Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (2)

Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (2)

The next morning the imperial concubine woke up in the arms of the emperor. He was still asleep, but he held her so carefully and tenderly, as if she was not so lonely, but loved and cared for.

But she knew it was an illusion, and he didn't even forget to lie to her in his sleep.

Lightly got up and left the emperor's arms without waking him. The imperial concubine put on a dress and walked to the window. It was not yet dawn, but she could not sleep. She now has a fresh body of her own, but she doesn't feel very happy because of it.

She couldn't help but look back at the man who was still sleeping. He was born beautiful, and she couldn't forget this face at the bottom of the Wangchuan River. She wanted to get him, to fulfill the oath he had made, and to take his soul as her own.

So she killed him with her own hands.

Since he lied to her, since he betrayed her, then let no one get it. Being able to die together is also a blessing, isn't it? She felt that Ren Wusi and Fu Liuli were crazy, but in fact, how could she be better?

The imperial concubine didn't know what she had been waiting for silently, maybe she just wanted to live the same life all over again. No need to change, no need to intervene, go with the flow, just go on like this, and then, according to the trajectory of the previous life, kill him again.

Maybe it doesn't matter that he loves her or not. She just wanted to kill him one more time, that's all.

But she paradoxically returned to bed, staring silently at the Emperor. The imperial concubine fell into a trance and couldn't help sticking to the emperor's chest. There was a bright red heart beating in this man's chest. In the past, when he was talking sweetly, she always liked to lie on his chest, but now the heartbeat she heard, But every sentence is telling deceit.

Perhaps it was because she was deceived during her lifetime and could not tell right from wrong. After her death, she left Wangchuan, and the imperial concubine could see through other people's disguises and illusions at a glance, and saw the most real scene through all appearances.

What the emperor did was like a big joke, only it wasn't that funny, and she was the one who was being deceived.

Otherwise, she would laugh.

The slender onion fingers swiped across the emperor's bare chest. She once cut open the man's chest and took out his heart to see what color it was. Later, she knew, whether it was a good person or a bad person , honest people are the same as hypocritical people, everyone's heart is red, even if they are full of lies, they are unfortunate.

She has never done a single bad thing in her life. She is diligent and unrelenting. The only time she killed the emperor in the last year of the cold palace. She used the news of the national teacher to lead the emperor to come to meet her alone, and then stabbed him before he was prepared, and then strangled him to death with a full head of hair.

He once said her hair was the most beautiful, so let him die in that beauty.

Until now, the imperial concubine did not know why she, who had been gentle and kind all her life, was so cruel at the last moment, and even took out his heart after killing the emperor, she was very calm. Then he slashed his flesh with one knife at a time, revealing the bones, and died holding the bones. She doesn't care what happens behind her, she is dead, no matter what, a living person can't insult a dead person.

As much as she loves him, she hates him.

But the hatred has passed, and what remains is still love, the obsession that has been unwilling to let go for thousands of years, wrapping her soul, inch by inch, like a huge cocoon, wrapping her in it, not giving a little chance to breathe.

This is destiny.

She should recognize and accept it.

The imperial concubine kissed the emperor's thin lips, and caressed his entire face with eyes and fingers with nostalgia, how handsome, heart-wrenching, but heart-breaking. These loves are all fake, and he reciprocates her sincerity, which is hypocritical love and exclusive favor.

Thinking that he came to hug another woman after hugging her, kissing her with the lips he had kissed other women, and saying the same love words to her... the imperial concubine felt chills all over.

But she didn't want to save it.

She doesn't want to do anything either.

So be it, she thought.

Just as she was lying on the emperor's chest, the emperor's gentle and low voice came, and his big hands caressed her soft hair lovingly: "What's wrong with Susu?"

"I had a nightmare." She did not call herself a concubine. "I dreamed that the person whom the sage loved was not me. I dreamed that the sage coaxed me to deceive me. In the end, my heart was broken and I died, but the sage embraced the beautiful woman. The country, the country, the family, and the beloved are all around."

The emperor froze for a short time, then squeezed her soft pink cheeks, as if facing a young child: "It's a dream."

But it doesn't say the dream is fake.

The imperial concubine is even colder. She thought it was strange, she was obviously alive, how could her body still feel the biting cold as if she was in Wangchuan? She suddenly sat up and looked down at the emperor. The emperor did not know if it was her own delusion. When the imperial concubine looked at her, her eyes were cold and indifferent, as if she was looking at a dead person.

She didn't want to become a vicious woman, she didn't want to kill her beloved and cut him to the bone, but he lied to her, betrayed her, and made her taste the sorrow and jealousy - you were never vicious Have you been? Are you a good person? Have you met the person you love and stayed with him for the rest of your life?

So, have you ever tasted jealousy?

I am so jealous that I want to take this person as my own, from his body to his soul, and make his bones into a pipa that accompanies day and night, so that his soul is permanently trapped in the pipa and cannot survive, as long as she exists, he cannot leave.

