Part-Time BOSS Chapter 27: Electronic Ghost
Murphy was excited when he saw this, and this feeling sounded quite similar to his own.
No, it should be said that it is more serious than him. At least he has not been affected by the black dragon when he is awake. Only in dreams and games can he be confused about reality.
Murphy: "What happened next?"
Shadow Fang: "I was afraid that I would get sick if I ate raw meat, so I went to the hospital. After the examination, it was very incredible to find that I digested all the raw meat and there was no abnormality. Even after the doctor checked me He said that I am in amazing health, and I don’t have the work-related diseases of ordinary office workers, and asked me if I often run and exercise.
But I'm actually a very nerd, except for going to work and going home to lie on the bed and play games. "
Murphy: "How did you feel at that time?"
Shadow Fang: "Scared and excited, I feel that I seem to be undergoing some kind of evolution, maybe if I continue, I may not be able to obtain superpowers, but at the same time I am also worried whether my mind will be affected by the game. If it is affected, will it really become a beast in the end?
Because I can really feel that my mind also seems to have undergone some changes, and I have become more aggressive. Sometimes when I take the elevator to work, I will look at the neck of the person standing in front of me , Imagining what it would be like to suddenly jump up and bite down.
I went to a psychiatrist, but it was useless. I tried my best to maintain the living habits of human beings, but I was still uncontrollably affected by the game. To be honest, I was a little scared, and even dared not enter the game for a while. "
Murphy: "Then how are you doing now? Are you still like this?"
Shadow Fang: "No, I have recovered now."
Murphy: "Ah, how did you do it?"
Shadow Fang: "Because my character is dead, do you know Nesingwary Hemet?"
Murphy: "The legendary dwarf hunter?"
Shadow Fang: "That's right, that bastard, this guy heard that a powerful black panther appeared somewhere, so he ran to my territory and opened a game called [Hunting 'Shadow Fang'] plot events.
Originally, I was able to survive while hiding, but who knew that many adventurers came to accept the hunting mission and helped the dwarf search for me. After searching for three days in a row, I was so scared that I went offline. It should be safe after three or five days, but as soon as I went online, I was blocked. Damn this guy is useless even a beast taming skill, so I just gave it to me. A rare elite of level 50, it will be soon I can advance to the BOSS, and all of a sudden it is gone. "
Murphy: "Then you will be fine?"
Shadowfang: "Almost, that night I dreamed of 'Shadowfang' for the last time. I dreamed that it was standing on the edge of a jungle, looking at the dark forest in the distance. It was the last time I saw it, I thought it would say goodbye to me, rub it in my arms, or stare at me or something, but no, it just stood there without a face Give me, look at the forest in the distance.
When I couldn't help calling it, it suddenly ran into the jungle without looking back, and disappeared, this heartless bastard...
I haven't dreamed about it since.
For a long time after that, I felt empty in my heart and felt very uncomfortable, but then I gradually realized that if I hadn't died then, I still don't know what it would be like now. "
Mo Fei keenly grasped a trace of hidden meaning in the other party's words.
"So you feel that 'Shadow Fang' is an independent entity, not your own avatar?"
Shadow Fang: "Yes, although it is strange to say that, I have never thought of this before, but it was not until that moment that I suddenly realized that it is not one with me, maybe it was at first, but then As time goes by, the difference between the real me and Shadow Fang is getting bigger and bigger, gradually becoming two people, or one person and one beast.
Although usually we overlap, but that night, I saw its true form. "
Murphy: "Then what do you think it is? Is it your subconscious?"
Shadow Fang: "No, definitely not. At the beginning, I thought maybe I was too deep into the play. You know the actor of the clown, what is his name?"
Murphy: "Phoenix?"
Shadow Fang: "No, I'm talking about the clown in The Dark Knight."
Murphy: "Heath Ledger?"
Shadow Fang: "That's right, that's him. It is said that he committed suicide because he got too deep into the drama and couldn't get out. I began to wonder if I was too deep into the drama, and really regarded myself as a black panther.
But later I found out that this is not the case. I am very clear that I am a person, not a black panther. I can clearly distinguish between the two. When I act like a black panther, I am more like being programmed , or possessed by a spirit body. This spirit is controlling me to do those things, I actually become a bystander, but because I can feel the emotions of the black panther and the feedback of reality simultaneously, so I can't clearly distinguish the difference between the two . "
The more Mo Fei heard it, the more frightened he became. This description was almost exactly the same as that of himself at the time.
Murphy: "Are you still playing this game?"
Shadow Fang: "I'm still playing, I can't help it, this game is so fun that I can't put it down, but I rebuilt an account, a thief leader, I found that as long as I don't play role-playing intentionally, I won't be affected Impact, I'm over thirty levels now, and I haven't dreamed about this new character once.
So I guess this phenomenon may be related to role-playing. We deliberately play a virtual character in the game. After playing for a long time, this virtual character becomes real. "
Murphy nodded secretly. This theory can barely explain the conditions for the birth of this "virtual life". He has indeed been playing the role of the black dragon lord Murphys. I am completely different, it seems to be bestowed by me during the live broadcast.
But this still doesn't explain what the black dragon is.
Murphy: "What do you think these things are?"
Shadow Fang: "Who knows~IndoMTL.com~ I have made a lot of speculations and conjectures. It may be some kind of intelligent AI simulated by computer programs based on our previous behavior patterns, loaded into us like a program. In the brain, it affects our thinking and changes our behavior.
But that doesn't explain why the body changes as well.
It could also be some kind of supernatural electronic ghost...
Or maybe all of this is an alien conspiracy...
But there is no way to prove these conjectures. This game is too evil, and it may not be possible to prove it in the future.
The reason why I tell you so much is mainly because I feel very uncomfortable about keeping this matter in my heart. Being able to tell people who have the same experience about it is more or less a reconciliation with my past self.
But you, your matter is much more serious than mine, you better be careful. "
Murphy: "I'm not as serious as you, at least until now, I haven't been affected in reality."
Shadow Fang: "That's what I said, but what bothered me at the time was just a wild beast, a rare elite, but what bothers you now is a black dragon, a world boss, although there is no such thing as a dragon in reality , but according to the game's official monster introduction, shouldn't dragons be very cunning, cruel and good at disguising?
Maybe there is some kind of supernatural power.
You said that it has been communicating with you in your dreams and playing tricks on you, maybe it has been able to control you long ago, but it has been hiding itself.
So I think you'd better be careful. My experience can be used as a reference for you, but you'd better not take it completely. "