The Villains All Fell in Love with Me After Rebirth: Reborn
Feeling the gentle kiss of the man fall down.
Ji Ling finally burst into tears!
If you want to ask him how he feels now, it is regret, especially regret.
If he had known the present, he would have taken it easy when acting, and occasionally gave Jing Sui a little sweetness, so he wouldn't have fallen to the present situation.
After all, judging from Jing Sui's attitude towards him, he is absolutely reluctant to force himself. The reason why he would do this is probably out of the idea that he can only help himself in this way and let himself accept this. kind of joy.
But the problem is - I have nothing to do! He was not QJed at all!
If he really did it today, it would be his first time.
And what made Ji Ling extremely terrified was that he actually felt super comfortable being kissed, and even wanted to try it a little bit. The instinct of the body ran counter to his thoughts, what did Jing Sui use for him! ! !
Help me...
Is he really going to go on the curved road and never return? He hasn't talked about a pure love, and he hasn't held a girl's soft little hand, so he's going to do it in one step, and have **** with a man!
No, he can't give up!
Ji Ling made the most cruel heart in his life, biting the tip of his tongue, and burst into tears in pain. Tears: "Let me go!"
Jing Sui looked up, and found that the young man's eyes were so desperate and sad, and there was a trace of blood on his lips.
Jing Sui's expression changed suddenly, he raised his hand to pinch the boy's chin, and told him to open his mouth, his chest heaved violently, and he said sharply: "What are you doing?!"
The young man looked at him desperately, fearful, fearful, and determined.
With this look, Jing Sui's hard-won determination was defeated in an instant, and his hands were almost trembling. After a long time, he spoke with difficulty, this supreme man who has always been strong and never showed weakness in front of anyone, at this moment there was a hint of pleading in his voice: "Don't do this, I won't hurt you..."
But the boy turned his eyes away from him, and his thin body trembled slightly.
He is afraid of this kind of thing, this kind of fear is engraved in his bones, so strong that he would rather hurt himself than accept himself.
In the room, the only thing left was the young man panting with sobs.
I don't know how long it has been.
Jing Sui closed his eyes dejectedly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I won't move you, don't be afraid, it's fine."
He was silent for a few seconds, then got up and carried the boy into the bathroom.
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After the end, Ji Ling still burst into tears and kept crying.
Although he finally managed to keep his virginity, he was finally pulled out by the man's hands, and what made him feel ashamed and indignant the most was that he actually enjoyed it quite a bit!
The devil, Jing Sui is simply a devil!
Ji Ling's heart was ashamed.
Jing Sui has already left, but he still has no energy and doesn't want to talk.
Although it is temporarily out of the crisis, if Jing Sui insists on using this method to help him get out of the shadow, what should he do next time? After all, it was very difficult for him to resist today.
Ji Ling felt extremely anxious when he thought of this.
I really can't eat this time.
The next day when it was time for dinner, Mrs. Shaman came over again. She obviously knew what happened last night. Ji Ling sighed.
Ji Ling felt very bitter in his heart, and he really felt like he was riding a tiger. He was in a trance, and suddenly asked: "Aunt Shaman, does Your Majesty really like me..."
Seeing that Ji Ling was rarely willing to speak, Mrs. Shaman quickly showed her loving eyes, and said affirmatively, "It's true."
Ji Ling lowered his head in despair, he now believes it is true, but how should he face this feeling? Even if he doesn't talk about the mission, he has no way to accept a person who doesn't understand him at all, he doesn't even dare to tell the truth, and he doesn't want to fall in love with Jing Sui at all.
Eat, survive, go home, everything is more important than falling in love.
In this case, he really has no intention of falling in love!
Ji Ling said sadly: "But he didn't like me before, why..."
Madam Shaman touched the boy's head, and said softly: "Sometimes it's unreasonable to like this kind of thing. For example, I like you just because you are worthy of liking."
Ji Ling is tearful, but your liking is totally different from his liking, okay?
Mrs. Shaman accompanied Ji Ling for a while and then left.
Ji Ling returned to the room dejectedly. Although today's meal was normal, he couldn't feel relaxed. Just when he felt very helpless and hopeless, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ear.
