VRMMO: Passing of the Sword Chapter 1335: worry, fear
"Now that the official business is over, how about we talk about some private matters?" Jing Jingwang suddenly changed the subject.
"What's a private matter?" Lan Feng suddenly became a little wary.
"Don't be so nervous, you will make me very sad." Jing Jing looked aggrieved.
"Come on, what do you want to say?" Lan Feng asked.
"Looking at you, you must have been here for a long time, right? The whole night?" Jing Jing asked.
"So what?" Lan Feng inexplicably began to look a little dodgy.
"Then...who are you running from??" Jing Jing looked in front of Lan Feng and asked.
"I'm avoiding you." Lan Feng said.
"Oh, this answer really makes me sad! But... I have the ability to release projections on the entire game map, are you sure you come to the battlefield, and then stand on this sea battlefield like a lighthouse Appearing, are you really avoiding me?" Jing Jingwang asked.
Lan Feng turned his head and didn't answer.
"Or, are you running away from the confused cat? I heard from Hongcha that you guys went out on a date." Look quietly.
"How could it be a date? It's just going out for a stroll or something. It's just a distraction." Lan Feng quibbled.
"Really?" Jingjing looked at Lan Feng and floated in front of Lan Feng, staring into his eyes with a smile.
The fiancée questioning the fiancé's cheating incident is extremely strong at this moment!
"What else?"
"If you really think so, then there's nothing wrong with it." Quietly watched without further questioning.
Just as Lan Feng felt a little relieved in his heart.
"But only you know what you think in your heart, whether it's something else or a real date, only you know all this best." Jing Jing said indifferently.
These words moved Lan Feng inexplicably.
Is he really... just doing ordinary shopping?
"Then the next step is whether you are avoiding half a cup of black tea. You should have noticed last time that half a cup of black tea has special feelings for you. Maybe it's because you are strong enough and good enough, and you have enough masculine charm. Because of this, but I have to admit the existence of this fact, are you afraid that she will come to you again?" Jing Jingwang asked again.
"A little bit, but at this time, it's impossible for her to come to me, right? You still need her to lead the Huatian Guild players to build a defense line." Lan Feng was a little more honest this time.
"She didn't participate in the construction of the defense line." Watch quietly.
"What do you mean?" Lan Feng frowned slightly, a little worried that Jing Jing was doing something again.
"She will stay with Xiaoxue in the Yumen Fortress to guard against sudden attacks in the African region. It can also be regarded as a reserve force that can fill in unexpected vacancies in the eastern defense line at any time." Jingjing explained concisely.
"That's reasonable." Lan Feng thought for a while, but didn't think there was any problem.
But...
"Among them, what actions are you really doing?" Lan Feng asked out of caution.
"There must be. After all, both of them are people who have a deep relationship with you. There are not many of them in the entire game world. If something happens to them on the front line, it will be terrible." Quietly watching this time is also an honest admission.
She will not lie to him, nor does she want to lie to him.
"Don't let them fall into danger! I... won't save them!" Lan Feng suddenly became angry.
"There is no way to guarantee this. Don't forget that this is a war. Even if they are not in the Yumen Fortress, they will be in danger as long as they are participating in the battle."
"Cut!" Lan Feng was very upset, but he couldn't deny it.
Even if there is no arrangement at all, with the current trend of Huaxia, it will basically fall into a dangerous situation, and there is even no way to guarantee that Huaxia can support it. The next two months will be the time period when the combined attacks in Africa and Asia will be the most violent. If you hold on, you may reverse, and if you don't hold on, you will be destroyed directly!
Just like the previous European and American regions.
"But maybe compared to certainty, I hope they are the former." That's all Lan Feng could say.
"There is no certainty about this kind of thing, there is only a question of whether it is possible or not." Jing Jing said with a smile.
This answer...
Lan Feng simply ignored it. If he cared more, it would be more in his favor. And now it's not a matter of caring or not, the matter may have become a foregone conclusion, and it's not something he, an outsider, can interfere with.
"In the end, you're still worried that the tryst will find you, right?" Jing Jingkan floated up to Lan Feng again and looked at him.
During the conversation just now, Lan Feng unconsciously shifted his gaze away.
"How is this possible? It's impossible for her to like a guy like me." Lan Feng immediately denied it.
