Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 849: The eighty-eighth bowl of soup (8)

The eighty-eighth bowl of soup (8)

When he had kissed her enough, he asked her: "Why are you crying?"

I thought she would get a warm answer, but she didn't expect Qinghuan to show a smile: "When did I cry?" Anyway, he licked away the tears on her face, so she wouldn't admit that she just cried.

Eunuch Ning was full of anticipation and joy, and it shattered like this. He frowned: "Our family just saw it, you cried."

Qing Huan wiped her face and said calmly, "You're wrong." In life, how can there be few times when old eyes are dim.

Eunuch Ning: "..."

"You wait here, but don't move, I'll be back when I go."

Her tone is very soft and amiable, but the steps of getting up and walking out are not so sweet, looking like she is going to find someone to settle accounts in the autumn. Eunuch Ning soon heard the screams of Emperor Zaiwen's eldest grandson and begging for mercy from outside. He naturally knew Qing Huan's ability. Usually she let Zaiwen, but now Zaiwen has made her angry, she also It doesn't matter whether it's thirty-seven-twenty-one.

As for how Zaiwen made her so hot... isn't it obvious? Eunuch Ning's intact hand touched the injured arm, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help but hold a smile.

He is a man who is used to seeing the warmth and coldness of human beings, and has experienced the most unbearable and humiliating times, so he has cultivated a heart of stone without emotion. No one has ever cared about him, and naturally no one will put him first in their hearts. The gambler's father sent him, who was still young, into the palace just for that little money. When he was castrated, he was so young that he couldn't even talk smoothly. He lay on the messy Chase bunk for more than half a month. Everyone said he couldn't stand it.

But he survived, albeit a lowly little **** who cleaned the toilet.

Later, as I got older, my youthful face gradually opened up. It wasn't so pretty, but it was neat and tidy. Such little eunuchs are worthless in the palace. Eunuch Ning didn't quite understand at first why the little eunuchs around him who were slightly older than him suddenly disappeared one night and never came back. Later, it was his turn, and he understood why.

The chief **** in charge of the Ministry of Internal Affairs likes nice and clean little boys. Without birds, he especially likes children's birds, but there are no little boys in this palace, only some cheap and humble little eunuchs who will not be discovered even if they disappear. So he sent one every three and five people. Day after day, year after year, the grove of the Ministry of Internal Affairs grew more and more lush.

The disappearing little **** won't be bothered, because no one cares.

Eunuch Ning was only seven years old when he was sent there. At that time, he was still a child who worked hard and hoped that one day he could go out of the palace and set up a storefront to live by himself. At that time, he felt that there was hope for the future. But one night, he had just washed the toilet for a whole day and went to bed. Before closing his eyes, he was taken away with his mouth covered.

The old **** is a pervert. He likes to torture others. He will laugh happily when he hears the cry of the little boy begging for mercy, as if he has a heroic spirit.

Eunuch Ning has a very stubborn temper and refuses to give in no matter what, and naturally suffers more than others. The old **** would sit on the bed laughing and watch how the people below played with him, and he would ask him to fetch chestnuts from the burning brazier, and he would kneel down to lick the beast's organs...

The more he refused to bow his head, the more the old **** wanted to humiliate him.

Until one day, Eunuch Ning met the emperor.

The emperor was not the emperor at that time, just a child born to a lowly foot-washing palace maid who was favored overnight, and his status in the palace was no different from that of Eunuch Ning. The late emperor was ashamed of his drunkenness, so naturally he would not pay attention to this child, and the palace maid had long ago been strangled by a white silk ribbon - the emperor at that time, robbed the animals of the cat and dog bureau for food every day, was discovered To be beaten.

They were sympathetic to each other, punished to crawl on the ground in a pack of beasts, humiliated and not treated as human beings.

Then Eunuch Ning suddenly had an epiphany.

A straight spine will not bring him any benefit, and his backbone and desire are not something he can imagine. He is already very difficult to live, how can he care if he has perseverance?

He learns to be aggressive, courteous, and flattering like a dog wagging its tail to reveal its organs. He does everything, eats everything, and listens to the old eunuch. He used his beautiful words and clean appearance to coax the old **** around, and the old **** was overjoyed to accept him as his godson.

And then ah, then he found himself able to stand up straight and walk. The person who once trampled on him, insulted him and bullied him suddenly didn't dare to look him in the eyes. Everyone who met him respectfully called him Eunuch Ning, and countless people came to him to intercede with him, hoping that he could get away with it.

