Cannon Fodder Battle Chapter 701: Doctors are not gods (12)

"Do you know how envious and jealous I am of other people's children? They have their own mothers and fathers, and they also have your kind and selfless doctor mother. What do I have?"

"Actually, I am afraid of pain, I want to cry, I want you to be by my bedside, but you hope that I will be brave, you hope that I will not cry, I will not cry or make trouble, and then you feel more at ease with me, more and more You ignore me, and feel very relieved that I am self-reliant, after so many years, you are still like this."

"In other people's homes, mothers will cook for their children. Well, you are busy and you don't have time to cook, but other mothers who are also busy with work can have at least five or six meals a week to eat with their families. As for me, my father is gone. At first, I could only eat takeaway food, but later I learned to cook. I started delivering meals to you on weekends in junior high school, and I even delivered meals to you when you were on the night shift in college. I care about you, I want to see you more, I want to cherish every opportunity to meet and chat with you, and I want you to love me more."

Speaking of this, Tong Xinlan burst into tears.

Actually, Tong Xinlan used to despise the kind of child who complained that his parents were busy with work and didn't care about him. If it wasn't for his parents' hard work and earning money to support him, how could he have such a good life, how could he have time to complain, complaining that his parents didn't have time to accompany him? It's hypocritical.

However, Wen Xinlan's situation is different. Anyone who has been paying unilaterally will feel a psychological gap.

Li Guifen originally wanted to enlighten Wen Xinlan. She communicated more with children and patients' parents. She felt that she was still a good communicator, but she was also shocked when she heard these grievances from her daughter. I know that the seemingly strong daughter turns out to be so fragile in her heart.

Her lips trembled, she was speechless, because she didn't know what to say to comfort Wen Xinlan, did she really pay too little for her family? She always felt that her daughter was so sensible, which made her very relieved, so she devoted all her energy to her work.

It seems that she is really bad.

Tong Xinlan saw that Li Guifen's expression was a little loose, but in order to force Li Guifen to resign, she continued to talk about the grievance in Wen Xinlan's heart,

"Do you know why Dad didn't fight with you for my custody when we divorced? Because he wanted me to be with you. He said that you were a shrewd doctor in the hospital, a doctor who saved lives and healed the wounded. Dad likes this My mother also feels sorry for such a mother. He said that you don’t know loneliness now, so I hope I can accompany you. Dad loves you, but when you get busy, you don’t see him or me. Maybe you think he told What I said is a lie, you think he told you not to be a doctor and resign at home just to satisfy machismo, but at the beginning, Dad just wanted to see if you cared about him. sentence through the brain?"

"And you took it seriously, and without hesitation, you proposed to divorce your father for the career you love. The father who was neglected by you is really giving up. He is a man, and everyone says that a man must be strong, but he is also a man who needs to be cared for." A man who needs to be loved, when he left, he told me to take good care of you, he said he was selfish, if I love him, I will hate him."

"Yes, I hate him, and I hate you too. You don't love me, you can't take care of me, you love others more than yourself, so why give birth to me? Wouldn't it be nice if you had your own jobs? Why did you give birth to me?"

"Without my father, I became a child in the class without parents attending parent-teacher meetings. You also thoughtfully asked the interns you brought to attend several parent-teacher meetings. What do I need is someone to attend the parent-teacher meetings? Parent meeting What does it mean? Do you know how my classmates laughed at me?"

"They laughed at me as an unwanted child, do you know this?"

"I obviously have a father and a mother, but what is the difference? Yes, I thank you for giving me money to eat and buy clothes, but do you think you have done what a mother should do? ? Are you worthy of being a mother? Do you think you are like my mother or my daughter now?"

"I saw the hospital being attacked, I saw people making trouble with doctors, I saw doctors hacked to death, and I couldn't hold my beloved scalpel after my arm was cut off. Do you know how worried I am? I can't worry Mother? You don’t care about me so much, and I still worry about you so much, am I cheap?”

"But I can't help but worry about your safety. No matter how incompetent you are, you are also my mother."

"Mom, for my sake, for your safety, can you stop being a doctor?" Tong Xinlan finally expressed Wen Xinlan's wish.

Li Guifen was in a very difficult situation. She really wanted to agree to her daughter's request, but after being a doctor for more than 20 years, she suddenly stopped doing it. She chose to be a doctor not because the job was stable, nor because the job was respected at the beginning, she just liked it.

Knowing Li Guifen's entanglement, Tong Xinlan made a better suggestion, "Mom, you also know Lu Xun who abandoned medicine to pursue literature? Don't you think you can do something more meaningful? Do you have any?" Have you ever thought about not being a doctor~IndoMTL.com~You can speak for doctors? Seeing the dignity of your peers being trampled on, don’t you want to do something for them? Those patients who make trouble in the doctor, whether it is really a medical malpractice Are you a victim of the dead, or are you just getting rich from the dead by professional doctors, don’t you think you can do more things after you abandon your identity as a doctor?”

Hearing Tong Xinlan's suggestion, Li Guifen's eyes lit up, but she felt that Xinlan's words were contradictory, maybe it was just to lure her to resign, "This is also a very dangerous job, you block those crazy people Are you not afraid that they will retaliate against you and retaliate against me? Didn’t you say that you are worried about my safety?”

Tong Xinlan wiped her tears, and said with a choked voice, "When those troublemakers in the doctor can chop the innocent child of the attending doctor with a knife, do you think I'm safe? Was it easy to be retaliated by those bastards? Since I said to do this business, I am sure to protect your safety, mom, don’t worry, or mom is worried that you will die faster if you do this business?”

"No, what you said to do is indeed a good thing for doctors." Li Guifen is also powerless about the current environment in the medical industry. People in the office usually say that their work slogans have to be changed. On the construction site, "go to work happily and go home safely", seeing the news of colleagues being hacked and killing, and seeing professional medical troublemakers who make trouble for no reason and ask for money, they really have a headache. (To be continued.)