Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 784: The eighty-second bowl of soup (ten)
The eighty-second bowl of soup (ten)
Zhan Lu is not satisfied with the life of being controlled by people like this. He discovered the nature buried in his blood, which is close to the beasts and evil spirits. He is full of hatred and resentment towards this world, and hopes that it will be completely destroyed. Lose. And after he learned the truth of the matter, he felt even more that the world was filthy, and it was better to destroy it early.
But he was reluctant to be happy, and he was reluctant to miss the people he missed day and night, so he still lived in the tree house. Not the kid who was picked up by Qing Huan more than 20 years ago. In his heart, he is more eager for killing and blood, and even wants the whole world to die.
Everyone said he was a beast or a monster, so he would show them so they wouldn't be wrong.
Qing Huan was grabbed by his hands and held it firmly, watching him write strokes and strokes in his palms - this is what she taught him, but she never imagined that things would develop to this point. She even felt sad in her heart, and her eyes were sore.
As a product of wolf ghosts and humans, is Zhan Lu willing? Is Zhan Lu willing to be bullied and humiliated by being orphaned at a young age? This world has never shown any kindness to Zhan Lu, it seems that he hates this world for granted.
However, there are more innocent people alive in this world, and they should die for nothing.
Qing Huan gently touched Zhan Lu's head. She has taught many children, but only Zhan Lu has embarked on a path she didn't want to see. It's too late to save her now. "What on earth are you trying to do? You want to bloodbath the Heavenly Dao Sect because you were bullied by many disciples when you were young?"
Zhan Lu heard the words, Ding stared at her, his pupils slowly contracted, showing a blood red color.
He's going to kill someone.
But that person is very difficult to approach and kill. He can't tell Qing Huan all this. The painstaking efforts over the years are nothing more than that.
Qing Huan guessed that he didn't respond to her, and she guessed it almost. Zhan Lu had his own thoughts, and for whatever reason, he wouldn't tell her.
She stood up and wanted to go back to her room, but Zhanlu thought she was leaving and subconsciously pulled her back. Now he is much taller than her, and his strength is far better than hers. Qing Huan was unsteady and was pulled into his arms by Zhan Lu, and then hugged tightly.
Zhan Lu didn't speak, but breathed quietly beside her neck, her throat kept making grunting noises, she even transformed into fluffy black ears and tail and sent it to Qing Huan, her head in her palm Arching seems to be asking her not to go, and also to please her, hoping that she will not be angry.
This look is rare, Qing Huan hesitated for a few seconds, but still reached out to hug him and patted Zhan Lu on the back, she sighed: "You always refuse to speak, If you don't want me to know anything on your mind, how can I know that I won't help you?"
Zhanyul writes on her back with his fingers. One stroke at a time.
I, kill, kill, many, many people.
Although there are enemies who have insulted him, there are also many innocent people. He doesn't know whether those people are good or bad. The power of the wolf ghost is awakened in his blood, and he has no reason when killing.
Cheers for blood to calm himself, and when he wakes up, he will suffer and regret. He is a monster at all. Maybe it's like what those people cursed him before they died, it's better to die, the worse the death, the better.
He is not accepted by the world, so he is not accepted by the world.
Qing Huan understood the words he wrote, and there were thousands of words in his heart, but he couldn't say it in words. She patted Zhanlu's back lightly and rubbed his furry ears according to his intention, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, I won't ask, just... I hope that no matter what you're going to do, Always think of yourself and always remember that I will always be on your side."
If the world is doomed and irreversible, then she hopes to make Zhanyu happier. She knows his innocence better than anyone, and his cruelty better than anyone else. If you really want to say it, only the words "good luck" can explain it. This is something that Qinghuan has seen countless times. You are very good. You should not have been treated like this, but God refuses to care for you. He wants you to experience the suffering of the world, and he wants you to keep your original intention. I don't want you to become a Buddha. It seems that your suffering is pointless, while others can easily live well, and you are not even qualified to breathe freely.
That's how it works.
If he was born in an ordinary family, he should be able to live a very happy life, at least he would not be abused and trampled under his feet as he was twenty years ago; There will be no resentment in your heart; even... if in the past—wait a minute.
