The Prince Regent’s Violent Medical Consort: Fan Wai Nan Huai Wang Chapter III

I never knew that people lived like this.

Isn't it just overcharged by a few load of millet? As for the blissfully clamoring around?

Isn't that the pension that the imperial court gives to the elderly over the age of 60 with fifty pennies? As for being so happy that you always open your toothless mouth?

Isn't it raining after a long drought? As for running around the countryside?

Why are these people's lives so simple?

Why can a pot of turbid wine make them chat happily all night around the stove?

Why does the neighbor just give two eggs, and then thank them for the two golds?

I don't understand.

When I left Toyosu, I felt less hatred in my heart.

It was amazing, I didn't realize it at first, it was the night I was going to leave, I got sick, and he took me to see the doctor.

Xia Zi'an sits in the clinic.

She didn't know me anymore, so I sat in front of her and gave her a fierce look, but she just smiled at me and said, "Don't worry, it's alright, it's just a cold."

She prescribed me medicine and told me to go back and decoct.

I looked at the warm smile on her face, which was very different from the Xia Zian I knew before.

I don't hate her anymore.

With the medicine in hand, I walked down the empty bluestone street, recalling the first half of my life.

What do I get? What am I missing?

In the days that followed, he took me to see the lives of many people like a lantern.

Three years later, I returned to the capital.

Only when I returned to the capital did I realize that when I was watching other people's lives, Xia Zi'an and Seventh Brother reunited, and they were together again

When I found out that Rou Yao was actually married to the reckless man A Jing in Bei Mo, I was very sad and angry.

I know I can't be with Rouyao in my life, but she deserves the best man in the world.

It is absolutely impossible to be a reckless man like Ah Jing.

I'm going to kill Ah Jing.

I escaped in the dark, I knew I couldn't escape, and he followed me like a shadow.

I was heartbroken at that time, I knew he took me out, just to let me understand, not to help me win the world.

So, I don't care, either A Jing will die tonight, or I will die.

I hid outside their room, waiting for an opportunity.

I hear them talking.

First they talked about the children of Xia Zian and the seventh brother, and then they talked about the children of Chen Liuliu.

Finally, it came to me.

"This King Nan Huai has disappeared since then, and there is no news at all. Could it be that he is really dead?" It was A Jing who asked Rou Yao.

Rou Yao was silent.

I know that Rouyao never wants to talk about me, she hates me.

Alright, I don't want her to talk to anyone about me, that's our business.

However, after a while I heard Rou Yao say, "I hope he is alive."

I still can't describe how I felt at that time. I just felt a cold spring pouring out of my heart and quenching all my anger.

"Don't you hate him?" A Jing asked.

Rouyao was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know, maybe I hate it, maybe I don't hate it anymore. As for why, I don't know either. It's probably because I'm living well now, so I can't care about hating it anymore." /

"If you hate someone, you won't be happy, just let it go." Ah Jing said.

Rouyao added: "Yes, I have tortured myself for many years, and now I let it go, whether I hate it or not, life is going to go on, I just hope everyone is well." /

I sat outside the door and sat for a while when I heard footsteps and Rouyao was about to come out.

I stood up immediately and hid in the yard.

I saw Rou Yao walking into the corridor, and I subconsciously followed.

Actually, I don't need to disturb her, but I don't know why I want her to look back at me, even one.

So, I called softly, "Rouyao."

She turned back suddenly, the wind lamp in the corridor was dim, her face seemed to be real, and there was a look of horror in her eyes.

"You..." She seemed to want to open her mouth to shout, but, for some unknown reason, she didn't.

"I want to tell you that since I was ten years old, I have liked you. I have done a lot of wrong things, hurt your heart and hurt you, so that you never believe that I really like you." /

I saw tears welling up in her eyes.

"I just wanted to come and see you. I saw you and knew you were good, so I could leave." I said.

I don't know why, but at that moment, I suddenly thought of my second brother.

His obsessive waiting, his silent waiting, in those long years, he did not know that he could wait, but he always kept his distance, did not approach, did not hurt, and would rather not get it.

Perhaps, that is the true love.

I smiled at her, "I'm very happy to see you happy."

Then, I turn around, and her memory, and I, better stay here than her wake-up call.

I was walking down the street, not as fiery as when I came, but much calmer.

The next day, I told the King Regent that I was leaving the capital.

He took me away to the Dragon King Temple in Shicheng.

He said to me: "In the future, you will live here."

I live there by myself.

He didn't come back to ask me if I knew my fault.

I don't even mention it.

Wrong and right, sometimes it's good to know in my heart.

Sometimes I practice martial arts, sometimes I read books, and sometimes I go down the mountain to do farm work for the people.

My days are peaceful, stagnant, but safe.

And later, he brought me many scriptures.

I read word by word.

One day, he brought me a sutra of the Bodhisattva's original vows.

He told me that the concubine is suffering in hell. If I recite this sutra, I can help her to eliminate her sins.

So, every night starting at midnight, I would sit on the hillside outside the Dragon King Temple and read the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva's vows aloud.

When I started reading, only the valley responded to me.

Later, there were gradually more...things around me, floating around me.

I have read the scriptures for so long, and I know that they are all lonely and lonely ghosts.

They're listening to my chanting, save them.

I read the scriptures louder and louder, and sometimes I feel the scriptures float out of my mouth, echoing through the valley.

In the autumn of that year, I lost my hair and took refuge in my Buddha.

On the day I converted, I saw my mother-in-law.

She appeared before me with a happy and serene face.

This is the only thing I've done for her in my life.

In the past, all kinds of things were calculated and used.

Between a mother and a child, the love will not continue until life and death, and the yin and yang are separated.

When I was traveling with the King Regent, I saw that all beings are happy and sad. I don't seek Buddhahood, I only seek redemption.

So, I wore a pair of straw sandals and a suitcase and went down the mountain.

Many, many years later, the world has my legend.

They call me a straw sandal monk. I have helped many people, saved many people, and survived many dead souls.

No one knows who I was in the first half of my life, and I don't want to remember, I just remember that I was a monk with straw sandals.

Amitabha, I only remember a word that Rou Yao said, she wished everyone well. That's what I've made a big wish for!