Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The forty-ninth bowl of soup (8)

Like now, the dream self also felt regret. After so many loves, she finally realized that Cheng Qing was different from any man she liked and conquered. If she really wanted her to say what was different, in fact, Cindy couldn't say much, but after separating from Cheng Qing, she naturally understood the truth.

Then cindy watched helplessly as he did everything in his dream to get Cheng Qing's forgiveness - he was stubborn at first, but he forgave her in the end, because his love for her never stopped, because of Cheng Qing's love for her. For Qing, she brought him out of the barren loneliness, so no one in this world can replace her.

They lived happily like this for a long time, but Cindy slowly found that Cheng Qing could no longer trust himself like he used to, he could no longer open up and talk to her like he did when he was deceived, and even always suspected that she liked it on someone else. For the liberal cindy, this is definitely an unbearable thing, so it is logical that she has a reason not to love.

When her new relationship is over, she will think of Cheng Qing again. No man can give her such a throbbing feeling like Cheng Qing, but once she is with Cheng Qing for a long time, her The heart will be impetuous, and urgently need a more exciting and novel life.

It's been like this for a lifetime, and it's endless.

Cindy woke up from a dream and rubbed her aching temples, not realizing for a while whether this was a dream or reality. But soon she cleared her mind, and was very happy that she had such a dream, because she realized a problem from the dream: that is, Cheng Qing loves her deeply. Even now he is honest with her, his love for her has not changed in the slightest.

Cindy was overjoyed at this fact, and at the same time felt a sense of complacency. What a wonderful thing this is, she is invincible in love, she has always been a strong person, no one can compete with her. Even Cheng Qing, he still loves her in his heart.

The favored is fearless.

After confirming this, Cindy was convinced that she still wanted to be with Cheng Qing. She didn't know whether the future would develop like in her dream, but at this moment her heart was clamoring to get back with Cheng Qing. She doesn't care about the length of time. For someone like Cindy who claims to be unrestrained and unrestrained, the touch of love in an instant is far better than the long-lasting love.

So she got up early and dressed up brightly. She wanted to show her true self in front of Cheng Qing. Since Cheng Qing can fall in love with her in the past, she can naturally fall in love with her now.

But what cindy didn't expect was that this time she couldn't enter Cheng Qing's apartment at all, and was stopped by the security guard at the door. Even if she said she was Cheng Qing's girlfriend, it was not easy. Looking at her, he said, "Mr. Cheng said he doesn't have a girlfriend."

"I'm his girlfriend!" Cindy said. "I'll register as a visitor, you just let me in."

Who knows that the uncle of the security is very insistent: "Mr. Cheng said no, but no!"

Although Cheng Qing looks cold and unapproachable, he is actually a very gentle person. Before, the security guard's six-year-old daughter ran into the middle of the road while he was not paying attention. If Cheng Qing hadn't rushed to save the child, now the little girl I'm afraid it's gone. So for Cheng Qing's advice, the security uncle will do it even if he tries his best. He had an impression of Cindy. He had been here a few times before, but it wasn't in this dress. It was still pleasing to the eye as before. Now that he has changed his clothes and expression, he looks different.

cindy clenched her fists in anger. She gave the security uncle a sullen look, took out her mobile phone and dialed Cheng Qing's, but no matter how many times she called, the phone was always sorry that the phone you dialed was turned off.

No matter how stupid you are, you should know that this is blocked.

cindy tried to go to the company's group to find Cheng Qing's other contact information, and soon she found that Cheng Qing had deleted all private information early, that is to say, now she has been blocked except for knowing his address and this one Cheng Qing could not be contacted by any means other than his mobile phone number.

Cindy thought, after all, she did something wrong, and she used a trick in her dream to stand here and wait. It rained and thundered or something, Cheng Qing loved her so much, how could she not feel bad?

Isn't that the trick in my dream that I successfully entered Cheng Qing's apartment, and then grabbed his hand and sincerely confessed my mistake, and the relationship between the two was eased.

Thinking of cindy here is like a reassurance pill, she nodded and made up her mind.

It's just that she forgot that she didn't even have her mobile phone number blocked in the dream, nor did Cheng Qing in the dream resign immediately after being deceived and cut off all ties with herself. They all think according to their own ideas, as if a happy ending is a matter of course.