"Really?" Looking quietly at the smile that emerged at this moment, it seemed to be a confident performance that saw through his heart.
"I won't discuss whether she will like you, but you should know better than me whether you will like her." The smile that quietly watched began to disappear.
Looking quietly and slowly, it turned into an indifferent face.
"The reason why you don't like anyone, except that you can't forget the rose, is that you are worried that the people you are with will be in danger because of your own reasons. No matter how much life you have left , you can’t guarantee that you can absolutely protect that person, you are already afraid of losing it again.”
"This is something you have been avoiding, just like you are avoiding them for various reasons now. By the way, you even avoided seeing Bai Ying, obviously you have always cared about her, but You can only pay attention to it silently in a distant place, and you worry about everything."
"But You are different. Deep down in your heart, you have recognized You as a real existence, and she is so powerful that you don't have to worry about danger at all. And she is so perfect for you, the only thing that is not The flawed cold personality is nothing to you."
Looking quietly at the words of indifference, it seems to be stating Lan Feng's heart, which is already almost completely understood by watching quietly.
Lan Feng opened his mouth, as if he wanted to refute something, but finally gave up.
"So you are different from worrying about other people, your worry about You is actually... afraid that you will fall in love with her, or fall in love with her."
"Just like many women who have been with you for a long time, they are likely to fall in love with the outstanding you. This situation is also applicable to You, because her perfection can not even be said to be resisted by any man. Yes, an excellent existence is so attractive to the opposite sex.”
"You start to be afraid, afraid that your heart may 'betray' your original feelings, and even fear that you will become another you because of this, no longer the 'Yu' who is for the sake of the world."
"Strictly speaking, you are no longer worried about her, but... afraid."
Scared.
Lan Feng's heart began to become a little confused, he himself...
His inner thoughts: "Am I really afraid? Unlike other people, I am actually starting to be afraid for some special reasons..."
He himself is still a little unclear, but he feels...
Looking quietly, I didn't say anything wrong.
…
"Think about it for yourself. Anyway, I won't forcefully interfere with your own emotional problems. It doesn't matter who you like. To be honest, I don't want you and You Zai Together, but I have to admit that it may be the most suitable for the two of you to be together."
"Okay, that's all I have to say, and that's all for personal matters."
"About the demon **** Belial, you can come to me directly when you are ready, and then go to the promotion with peace of mind."
Looking quietly, there is no intention to continue the chat, and I don't know if I am angry.
In short, looking at Jingjing's already indifferent face, she can also see that she is not in a good mood, whether she is jealous or because of something else, she has no way of knowing.
The projection that was watching quietly disappeared, and left here so suddenly, just like she came so suddenly.
Lan Feng looked at the place where Jing Jing disappeared, and he still hadn't digested the many thoughts that had just arisen in his mind, those thoughts that were enough to make him completely confused. It is true that he is an indifferent person, but his indifference is only aimed at outsiders, and he cannot deal with the emotions induced by these familiar people.
"I seem to be escaping and afraid..."
"Sure enough, did you start to waver in your heart? Or did you really start to look like an old man, afraid of all kinds of things happening, did the side effects of genetic medicine start to occur?"
"It seems... that's the only way I can explain it."
Lan Feng was talking to himself.
I'm looking for a reason for myself.
When a person does not want to face certain facts, he will always fabricate some plausible reasons to deceive himself, trying to cover his truest thoughts in this way.
Now Lan Feng is doing this.
Lan Feng took a deep breath, covered his face with his right hand and rubbed vigorously, trying to calm himself down.
Then...
The expression of indifference was completely restored, and he looked at the colorful halo that hadn't dissipated in the distance, as if he had adjusted his state to the best level in an instant.
"It's better to prepare for the demon **** Belial. You don't need to think so much about other things about yourself."
"Become stronger, become the strongest player who surpasses everyone at this stage, master the power that can turn the tide of the battle, and finally tip the balance of victory, this is what I should do, and the rest..."
"I don't need to worry about it for now."
Lan Feng muttered to himself so firmly, not wanting to shake his heart.
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PS: Jingwang Fengxue wishes everyone a happy new year!
(There is no change, the PS of making up the number of words is not to keep the QQ group number: 162147903)