The Millennium After Dying Young: Open your heart and talk for a few words
It's time to give everyone an explanation.
It's crazy to go on like this endlessly. While tormenting everyone, I feel uncomfortable too.
The following words, I don’t know how many book friends will read them, or how many book friends are going to leave and take off the shelves after reading it, but none of them can stop me from narrating.
Because we really need to have an open and honest talk, let's talk.
First of all, believe it or not, you have to admit that this book was finally abolished successfully through my own efforts.
Sometimes thinking about it is like dreaming, thinking about the lively scene when the new book was uploaded, and comparing it with today's deserted people, it's like a dream...
The greatest pleasure in the past was reading book reviews, reading the chapters, and giving God a reply to praise, but now I dare not even open the Qidian APP, because I am too afraid to see newer book reviews!
Every time I see a book review asking for an update, my heart trembles as if being tortured, and I can't help but ask myself: What a lovely and loyal reader, who hasn't scolded for so many days, but is waiting patiently .
What did you scumbag do to them!
If you can't write it down, don't make a hole, you bastard, you write a few hairy articles like this, why don't you die when you step on the horse? !
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But who can be blamed?
The editor arranged a lot of recommendations, and the book friends gave a lot of support, but in the end, he couldn't bear his own death.
Even the most basic update cannot be guaranteed, it is too normal to hit the street.
It's your fault!
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Actually, before today, I thought many times that I would be a **** like this, silently, anyway, no one knows where I live...
But it can't be done.
Seeing this, some people will probably say, you are reluctant to part with the results of this book, are you unable to afford the manuscript fee? Stop using high-sounding reasons to whitewash yourself!
Faced with such a question, I will say without hesitation, yes, you are right.
I'm not a saint, and I don't have a mine at home, so I won't have trouble with money.
However, this is definitely not the main reason.
Let me talk about my own situation first, I believe everyone will know after reading it.
Since I was a child, I prefer to read novels. When I was in junior high school, I finished reading Han Han’s Triple Door and Looking Like a Boy, Speeding. The deepest memory is the scene where the protagonist’s best friend, whose father belongs to Dianyu, finally electrocuted himself to death... ...
Since then, I have fallen in love with novels out of control. Martial arts novels are the first choice. Learn to write, the most popular at that time was Detective Conan, and then I tried to write mystery novels.
The classmate was shocked after reading it. He said that he lost a piece of the cake. After reasoning for a long time, the final conclusion was that there was a piece of cake at the corner of his mouth. You are a very good detective! It's embarrassing for me.
It was because I felt the blow was too great, so that I still remember this sentence. The boy who spoke is called Pan Luyu, who lives in the village next door to me. The little fresh meat responsible for the appearance.
Of course, second only to me.
Cough, let's get down to business.
In addition to that ugly guy, more students gave encouragement, some people even asked me, you have written most of the exercise book, is it enough for a TV episode? You can't have fun with me.
Thinking about it now, it is full of warmth.
From then on, I fell in love with writing, especially how other people feel when they read my novels. I still remember that the composition requirement of the Chinese test is to write 800 words. Every time, I can ask the teacher for another piece of paper to fill the front and back. (Everyone must not imitate here, because the words written on the back of the high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination are not counted. Don’t ask me why I know...)
The phenomenon of novels being passed on by classmates in the class continued until the legend landed in China. The school's school ethos changed from the original "boys wear long nails and learn to catch people from Iori Temple" to "hold a broken stick and shout when they see people. After eating me a raging fire", I didn't have any mood to write, and started to learn to surf the Internet with my friends.
I am not very interested in hacking, hacking, killing, etc., so I went to play in the chat room of the local forum for a while. It is a game in which even the battles are completely described in words. Frankly speaking, if it is not linked to the computer, the game experience will not be as good as Xiaobawang.
Plus, in the era when the black Internet cafes in the town charge extremely high fees, and the wages of the whole people are less than 2,000 yuan, a small broken room, three or four computers, dare to add three yuan an hour, the key charge is still manually checking the time!
You can imagine how dark the boss is! (Don’t complain about how expensive the computer was at that time, you have to look at the problem from the perspective of a poor student with only 100 yuan a month’s living expenses...)
But no matter what, I still had a lot of fun.