This is what he owes her.

"Don't be sad, I will give you an explanation. No one can escape the one who harmed our emperor."

It seems sincere and sincere, but in fact, it is just in the name of the miscarriage of the noble concubine to give the queen an abolition of the crime of murdering the dragon heir - the queen is also a candidate fortune-telling by the national teacher back then, and the emperor has long disliked it. When the ninety-five Zun is ruthless, he will never remember that you are his wife.

What's more, to make way for his true love, let that little girl sit in the position of the mother, and the imperial concubine is just a **** to overthrow the queen.

The cunning rabbit dies, the running dog cooks; the birds are gone, and the good bow is hidden.

Therefore, when the queen was deposed, the imperial concubine did not show much happiness. The empress who was once graceful and splendid to her favorite concubine, who was so difficult to frame, described her hairpins scattered and haggard, while the concubine sat at the top, side by side with the emperor. The queen knelt down in the hall and shouted loudly: "Yin*! You bitch! Ben Gong is dead! Do you think you will have a good end?! You have to die too! You don't want to sit in Ben Gong's seat for the rest of your life! "

After saying this, she laughed. In fact, the queen only realized at the end that the concubine Yin, who she hated for so many years, was just a pretense! It's a pity that the emperor did not allow her to speak any further, so he ordered someone to seal her mouth.

Later the emperor looked at Concubine Yin. The concubine's face was as usual and her eyes were calm. Of course she knew that the empress had fallen, and the harem was alone in power. As long as the former imperial master and his henchmen were executed, the one who waited for her was Thirteen The cold palace time contained.

As far as the emperor is concerned, no matter how beautiful and gentle Yin * is, she is also a woman whom the national teacher has put in. It is worthless, meaningless, and an insult to his status as the emperor. How can a dignified and dignified emperor, how can he accept the woman that Ning Chen has placed beside him?

Actually, he knew that she had never done anything. She was so kind to him. With so many women in the harem, only she was the cleanest. Even the woman he loved had no idea how much blood was on her hands, but the clean Yin * was called the dirtiest one.

Later, she really turned bad, Shi Jun's crime, cut her heart and cut her flesh, she really became that so-called witch.

After the queen was abolished, Concubine Yin favored the harem alone, until the national teacher felt that she couldn't wait any longer to prepare to do something - the old man could naturally see the emperor's disgust and jealousy of him. Once the queen fell, his biggest backer was gone. , it would be better to force the palace and let the eldest prince who is just a few months old take the throne. Anyway, the eldest prince's mother is just a little Baolin, and she can still beat her thick thighs.

The situation in the capital was turbulent and the situation was urgent, so the emperor consulted with the imperial concubine. Of course, he still maintained his tenderness and sweetness, and asked her to stay in the cold palace for a few days, because the national teacher wanted to be unruly, so he naturally wanted to use her, and When he is busy with business, he can't find time to protect her. Only by letting everyone think that he is tired of her is the safest.

The imperial concubine is light. In fact, the emperor also knows how much she loves and loves him. Otherwise, why would he tell her about the rebellion of the national teacher? If she is really a secret whistle, she is not afraid that she and the national teacher secretly communicate with each other.

He knows, but he still has to dump her, and that's what hurts the most.

If you say that you have no time to protect her, then what about the dark guards who are hiding inside and outside of Zhou Baolin's small side hall?

Not flawless protection, just not wanting to protect.

It's ridiculous that he has to maintain a false affection in the end, and dare not show his true colors and deceive her for decades. Let her spend her time in the cold palace alone, and finally her heart died. In the previous life... When she used the news of the national teacher to deceive him, he appeared in front of her and was very surprised.

What are you surprised about?

Amazed that her beauty is a thing of the past, or amazed by her haggard description?

"Susu, wait for me, I will definitely pick you up, soon."

The concubine agreed.

Then the next day, the emperor issued an imperial decree, saying that Concubine Yin's narrow-minded approach was vicious and that she knew that the fetus in her womb was a dead baby, and that she would die on the queen's body, and her heart could be punished. But Nianqi has been with the holy driver for many years, and he has been in the cold palace for many years, as an example.

What a frivolous crime, it must have been done a long time ago. The imperial concubine knelt on the ground indifferently, and let the palace maid take off her full clothes and jade hairpins, and looked up at the emperor who was sitting on it.

I also saw the weak and innocent Zhou Baolin beside the emperor. Such an inconspicuous woman, despite her amazing beauty, did not cause any trouble in the harem because of the emperor's indifference. But for so many years, she is the only one who "just happened" to have a dragon seed and was born safely.

The emperor couldn't tell why the imperial concubine's eyes were so cold, with the quietness of seeing through the world. He tried to find the tacit understanding in her eyes, but there was nothing.

She didn't laugh, didn't speak, and let the guards drag her out.