Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Seventy-third bowl of soup (four)
Seventy-third bowl of soup (four)
She looked at the man's face getting closer and closer, as if she saw her miserable past life again in those black eyes. Qing Huan's teeth trembled slightly. She couldn't restrain this physiological reaction at all. When she saw Zhong Lang, she was afraid that it had become a kind of instinct, so every little bit of anger and unwillingness that came out of her heart would melt away like this. made ashes.
Zhong Lang's kiss was inversely proportional to his tone. It was very gentle, exceeding Qing Huan's imagination. In her impression, it seemed that only Zhong Lang, who had not shown his true face in the previous life, would kiss her so tenderly, but she couldn't be emotional at all, all she thought was fear and anxiety, she just wanted to run away.
She opened her mouth to let him intrude, letting the kiss spread between their lips and teeth. Although she couldn't feel a trace of sweetness, Zhong Lang obviously enjoyed it very much.
He is a person who lacks affection, can't understand Qinghuan's feelings, and naturally he can't empathize with her. He actually prefers to keep her in the palm of his hand, not because of possessiveness, but because of his natural distrust of others, and Lack of security. Qing Huan didn't know Zhong Lang well - he didn't like being too close to others, but he wanted her to be completely his own.
What he gave her was always material.
Zhong Lang is very satisfied with Qing Huan's meekness. He doesn't want to let each other's first time in the car happen to her. wait. When Qing Huan was pulled up by him, her whole body was dazed. Zhong Lang even helped her to button up her underwear, smooth out her sweater, and even tie the strap of her skirt into a bow.
"Stay with me."
In the end, Zhong Lang said these two words, and Qing Huan was taken into the hotel by him.
He is such a heavy person, Qing Huan was ready to be possessed by him, but Zhong Lang didn't do anything all night, just wanted her to watch a movie, chat with her, and say no If it hurts or not, both of them will never die prematurely, as if that never happened.
Ke Qinghuan knew that everything was true, otherwise, there would be no such Zhong Lang. When she fell asleep in Zhong Lang's arms at night, she even suspected that today was her dream. She had a feeling of being shrouded in nightmares. There was no better time than now to recognize that she could not escape Zhong Lang's pursuit. The prey must have had its limbs bitten off long ago.
When I woke up the next morning, the whole world seemed to have changed. Next to the bed was the prepared clothes, which were the same as the ones she wore after following him in the previous life, and were different from the ones she was before today. After the rebirth, Qing Huan worked hard to save money and wanted to buy a house, so she didn't have any extra money to dress up. The most expensive clothes she wore were only a few hundred yuan, but what Zhong Lang prepared for her was worth her for a year. salary even more.
If you are by his side, you can get the best enjoyment in the world. You don't have to worry about food, clothing, housing, and transportation. There is never a shortage of delicious food from mountains and seas. But...
Qing Huan put on her clothes silently, she put on slippers, Zhong Lang came out from the bathroom, wiped his hair without wearing clothes, and showed off his good figure, Qing Huan lowered his head and didn't look, he walked over In front of her, let her line of sight just meet her key parts, and then threw the towel to wipe her hair into her hand, the meaning of which is self-evident.
Qing Huan picked up the towel and wiped his head gently. Zhong Lang felt very comfortable. He doesn't like others approaching him. The magic is that if this person is Qinghuan, then anything can be done. She is different from anyone in this world to him, even if the reasons she thinks are so ridiculous sometimes, he doesn't take it seriously. Anything else that would tire him and sneer at her was a different feeling when it came to her.
Amazing and disturbing.
There should be no person or thing in this world that is of great significance to him, but this person appeared, and let him be ruthless to destroy.
Qing Huan was wiping his hair, but he pulled him to sit on her lap before she finished wiping it. She was startled, and then heard Zhong Lang say, "Go back to the capital today."
She was silent for two seconds before saying oh, what can she say, as long as Zhong Lang appeared, she knew that he could not stay in this small city, let alone let her stay here. But she still wanted to struggle, so she asked in a low voice, "Where do I work..."
"I won't do it." The answer was also what Qing Huan expected. What is a salary of more than 2,000 yuan a month? Any toothpick used by Zhong Lang may be more expensive than this.
What can I do back in the capital? Repeat the fate of the previous life again? Qing Huan seemed to see the future approaching him step by step, with two words written on its face: Destiny.