Especially after I learned that a classmate in my class actually bought a computer at home and surfed the Internet at home, I took the initiative to contact him, and then typed a paragraph of words to him with a smooth one-finger Zen: "Fool, guess what? Who is it?" That feeling is amazing!
(Many people may not be able to understand the purpose of doing this, but if you know that it is the first time in my life that I went over the wall and went online all night, that is, I sent QQ emoticons back to back with my classmates, you will understand...)
There is no doubt that he has been playing the game for a week, killing me is as easy as chopping vegetables, but I still foolishly continue to want to poke Zen, until the boss tells me, it makes me angry, I secretly made up my mind that I must write him as a fool in the book later, haha!
Well, digressing.
At the junior high school stage, I barely knew this existence, and the entry barrier for beginners is all flattery.
It was a high school classmate named Liu Qiqi who really led me into this circle.
This is a very scary man!
The ones sold at street stalls are usually 800 pages long, with Huang Yi's works printed on the cover.
(At that time, I wondered why Huang Yi had written so many books, and I didn't know until a long time later that it turned out that unscrupulous merchants used Master Huang Yi's name in all the books in order to make money).
800 pages of books, this guy can finish one book in a day. Read it in get out of class, read it after class, read it while walking, reading it while eating, reading it when going to the toilet, lighting the lamp under the bed after the lights are off, and in all the spare time you can think of, he is fighting against the novel. What an epic spirit!
Because of too much consumption, he couldn't support the capital chain, so he finally chose to cooperate with the bookstore, which is 50 cents a book. This kind of goods can be borrowed at least ten copies at a time. If you borrow more, you don't need a deposit of...
The boys in the class saw that he was so fascinated by it, and started to circulate it out of curiosity, so it got out of hand, and I was one of them.
It can be predicted how annoyed the class teacher will be when more than half of the boys are busy reading novels every day. So Liu Qiqi was messed with, and vaguely remembered that it was a sunny afternoon with flowers blooming, the head teacher kicked the back of the classroom, and scared the boy to sit on the ground.
Then all the novels on his desk were confiscated—the three boys moved twice...
These books were not returned to him until high school graduation, man, a whole sack!
Liu Qiqi opened a new door for us with his flesh and blood.
It should be possible to write at that time, but still not.
Because around 2004, it was the era when these tumors such as Fantasy Westward Journey, Legend of Blood and BNB were prevalent, and it was also a few years when online games showed a blowout development.
Of course, it is also the era of rapid development of mobile phones. I have witnessed the rapid transformation from BP mobile phone to green screen blue screen and then to color screen. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as changing with each passing day.
As a man who is always in awe of science and technology, how could I lose the team at this juncture?
So I started going to Internet cafes and studied card slotting skills seriously.
That's right, high school, and I didn't write it again.
Now that I think about it, if I hadn't been so focused on the game back then, I would have gotten the goddess...
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Hey, go ahead.
After graduating from high school, I did not go to college.
In fact, my family really wanted me to go to school, even if I went to a junior college. They stopped talking. Thinking about it now, if I went to university for further study, I should be able to talk nonsense now... At least I can come back after talking.
Because this was the idea at the beginning, I originally applied for a vocational school that would arrange a job after graduation.
The job assignment is to learn technology, which is the kind of injection molding machine adjustment. Those who have been in contact with it should know that they can lead shifts and even manage workshops after learning.
But I didn't study hard, because I didn't think about it at all. During the internship for a few months, I was in the Internet cafe basically every day. This made the school angry and wanted to beat us. Fortunately, I have already obtained the dual certificates, so I don’t care about the attitude of the school. After paying the salary, I ran away. Then I went to Foshan to study molds for half a year, and then came back to my hometown to do it. I was unlucky. I have to rely on it, and I don't want to tell my family that my father has a bad temper.
Being at a loss, a turning point came.
About October or September, when the conscription notice came up, I passed the medical examination and enlisted.
The receiving cadre was very friendly and considerate. After completing the formalities, he asked me if there was anything I hadn't done, and if there was anything I hadn't let go of.
The receiving cadre said he knew, and then he brought the cadres of the local armed forces to the door with me.
There is no **** or domineering plot, a few uniformed people are standing there, without saying anything, after the guy understands my reason for coming, he immediately pays the money obediently, and even said that he will come after retiring from the army Help and the like were supposed to be a way of smoothing things out, so I went along with the flow and said yes with a smile, my heart was bah!
