The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1127: Infatuation always makes mistakes (5)

Han Jing is right, if this continues, one day she will not be able to stand it anymore.

When she can't bear it, she doesn't know what she will do.

She must not be able to continue to be rational.

Feng Peining closed her eyes, and the scenes of the past flashed quickly in her mind. Fortunately, most of them were the ones that she felt very happy. Not that sad.

On the contrary, if she really continues like this, there will be a day when these happy times she thought will slowly deteriorate, her eyes will be completely blinded, and she will no longer be able to see the beauty.

She likes him, obviously it should be a happy thing, but she really doesn't want to end up torturing each other.

Feng Peining covered her face, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, her heart was trembling with pain, as if two villains were arguing crazily in her mind. One told her to stay so that at least she could see him every day and be with him. And the other one is to tell her coldly, if you don't let go, one day, Ning Xu's ending will be your ending, and you will collapse to the point of losing your mind, and then you will not know whether you will live or die, and will completely destroy everything between you. good.

After a long time, Feng Peining wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, let go of her hand, and opened her eyes.

"Xiaoqi, Miss Jing, thank you for telling me this. I will ask someone to arrange for you to rest. I want to be alone for a while, and I will tell you my decision after two days, okay?" Feng Peining She was still a little lost, even though she was struggling to the point of going crazy in her heart, she still couldn't make a decision like this.

After all, he is the person she has loved for ten years, so how could he just let him go?

Xiao Qi saw her struggle and didn't force it: "Then little aunt, take a good rest, sister Jing and I won't stay here anymore, let me know when you decide, I've been in the city for the past two days In the garden outside. Oh, by the way, don't tell Shuijing Mo that Ning Xu is dead, this is Ning Xu's wish before he died."

Feng Peining nodded, Xiao Qi and Han Jing didn't eat anything, they said goodbye to Feng Peining and left.

Leaving Feng Peining alone, she originally planned to go back to her room, but for some reason, she suddenly turned around and sat down at the dining table.

The food was already a little cold, but she didn't seem to feel it, and ate silently by herself.

It is said that emotional matters are like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.

She suddenly remembered that in the past ten years, she and Jing Mo had sat at the same table and had dinner countless times, but in fact, having dinner together was what she was looking forward to the most, but also the thing she feared the most .

Because he would often have dinner with her, and after dinner, he would leave without hesitation.

No matter how much she expected him to stay, he never made an exception once.

Feng Peining ate without knowing the taste, and she suddenly realized that in the past ten years, she had never seriously savored the taste of dinner while sitting at the same table with him. Whether she is happy or melancholy, she has never seriously felt the taste of this meal.

Because she only has Jing Mo in her eyes, she likes him so much, she is so happy to see him, but when she thinks that he will leave soon, she is so nervous and lost.