Qing Huan suddenly thought of a question, since everyone knows that Zhan Lu is the product of a wolf ghost and a monk, and that he has a terrible power hidden in his body, why not kill him in the first place? Wouldn't that make it a hundred? Qing Huan recalled the first time he saw Zhan Lu. At that time, although many people bullied him and did extreme things to him, they never really endangered his life. Those disciples could completely kill him, but they didn't do it, because they still had a bottom line in their hearts?
How is that possible.
So...they know, can't kill Zhanyul? A humble child who doesn't have any self-protection ability and can't even speak, should be able to solve it at will, but they did all kinds of cruel things to him, but no one really killed him.
Qing Huan always felt that there was something she didn't know.
As she said, the past is gone and will not come back. This world that has already perished, what happened to her, whether it is exquisite or not, is unknown. They can only get a few words from certain populations in this world to speculate on the abnormality.
Zhan Lu was motionless in Qing Huan's arms. He seemed to have changed back to that little Zhan Lu. At that time, he could let go of his guard and rely on the girl in front of him. But now that he has grown up, she is the same color as she was back then, he can't keep her by his side, or even protect her.
He has too little, and he has too much on his back. It's too tiring to live like this, and even Zhanlu feels exhausted. He lived an unhappy life, hatred and grief were the whole of his life, and Qinghuan was the only color in this tragic life.
But even with such a little color, he couldn't catch it.
Otherwise, how could she disappear again and again, which is enough to show that he is not a favored person.
All Qing Huan could do was to gently caress his ears, Zhan Lu made a comfortable grunt, and his vertical pupils gradually changed back. At this moment, he looked no different from the year before, but they all knew it. Ming, in fact, many places are different.
Qing Huan probably knew something in her heart, but her guess was too unfounded, and Zhan Lu would never tell her the truth, so she would only lie to him once.
She's always disappearing suddenly and reappearing all the time, doesn't she? If she disappears this time, Zhanryu wouldn't think she was hiding on purpose.
It was late at night, and Qing Huan covered Zhan Lu with a quilt. He slept peacefully beside her and breathed steadily. She touched his face and turned to leave. When Zhan Ryul woke up the next morning, she was no longer around. Zhan Lu was already used to this kind of situation, he just touched the half of the bed that had been cold beside him, sat up and sat there for a while, doing his own thing as before.
Qing Huan went to Linglong after leaving the tree house. Linglong was very happy to see her, but Cheng Jiuzhou looked at her coldly, as if she was approaching Linglong with some invisible purpose.
Learning about Qing Huan and Zhan Lu's affair, Linglong's first reaction turned out to be... "Then let him be, this world is destined to be destroyed, it is one thing to save it, but it is also very difficult to save it. It's normal, if this world is destroyed, Zhanlu will be very happy, right? If he is happy, aren't you happy too?"
The logic is perfect.
"How can this work, there are still many people alive..."
"But what does it have to do with Zhanlu when those people are alive? He doesn't care about the world, and the world doesn't care about him. If you want to destroy it, just destroy it." Linglong didn't care at all, "Qing Huan, not every Like you, individuals who can repay their grievances with virtue, more often, we prefer to express our anger.”
Like she is. A wolf bit her and she could kill all the dogs in the world.
Qinghuan and Linglong are two completely different people. She seems indifferent but is actually the most gentle, while Linglong looks innocent and childish, but she is truly ruthless. Therefore, two people choose the same path, but they are completely different ways of living. No one can say that he is right, let alone deny that the other party is wrong.
"...Forget it, let's not talk about this, I want to ask you, have you checked the things I asked you before?"
"You mean about Zhan Lu? I called Jiuzhou to check it out. It seems that many people know that there is such a product of the wolf ghost monk, but no one knows who his biological mother is. Only know that it was the head of the real person back then. The one who brought him back said he was pitiful, so he was spared. But looking at the real head, he didn't seem to want to teach him, otherwise, why would he just leave people behind and let so many people bully him arbitrarily? What about him?" Linglong couldn't understand what was going on. "What do you think? What do you think Zhan Lu wants to **** the Heavenly Dao Sect for?"
Qing Huan shook her head: "I don't know, I just... guessed, that's all. Since you can't find out, we'll find out when he comes. It's just that at that time, I'm afraid that Rivers of blood."
Linglong likes blood and soul, she smiled and frowned, "If that's the case, then it would be great."