Actually, I was very resistant to enlisting in the army before, but after that, I was very happy, ouch, I am going to become a soldier brother soon, amazing!
With such a mood, finally ushered in the day of enlistment.
Because I’ve seen a lot of TV scenes in the past, where I send my son to the army and cry, I feel so funny just thinking about it. In order not to become a joke in my heart, I kept telling myself not to cry that day, you It's a man, don't cry!
But when I saw my parents looking at me at the head of the village, my mother kept wiping away her tears, and my father, who never cried, also had red eyes. Heh for a long time.
The recruits have stayed in the company for three or four months, and there is nothing to say, just one point, the squad leaders of the cooking squad are too polite, and more than half of the peppers are added to each dish. It's a pain, the upper and lower mouths are breathing fire...
After leaving the company, I finally started to write again.
Our company is a mobile squadron, not many people, but the atmosphere is very harmonious. In addition to daily duty training, writing family letters and reading novels is the greatest pleasure.
At that time, MP3 was still a luxury, and an MP3 that could read novels was even more extravagant. For us, who only had a monthly allowance of 200 yuan, buying one was simply a luxury. So you can often see a picture of an MP3 circulating among several people in turn...
The company has a fixed quota every week and arranges to go out for a walk, heck, it's shopping, go out to buy some daily necessities, take a walk, and so on.
After looking forward to it for two months, it was finally my turn. I couldn’t be happier, but after going out for five minutes to surf the Internet, I felt that there was nothing interesting. After downloading good songs from my comrade’s MP3, I went to the bookstore. visit.
Then the name of the third young master of the Tang family came into view.
The first thing I read was Mad God's work, and I was fascinated by it. Then I saw that it was written by this author again, so I bought several copies without hesitation.
I can guarantee that I bought the genuine product, because a book costs more than ten yuan, and the pages are smooth and smooth, which is by no means comparable to the "800 pages" on the street.
As soon as the book is back, the company will be fried!
The Son of Light actually caused a terrible chemical reaction in the company. Everyone who read it wanted to continue reading, so I didn’t need to buy the next few volumes. Someone brought them back after going out... (Yes, actually This is the idea I started from the beginning hehehe...)
Once the novel craze started, it could not be suppressed. Many comrades often read it overnight, and after that, various novels entered the camp one after another. The most impressive thing is that in an operation to fight against the flood in August, everyone was exhausted like a dog, lying in a simple house, covered in mud, with a snakeskin bag under his body, and fell asleep when he fell down. , but even so, there are still people who can't forget to take out the novel from their pockets and glance at it, and then look at the muddy face and smile weirdly, one can imagine the charm of the novel...
After fighting the flood and returning to the company, I started thinking about writing a magazine.
I don’t know who brought back the 3.5 yuan magazine. Isn’t there a way to submit a manuscript? During this period, I tried to write various fantasy novels, but in the end I found it impossible to write.
Until I saw Rebirth Chasing Beauty, now it seems to be renamed Very Pure and Very Ambiguous Prequel, the book of the second generation of murloc gods.
After reading it, I can't control the idea of writing, but I don't know where to do it. Should I write it on the draft like I did when I was a student? Certainly not realistic.
After many inquiries, I found out about the starting point Chinese website. I was so excited that I quickly wrote an article and uploaded it.
I will always remember that day, June 10, 2010, when the sun turned cloudy, I was fed several bottles of horse urine at noon that day.
It was in this drunken state that I uploaded my first debut novel.
Pseudonym, Wandering Sand Riding Horse.
The title of the work is "How Extraordinary".
In a very anxious mood, I waited for several hours, and finally waited for the notice that the new book had passed the review. At that time, I cocked my mouth in joy, and said to myself, my career as a writer is about to begin!
At that time, I didn't know how to look at the author's backstage, what is a collection, what is a recommendation ticket, I didn't read it, I only read clicks, and only read book reviews.
From that day on, I began to update every day, rain or shine, because I saw that the senior said that the book that had been updated would not be signed, and I was trembling.
In this way, I persisted for half a month.
Finally, the book is 70,000 words long.
However, the signing message has not come yet.