System: [Host, are you okay, are you okay? 】
Ji Ling almost cried with joy, he couldn't wait to ask: [Did you help me apply for a replacement task? 】
System: 【……】
Seeing that the system didn't answer, Ji Ling's eyes darkened, and he said in despair: [Failed? 】
The system said slowly: [That's not true, I don't know the result yet. I have already submitted the application for you, but you know that we have to manage thousands of worlds at the World Traveling Management Office. The procedures are complicated and cumbersome, and the superiors are very busy. The application has to go through layers of approval, and your situation is quite special After receiving the application, the leader still needs to conduct investigations, hold meetings, discuss, vote, and finally form a formal document for approval. It may be difficult to get results in a short time. 】
Ji Ling: 【……】
The system also felt a little embarrassed after finishing speaking, and comforted: [But I think there is still hope, after all, this matter is not your fault. 】
Ji Ling couldn't laugh.
But he still managed to pull himself together, at least the result hasn't come out yet, what if... there is really hope? He couldn't help but ignite a small flame of hope in his heart, and he would never give up until the last moment!
Ji Ling calmed down, and then asked in doubt: [Then why are you back now? 】
System: [I'm worried about you, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you for the last time...]
Recalling what he said last time, Ji Ling showed a stiff smile: 【...Thank you. 】
System: [Should be, I can't help you with anything else, so let's talk with you for a while. 】
Ji Ling was suddenly touched: [All QAQ]
The system shuddered: […] Why is it swollen? It feels like his host has started to go crazy! Is this task really that difficult?
……………
A few days later, the system finally understood why the host behaved like this, it was really too hard.
He has been with the host for a long time, and he is very aware of how greedy the host is. When he stays at home with nothing to do, he can eat from morning to night every day.
I often sigh with him that there are not so many novel delicacies on earth.
Food is almost his only pleasure in this strange world.
But now his host faces so much delicious food every day, but he has to pretend that he can't eat it, his face is ashamed, and he has to worry about whether the food has been poisoned. What a cruel thing this is ah! I can't bear to look at the system.
Finally one day the system said: [I think if it’s not counted, isn’t it just sleeping with a man, and Renren will pass. 】
Ji Ling's eyes were blue and black, and he said weakly, "Is it a question of sleeping with someone now?" I can't come down now. If Jing Sui's attitude suddenly changes, Jing Sui becomes suspicious. Do you think Jing Sui's arrogance will tolerate me deceiving him like this? 】
The system thought about it, and said: [Probably not. 】
Ji Ling said: [That's right, if his identity is exposed, not only will he not tolerate me deceiving him, but he may also discover the secrets of this world because of me, an outsider, that is a big problem! 】
When the system heard this, it also became nervous: [You are right, he cannot discover the secrets of this world. 】
Ji Ling sighed faintly, and lay his body on the bed.
The system is silent.
It's not easy being a host.
Ji Ling stared blankly at the top of his head. Although fear of revealing his identity was the main reason, sleeping with men is also a big problem! If you don't agree, you can't agree to death!
If you don't agree, you can only endure it.
……………
Ji Ling came out of the house this day, rubbed his eyes, and found that the atmosphere outside was lively with lights and festoons, he was immediately very puzzled.
Although I shouldn't ask too many questions according to my now heartless personality, but I couldn't hold back a waiter and said, "What are you doing?"
The waiter faced Ji Ling with a respectful tone that couldn't hide his excitement, and said, "Your Majesty is going to hold a banquet in the palace, announcing that he will hold a wedding with you at an optional date. Soon, we will call you Your Highness the Queen."
Ji Ling's eyes darkened, and he almost fainted!
What?
How come no one has told him about such an important matter as marriage!
Ji Ling finally couldn't sit still anymore, he didn't dare to see Jing Sui, so he thought about going to Madam Shaman.
This is the first time that Ji Ling has walked out of the palace. Madam Shaman was very surprised and said, "Xiao Ling, why are you here?"
Ji Ling opened his dull eyes and said in disbelief: "I heard that His Majesty is going to announce that he is going to marry me, but I have never heard of it before."
Mrs. Shaman smiled when she heard the words, and she said dotingly: "We didn't tell you about this matter because we were afraid of disturbing you. Don't worry, His Majesty will prepare everything and give it to you." Your grand wedding."
Ji Ling said anxiously: "But I don't want to marry Your Majesty..."
Ms. Shaman said lovingly: "I know what you are worried about, but it doesn't matter. No matter what you have experienced, you are my aunt's little treasure. Jing Sui also likes you very much. If anyone dares to say that you are not worthy If you **** him, Auntie will show them off! Who else is qualified to be the queen besides you?"
Ji Ling: "..."
Ms. Shaman said: "I've been looking forward to this day, I don't know how long I have been looking forward to it, and you will call me mother in the future."
Ji Ling: "..."
He walked out of Madam Shaman's palace in a daze.
So, they all think that this is good for themselves, what they want, and can comfort them... But it's not at all!
Is my rejection not obvious enough? !
