Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The twenty-seventh bowl of soup (1)
After Xin Yubai came out of Liwangtai, he was still muddleheaded, but his eyes became clearer. She didn't refuse Qing Huan's request for her to drink Mengpo soup, but after drinking the soup, as she walked step by step towards the end of Naihe Bridge, she suddenly turned around and asked Qing Huan, "The original ending for Sui Jing and I should have been What's it like?"
"Love each other for a lifetime and grow old together forever."
Xin Yu's eyes were full of grief, but she knew she would never go back. Destiny has been changed, and there will be no chance to do it all over again.
In the next life, who knows if she and Sui Jing will meet again? But that doesn't matter anymore, because by then, she won't remember him for a long time. These love, gain and loss, will turn into nothingness and disappear after she turns around.
Like now, she slowly felt that her heart was no longer aching, her eyes were no longer sore, and she even...forgot what that person's name was.
Xin Yubai disappeared at the end of Naihe Bridge. Qing Huan stretched, thinking of the millet with some regrets. If the girl was willing to come to Naihe Bridge with her, it would definitely not end like that. But once the thinking deviates and goes astray, it will be too late to turn around.
While thinking about it, the soul-inducing bell rang, and the soul-calling flag began to whistle. As soon as Qing Huan turned her head, she saw a woman in a palace costume slowly walking towards him. She looked calm, and seemed to have accepted the fact of death. If you look closely, you can even find that there is a hint of a smug smile on the corner of her mouth.
Why are you happy to die?
The female ghost sat opposite Qinghuan's gesture and suddenly smiled: "This is Naihe Bridge?"
Qing Huan raised her eyebrows and pointed to the three big characters not far away: "Yes."
There are quite a few ghosts here, but not all of them will notice those three words. They are trapped in the past love and hatred, and they are unable to extricate themselves from the quagmire, and they cannot even control themselves, let alone observe the surrounding environment. This female ghost was the first person in Qing Huan's memory who found out where it was when she arrived.
Qing Huan has always been very fond of strong people. She asked, "What's the girl's last name?"
"My surname is Gu, and I have a single name with the word "Yu"." The female ghost Gu Yu still smiled, "I didn't expect that a person would really have a soul when he died. I was an atheist during my lifetime."
That doesn't match her outfit! Qing Huan asked, "Are you...ancient or modern?"
"Strictly speaking, it counts, but I am more inclined to modern people." The female ghost Gu Yu thought about it carefully and answered like this. "I have lived in modern times for 30 years, but only 21 years in ancient times, so it should be a modern person, I think so."
Qing Huan smiled: "Did the twenty-one years of ancient life not make your mind assimilated?"
"Hehehe." The female ghost Gu Yu laughed out loud, but soon her laughter disappeared, replaced by sadness and regret: "When I was a teenager and went to school, I especially liked to read novels, especially Time travel novels, I thought at that time, if one day I can travel, I will go back to the ancient times to kill beautiful men in all directions, open shops and visit brothels... What kind of emperor, prince, general, demon, sect leader, magic doctor, hero, every kind of come here One, I switch to sleep every month, I sleep this one today and the other tomorrow, what a joy!"
Qing Huan laughed sullenly: "What happened later?"
"I didn't think so when I met my boyfriend. He was handsome and treated me very well, and our relationship came naturally. If we hadn't been accidentally thrown off while riding the Ferris wheel, we should have lived together forever. Old man." The female ghost Gu Yu said seriously, and then sighed. "To tell the truth, if you give me another chance, I just want to say to God, **** you, whoever likes to wear it, I don't want to cross again!"
She doesn't look vulgar when she yells, but has a saucy cuteness. Seeing her like this, Qing Huan wanted to laugh. It has been a long time since he beat that swordsman, such a funny ghost. "What's the matter, why don't you want to travel? Is it not as beautiful as you imagined when you realized your childhood wish?"
The female ghost Gu Yu sighed when she heard the words, "It can only be said that good luck fools people. I thought I was the only one who passed through. I didn't expect my husband to pass through as well."
Hearing this, Qing Huan became interested. "Oh?"
"I wore it on a newborn baby, and he wore it on the emperor who was ten years old at the time. My parents in ancient times were very kind to me. My husband ascended the throne when he was twelve, and I was fifteen When I was sent to the palace for the draft, I met him, only to realize that the two of us are so close, but we have never met."
At this point, Qing Huan can basically guess what will happen in the future. For most men, power and women are irresistible temptations. What's more, a man who has been educated in modern ideology has traveled to ancient times, and he is the supreme emperor. He has imperial power that no one can resist. What would he do?
