Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The 41st Bowl of Soup (1&2)

The female ghost experienced endless pain and torture when she was in the Forgotten River. Because they want to continue to exist, they have discarded their own reason and emotions, all the beautiful memories, and the laudable virtues have all disappeared in the Forgotten River, but even if they no longer remember anything, pain, resentment, despair, etc. Negative emotions will still follow you closely, and will not leave for a moment. It even thickens as time goes on, and it hurts so much that you can't wait to kill your soul.

Many ghosts couldn't bear the pain, so they were eaten by other ghosts in the long river. From then on, they could not reincarnate, could not go ashore, and could not find their obsessions and memories. From then on, they dissipated between the heavens and the earth and turned into the dark mud at the bottom of the river.

The pain of life will be replayed, replayed, replayed again and again. So when the female ghost felt this kind of pain, the memory of Wangchuanhe followed. She had to endure this severe pain every day at the bottom of the river, it never stopped, it never ended.

That's the pain of having a baby.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she felt that her legs were being ripped apart, and something was cushioning her waist. She moaned. In fact, it was nothing compared to what she had been through, but at that time When she was at the bottom of the river, she had no heart, but now she has a heart.

Although it is someone else's heart.

But I still feel a needle-like pain rising from the bottom of my heart, along with the severe tearing pain, converging and twisting into a resentment, radiating from my heart to my limbs.

"Just a little more strength, girl, a little more strength! It's going to be over soon! It's going to be over soon! I've seen the little boy's head! Hurry up! Girl, work harder! Think about the little boy, think about it Castle Lord, hurry up girl!"

Someone kept urging her in her ear, but the ghost girl didn't really want to have a baby, but she hated the pain, so according to what Mother Wen said, she kept exerting herself, with beads of perspiration on her forehead. Before giving birth, I heard someone calling from outside: "How is Liuzhu now? Let me go in and have a look!"

I then heard someone persuading: "Fortress, Miss Liuzhu is giving birth to a child, how can this man enter the delivery room? It's unlucky, unlucky!"

"Go away!"

In the course of the words, I saw figures swirling around, pushing and shoving, a tall man in a black suit rushed in hurriedly, he took a few steps to the head of the bed, held Liuzhu's hand, and kissed it on his lips After kissing, he said, "Liuzhu, you are fine, you must be fine, I can't live without you, our child will be born soon, you, you must be fine!"

He doesn't want to live without her.

Liuzhu only felt pain all over her body, but she didn't want to talk to this man at all, she just wanted to slap him away. She doesn't have the energy to speak now, can this person just shut up and get out? But the man's strength was unexpectedly large, and she couldn't break free, so she could only stare at him - she thought it was a stare, but it was a rare softness for a man.

He even softened his eyes, even ignoring the beads of sweat on her forehead to kiss her white jade-like forehead, and then wiped the wrinkles between her brows with his fingertips.

Liuzhu only felt that this person's eyes were so sincere and soft, but she couldn't feel any waves. She has no time to deal with men, because the pain of childbirth has taken away all her language.

I don't know how long it took, with the child's wow cry, Liuzhu's whole body softened, and she no longer had the strength to close her eyes and fall asleep.

When she woke up, her body had been wiped, and there was a clean and soft bedding under her body. She tried to move and found that her hand was still being held. He turned his head and saw that the man before him was staring at him softly: "Liuzhu, are you awake? I'll have someone make porridge for you. Let's drink some first."

The maid next to him presented a tray. The man put the porridge bowl in his hand, blew the hot air, tested the temperature, and scooped a spoonful to Liuzhu's mouth.

Liuzhu refused: "Go away."

The man seemed to be used to being rejected, but he didn't have any anger, and still softly comforted: "Liuzhu, don't get angry with me, your health is important, don't you want to see our children? I'm still waiting. I want you to give him a name."

Speaking, he motioned for the next person to carry the child over.

Liuzhu looked at the little baby in the nurse's arms. He looked very small, his face was red, his eyes were not open, his skin was tender, and his little mouth slapped from time to time, full of vitality .

But Liuzhu refused: "I don't want to see him."

Sadness flashed in the man's eyes: "Liuzhu..."

"I don't want to see you either, you go." She closed her eyes, lay down again, and even turned her head away from him.

The man stood there, and even the servants on the side showed sympathetic eyes, but instead of losing his temper at Liuzhu, he whispered to Liuzhu: "Then I'll go out first and let Tui Er feed you. Porridge, no matter what, even if you hate me, you have to think about it, we are now husband and wife, we even have a son, and there will be no more overnight feuds."

