The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1112: No complaints in this life, no regrets in this situation (4)

Ning Xu looked at him with a smile, but Shui Jingmo's heart was extremely restless. Xiao Xu hadn't come to him for so many years, but suddenly appeared in front of him today, he didn't know why he felt uncomfortable It was a good premonition, and that premonition became stronger when seeing Xiao Xu's smile.

He felt that he could no longer restrain himself, and he had to figure it out, otherwise he would not be at ease.

"Little..." Shui Jingmo opened his mouth, and was interrupted by Ning Xu just as he spoke.

"Ah Jing," Ning Xu looked at Shui Jingmo, as if he had made a decision suddenly, and said to Shui Jingmo with a smile, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."

He spoke easily and smiled naturally.

But in Shui Jingmo's eyes, there was an irresistible impulse, which made Shui Jingmo suddenly a little upset.

"I have been to many places over the years, but I have never returned to Ningxi Island. I..." Ning Xu said to Shui Jingmo: "I plan to go back to Ningxi Island, and then... maybe not Leave again."

After saying these few words, Ning Xu seemed to be relieved suddenly, and his whole body became bright and brisk.

When Han Jing finally asked him if he was willing, he actually knew that he must be unwilling. Because he was unwilling, he had been secretly paying attention to Ah Jing all these years, so he would rather cheat by dreaming like this Own. He is just not reconciled, not reconciled to just like this, not reconciled to the person he loves to the core, why really don't want him.

If you say no, then don't.

Then what is the relationship between them?

He once asked himself this question on countless nights, when he was drunk to the point of total confusion, what is the relationship between them? How can he say that if he doesn't love, he won't love, and if he says let go, let him go?

What is he insisting on alone?

Those countless times of watching, that kind of spiritual torture seemed to breed little by little into a demonic barrier, which devoured him to pieces and was riddled with holes.

He couldn't even feel that he was alive, he was so suffocated that he wished he could exchange life after life for this life, no, even if it was a little shorter, he could love each other and stay together. Don't want to live a long life, just like ordinary people, you can live for decades, or a little less.

Can you keep them together and never separate again.

That kind of pain tortured him to the point of mental breakdown, so he finally couldn't stand it all and went astray, he would rather exhaust all his life and strength, and also wanted to exchange for an illusory dream, just for this life , a little more tenderness in holding hands.

When you fall in love, you grind your heart into pieces, and take these pieces to piece together a false dream of love.

It is his own love dream.

And now, after waking up from the dream, everything should be over, and he should also leave.

This love, this love, this life, this life.

He would rather Xu and Shui Jingmo, once loved, that's enough, it's worth it.

Suddenly he didn't want any answers, and he didn't want to find out the reason and the ending. The ending was already doomed, so there was no need to search for the answer.

The moment he hugged him just now, he suddenly let go, maybe this is good.

He and his story have come here, which is actually very good.

Loving him is the best thing in this world.

"There are no complaints in this life, no regrets in this situation."