Dawn Infinity Chapter 58: : The world of heart (new)
"Regret?"
Ikari Shinji sat on the seat of the tram, and for some reason, his thoughts were a little confused, and there was a blur outside the window of the tram, at a loss, he didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know what was coming, and Ikari Shinji didn't think about all this, he just sat there silently.
At some point, Misato's shadow appeared in front of him, Misato asked.
"Regret...don't regret it, as long as uncle can come back to life, I can do whatever..." Ikari Shinji murmured with his head down.
"What about us?"
&nbs,pig,pig,island,novel ww.zhuzhudap;At this time, the figure of Misato also appeared in the carriage, standing in front of Shinji Ikari and questioning him.
"What about us?"
"What about us?"
"What about you..."
"...What about..."
Gradually, the staff in Nerv, Kaji Ryoji, and classmates all appeared in the carriage, and they all asked such questions.
"I don't know... I don't know... I don't know... I don't know!"
Ikari Shinji covered his ears violently, and roared loudly: "I don't know! I don't know what to do, but, but, but... But let me give up Uncle Roger, It's impossible!"
"People are indifferent and only care about themselves, can you be gentle with me?" Ikari Shinji raised his head to look at the figures of everyone in front of him, but no one spoke, they just looked at him quietly.
"That's it, you just look at me like this, even if it's a smile, it's a perfunctory smile. If I can't drive the EVA, will you stop smiling at me? Do you need me?"
Ikari Shinji lowered his head again, and said dejectedly: "Everyone is like this, all of them are like this. I just need me because I can drive EVA, right? But Uncle Roger is different. It's not that he needs me, but I need him, he told me a lot, made me realize a lot, gave me the courage to face everything, and also gave me hope to face the cruelty of the future, but, but... But if this world does not have Roger Uncle! I don’t want such a world anymore!”
When Shinji Ikari said this, these figures gradually faded away and gradually disappeared into the carriage, while the paleness and emptiness outside the carriage became more apparent, and even the carriage gradually became a little unreal.
At this moment, a cold voice said: "Is this your choice? Shinji-kun."
Ikari Shinji raised his head again and saw a person who hadn't appeared before, Ling Boli. An inexplicable emotion made him stand up, but gradually, he sat down again, and just said: "I'm sorry, Li, I didn't have time to eat the dinner you prepared for my father and me, thank you very much, and... ...I'm sorry, I couldn't save you, but I, I am to you, I..."
Ikari Shinji fell silent at this point, while Ling Boli shook his head and said: "No, it's okay, Shinji-kun, I want you to live happily without driving EVA, this is yours. Choose, so..."
Ling Boli also gradually disappeared in the voice of the voice, once again only Shinji Ikari was left in the whole carriage, and suddenly, another female voice sounded.
"Stupid Shinji, if this continues, our agreement will not be fulfilled."
Ikari Shinji raised his head sharply, and saw Asuka standing in front of him, Asuka was no longer as arrogant and indifferent as before, but looked at him gently, just looking at him like this.
Ikari Shinji burst into tears. He wiped away his tears. He didn't know if it was shame or what. I did not fulfill the agreement, because Uncle Roger...Uncle Roger is no longer here. In this world, wishes cannot be fulfilled with courage, and hopes cannot be fulfilled with courage. People's indifference, this world The cruelty will not change because of you, I really want to travel with you after peace, I really want to see everyone’s sincere smiles, I really want...I really want to, but I don’t dare to try again What's the matter, Uncle Roger...I, I already..."
"It's okay." Asuka was the only one who could act again, she smiled softly, her eyes were full of tears, she silently walked in front of Shinji Ikari, wiped his tears with her hands, and spoke The edge gradually disappeared.
"...I really hope there will be peace, then, we..."|
"...I..."
Tears welled up in Ikari Shinji's eyes, and he shouted while crying: "But courage is not enough in this world, I can't help it..."
"Then... let's do it again!"
This matter, the appearance of a voice made Ikari Shinji stop all his movements suddenly, he trembled violently, trying to raise his head, and then he saw a familiar figure.
Roger stood in front of him with a hearty smile and said, "Boy, I don't remember teaching you to give up."
While talking, Roger walked up to him and patted his shoulder with his hand, but Roger's hand passed over his shoulder without touching him at all, and Roger was still smiling Said: "This world is indeed very cruel. Hopes are shattered and dreams are trampled, but... so what!?"
"The so-called courage means that after you fail, it means that you are in despair, it means that you have been completely defeated. At that time, do you dare to stand up again and try again! Remember my first Did I ask you the first time I met you? Now, I will ask you last..."
When Roger said this, his figure was about to disappear, and the last thing Shinji Ikari saw was the last voice from Roger's disappearing mouth.
"Do you have a dream?"