There are many "people" in the book review area, all of them are "the masterpiece has been visited, it has been accepted, and welcome to return." "Newcomers encourage each other..." and so on.
But for these, I basically sneered back.
Not arrogant.
Rather—these guys are all liars!
It is clearly written in the author's background, the number of favorites, 0. You special code tell me you favorite? You want to trick me into collecting it for you, hmph, it's a beautiful idea!
But after all, there are still honest people. After a comment one day, the collection really increased!
Then I looked at the data very carefully. There are 78,000 words, two favorites, one is collected by advertising, and the other is collected by myself...
That day, I looked at the screen and was silent for a long time.
I wanted to write a novel, but I didn't know what words to use to describe my mood at that time.
There is no doubt that the book is too much to throw away, but this is my first novel, I don't want to just throw it away, I have to sign it no matter what!
After several twists and turns, I finally went to an unknown small website. The book reached 300,000 words, and finally I couldn’t continue because it was too bleak. a friend. They helped me a lot, and with their introduction, I began to study eagerly.
In October of the same year, I uploaded my second novel on the Qidian Chinese website.
Book Title: "Infinite Incarnation"
Pen name: Sun San.
This time, the contract is finally signed!
But as the saying goes, at each stage, the scenery you see is different. Before signing the contract, I thought about signing the contract. After signing the contract, I naturally compared the results of the same type of books.
One word: very miserable.
There are hundreds of bookmarks with 80,000 to 90,000 words, and thousands of bookmarks for the books uploaded at the same time. I feel cool, but I still insist on updating in order to get recommendations from the website. To be honest, I don't know how long I can last.
Now that I think about it, this is a very dangerous signal. Once the eunuch's idea is formed, the **** is not far away. Because it will linger like a tarsal maggot, lingering.
But this time I never expected that the last straw that broke the camel's back came from the starting point.
At that time, Sanjiang’s recommendation was in charge of a special editor. I applied every week and was rejected every week.
One day, I suddenly received a message that Sanjiang's application was approved.
God knows how shocked I was at that moment!
Looking at the screen, I was stunned for ten seconds, and then, in ecstasy, I started searching and editing QQ, added friends, and said to my colleagues, I will treat you tonight!
However, ten seconds later, the editor sent me a message like this——
"I'm sorry, the editor's hand trembled, and I sent it by mistake. This book has not been reviewed, so I'm sorry!"
"..." I looked at the text on the screen and even forgot to type.
One minute!
Not even a minute!
I fell from great joy in life to great sorrow.
After realizing it, I lost all my ideals and ambitions. I turned off the computer and left.
Since then, I have experienced countless times of rushing to the street.
In 2011, I wrote about the plane super base, because of the crackdown, it was 404, and it has not been unblocked until now...
Intermittently in the middle, I joined a lot of groups, met a lot of people, saw many people who threatened to write a book that beat Tudou, who would never be eunuchs, and there were also people who frantically posted advertisements every day to collect them.
But today, how many people persist?
A lot of friends' avatars are not lit up, and I don't know if it is because they are too busy with chores and have no time to write when they get older?
Stumbled and stopped, at the end of 2016, I wrote a book that I can't help but blush in retrospect.
Actually, that book is my black history, and I shouldn’t have said it, but when chatting with friends, you must open your heart and tell your heart, um, so let’s talk about it.
The birth of that book originated from friends in the group chatting and joking, talking about a rebirth article.
This time the group is fried! The group members were overjoyed, and the group leader Su Ge (that is, the only silver alliance in this book, Su Gen) also laughed and said, this book is amazing, if you write and publish, if it can pass the review, it must be a divine book.
Actually, I posted that article just for fun, and I really didn't expect it to become popular.
Then, it was posted. Here, there are so many twists and turns, so many! Listen to me slowly.
At first, the title of the book was very straightforward, "Rebirth into Shit", but it was rejected and I was asked to change the name.
As soon as I thought about it, I was worried, how to change this, and then I brainstormed in the group.
Some people say, try to use homophonic characters, or substitute characters, such as Mi Tiangong, etc., but I didn't adopt it, because it felt insulting to the gentlemen.
Someone suggested, "I was reborn as that lump", I accepted it, but the editor didn't agree.
Some people say that gourmet food suppliers are very popular. If you change one according to that, I came to a beautiful **** supplier and was rejected.