The beads lay there, her soul not feeling any sweetness, but tears slowly falling from her eyes.

After the man left, Cui Er helped Liuzhu to sit up, and Liuzhu drank porridge quietly under her feeding. Cui Er glanced at her again and again, and hesitated, until Liu Zhu asked her, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Girl, the young master has already been born. You...you should marry the castle master anyway. Anyway, the young master of our Fujiabao can't be justified."

Liuzhu said: "His father is Fu Dong, a big businessman in the world, isn't that enough?"

"But..." Tweety didn't dare to say any more, because she could see the coldness in Liuzhu's eyes again, which she had never felt so cold.

The girl is mysterious. No one knows who she is, where she came from, and what her background is. I only know that the castle owner who went out to do business suddenly brought her back one day. After that, I have never seen the arrogant castle owner treat anyone so tenderly and lovingly, indulge in all kinds of grievances, and the love and hatred between these two people. I don't understand it, but I feel very distressed about the owner of the castle. I almost racked my brains to please Liuzhu girl. However, a year has passed, and Liuzhu girl has given birth to the castle owner, but she still doesn't say anything to the castle owner.

There are many beauties in the world, but Liuzhu is the only one who can make Fu Dong, the Lord of Fujiabao, so cherish. Cui Er also waited by her side after Liuzhu arrived. Although this girl is not talkative and indifferent, she never scolds her servants. After a long time, she dared to occasionally give the castle owner euphemistically in front of Liuzhu girl. Say something nice, but unfortunately the girl never appreciates it.

At that time, when the castle lord brought Liuzhu back, he instructed them to call her a girl, and titles such as miss and madam were not allowed, and no one knew why.

Liuzhu lost her appetite after drinking two mouthfuls of porridge, and waved them all down, she wanted to be alone. Tweety gave her a worried look and said softly, "Girl, the castle owner has been standing in the yard. If you want to see him, just call."

The only answer to her is the silent back.

Cui Er exited the room, Fu Dong was standing in the corridor, tall and silent, his usual arrogant face was now only dark, the nurse was standing beside him holding the child, but he did not get the chance to enter .

Cui'er sincerely felt sorry for the castle owner, but she didn't know what to say. In the end, there was only a pale and weak consolation: "The castle owner, don't be impatient, the girl just didn't figure it out for a while. Now that there is a young master, sooner or later the castle will be The Lord will come with all the hardships."

Fu Dong opened his mouth, but said nothing, motioning her to go down.

At this time, the young master suddenly burst into tears, and the nurse hurriedly carried him down to feed him. After half an hour, he delivered it to Fu Dong. Fu Dong held it like this and kept waiting at the door, but Liuzhu never Willing to see him.

Liuzhu will be confinement after giving birth. This month, according to the rules, she can't take a bath or wash her hair. When she thinks of her, her scalp tingles. However, I vaguely remembered that after I was induced to give birth, I died tragically before I even had time to give birth, and I felt that it was nothing.

She looked in the mirror and knew what she looked like now. In these three worlds, one thing is the same, that is beauty. Whether Xu Lianyi, flowers bloom, and Liuzhu, they are all beautiful and refined, and each has its own merits. I can't tell which one is more beautiful. Liuzhu likes a beautiful appearance, and many times she can just look at her current face. Have a long boring day.

Fu Dong stood outside for a day and didn't return to his room until the evening to rest. Although Liuzhu was honest with him, and he let her condone her, he insisted on Yu Huan, otherwise how would the young master be born?

But he didn't dare to go to bed. Liuzhu once didn't even allow him to touch her. If he could get her as he wished, it would be a blessing from God. Now that she gave birth to a son, he really had nothing else to ask for. May she be willing to nod her head and marry him in the future, the husband and wife will bring their son, so that he will be short-lived immediately, and he will be happy.

Liuzhu was lying on the bed, and Fu Dong was far away. He slept outside, only separated by a screen. At night, he seemed to be able to hear her breathing. But he didn't dare to talk to her, and he didn't dare to make a sound to disturb her, he just looked at his infant son softly. The little guy is a little bit bigger, I don't know if it's Aiwu Jiwu or something else, Fu Dong always feels that his son looks like Liuzhu.

The woman he loves the most, he got her, but also lost her forever.

Sometimes he didn't know if he was doing it right or wrong, he did what he should do, but this was a kind of harm to Liuzhu, and it became a ditch that could not be crossed between the two. The former Liuzhu also smiled innocently. It was he who took away her smile and forced her to change from a beautiful girl to a woman. Even his son was forced to be born by him.

But how does all this help the finale?

Fu Dong thinks, his heart is infinitely sad. In just one year, his hair has grown on his head, and he seems to be much older.

