are completely different." Qing Huan looked at her with pity. "Actually, you know from the bottom of your heart that if you lose your strength, you will lose the high bargaining chip. Since humans are ants, and now you have become ants, you should realize that in the remaining twenty years, the life of an ant is a what."

Shili shouted: "Stop! Don't go! You are not allowed to go!" She frantically caught up and grabbed Qing Huan's wrist, "Don't go! Give it back! Give me back my strength! Please! Give it back to me!"

Millet shook his head frantically: "I don't want it! I don't want to be a human being!"

"Everything comes from low self-esteem. Look at yourself. After losing your strength, you and the millet just now are completely different." Qing Huan looked at her with pity. "Actually, you know from the bottom of your heart that if you lose your strength, you will lose the high bargaining chip. Since humans are ants, and now you have become ants, you should realize that in the remaining twenty years, the life of an ant is a what."

"You got everything from your predecessor. He taught you to grow, he taught you to be strong, he taught you to be gentle and just. But you went astray and even killed him with revenge. I thought I could help you, but now it seems that since you don't need my help, I won't be sentimental anymore." Qing Huan bent over and touched Mi Li's face, she seemed so compassionate, and a little bit more sympathetic. Sorrow. "No one can stand the loneliness and pain of these long years, so there is only one me."

Millet shook his head frantically: "I don't want it! I don't want to be a human being!"

Future, it's not here yet. The past is over, and the years are immeasurable, so she only lives in the present.

"You got everything from your predecessor. He taught you to grow, he taught you to be strong, he taught you to be gentle and just. But you went astray and even killed him with revenge. I thought I could help you, but now it seems that since you don't need my help, I won't be sentimental anymore." Qing Huan bent over and touched Mi Li's face, she seemed so compassionate, and a little bit more sympathetic. Sorrow. "No one can stand the loneliness and pain of these long years, so there is only one me."

Qing Huan still gave the millet a chance to leave. In this world, if she can't complete the task, she will be obliterated, but Qing Huan gave her twenty years of life to the maximum. If these 20 years can be lived well, then, compared with the eternal life that will never be good, which one will be happier?

Future, it's not here yet. The past is over, and the years are immeasurable, so she only lives in the present.

That's a matter of opinion.

Qing Huan still gave the millet a chance to leave. In this world, if she can't complete the task, she will be obliterated, but Qing Huan gave her twenty years of life to the maximum. If these 20 years can be lived well, then, compared with the eternal life that will never be good, which one will be happier?

When I returned to the delivery room, I only heard the doctor say that the child was born, but the mother had died of dystocia. Sui Jing leaned against the wall and slowly slid to the ground. Qing Huan watched from a distance, but knew that Xin Yuhong should not have died at this time. In a world that was not disturbed by millet, Xin Yubai and Sui Jing fell in love with each other all their lives, and Xin Yuhong married an ordinary person. Although I can't say how deep the love is, after all, they lived to the end of their lives.

That's a matter of opinion.

Well, since it's not worth dying, let's live.

When I returned to the delivery room, I only heard the doctor say that the child was born, but the mother had died of dystocia. Sui Jing leaned against the wall and slowly slid to the ground. Qing Huan watched from a distance, but knew that Xin Yuhong should not have died at this time. In a world that was not disturbed by millet, Xin Yubai and Sui Jing fell in love with each other all their lives, and Xin Yuhong married an ordinary person. Although I can't say how deep the love is, after all, they lived to the end of their lives.

Xin Yuhong is arrogant and willful, but her nature is not bad. She had never attacked Xin Yubai, even if she wanted to get Sui Jing, she used a bitter plan.

Well, since it's not worth dying, let's live.

Xin Yuhong is arrogant and willful, but her nature is not bad. She had never attacked Xin Yubai, even if she wanted to get Sui Jing, she used a bitter plan.

Sin does not die.

Sui Jing is even more so. Although he is weak and does not trust his lover enough, because of the interference of millet, everyone's life has been deviated from the track. Under Shu Li's deliberate guidance and inducement, he and Xin Yuhong did this.

Sin does not die.

However, Xin Yuhong can live, but can never be with Sui Jing.

Sui Jing is even more so. Although he is weak and does not trust his lover enough, because of the interference of millet, everyone's life has been deviated from the track. Under Shu Li's deliberate guidance and inducement, he and Xin Yuhong did this.

Qing Huan lowered her head, smiled slightly, and disappeared.

However, Xin Yuhong can live, but can never be with Sui Jing.

Half an hour later, Sui Jing raised his head and was shocked to see the person standing in front of him.

Qing Huan lowered her head, smiled slightly, and disappeared.

It belongs to Xin Yubai's face and body, but her eyes and expressions are showing that she is not Xin Yubai. There is panic, anxiety and doubt in her eyes.

Half an hour later, Sui Jing raised his head and was shocked to see the person standing in front of him.

From then on, the person Sui Jing hated the most had the body of the person he loved the most.

It belongs to Xin Yubai's face and body, but her eyes and expressions are showing that she is not Xin Yubai. There is panic, anxiety and doubt in her eyes.

From then on, the person Sui Jing hated the most had the body of the person he loved the most.

In this lifetime, no one knows how it will end, and no one knows what will be gained and what will be lost after living for decades.

In this lifetime, no one knows how it will end, and no one knows what will be gained and what will be lost after living for decades.

But fate has changed and cannot be undone.

But fate has changed and cannot be undone.