"I didn't blame him, really, after all, he's the emperor, and he's twenty-five, and he doesn't even know that I've also come to this world. So, I, I really shouldn't ask that question." The female ghost Gu Yu shook her head irritably. "The first time I saw him, after we hugged and kissed, I asked him if he had **** with any other woman, and he said yes. Then he apologized to me, but it wasn't his fault, really. If not With memories, we are simply reincarnated, how can I blame him? Let him be like a jade for a dead wife? Stop kidding."
"You're not angry?"
"No, it's just... very uncomfortable, like eating a fly." The female ghost Gu Yu narrowed her eyes and seemed to be thinking about the past. "It's obviously the person I love, and it's the same as I remember it, but it's different. We are so far apart, it's hard to imagine that he was still holding me in his arms and protecting me when the Ferris wheel had an accident. I. We're in love, it's true, but..."
"But what?"
The female ghost Gu Yu took a deep breath, relieved the pressure, and continued, "I feel so uncomfortable in my heart. He is the emperor, and I'm just one of his many women. We used to love each other so much, you know? We They are an upright husband and wife, he loves me so much, but in the palace, we have to keep a distance, I even have to kneel to his queen to say goodbye, I can't monopolize him, the concubine in the palace framed me, he can't stand On my side, it is to be handled with justice." The female ghost Gu Yu said more and more sadly.
"My body is only fifteen years old, and I am still a minor girl in modern times, but he has already broken the body of countless concubines, and those women were not more than fifteen years old when they entered the palace. I don't know who he is How did you do it, do you know that a fifteen-year-old girl's body is not even fully developed, and even the worldview is still ignorant, but when they enter the palace, they will be spoiled by the same man, even in order to win the man's favor. There is no limit to pampering.”
"I personally saw a noble person having a difficult childbirth. She died like that when she gave birth to a child. I don't know how to describe how I feel, but they are all used to wrapping people up and sending them out of the palace. I never saw her again after that."
"So I rejected my husband's plea for love. I told him that I couldn't give him my body before I was 18 years old. But he was angry. He was angry with me..." Female Ghost Guyu Somewhat at a loss.
"Later he approached me to make peace with us. We had been separated for so long and it was hard to see each other again. I didn't want to get angry with him. But..."
"However, he still wants to leave the palace concubine, right?" Qing Huan asked softly. "He can't just watch over you."
"Yes." The female ghost Gu Yu stared blankly ahead. "He said he was the emperor, he couldn't help himself, and he even persuaded me to - 'do as the locals do'. He forgot that when we got married, we swore to God that we would be loyal to each other for the rest of our lives, he promised me to love me forever, but Sleeping with another woman! How can a man separate his body and soul to such a degree? Am I wrong? Because in ancient times, because he was the emperor and I was a concubine, I had to be virtuous and generous and give him to others ? He can justly ask me to be generous?"
"Hehe, hehe, hehe..." She laughed, her laugh bleak, sarcastic and lonely. "He even persuaded my parents in ancient times to enter the palace to persuade me, persuade me to accept, to fight for favor, not to lose the emperor's favor and tolerance... I don't, I don't want to do this! Even if he doesn't love me anymore , I will never serve him with other women, even if he is empathetic!"
Speaking of this, the female ghost Gu Yu showed a proud look. "We fought and quarreled for over five years. On my twentieth birthday, he wanted me, I refused, and he said I was stubborn and walked away. He hasn't seen me since then. , everyone said that I had lost the grace, but they didn't know, I was most happy that he didn't come to see me."
"Then how did you...die?"
The female ghost Gu Yu's eyes gradually turned red, and a tear of blood slowly condensed in the corner of her eye. "The queen was sick and died not long after. I came from a rich family, and he made me the queen. At the age of twenty-one, Fan Bangjin presented a blond beauty, and that woman was so **** beautiful, just She's the same as the women drawn in online games, or even better than that! You know what? She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen besides you! She's so beautiful! I cry! I can't hate her! So pretty, I'm a man and I **** like her too!"
Qing Huan is very pleased that she is still so energetic at this time. "Your husband fell in love with her?"
"Oh, that's not true. Although he cheated physically, he really only loves me in spirit as he said, but he is also gentle, considerate and affectionate towards other women. I was fortunate enough to bump into him once. Being intimate with a Jieyu is no different from being with me."
"That?"
"That girl is so beautiful, I'm tempted to be a woman, let alone my husband? Although he doesn't love her, he likes her for sure. How could a man really resist such a beautiful woman?" The female ghost Gu Yu sighed She shook her head, wondering if she was sighing at her husband's weak willpower or at the inferiority of a man.