When Liuzhu fell asleep and her steady and regular breathing came, he dared to approach her slowly, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring, motionless, as if he could watch for a lifetime.

She is still so young and beautiful, just because being a mother is more charming and charming, but he is solidly old. Fu Dong stretched out his hand and tried to touch Liuzhu's face, but Liuzhu moved, and the dignified seven-footed man was so frightened that he immediately crawls down, clinging to the ground to avoid being discovered.

After a while, he dared to raise his head and slowly retreat behind the screen.

The next morning, Liuzhu woke up and saw the child lying next to him. He still didn't open his eyes, but he was pink and tender, and a little bit open. Liuzhu looked at him and remembered the child she had missed. At this time, there was movement around her. She sat up and saw Fu Dong appearing in front of her with a smile.

I didn't look at it carefully yesterday, but today I found out that this man looks about 30 years old, but his black hair is mixed with gray. If his features are young and handsome, he really should be regarded as an old man.

He smiled when he saw her, with a gentle smile mixed with a hint of humility. He approached Liuzhu and asked cautiously, "Are you feeling better?"

Seeing that Liuzhu ignored him, he continued to try to find a topic: "Look at our child, how good-looking he is."

Liuzhu stared at him for a few seconds before picking up the child. Fu Dong was amazed, everyone could feel the joy and joy that he radiated from every pore. But the next second Liuzhu's action was to throw the child to the ground. If it wasn't for Fu Dong's extremely quick reaction, the little child might have been thrown to death. That being the case, the little baby burst into tears.

"It's so noisy, I don't want to see him." Liuzhu said coldly, and after seeing Fu Dong turn around stiffly, he said, "Next time let me approach him, I'll just kill him."

Fu Dong's back was shaking, but in the end he said nothing and left.

On the third day, Liuzhu heard that Fu Dong went out again, and couldn't come back for ten days and a half months. The nurse showed her the child, and told her that when the castle owner left, she told the girl to name the young master, but she only dared to show the child to Liuzhu, not to hold Liuzhu, for fear that Liuzhu would give her a name. The child fell to his death.

The nanny and others were there that day, and I saw with my own eyes how ruthless Miss Liuzhu was to this child, and when I thought of the tired look on the forehead of the fortress, which one still didn't understand. The housekeeper watched Fu Dong grow up. Their family has served the Fu family for generations, and they feel distressed for Fu Dong, so they are very dissatisfied with Liuzhu.

But Fu Dong made three orders and five declarations. Liuzhu's status is the same whether he is here or not. The entire Fujiabao must obey her orders, and no one must disobey.

Fu Dong is not there, only Liuzhu is the largest in the entire Fujiabao, but she never stays at home, sees others, and rarely talks to others. Sometimes she sits alone for a day, sluggish and quiet. , As if the soul was gone.

Tweety often worries about her, but it's no use worrying.

She also often wants to comfort Liuzhu, hoping that Liuzhu can understand the infatuation of the castle owner. She really doesn't understand, a good pair of beautiful people, men and women, who are a match made in heaven, why can't they be close to each other and stay together? Act like an enemy.

"Girl, the castle owner has been gone for almost a month, aren't you worried about him?"

When Fu Dong left, he said that he would be back in half a month, but Liuzhu Yuezi had already sat down, and he still did not return. Tweety always wants to prove that Liuzhu has feelings for the castle owner, but every time Liuzhu's response makes her feel cold.

"If you die outside, it will be neat and tidy."

Tui'er clenched her fists: "Girl, Tui'er really doesn't understand! Why do you hate the castle master so much? In the eyes of Tui'er and everyone in the castle, the castle master treats you consistently and affectionately, why do you Can't you be nicer to the castle owner?"

Liuzhu was sitting in front of the window looking at the sun, and when she heard Cui'er's words, she looked back at her with a half-smile, "Are you holding an injustice for your castle lord?"

"It's not just slaves, butlers, nurses, guards...even the gardeners think that you are too much! The castle owner's sincerity for you can be learned from the sun and the moon, how can you treat him like this? See The lord of the castle is full of gray hair immediately after the new year, do you really feel sorry for it!"

"The slave does not know what is going on between you and the castle master, but from the slave's point of view, the castle master is upright and considerate, and has never done anything despicable. You - why don't you know how to feel bad What about him?" Tracy said, she was about to cry. She is only 16 years old this year. Before she was six years old, she lived a nightmare like life, coveting her stepfather and wanting to sell herself to her younger brother's mother who went to school... In the winter and twelfth lunar month, she would carry buckets and buckets Clothes go to the frozen river, try to knock on the ice to wash clothes, and if something goes wrong, they will be severely beaten, and they will not even be able to eat a single meal a day.