A destiny that cannot be resisted and cannot be changed.
For a moment she wanted to cry, but she didn't, she just trembled in Zhong Lang's arms, he seemed to know why she was afraid, but he didn't speak, just patted her on the back, kissing her. He kissed her hair, if Qing Huan looked up at him at this moment, he would definitely be able to see what kind of light was shining in Zhong Lang's cold eyes.
He took her back because only in the capital would her dazzling eyes be seen by the whole world. She is a gifted actress. He has seen her movies in his previous life, and her aura and moving are undoubtedly revealed in it. This kind of charm cannot be possessed by other people. She likes that career, but in the later stage, he cut it off forcibly. This time, he wants to hold her with both hands and make her dream come true. In this case, she should be more willing to accompany him?
Although I told myself that her wishes were not important, Zhong Lang still hoped to save something that he didn't quite understand.
When he opened his eyes and found that when he went back to the past, the first thing he did was to find her. He learned that there was no such person in the entertainment industry, and that the movie she was supposed to star in also changed the protagonist. Zhong Lang probably I understand what, why does he think that he is the only one who has been gifted by God? He was obviously bad to the core, but Zhong Lang didn't believe in the sky. He felt that it was fate for them, and he had to seize it.
He didn't have a happy life without her in his previous life, and he would never let go in this life.
So Qing Huan didn't even have the chance to go back to her small rental house, nor to say goodbye to her colleagues. For the employees in that small company, life was the same. The boss seemed to take him to the capital to live a good life and never came back. When Qinghuan became popular because of a movie in the future, they would remember that the excellent woman had worked with them. Every day, she wears a long skirt that doesn't show her figure and wears black framed eyes. She looks very inconspicuous and introverted. Who knows that after taking off her feathers, she will transform into a phoenix.
Qing Huan is very beautiful. For her, a beautiful appearance brings more harm than good. The biggest drawback is that she is attracted to Zhong Lang, but it is useless for her to hide her face in this life. Lang likes her high-spirited look, and prefers to dress her up by himself. Maybe it's the same reason that little girls like to play with dolls.
She once stood at the top of the actor's profession, and then stopped abruptly at the brightest moment, and since then she has fallen and disappeared. That is Qing Huan's greatest regret. After being reborn in this life, she also thought about starting over, but before her dream and safety, she chose the latter, but Zhong Lang appeared again, and put her dream in front of her and asked her if she wanted to realize it.
Would you like it?
She doesn't know.
Zhong Lang won't force her. He knows how important acting is to Qing Huan. In her past life, in order to be able to go to work, she could obediently snuggle by his side to please him and hug him. She doesn't love many things, but as long as she can go to work Love must be very deep. So he wasn't worried at all that Qing Huan would refuse.
What surprised Qinghuan was that Zhong Lang didn't take her back to the "home" of the two of them in the previous life, which made her relieved, she didn't like that place, even though she lived there for almost twenty years. She shuddered just thinking about the things in the basement, the past that had been used on her to make her lose herself and become less like herself, all that happened there.
What Zhong Lang brought her to live in was not the big mansion he used to live in, but a very delicate duplex apartment. Compared with the mansion, there were many fewer rooms, but Qinghuan liked it even more. Everything here seems to be to her liking, with warm tones, simple style, and even a lovely framed wall.
What is Zhong Lang trying to do? Didn't he want to lock her up again?
Hang her with a chain, and then threatened her that she would break her legs if she ran again. What Qing Huan imagined never happened, and he even acted like an ordinary boyfriend - saying so, But Qing Huan didn't know what an ordinary boyfriend should look like.
It seems that he is trying very hard to reconcile with her, but there are so many stories of reunion in the world, but Qing Huan doesn't like this kind of plot.
She never said she left, and she never said she didn't like it. She avoided all things or words that might make Zhong Lang unhappy. Qing Huan wanted to find out what Zhong Lang wanted to do, but as time went by, But she found that she couldn't see this person more and more.
Evidently every night, she still has nightmares, and even in her sleep, she is crying, struggling and begging for mercy, and even cursing and scolding him morbidly, but every time she wakes up, she is held tightly by Zhong Lang. In his arms, if she was still shaking after waking up, he would use fiery sex|love to make her forget everything.
Zhong Lang declared his love for her in such a maddening and incomprehensible way.