I will Bury the Gods: End of this testimonial

This is the last book of Jian Yi Si Jian, and it will be changed to another title in the future, starting a new writing career as a pure newcomer, so you don't need to come to me.

I am dissatisfied with the current state of writing, and at the same time deeply feel the lack of creation. Continuous writing is always difficult to avoid the sense of detachment and homogeneity. It does not make any sense to continue writing like this. I need to calm down Learning, this process may take a long time, I don't want readers to wait for me, so just change the number and disappear, from now on, I will be like a person without Jianjian. There are always a lot of authors who have one or two books that are amazing for a while, and then quickly disappear. I think I may be one of them, but I am not willing to do so. Many readers and friends say that I am not angry, but I think I still have , I still have a very strong desire to create, and there are many new characters and stories in my mind, but I am too tired now. It has been about three years since I coded, and there has been almost no rest in the three years. Except for the sudden stomach problem in September last year, the full attendance has basically not stopped. Until now, I am physically and mentally exhausted. When I wrote the first volume of manuscripts the year before last, I felt that my writing was really good, and I couldn't wait to send it to everyone for a look. The hasty opening of the book planted bad results, and the **** of the outline punished the sword. In September last year, a reader posted a sentence in the group, "I still remember how happy Jianjian was before he opened the book." When he saw this sentence, he was inexplicably broken and cried for a long time. A lot of people ask me why I don’t ask for leave to take a good rest when there is a problem in the middle of the plot. Most of them went to the **** to cut the book. I can understand them. The ship turned around in a catastrophe, and I will never write a book without an outline + hundreds of thousands of words in the manuscript. The price of growth is always traumatic. For a long time last year, I was very depressed and depressed. I once felt that it was impossible for me to get out of the trough, but I still choose to believe in myself now. I believe that I can write beyond The work you expect.

In fact, there are a lot of things I want to say in the closing speech, such as talking about some problems in this book and the mental journey of how to generate these problems, but I feel that it is meaningless to say anything now. The so-called creation Enthusiasm is just empty words at present, and only excellent works can prove it again.

Goodbye.

There is a destiny to meet each other, and there will be no future. If we can meet again, I hope that by then, the light boat will have passed the Ten Thousand Mountains.

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Make up for the previous reward thanks:

Thanks to Si Jian Zai Shang, Xiao Lin Li Qi, and VarXy for their rewards! Thanks to aarogarman, Dameng is not the helmsman of Daming's reward!

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Thank you for your rewards, and thank you readers. I wish you a happy Chinese New Year. 2023 can be a fulfilling year, where you can meet people you like, have harmonious colleagues, read wonderful books, be successful in your studies, get promoted and raise your salary, and be healthy.

Thanks to all readers and friends, I will always remember my writing experience in the past few years, and I will remember many ids for a lifetime. I am lucky to meet so many readers, and I am also very guilty. I greet you with such a low attitude in 2022.

I wish you all a happy life and a bright future.

Maybe we will meet in other places with other ids in the future, or maybe I will find no such person from now on, but I hope that one day in the future, I can write a truly satisfactory work, and After getting the results, I will tell everyone that I used to have an ID called Jianyisijian.