When she was six years old, she accidentally fell into the river. It was the castle owner who happened to pass by to save her, asked her name, and gave her parents silver taels to buy her and take her to Fujiabao. Although he was a slave, he was a hundred times happier than the days at home.

Over the years, Tweety felt she could see clearly what kind of person the castle owner was. So why does Liuzhu girl treat the castle owner like this, she just doesn't understand!

"If your fiancé had killed all of your fiancé's parents, would you like him?" Liuzhu asked.

Tweety froze for a moment.

"I hate Fu Dong, of course I have my reasons." Liu Zhu said with her head lowered. "Why should I live if I don't hate him?"

Tweety's eyes widened. Liu Zhu raised his eyes, the corners of his mouth were smiling, but there were tears in his eyes. "Do you know what it feels like to see my fiancé who grew up together and my uncle and aunt dying in front of me? They are like my biological parents, even if there are 110,000 who are not, they treat me very well. "For Fu Dong, it was someone who should be killed, but for her, it was a warm and happy home.

“That spring, Zi Shi, I hid in the closet and shivered. When Fu Dong opened the closet, all I could see was the blood on his face with the knife on his face. That scene was never before my eyes. Forget."

Cui Er said in disbelief, "No, it's impossible... The castle owner won't kill for no reason, no!"

Liuzhu wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said lightly: "Yeah, they are sinful and they should be killed. But to me, that's my parents and my husband."

Liuzhu lost her parents when she was a child, and grew up in her fiancé's family. Her fiancé's parents treated her as her own. They were about to get married, but at this time, a Fu Dong appeared.

Liuzhu doesn't know whether to hate Fu Dong who killed his relatives or hate himself for helping Fu Dong unintentionally.

On that spring day two years ago, she took her maid to the hillside outside the village to flutter a butterfly, chased a butterfly and got lost, and somehow stepped on a person under her feet.

That person is Fu Dong.

He was in a coma with black blood flowing from his wound, clearly poisoned. The fiance's village kept poisons and was in the business of medicinal materials. She was afraid that Liuzhu would accidentally hurt her, so she brought detoxification pills with her.

Liuzhu saved the man, scooped water for him, and healed the wound.

She thought it was just an episode, but she never imagined that soon after someone came to seek revenge and massacred the entire villa, she was hidden in the closet by her fiancé and hid there.

Endless slaughter, screams, swords, blood bursting.

And fire.

When Fu Dong opened the closet, she looked at him with tears in her eyes.

Then he picked her up and took her to Fujiabao.

Actually, they were not familiar with him at all. Liuzhu didn't even talk to him much for two years, just passively listening to his begging and explanation over and over again.

The sinister deeds of the fiancé's family have killed countless people. They even colluded with foreign enemies and sold their own poisons in disregard of national interests. In Fu Dong's mouth, family members who treat her so well are beasts who only recognize money but not people, and even cruelly use living people to test medicines. The hillside is full of colorful flowers, but there are countless corpses buried underneath.

But they never leaked half a point in front of Liuzhu, they just want Liuzhu to live a simple and happy life. If Fu Dong did not join hands with the imperial court to find out the details of the villa from the business field, they would only kill more people.

Liuzhu saw the people who were in pain and despair because of the loss of their loved ones, the piles of bones, and the conclusive evidence.

Yes, Fu Dong is a good guy. He didn't kill innocent people, he just killed three villains. Those three wicked people with no conscience didn't want to be caught by the court, so they chose to die rather than yield, but hid her alone and wanted her to live.

Love her, so keep her out of all sins, love her, so let her live alone, love her, so leave her.

Liuzhu felt that it was her fault.

If she hadn't rescued Fu Dong at that time, Fu Dong would have died. When Fu Dong died, her family could live. Sometimes she doesn't know what she wants. She hates her for killing her family, but she knows that the family has committed heinous crimes and should be punished. But if she didn't hate Fu Dong, she didn't know what was the meaning of her life.

She must hate him, forever.

After coming to Fujiabao, Fu Dong treats her very well, but Liuzhu has always been wary of Fu Dong. He always wanted to be close to her, and tried his best to ask her to smile. The girl who showed a bright smile to him fell in love with him at first sight, and he could not extricate himself from loving her, but cruelly took away her smile.

The court wanted to kill Liu Zhu together, but Fu Dong was reluctant. He took the lead away from the innocent Liuzhu, and even forged a corpse and changed her name.

When she was in the villa, the servants called her miss.