Ji Ling was very wronged. He felt like a person from Earth who met a group of aliens who couldn’t communicate. The people on Earth like Apple, but these aliens desperately wanted him because they thought he was cute. I want to give him my most beloved banana, forcing him to eat it. If he doesn’t like it, he can only hold his nose and eat it. But the person who ate this person is jealous and unhappy. This person is jealous and unhappy, and if he doesn't eat any of them, he might be beaten to death by angry aliens :)
He obviously doesn't want anyone, he just wants to go home, but everyone is forcing him to make a choice.
Although Ji Ling knows that they can't blame them all, he also has part of the reason. He plays such a character, but he dare not tear off the disguise and be himself...
But, but he acted very badly, he tried his best not to be liked, he is so vicious! Why do you still fall in love with this? !
He really couldn't figure it out.
Passing by the garden on the way back, Ji Ling was walking among the flowers, and suddenly saw clusters of beautiful red flowers blooming on both sides. This flower blooms very gorgeously, a bit like roses on the earth, the petals are delicate and beautiful, but the color is translucent, dreamy and unreal.
Ji Ling suddenly remembered the information he used to watch when he was staying at home and surfing the star network. At that time, because most of the time was boring, Ji Ling watched all kinds of movies and TV dramas and forum posts, and also watched a lot of novel and cold things in the universe. Knowledge opened his eyes. Because this flower is so beautiful and unforgettable, he has some impressions.
This flower is called the Tears of Starlight, and it is an endangered species. It is hard to see outside, but I didn't expect there to be a few of them in the palace.
Although the flowers are beautiful and usually safe and harmless, if they are eaten with manluo fish, they will be highly poisonous.
Manluo fish is also a very precious and rare fish. It only lives in the extremely cold glaciers at the bottom of Xianyunxing. Although it tastes extremely delicious, ordinary people can't eat it.
These two things are very rare, and many people may never see them in their entire lives, so this knowledge is quite remote, and Ji Ling saw it by accident at the beginning.
But it's a coincidence... In Ji Ling's recent dinner, manluo fish was served almost every day.
Just because he liked it once before, this dish has become his daily cuisine and one of his favorite foods.
Ji Ling's eyes changed for a moment, and he looked around cautiously, making sure that there was no one there, and suddenly stepped forward and secretly broke off two flowers.
He returned to his room nervously, closed the door, and then said to the system: 【You help me find out, if this flower is eaten, what is the lethal dose? 】
The system turned pale with fright, wishing it had the hand to stop the host, excitedly said: [Don't be impulsive! There is only one life, do it and cherish it! 】
Ji Ling: 【...I don't want to die, so I asked you to help with the investigation? 】
System: [? 】
Ji Ling: 【I only remember that this flower and manluo fish will produce toxins when eaten together, but the specific dosage and detailed information are not clear. I am afraid that I will die if I eat too much, so I asked you to help check it. 】
The system breathed a sigh of relief, as long as the host didn't want to commit suicide: [Are you planning to pretend to commit suicide? 】
Ji Ling's eyes moved slightly, and he said: [It's sort of...]
The system sees the host as very pitiful. Since it is not a real death, it will no longer dissuade it. If suicide can temporarily free the host from these people, it would be a good way, so it said: [Just wait a moment. 】
After a while, the system came back and said: [With your physical fitness, you can eat half a flower at most, if you eat more, you will not be able to save yourself. 】
Ji Ling took a deep breath: 【I see. 】
He stared at the bright red and beautiful flowers in front of him, struggling with the look in his eyes for a long time, and finally made a decision. Since there is no hope of completing the task, what else do you care about?
Aren't you all born again?
Do you say you love me?
Want to make it up to me?
Everyone doesn't follow the plot, you see how the world has collapsed? You know how to bully people by taking advantage of your rebirth!
Since this is the case, who will not be reborn?
Come on, hurt each other.
The big deal is that we stand on the same starting line and compete fairly!
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Sitting in his study, Jing Sui learned that Ji Ling went to his mother's place in the morning, and then he went back to stay in the palace, and went out to eat something in the evening as usual, looking quite normal.
He thought of the internal and external troubles during this period, and his eyes showed a little tired look. Dealing with Carlos had already troubled him very much, and the boy made him feel unbearably heartbroken, and he was exhausted physically and mentally.
He didn't know what else he could do to make the boy come out slowly.
He has been forbearance and indulgence, but he is not willing to let the young man feel sad, even if he misunderstands himself, he will let him do whatever he wants... But his step by step retreat, in the end, only makes the young man farther and farther away from him, and even suffers deception and hurt .
