The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 823: Not what she wants
Xia Ji's body is a bit vain, but she is the kind of person who will never allow herself to fall down.
The resentment in her eyes has not dissipated, she just stood by the lake like that, the red dress all over her body made her skin whiter, so white that it was a bit glaring, even at this moment, the sky was already dark, But in the weak light source, she can still be amazed by her stunning face at this time.
She is tall, and standing there at this moment, she has a sense of loneliness that is independent from the world.
A sneering smile appeared on the corner of her lips.
How could she not have thought about it?
From the very beginning, she thought about everything.
She knows better than anyone else that what her father wanted was never any high position, power, splendor and wealth. He was proud of her and worried about her even more. All he wanted was for her to live a happy and fulfilled life. In his expectations, she should find a reliable man to marry, have lovely children, and be a happy woman.
It's not about letting her become a saint and be admired and expected by the people.
He didn't want her to live like that.
But because she thinks, she needs those to prove herself and realize her value, and she needs strength to make herself stronger, so that no one dares to bully them.
She wants a high status.
And because he cared too much about her, no matter how reluctant he was, he never brought it up in front of her, and he even ran away alone in order to fulfill her, so that she would not be ridiculed or disturbed. Shouling.
He knows that even then he is happy, because in his eyes, as long as she is happy, he is happy.
For her, let alone die, he is willing to do anything.
She has a father who treats her best in the whole world. Even though he has nothing, he still gives her everything he can.
So what? So she understands too well, so she can't accept and face it.
She was not at all willing to accept that he died for her in the end, and she could even imagine that even at the moment of death, he felt happy and comforted, because she could finally be saved, She can live a stable and happy life as he expected, and even her husband is the best man in the entire Xia clan. He is gentle, kind, and has a sense of responsibility. He can take good care of her. Even if he is not in love with her, he is willing to give for her. This is something that many people can't envy or get!
Look, how good it is!
So she can fully imagine how relieved and satisfied her father was when he left.
But all of this is not what she wants!
She would rather not have all of this, and she didn't fall in love with Xia Qingcheng, so what if he is the best man in the entire Xia clan, she didn't have to fall in love with him! What she likes is cultivation, which is to make herself stronger. She doesn't care about her own life or death, not at all.
So why is he so self-assertive, and exchanged his own life for everything she didn't want? How could he let her enjoy it all willingly!
As long as she sees Xia Qingcheng, she will remember how the person she cares about the most died, and she will remember how her lifelong dream was shattered!
She couldn't bear such a life even for a moment!