Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Seventy-third bowl of soup (5)

Seventy-third bowl of soup (5)

Zhong Lang looked at her very closely in his predecessors. He didn't like her to leave his sight, and he didn't like her to keep his eyes on others. Therefore, Zhong Lang hated the job of an actor. He disliked Qing Huan's affectionate appearance in front of other men, especially her acting skills were very good, which often made him feel that she really loved each other, so he felt that this job was even more unpleasant. Later, because of the rising contradiction between the two, he simply locked her up and prevented her from appearing in front of the world again.

He wished that no one in this world would remember her anymore, and make her completely his own.

So when this lifetime Zhong Lang put several carefully selected scripts in front of Qing Huan, her first reaction was that this person thought of some way to deceive her. It's not uncommon in his predecessors, pretending to be generous and telling her that he is going to give her freedom, but when she really wants to leave, he will immediately turn his face - such a moody guy.

Therefore, Qing Huan stared at the script and glanced at it. Instead of reaching out to touch it, she said, "I don't want to act anymore."

"Why?"

How can there be so many whys, what does he have to ask, others don't know, doesn't he still know why? Qing Huan pursed her lips. From the beginning to the end, she didn't believe what Zhong Lang said to herself. This person is too good at deceiving people. Didn't she just get deceived all over the world in her previous life? She can't take risks to believe him, otherwise she doesn't know what serious consequences it will bring to herself. "...I just think it's quite boring. I've taken pictures in my previous life, and I don't want to do this again in this life."

She's lying, she obviously likes it. Zhong Lang frowned, he didn't understand why Qing Huan refused such a good opportunity, of course he didn't want her to be known to the public, but he resisted the urge to hide her and she told him instead Say she doesn't like it anymore? Zhong Lang didn't take a word of it. He knew that this woman had something to do with her frown, smile, or even a simple little gesture. She clearly wanted to go, so why not go?

He can never understand, this is a natural lack of emotion for him, he can only see Qinghuan's duplicity, so he snorted coldly: "Give you an hour, choose one you like from here. Yes, otherwise..."

He didn't need to say those threatening words, one unfinished sentence was enough to make Qing Huan's hair stand on end. Seeing her grasping the script and looking seriously, looking like she was frightened, Zhong Lang looked a little weird, got up and left.

Qing Huan was afraid that he would toss himself again, holding the script and reading it seriously without paying attention. Zhong Lang went back to the room and went to the bathroom, looking left and right in the mirror - is there any problem? He is obviously very handsome, and she also said that she has never seen someone more beautiful than him, so why is she not happy at all? Didn't he give her what she liked? Why did she still look unhappy when she got it?

For the first time in her life, Zhong Lang had this kind of question: What kind of image is he in her heart?

But Zhong Lang doesn't think it's too much to count the things he's done in his previous life. He likes her and doesn't want her to be nice to others, but she insists on breaking up with him if she doesn't listen to him, and he persuades her not to listen, so what's wrong with him locking her up? He wanted to run away after being locked up, and again and again, he would also get angry, so what's wrong with teaching her a lesson? He doesn't beat her or scold her, just do some **** things between men and women, until he finds that he can't fully control her, so he chooses drugs - what's wrong with that?

Oh...Zhong Lang suddenly realized when he looked at himself in the mirror. Maybe she thought she should be polite.

Qing Huan was taken away before she finished reading the script in her hand. Facing Zhong Lang's serious expression, she immediately sat upright, thinking that Zhong Lang was going to say something threatening, but he opened his mouth and said, "You too You can do that to me."

…what?

She was confused and clearly didn't understand, so Zhong Lang repeated: "Treat me like I did to you."

Qing Huan: "..."

"You're unhappy because of this, do you think I bullied you?" Zhong Lang recalled that he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong in his previous life. The only regret for him was that he didn't lock her up and hide it. Be safe, so that she won't collude with others to escape, and she won't die in a dark alley. He still remembers putting her together until now. The pain made him understand that if he can make Qing Huan come back to life and see him alive again, he can give in.

After saying this, he left again. Qing Huan could never keep up with his imaginative thinking. A few minutes later, Zhong Lang came back and said, "Okay."

Alright? What's up?

It didn't take long for someone to respectfully send a large box of things. Zhong Lang opened it up in front of Qing Huan and said to her, "You can also use these on me."