It turns out that letting go is sometimes not necessarily the right decision.
If I had insisted on keeping the boy by my side at the beginning, protected him well, and slowly released him, maybe they are already well together now, and all of this would naturally not happen.
Thinking of the torture the boy suffered at the hands of the rebels, regret and self-blame tortured his heart all the time.
He didn't protect him well.
Jing Sui finally made a decision to let the young man become his queen directly. With this title, Carlos can give up his heart. If he slowly approaches him, one day, he can let the young man accept himself and walk out of the shadows. .
Jing Sui let out a breath slowly, got up and went in the direction of the boy, he wanted to see him a little bit.
He wants to tell him personally that he has promised him his life.
This is also something that he regretted countless times in his last life and couldn't get it. At that time, he had everything in the world to be peaceful, but he didn't have the person he wanted to promise. There is no one who wants to stay by my side at all costs...
This time, he will not let go, will not miss it again.
Jing Sui walked slowly and heavily, and finally came to the familiar door again, stretched out his hand and gently opened the door.
The young man lay quietly on the bed. He was defenseless and full of thorns when he fell asleep, like a beautiful little angel. In front of him, but just after taking two steps, he stopped abruptly, and his pupils shrank instantly.
With his super perception, he noticed the abnormality immediately.
The young man's breathing seemed to be even, but it was much slower than usual, his usually pale face was now flushed with a faint blush, and his sleeping face was rare and sweet.
But Jing Sui was not in the slightest happy mood, he glanced sharply, and saw the translucent red petals scattered at the foot of the bed.
The translucent red petals are dotted on the silver-white bed sheet, on the white ground, so beautiful, seductive, like some kind of charming picture he dreamed of, his beloved, lying quietly on the bed On the bed full of petals, the young man's pale pink lips are still stained with a little flower juice, the color is beautiful and attractive, as if waiting to invite him to taste.
But Jing Sui is going crazy!
He immediately pressed the emergency button on the communicator, his voice trembling uncontrollably: "Bring the antidote!"
Then strode forward, knelt down on one knee beside the bed, and tremblingly gently grabbed the young man's wrist. The young man's pulse was very weak, as if it would disappear at any moment... All Jing Sui's restraint during this time Both the camouflage and camouflage were completely broken, and the fear spread uncontrollably in the depths of his eyes.
Ji Ling committed suicide!
How could I be so careless? How could you not be optimistic about him? How can you give him a chance to commit suicide?
If Ji Ling died this time, what should I do?
Unprecedented powerlessness enveloped him, making his blood cold.
The medical officers rushed in, and the room was full of noise. Everyone was busy, opening their eyelids to check the boy's condition, inject him with antidote, and check the heart pulse data. Jing Sui is as motionless as a stone statue, clutching the young man tightly, wishing that the person who died was himself, wishing to replace him.
Because he is not afraid of pain and injury, he is strong enough, but his young man cannot... The young man is too weak to withstand any harm.
As long as there is a little danger, it is enough to easily take his life.
Time passed by every minute and every second, Jing Sui never felt that such a short time was so difficult.
It's so difficult, every second is like a knife.
Finally, the medical officer said respectfully: "Your Majesty, Young Master Ji is no longer in danger."
Jing Sui said hoarsely, "Why are you still awake?"
The medical officer said: "It will take some time for the medicine to take effect, and I can wake up in about an hour."
Jing Sui stopped talking.
The medical officer wiped off his cold sweat, and walked out nervously carrying the box. He didn't dare to recall the scene he had just seen, and didn't dare to imagine what would happen to Ji Ling if he hadn't been rescued.
He has never seen such a terrifying and fragile side in that cold, powerful and almost unmoved His Majesty.
Jing Sui never took his eyes off Ji Ling for a moment.
The room was quiet, and there were only the two of them left.
Time passes slowly...
The boy's eyelashes trembled suddenly on the bed, Jing Sui's expression suddenly became tense, he stared at the boy's face, his thin lips were pursed and bloodless.
The boy slowly opened his eyes and looked at the man waiting by the bed.
In those water blue eyes, there is no fear or panic, only a piece of calm, like a dead abyss without the slightest wave, and it seems that he has seen through everything completely, and nothing can move him anymore.
At this moment, Jing Sui instinctively realized that something was wrong.
But he didn't think of it for a while.
Just then, he heard the boy speak.
The young man looked at him quietly, with a hint of sarcasm in his calm eyes, his lips moved slightly, and he made an indifferent voice: "Your Majesty, I said I would never pester you anymore... have you forgotten?" ?”
Jing Sui's complexion changed drastically.