The tears in Ikari Shinji's eyes slowly flowed out, and he used all his strength to roar out loudly: "Yes! I have a dream! I want a mother, I want a father, and I want peace World, I want everyone to get along well, I want everyone to smile at me from the bottom of my heart, I want everyone to be gentle with me, I want to be needed by everyone, and I also want to give them support, I want...I have a dream! Uncle Roger!"
In an instant, the carriage suddenly disappeared, and all the emptiness around it began to dissipate, and white light burst out from Ikari Shinji's chest, and then illuminated everything...
Ikari Shinji sat up abruptly from the bed, he touched his face, it was wet, it seemed that he had just cried, it seemed that there was something in his dream that made him cry so much , but he could no longer remember what was in the dream... What exactly was it dreaming about? It seems to be a very cruel, terrifying, and cruel thing, but it is so warm...
Just when Ikari Shinji was in a daze, suddenly the alarm clock on the bedside rang. He was shocked and quickly put on his clothes, washed up and ran downstairs. Sure enough, he saw the back in the kitchen. It's... his mother, Yui Ikari is preparing breakfast for him.
"Wake up, let's eat quickly, it's already very late now." Ikari Wei looked back at Ikari Shinji with a gentle smile, and then continued to work there.
I don't know why, seeing Ikari Yui's smile, Ikari Shinji was very moved, he was a little baffled, because the scene that he could see every day made him want to cry, but not now While thinking about this, he hurried to the dining table, picked up a piece of bread and started eating. At the dining table, there was another man holding a newspaper and reading it.
"Ikari Shinji..." the man spoke in an indifferent tone.
"Ah, yes, Dad." Shinji Ikari replied quickly.
"Although you didn't pass the math, don't stay up too late, remember to set the alarm clock earlier." Ding Yuantang said in such an indifferent tone while reading the newspaper.
"Yes, yes..." Ikari Shinji quickly lowered his head and said, for some reason, he suddenly felt a little afraid of his father... Isn't he already used to his father's tone of voice?
Suddenly, at this moment, a woman's voice came from outside the door: "Idiot Shinji! I'm going to be late! If you are not ready, I will go to school first!"
Ikari Shinji was startled, and quickly took two slices of bread, as well as the lunch box and schoolbag on the dining table, and said, "Then I'll go first, Asuka is already at the door..."
After finishing speaking, he ran towards the hall, and behind him, Ikari Wei's voice said: "Wait for your sister to go to school together! Li, it's okay to have hair like that, it's okay."
All of this...
All appeared in the eyes of four people in the distance, Roger, A Xing, Xiao, and Edwin Van Cleef. The four of them watched all this silently, and A Xing said: "From an electronic point of view Look... this world is real, not some illusory fantasy or virtual reality, nor is it formed by the light of the mind... It's incredible, but, about the memories before all this, in my mind Nothing at all, I just remember that when the patch was completed, the huge Ling Boli emerged from the ground..."
Speaking of this, Ah Xing looked at Xiao, but Xiao said without looking at him: "Don't look at me, I know you are looking at me, don't think I know what happened, no Sorry, because of the distance, Edwin Van Cleef and I first turned into orange juice, but luckily, we didn't become apostles."
Four people, no, three people, because Roger died before that, and the last impression of the three people was that a huge Ling Boli emerged from the ground, and then some of all human beings became Orange Juice, another group of people turned into apostles, all rushed towards the final dogma from all over the earth, and then they found themselves standing by this ordinary Japanese street, and saw Ikari Shinji and the others.
"Hahaha, I don't remember either. Am I dead? It would be great to be able to be resurrected." complexion.
"You bastard!" A Xing directly grabbed Roger's neck and said, "Did you know that this would happen in the end? Those who enter the final dogma will directly become apostles, and those who do not enter will even be apostles." Turned into orange juice and died, it will also recover after completion? You bastard, don't turn your face away!!"
At this time ~IndoMTL.com~ Ikari Shinji and a girl who looks like Ikari Yui walked out of the door, and standing outside the door was Asuka with her hips on her hips. Although she was on her hips, Asuka looked at Shinji Ikari But very gentle.
Ikari Shinji heard the laughter outside the street, it was a very hearty laughter, as if something was touched in his heart, he left the two girls and rushed towards the street, while rushing , his tears flowed naturally, but when he rushed there, there was no one in the street. I don't know if it was an illusion. He seemed to see the beam of light, but he didn't remember anything. In the end, he just I was able to stand there blankly by myself, only in my chest...
The unspeakable emotions seemed to have turned into courage, incomparable courage, which made him suddenly turn his head to look at Asuka who was running after him, and he shouted: "Ming, Asuka, I, we...we are long Empress, let’s go on a trip together!?”
When Asuka blushed, she was about to get angry, but when she saw the tears on Ikari Shinji's face and his expression, she didn't know why, her heart softened, and she just snorted and turned her head away, but there was a voice But it reached Ikari Shinji's ears...
"Hmm..."
"Travel..."