I'm even more worried, what should I do?
As a matter of fact, people sometimes have a particularly serious rebellious mentality.
This book is meant to be entertaining. If I passed it at the beginning, I probably wouldn’t write it down, but he rejected it several times, and I became angry.
For this reason, I even posted a post on the post bar, but a group of bar friends laughed to death, saying that if they passed the review, they would definitely bookmark it.
It was a stalemate for several hours, until Mo Mojiang in the group gave me a suggestion, saying, why not change it to free flight, my eyes lit up when I heard it, the name, the connotation!
So Rebirth Free Fly, but the name was taken, so I had no choice but to add "of", while still negotiating with the editor: I am not vulgar, the protagonist of this article finally arranged to eliminate the smog and promote environmental protection ...
Half an hour later, the review was passed.
"Flying Freedom of Rebirth", author, fire dragon leader.
This time the group was blown up, and some people went to LK to promote it, and then, a large group of spectators came to watch.
300 on the first day, 1000 on the second day...
It's like a rocket going up to the sky!
But in the end, this book did not persist, because the material used in the book was indeed vulgar, which is irrefutable. Even if the description of the disgusting lens is avoided, readers will subconsciously associate it. Secondly, at the beginning of the year, a follow-up book called "Rebirth: Flying Against the Sky" came out. Just at the end of the year, the starting point made a chapter saying that the book was advertised wildly in countless books. And know how many people will be disgusted.
After the Chinese New Year, the editor came back and received many complaints from readers. The editor-in-charge, Berhan, told me that the book was advertised everywhere, and your book was also shot, and was reported by the way. It is estimated that the readers looked at the name. Like, wrong report.
It just so happened that I was not in the mood to write at that time, so the editor asked me that you didn’t write the book anyway, so I blocked that book? I said, that's fine, and then the book disappeared...
In this way, it was silent for a long time, but the trouble caused by that book is still continuing, because of that book, I have an extra title of **** of shit, sometimes when I think of this name after eating, I can be silent for a long time... ...
I haven't written for a long time since then, and I often look for books to look for inspiration.
Until the beginning of March this year, I saw a novel called "Late Night Bookstore".
That book is so wonderfully written! I was fascinated by it! Looking at the author's name again, the pure little dragon, at first glance, he is a strange man with connotations!
Looking at it, a book review made my eyes shine. The reader said: I feel that this little ghost can also write a story. My daughter is a ghost?
In an instant, an aura flashed through my mind, and the hairs on my whole body stood on end!
At that time, I slapped my thigh and jumped up. It was in the early morning and I was shivering from the cold, but I still turned on the computer and wrote down the outline in a hurry, for fear that I would forget it when I woke up. In the next few days, I was making an outline, writing the opening chapter, drawing up the ending, and then officially uploading it on March 13th.
As for the copyright issue, please don't worry about it. Qidian signed the contract and said that there is no problem in this regard, and the setting of the plot is completely different, and I have also communicated with Xiaolong, please do not quarrel because of this kind of thing.
Thank you Xiaolong for writing such a wonderful novel!
Thanks also to the friend who wrote the book review!
Above.
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I said so much, just to explain one thing: I love writing, I like to write stories, and I like the feeling of being read.
Whether a book can make money is a measure of quality, but it is by no means my ultimate goal.
It would be superficial to measure me only by money.
It can only be said that it is the most perfect state to be able to earn some extra money while writing happily. Writing books full time? It is impossible in this life...
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Finally, let's make a conclusion.
Lorry talked about six or seven thousand words, and finally I would like to tell you about the follow-up of this book.
Eunuch, it is impossible.
As I said at the beginning, it is impossible for eunuchs to not write an outline even if they hand in an outline.
But if this continues intermittently, everyone will not feel comfortable.
So I decided, in the next period of time, I will write diligently and finish this book.
In order to express my sincerest apology for the interruption during this period of time, the next chapters will be uploaded at the same time in the future, and all of them are free chapters.
Please give me some time, about one month.
No one can stand without trust, I have broken trust many times, this time, I must do it.
Salute to all those who have supported, whether they have abandoned this book or new book friends!
Thank you for your support!
Love you guys!
Mori sword without injury
2018.10.13 at 1 o'clock in the morning