As in the dream, Cindy stood up for a day and a night before it started to rain. In order to express her sincerity, she stood at the gate of the community and refused to leave, trying to prove her sincerity.

Cheng Qing was looking through the window upstairs, the rain beat on the window, and the room was lit with soft yellow light, which made it look extremely warm and comfortable, but it was pouring rain outside, and there was occasional rumbling thunder.

In the first world, he also met a girl who was waiting in the heavy rain. It's just that the girl makes him feel pity and pity, but this one is only boring. He is not a human being, so he is more sensitive to people's hearts. What Cheng Qing really wants is nothing more than a complete rejection, and no longer let this woman enter his life, even if he is the only one left, even if he is alone for a lifetime, never again So sad for a moment of warmth.

He closed the curtains and stopped giving his attention to the woman outside.

A loud thunder sounded, and Cindy, who was standing in the rain, shivered a little. She hugged herself with both hands, she was freezing, her lips were white, and her hair was wet against her face. A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, she couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed into the security room. The uncle of the security just poured a cup of hot water, Cindy rushed over to hold it and drank it, not afraid of being hot.

The uncle of the security looked at her in confusion, and closed the door in the past. Although he didn't like Cindy, he still asked, "Girl, do you have any family and friends? Ask them to pick you up, don't stay here. Now, Mr. Cheng won't see you."

Cindy's lips trembled slightly: "My phone...wet."

Uncle security scratched his head: "Then do you remember whose number? I have a landline to lend you."

cindy went through it in her mind before realizing that she didn't have many good friends. Of course she could call Dad, but Dad was not in the country, so calling him just worried him. I can't remember the number at home... After thinking about it, I seem to remember David's number, so I quickly dialed it from the landline in the security room.

It took more than 20 seconds to pick up the phone, but unexpectedly, it was not David who answered the phone, but a girl with a sweet voice: "Hello, hello, who is it?"

"..." Cindy was stunned.

She heard David's voice from the other end: "Baby, who is it?"

"I don't know, I didn't speak." The girl may have handed over the phone. "You can pick it up yourself."

"Hello?"

cindy opened her mouth and said, "David, it's me... you, can you come and pick me up, I..."

"It's not very convenient with such a heavy rain," David said. "I'm sorry, you'd better call the driver to pick you up."

cindy held the receiver blankly, David may have forgotten to hang up over there, so cindy heard the girl ask curiously: "Who is it? Why did you ask you to pick her up in this weather? It's rude. ."

"The boss's daughter." David kissed his girlfriend. "Don't worry, she and I are already in the past."

"Oh~~ is that the woman who likes to play with people's feelings and then flaunts her true temperament?" The girl's tone was more or less uncomfortable. She knew that David's feelings were hurt, so she has always been against David. Cindy has a bad impression. "Who did she lie to this time?"

"Tsk, who cares about her, or our business is more important."

"What's the matter... ah! You don't!"

Cindy didn't listen to the next words, because she had already hung up the phone, a look of shame and humiliation flashed on her face, after a while, she clenched her fists and said to the security uncle: "I can stay here until the rain. Stop it, I'll go when the rain stops."

What can the uncle security say, he nodded, "Okay, there are disposable paper cups on the table, if you want to drink water, you can pour it yourself."

I don't know how long I waited, but the rain finally subsided. The uncle of the security helped find a taxi. Cindy got in the car, and walked away without saying goodbye.

The rain not only failed to save Cheng Qing, but also made cindy seriously ill. After returning home, she developed a high fever. It took several days of drips before she got better. seen her.

The housekeeper said that she kept calling Cheng Qing's name when she was not awake with a high fever. He tried to call and ask Cheng Qing to come and take a look, but Cheng Qing said that it was useless to come because she was not a doctor, and refused the housekeeper request. After cindy heard about it, her face was very ugly. She looked pale because of her illness, but the fact that she was ruthlessly rejected by Cheng Qing still made her feel angry and ashamed.

For her, it's a matter of course for her to get rid of any man. Who told her that she was born to be the arrogant woman. She can be forgiven if she despise others and deceive others. It's okay for others to be indifferent to her. Only her self-esteem is strong, and everyone else is the mud under her feet.

After listening to the housekeeper's words, cindy's face changed and changed, and finally said: "I know, you don't call him again."

The housekeeper said cautiously: "I just called once, and if I call again, it will be turned off..."

In fact, it was blocked again.

This time, cindy's face is even more ugly.