The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1107: My love dream alone (9)

"Are you willing?" Han Jing asked suddenly.

Ning Xu looked at Han Jing: "So what if you are not reconciled?"

"I have stayed on Shui Qi Island countless times secretly, and watched them love each other in front of others. It's not like I didn't think about rushing up, or finding an opportunity to stop Feng Peining, and tell her that the person next to you, It's my lover, someone I've loved for many, many years." Ning Xu suddenly smiled: "But can I? Can I do this? Can I destroy the peace he finally got? If this is If he wants, then I will fulfill him."

"But if I make it perfect, he can't make myself perfect. I know that sooner or later I will be depressed to the point of madness, and I will die sooner or later. I will die in the cruelest way in the world. I will die in the world and leave nothing behind. Only then can I forget him , I can let go of this relationship."

"So you used such an extreme method? You made everyone into marionettes, and then you led a puppet to fulfill your dreams every day. Are you really happy?" Han Jing looked Ning Xu said: "I don't like to be nosy, but my brother was accidentally poisoned by the puppet plant you planted. We happened to meet Xiaoqi again, and finally found this place. I don't think you are pitiful, either. So I want to talk to you, I just think, you may need someone to listen to you, because you have already made all the decisions, haven't you?"

Just now Xiao Qi whispered in her ear, Ning Xu was already ready to die, he was just regretting that in this life, in the end, his story is still his own story, there is no People can listen to what he has to say.

So Han Jing proposed to chat with him.

If this is his last wish, she is willing to do good deeds every day.

But after listening to Ning Xu's words, she felt very sad again. She felt that if this matter ended like this, it would actually be a very cruel thing.

"There is one thing, it is a secret, I have never told anyone, if it is not that you are about to die, I certainly would not want to tell you, but even at the last moment You don’t have time anymore, but I still want to tell you, I want you to understand that in a person’s life, there is really not only one thing, not only one way to live.” Han Jing sighed He took a deep breath, and then briefly told him the story of Su Yaozheng: "So I admire my mother very much. Even though she chose the wrong way to solve her feelings at the beginning, time has proved that the wrong start is not always the same. It represents the end of a mistake. You have to believe in many things in fate, perhaps it is the best arrangement. Although the relationship between you and Shui Jingmo for so many years has occupied the whole of your life, but you still haven't figured out a reason. That is, has he ever loved you? Did he really abandon you because of responsibility, or did he never love you, but simply did not reject you? You have lived in your own world for so long, even a There is no answer, are you really willing?"

Han Jing looked at Ning Xu: "So I asked you if you are willing, not to ask if you are willing to end up like this in the end, but to ask you, there is no answer, so many years of love so unclear Are you willing to ruin yourself and ruin your own life?"