But at the same time he has become increasingly cruel, not taking other people's lives seriously.

Eunuch Ning knows that his glory comes from the old eunuch. If one day the old **** collapses, he will have nothing overnight - this is definitely not what he wants to see. At that time, the emperor's dragon body was ill, and it was estimated that he was not far from death. So who will the emperor pass the throne to?

Of course not the current emperor, the seventeenth prince who was like a lost dog at that time.

No one knew that Eunuch Ning secretly cultivated a group of his own confidants through the hands of the old eunuch. In fact, he could have killed the old **** at that time, but he didn't. Not only did he not, but he still called him his son every day, and served the old **** respectfully, filially and obediently, expressing his loyalty like a dog.

But dogs can bite.

In front of the late emperor who was lingering on the sick bed, Eunuch Ning sang and sang very well. He exposed the old eunuch's intention to collude with the prince to conspire with his nose and tears. The evidence such as letters, jade seals and other evidences were readily available. Unstoppable, he was furious and executed the old **** and several princes—it was not that he did not love his son, but when an emperor was dying, even if he was about to die, he would not tolerate anyone coveting his position.

The next thing is easy to handle. Eunuch Ning first asked the old **** to take back, but said that he had obeyed the order of the late emperor, and then seized the last emperor's edict and tampered with the imperial edict - this is what made the world go Unexpected things: the first emperor is located in the unknown seventeen princes!

Other princes naturally don't believe it, but the emperor is not really an idiot, and Eunuch Ning is even more serious. They eradicated the sons of the late emperor one by one, and finally settled the country firmly.

Then the years passed, the emperor was getting old, and Eunuch Ning was getting old too.

He would have forgotten that when he was a teenager, not long after he met the emperor, he had a dream that night when he made a plan to release each other. In the dream, he has a gentle and water-like wife. He is a strong farmer. The husband and wife are in love, working at sunrise and resting at sunset. Soon after, his wife gave birth to a child for him, and the family of three was extremely happy.

After waking up from the dream, Eunuch Ning forgot. He couldn't remember, because it was useless to remember.

He's a jerk.

Now no one knows about his past anymore, because everyone who knows is dead. Before the old **** died, he stripped all the skin off his body, but he didn't die until the dog ate the last piece Meat, but also with a breath. The tattered and rotten body is just irritating to the eyes, and Eunuch Ning doesn't care about the vicious curse and angry questioning of the old **** - a lifetime of loneliness? Not to die? He was already doomed to such a fate. He treats him with kindness like a mountain, but now he repays his kindness and revenge?

Well, if that counts as a kindness, he is indeed revenge for the kindness.

The old eunuch's flesh was fed to the dog, and the bones were thrown into the beast's cage to make a toy for the beast to grind its teeth.

Time passed slowly, the world gradually became peaceful, the emperor lost his youthful spirit, and began to be afraid of aging, indulge in sensuality, and enjoy extravagant pleasures - Eunuch Ning watched with cold eyes, never persuaded him, and never joined him. He is well versed in the truth that accompanying the king is like accompanying a tiger. He is in charge of the prevention and control for the emperor.

It's always been like this, always alone.

Whether he was sold, castrated, washed toilets for years, worked as a lackey for years, and licked countless people's butts, he was alone. Grief, despair, pain, collapse, he has always suffered by himself, and then he will ask himself - life or death?

Yes, he still wants to live, even though it's very hard to live.

When Eunuch Ning was a little eunuch, he couldn't even take medicine when he had a fever, so he could only boil it by himself. When Eunuch Ning became a great eunuch, countless people became attached to the situation and offered rare treasures to him for his favor. When Ning Gonggong was in power, people saw that he didn't dare to raise his head, fearing his iron blood and ruthlessness...

But no one ever saw him as a "person". It is as if the body is missing an object, and it is no longer a human being.

No one ever shed tears for him, no one ever said they liked him, and no one ever wanted to accompany him. As long as they heard his name, they trembled and tried to escape—because Eunuch Ning's three words were accompanied by a **** storm, full of beheadings, and a place to die without a burial.

No one even knew his name was Ning Yuan.

He wasn't born that way, he wasn't born to be a cruel and heartless dog called Eunuch Ning, he was once a "human", but he is no longer.

Why is it so hard to live?

No matter how hard I suffer, I want to live.

Because if you die, you won't meet someone like her.