Top Ten Good Mothers in Quick Transmigration Chapter 164: : Cheng Xi’s Autobiography II

Later, I gradually fell in love with painting.

The soul has omnipotence and creativity, and the painter's brush also has infinite possibilities.

The world is so colorful that I can't see it, but under my brush, it presents the most dazzling picture to everyone.

Painting, let me see the colors of the world, and because of painting, I met my wife who knows me well.

There are two dogs in my life, one is pudding and the other is ice cream.

Ice cream has accompanied me for many years, from his childhood, growth, and adulthood, but his old age and death. It is my most loyal partner and friend.

I can't understand why Cheng Tao and the others want to torture and kill small animals. Shouldn't they be the most loyal partners of human beings?

I can't forget the day when Ice Cream passed away. The snow fell suddenly and heavily on that day.

On that day, I seemed to be able to feel the weakness of the ice cream, his back was already bent, and he was panting heavily when he walked.

It wasn't until the moment I came home that it fell into my arms, rubbed against it, and then it never breathed.

That day, I hugged the ice cream for a long time. I hoped that the ice cream was just tired and fell asleep. I didn't know until my mother came back that I was dead.

And Pudding is my only friend in Hangkou Village. We have known each other since we met, but it has only been a few months since it died, but I will never forget it in my life. The pudding who got into the muddy water and found a walking stick for me will never forget the pudding who bared his teeth to scare others when they bullied me.

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For my mother, I have never resented her. I have always been afraid that I would become a drag and burden on my mother.

In those nine years in Hangkou Village, under such a hostile environment, my soul was numb and cowardly.

Actually, on that night when I fell into the icy cold river, it was not only because of Cheng Tao's instigation, not only because I was afraid of becoming a burden to my mother, but also because of my own cowardice.

Although it's only been nine years, I'm really tired of living.

I might as well just sleep in the river forever.

But at that moment, my mother pulled me back. He saved not only my life, but also my soul.

My mother made my numb soul come alive little by little.

Later, my mother divorced my father and took me away from Hangkou Village. Only then did I realize that the outside world can also have warmth and kindness.

The luckiest thing in my life is to be my mother's child. Mom, you once said that you are guilty of me because you gave me a pair of black eyes that cannot see the light, but I don't blame you, because mom, you are my eyes.

My biggest regret is that I couldn't see the light earlier. If I could, I could see my mother earlier, and the day when I saw the light would be the day when you passed away, mother.

It was only after seeing the light that I realized that my mother was really as beautiful and gentle as I imagined. Even when you were dying, your hair was already gray, your face was full of wrinkles, and your eyes were cloudy , but you are still the most beautiful mother in my heart.

Mom, I love you.

The night gave me black eyes, but I use them to find light, and mother, you are my light.

If possible, I hope that in the next life, I can still be your child, and I can hear you call me again: Xixi.