Qing Huan's face immediately flushed. She was familiar with the things in it. In her previous life, Zhong Lang liked to use it on her, all kinds of tools to torture her, but now...

"Anything is fine." Zhong Lang shrugged. In his previous life, he had been thinking about why she left him, but now he realizes that it may be that she thinks it's unfair. Only he plays with her, so this time it's for fairness. For the sake of it, let her play with him too. "Lock me up, whip me, **** me, **** me, sexually abuse me, whatever you want, if you don't think it's enough, I'll set up a basement for you alone, and then—"

Qing Huan interrupted him very quickly: "I don't!" She wouldn't do that, that kind of thing that puts human dignity under her feet!

"Why?" Zhong Lang asked her strangely, "Aren't you just dissatisfied with me treating you like that?"

She didn't know how to tell him that his brain circuits turned out to be different from ordinary people's. It was the first time that Qing Huan knew.

"Oh." Zhong Lang suddenly understood again, "Or do you want me to smoke too? Then don't. I used to smoke when I was a teenager, and it was boring, so I quit."

To say that detoxification, which is more difficult than going to the sky, is like taking a bath. For Qing Huan, the unforgivable pain is nothing to Zhong Lang. Innocent game - Qing Huan just wanted to cut open this person's brain to see what kind of structure was inside. "I don't!"

"Then what do you want?" Zhong Lang was even more distressed. "I don't want to be angry, and I don't want you to be angry." He has tried very hard to restrain himself, not to scare her or do anything to her. The most proud thing is that when he does it at night, he doesn't use his favorite kind. Posture, everything is subject to her needs, why is she still not satisfied?

"I, you..." Qing Huan said incoherently, Zhong Lang was not afraid of torture and revenge at all, he was simply a lunatic!

Zhong Lang stared at her for a while, then looked at the dazzling boxes: "You really don't want it?" There seemed to be a pity in his tone, Qing Huan shook his head violently: "Don't!"

But Zhong Lang likes these things, so he is reluctant to throw them away. "Then I will ask someone to put them away first, so I can use them later."

It's horrifying to hear him say this. What does it mean to be useful in the future? Who can use it? how to use? Qing Huan didn't want to ask any further. She held the script in her hand and felt the gloom and frustration for the first time. She even knew that Zhong Lang was such a person. I, I don't want you to control me!"

Zhong Lang pinched her face. It was soft and smooth, whiter than milk. He leaned in and kissed her before slowly asking, "That won't work."

"You..."

"In my previous life, you didn't like the way I treated you. It took me many years to figure this out." Zhong Lang was distressed, "I tried very hard to change it, but as soon as you rejected me, I didn't listen to me. I can't help but get angry, you see, it wasn't my intention to threaten you in the car the first two times, if you are willing to accompany me, nothing will happen." Not only will nothing happen, but you can even ride Wild on his head.

Zhong Lang is a very strange person. He is neither a male chauvinist nor a chauvinist, nor does he even have normal values ​​and outlook on life. There are no normal people in the Zhong family. Normal people can't live in the Zhong family. Qing Huan can't understand this. The more he rebounds, the stronger his suppression will be, and the more cruel his methods will be, but when you question him, he thinks that this is a normal method he adopts - otherwise? Watching her leave? disappear? Say goodbye?

Everyone has weaknesses. He can always keep her by his side for the rest of his life. It doesn't matter whether he is afraid or willing.

If it wasn't for the death of Qing Huan in his previous life, and if it wasn't for the remaining decades of his previous life, Zhong Lang had a vague sense of what she hated, he would never have changed.

Although this so-called change... I haven't really changed much, but it's not like my predecessors, who went into the basement when they disagreed.

Zhong Lang doesn't understand what dignity is and what respect is, and neither does he. If Qing Huan Anxin stays and never leaves, the price is to whip him, teach him or repeat what he has done to her, he doesn't care, for such a person, physical revenge is not worth it. Mention, it is even more difficult mentally, because he is not afraid of anything, and he doesn't care about anything. Things like self-esteem may be less important than the breath you spit out.

But now Zhong Lang wants to keep people who are completely at odds with his own concepts, as if living in two worlds, but the ending seems to be doomed long ago, either you die or I die.

Even if I could do it all over again, even if there were countless reasons to explain it, it would be useless, because Qing Huan would never love him again.